is it me or is it the fact that unhappy things keep happening? i am tired. i'm tired of being sad. i'm tired of getting irritated so easily due to the hot weather. i'm tired of getting projects done. i'm tired of school. i need a break from everything. how i wish there is someplace where i can go... away from all these...
today is a really sad day. i felt so stupid although i have never been clever but i really feel very stupid. i feel that if i can, i would just kill myself. i don't think that i can contribute anything to the society. i'm just one useless person who can just die anytime. i don't know what to do.
I'm sad. Really sad. I want to solve it but i don't know how to. sad...
okay. i have decided to open the blog again cause i think i'm too bored. so shall blog. recently many things happened. Today celebrated Jojo's birthday and waited for 45 mins for my pesi refill. I asked 6 times. can you imagine? recently work as a facilitator. and my recent job is to facilitate them in excel. 1st day is April fool day. to sort of like fool me, one of the kid say: Cher! my com spoil Cher. went to him and there is nothing wrong then he said April Fool day Cher! i'm like what. then the trainer ask the students what is the difference between worm and virus. and the student's answer is: Cher, worm is living thing while virus is cyber! i wanted to faint when i heard the answer. OMG lah. i guess for the next 3 weeks i will have more fainting moments.
Day 6 (Hong Kong)
shurong
gemini
31/05/1990