end of exams== time for LOTS of dramas and activities. lol. anyone got any suggestion of what to do other than movie and food? ANYWAY, IRIS (jap drama) DAMN NICE. the male lead HANDSOME HANDSOME!! my cup of tea. ahhahaha. and this song in the show is sooooooooooo sad. awwwwww.
不要忘记我 -白智英
我们曾经彼此相爱 我们现在却要分手 就算我们相隔千里 求你不要忘记我 每当有冷风拂过我的指尖 耳畔总能想起你的笑声 回忆起映着我的脸的你的双眸 想着你 好孤独 我哭了又哭 嘴唇僵在那儿 不曾说出口的那句话 我们曾经彼此相爱 我们现在却要分手 就算我们相隔千里 求你不要忘记我 泪眼挡住了嘴巴 不曾说出口的那句话 我们曾经彼此相爱 我们现在却要分手 就算我们相隔千里 求你不要忘记我 你知道吗 一转身便捶胸顿足 狠心放你离开的那个人 那个人就是我 求你爱那个人吧 就算我们相隔天涯 请你一定要回来 我们曾经彼此相爱 我们现在却要分手 就算我们相隔千里 求你不要忘记我 求你不要忘记我
申承勋-Love of Iris
두 눈에 그대가 흘러도/我的双眼 满满的都是你
그대는 날 보지 못한다/可你却 看不见我
입술이 가만히 그댈 불러도/我的双唇 静静地呼唤你
그대는 듣지 못한다/可你却听不见我
다른 시간에 다른 곳에서 만나/如果我们 在另一时间 另一空间
사랑했다면 우린 지금 행복했을까/相识并相恋 我们现在会幸福吗
살아있는 동안에 그대일텐데/在我有生之年 你曾是我的全部
이젠 휘청거릴 나의 모습뿐일텐데/而现在 只留下我跄踉的身影
미워할 수 없어서 잊을 수도 없어서/我无法恨你 也无法忘记你
그저 사랑하는 일밖에 나는
할 수 없나봐/我可能 只懂得 如何爱你吧
단 하루라도 가슴이 쉴 수 있게/只要让我的心歇息一天
그댈 잊고서 편하게 숨 쉴 수 있다면/那怕忘记您舒服的松口气
살아있는 동안에 그대일텐데/在我有生之年 你曾是我的全部
이젠 휘청거릴 나의 모습뿐일텐데/而现在 只留下我跄踉的身影
미워할 수 없어서 잊을수도 없어서/我无法恨你 也无法忘记你
그저 사랑하는 일밖에 나는
할 수 없나봐/我可能 只懂得 如何爱你吧
그대 닿을듯이 닿지 않아서/似像触摸你但未及触摸
멀리 있어도 아름답나봐/虽然在远处但很美丽
사랑하면 할수록 상처뿐인데/越爱越是伤痛
왜 내 가슴은 너여야만 한다는 건지/可我的心里只有你
미워할 수 없어서 잊을수도 없어서/我无法恨你 也无法忘记你
그저 사랑하는 일밖에 나는
할 수 없나봐/我可能 只懂得 如何爱你吧
the kiss of kelly at
10:00 AM
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was watching 百萬大歌星 and Boyzone was the special guest hence they sang english songs!! which are very old but nice (: like bonnie raitt-i can't make you love me awwww. and no matter what by Boyzone and You needed me by Anne Murray. NICE. sihui!! d/l for me ahahaha. i doubt you'll see this post though ahahahhaah.
this is the seventh week of my PA woohoo. can't wait for it to end and really truly slack every single day. last year to slack SIAN. boo.
