Letters

"What do you see in me... " you asked.

"...to explain that feeling it would just be me materialising values and stuff." a part of my answer, as I try to avoid saying the wrong words in the midst of this emotionally intense conversation. 

The fact of the matter is, I really don't know why. I can't explain that spark of admiration that I had when we first met. I've lived my life learning that my gut instincts are trustworthy. I feel like a better person when I'm with you. Your presence itself is enough to make me happy.

Sure, we need time. You probably need more time than me. That's why it's too soon for me to decide, if I'm even worthy enough to try and win your heart.

uncertain

So here I am, taking my time off from my schedules to write up this post, with a tiny spark of hope to revive this blog of mine. Truth is, i never really had time to blog. It is either that or I'd rather spend time doing something else. I would rather spend time doing something else because I know, I'd tend to spend a lot of time on just one post. Filtering photos, editing, typing things out, grammar checks. ,Most importantly, once I'm in front of my laptop, I tend to get distracted easily and thus, consuming a lot more time than I really should.

I took a look at online blogs that I used to visit frequently and I realized that this is what I like to do. To take pictures and write. It's those blogs that inspires me to take out my cameras, to keep my mind fresh and creative, and to simply write about things.

But should I? Who is my target audience? Who would be reading anyway. In my opinion, readers are somewhat the fuel of a blog. It has been made public for a reason. Otherwise, it would have been privatized when it was opened.

Maybe I'll change site, maybe I'll stop? Well, as far as I am concerned, I had a lot of things which has more priority to this so I'll start working on this again around April, after I come back from my OBS.

Till then, feel free to post a comment if you have any. Goodbye.

Dinner

So okay, wedding dinner. I am a noob at writing about wedding events so I'm just gonna give this a try.

Dzal's brother is getting married so Jacks were invited to their wedding dinner. There were good food, great companions, and nice atmosphere. