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Monday, August 31, 11:21:00 AM

I am so angry!
I requested for just 3 Annual leave, and she gave me one whole week!!
What the hell am I going to do for the rest of one whole week man!
Annual leaves are suppose to be saved for quality time you wanna spend, say holidays n etc.
Now I've one whole week without plans! how can she expect me to enjoy my leave lah!
Bloody hell. Say she's planning for us to go on leave because there's too many staffs, it doesnt work like that what!
How i wish my dad is in the Ministry of Manpower or something!
Then work wont be so irritiating. GRRR!
Now i have what, 8 leave left. Meaning I can only plan for holiday for like 10 days?
Instead of the 2 weeks that I planned lah!
Whatever lah. Anyway I cant decide where to go. Should just throw my leave away. Argh.

Really tempted to run away for a short getaway all by myself.
Best if i just disappear after that.




Saturday, August 29, 11:24:00 PM

Dont even have the courage to end it all. What a loser.




Thursday, August 27, 9:11:00 AM

Last night tonight!
Pray x1000 that things will run smooth for me tonight!
Because Sister decided to cut down staffs on night -.-
Meaning I wont have a preceptor to help me around tonight -.-
Plus I'm in the first team lo~
Cant help but have the routines repeatly rehearsing in my head man.

Anyway! After tonight, I'll be on afternoon this Sunday!
Followed by my 3days of Annual Leave! WOoohooo! Excited! Although it's just 3days! :D




Saturday, August 15, 12:17:00 AM

It's been such a long time since i did a proper update, don't know where to start from now. lol
The schedule for the next two weeks is out, and i'm going on my nights again. ZZZ
This time with people whom i can't really click? -.-
Been going out for ktv, supper, ktv, supper, movies, mahjong, ktv, supper. loll

Linda's wedding
Some pre-wedding photos she showed us..

This is actually a shot captured after they kissed. Sweet huh?




That's Jeya signing the guest book.

Linda couldnt help it but cry in the midst of the vows!

My flabby cheeks *Faint
I seriously looked like shit for the past few weeks man.
Because i was trying this new facial product which will purge all your toxins out -.-

Photo grabbed from Pia.

TA-DAH! This is my 'Mummy' - Ah teh Gimilie!
Our colleagues like to refer our preceptors as our mummy &we're their babies lolll.
So if my mummy is not working, whoever taking care of me will be my step mom LOL
Cuteness.
Anyway, Sister had our preceptors changed.
My new mummy will be Linna!
She was super blur as a newbie, but i would say she's more than just her blur outlook.

From left, Nunu, Dr Jesmine, Jiawen, Jinlan!

1/4 of Ward 13!

Appraisal is coming soon! Right after my Annual Leaves i've to submit my self appraisal.
Our OnJobTraining stuffs, are all incomplete man hahahas. We chunked it aside for the past few months.
There are so many many happenings at work, so much to rant. Enough for me to bore you to death lol.

Honestly, 've been feeling erm, soul-less, despondent, for the past few months.
Been trying to pick myself up.
Sometimes, really do feel that everything in my life sucks.
As much as people around me tried convincing me that my life is so much more on track than theirs, because ive a job, an income etc etc, i still feel super emtpy.
Miss those times i feel so erm, sure of my goals, myself, contented.
Well, moving on, i'll get myself somewhere :)

There's quite a few stuffs I wanna fufill but has been procrastinating, mainly cause i hesitate and consider too much i guess.
I wanna drive Ah ma around in my own car. Say, in the next 5 to 10 years?
Even if it's a CherryQQ, why not. Then next, i'll drive my family n friends around.
I think this has been a childhood dream - Dreamnt of outings with my family, happily. Imagine if I could drive them out man. Anyway, i passed my FTT! One step closer to my dream huh?
I'm thinking how to pamper myself on my 20th. A camera? A designer's purse/bag?
Wanted a short getaway, but cant think of anywhere or how. loll
And i freaking need to get my career plan right. Wonder if it'll still be Nursing..... Not that i've lost interest/passion in her. Just, reality, money.

I really appreciate the random insights i get from different friends ive met up with.
That's the only thing that keeps me going for now.

Lastly, i hope God is still saint and bless the good. Bless my aunt &her family with courage and love. You will right?




Friday, August 7, 3:07:00 PM

原上苍赐给他们坚强的生命力,
将世界上所有的真善美送给他们,
让他们平安幸福..




Wednesday, August 5, 7:39:00 PM

Me: I've got 7-Up, you want?
G: Got 8-Down anot?
Me: No, 9-In-between want?

LOL. Stupid.




5:24:00 PM

TIll now, the voices of Ah teh Gimilie is still ringing in my ears.
(Although she's losing her voice. Poor her, sick yet enduring.)
I think she can still hear my pesters going 'Ah teh.. Ah teh.. Ah teh..' too lol
Anyway, its the last of my consecutive mornings tomorrow.
Still have to go for some stupid fitness challenge! -.-
Marathon next Sunday. -.-
FTT next Tuesday. -.-
I'm totally drained lahhhh.

Oh, i took Annual leaves for 31 Aug, 1st Sept and 2nd Sept.
Dont know for what lol, but at least i'll feel less pathetic since i've a few days break lol.
11 more days of AL, when should I claim man.

This blog is getting so monotonous man. sucks.





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