I can't make you love me-Bonnie Raitt
Turn down the lights, turn down the bed
Turn down these voices inside my head
Lay down with me, tell me no lies
Just hold me close, don't patronize -
don't patronize me
Chorus: cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
I'll close my eyes, then I won't see
The love you dont feel when you're holding me
Morning will come and I'll do whats right
Just give me till then to give up this fight
And I will give up this fight
Chorus: cause I can't make you love me if you don't
You can't make your heart feel something it won't
Here in the dark, in these lonely hours
I will lay down my heart and I'll feel the power
But you won't, no you won't
cause I can't make you love me, if you don't
Ain't no use in you trying
It's no good for me baby without love
All my tears, all these years, everything I believed in
Baby Oh yeah
Someone's gonna love me
the kiss of kelly at
5:35 AM
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你小心翼翼
牵我手其实是担忧
藏不住我自尊也投降
活在她之下
我 好傻
你字字句句说
你不爱她那又是什么
让你害怕我疑惑但是原谅
因为你留下
我 好傻
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不懂该拿什么安慰我的难受
你的存在 让我更寂寞
你寸步不离 像天使的她
挥霍我的爱
从不放心上我有一丝无奈
也有一些明白
该 放开
不是我不说就不在意空等候
原来 你没想像中那么爱我
我不能再从你的怀抱感觉到什么
不爱我别再说
假装爱那是撒盐在伤口啊~~
谁说我不在意空等候原来
你从来都没深刻爱我
我才懂不是我不心痛
其实是心没了感受呜~~~
你没想像中爱我
another song (:
你指向远方 爱情很晴朗笑问不如今后就我们俩怕泪会反光 钻进你的胸膛但那不是感动 是 泪无法储藏把美梦锁上 以为是天堂羽翼折起在你身边静静躺却只能用目光空中翱翔还得乔装安份 靠在你的肩膀放了爱 为了爱这不是我 该怎么生活放了爱你说你喜欢 我笑得开朗你越温柔 我越不想撒谎我已办不到你想要的那样客气地配合你 我感觉更勉强别人的幸福 何必要模仿心不在何苦 留躯壳在身旁加满自由 我要无重量飞翔就算以分离收场放了爱 为了爱这不是我 该怎么生活放了爱 会明白有种拥有 叫做放手我的心 为爱流离失所紧握最后回家的线索等到寻获真正的我证明我决定没有错放了爱 为了我这不是我 想要的生活放了爱 你会明白有种拥有 叫做放手放了爱
both the songs are from perfect cut shown on channel U. i love alex tan!! too bad kelly is not kelly. HAHAHAHA. i know it's lame. lol.
on a happy happy note kelly has finished all her presentations for this semester (except for an ungraded next tues!) however this means that the EXAMS are looming april 14th please dont come so soon at least after i have like read through all the notes for you lol. (:
the kiss of kelly at
8:44 AM
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lol. my blog is not in chronological order le. ahahha. ignore my ramblings.
anyway, went for my 403 class gathering last sunday 1feb. totally forgotten about it until i checked my handphone and see messages regarding the gathering. ha luckily wk was going too and he offered me a ride so we went to woodlands and waited for lf by the roadside. ha when we saw that lf was approaching wk also started to move the car BUT all of a sudden this car suddenly appeared in front of us and rammed into the lamp post by the road side. i was quite shocked by that and even more shocked when the person who walked out was lf. i thought his car has went past. apparently not . i think i get a bit paranoid when i'm in car and the other vehicles on the road moves close to the car.
and i'm damn sian that i didn't get my exchange spot though it might be a good thing for 3 reasons: 1. interviews should be conducted in year 3 sem 1 before we graduate so if i go for exchange i might miss that 2. maybe maybe i can pull up my gpa(this is too opticmistic) 3. can use the money for holiday trips
BUT still i'm feeling very stuck in ntu ): i must ENDURE.
the kiss of kelly at
10:06 PM
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ha actually i realised i forgot to blog abt some events in the previous entry like timbre, watching twilight @ PS blah blah. but nvm or not anitha will say i forever blog about eating LOL.
anyway, i went for my first MAMBO night (lol i know im damn suaku) ha clubbing is still not my thing but i guess the experience was fun because of the company and maybe because the three of us got high. ha this is the first time ever that i drank so much!! ha for those camps clubbing night i only drink sips and give my drink away but yesterday!! lol we shared 2 jugs of whiskey coke, 1 long island, tried some cherry btandy, drank sex on the beach shot and some orange colour drink that is alcoholic too. lol. it seems i have a good tolerance for alcohol! (: lol or maybe cause i didnt drink with empty stomach. ha my feet hurts like mad though. standing from 11+ to 4+ in heels. OMG. freaking painful and like gonna cramp any moment. ha. in the end i took off my heels and can't be bothered with them.
ha only had like 3+ hours of sleep after which i got a marketing presentation. ): ha i should be sleeping le lol super duper tired for the past few days been sleeping at weird timings like 4.30 am 3 am 6+am FAINTS.
ha anyway, i have such a long list of movies i want to watch lol it's not really possible to watch all though.
the kiss of kelly at
7:40 AM
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ha. i've been enjoying myself by doing alot of activities (:
met up with quekie whom i had not seen in ages in december! had high tea buffet at ZHOU's kitchen. not the nicest dim sum buffet but oh well. it's the company that counts. really glad to have met up (: remember all the times in jc that we just hanged out at coffee bean/venezia ahah.
had xmas gathering with my sec school friends. usual tradition: go chairmeh's house, pot luck, open xmas present, talk till wee hours, wake up super late the next day. (: ha we are just so not the usual kind of girls clique. think we barely hanged out for anything so made plans to do more things together like sing k, bake, clubbing! ha though i still don't like the idea of clubbing (:
spent new year's eve together with anitha and gang, ate at this german restaurant paulaner brahaus i think. ha like the pub-by atmosphere and the live band though we didn't get to listen to the live band coz we were at the second level eating the main course. watched fireworks and even played overnight mahjong lol.
chairmeh drove me to vivocity to get my free usurf(which is like taking up space in 1 corner of my house now) ahaha. quite a funny experience. went to watch midnight show at great world city. it's nice to watch movies at those timing. practically empty cinemas. i like that feeling (: bedtime stories LOL. not that enjoyable, but whatever.
had lunch at wasabi tei with yanxiu and kangyu. i really like the codfish claypot freaking delicious. and the chawanmushi too. <3
went to dian xiao er yet again at jp with chairmeh (: lol. AND my fave dessert store ji de chi is at jp le. ahaha. mango pomelo something I LOVE THAT ahah.
went to sing k at partyworld with my girls clique which is fun (: ha i realize i cant sing a lot of songs even though i like them alot ): ahaha. but that's fine always have the craziest of time with them.
watched the duchess with chairmeh. and had thai express the spicy chicken noodle is like freaking freaking hot. lol luckily not that hungry. but i like it nevertheless just had a burning sensation in my stomach after that. ahaha.
went to the cookie museum for cookie tasting session AND I LOVE THE COOKIES there. (: so nice. cran mango <3
ha actually sounds like a lot of food in this post but that's kelly LOL. i'm freaking depressed that school has started and projects are like piling up already. sometimes i just wish all those school stuff can disappear and it's my holidays once again sigh sigh sigh
the kiss of kelly at
8:10 AM
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ha anitha STOP complaining that i never update my blog. though truth be told there's pretty much nothing to update. my life is dull dull dull. ahaha.
anyway, i'm feeling super super happy because it's the holidays! i can indulge in SLEEP, my reading (only romance books) and pretty much whatever i want to do. BECAUSE i'm SUPER free. really wish that DEC will never end and i never have to go back to school cause school is just killing me slowly. to move on from that depressing thought, i got to meet up and will be meeting up with lots of people. okay not that much also but those are the people i want to meet up with and that's most important. so kelly is happy happy happy (: LOL
kelly loves the holidays. (:
the kiss of kelly at
8:10 AM
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ahhh i got a
C for my sort of test which is like 20% for the whole module. that's super depressing. not upset more like sian diao by the result. i think too highly of my abilities liao it's time for me to reflect with a capital R.
it's easy to say can pull up the grades YEA can pull up should be can(i hope) but how much can it be pulled up? i really damn sian by the idea that i'm below average. that's seriously not my expectations. but oh well no point now UNLESS i skip the exam BUT i do not want to redo the project.
KELLY. PLEASE SLAP YOUSELF AWAKE AND START STUDYING.
the kiss of kelly at
9:18 AM
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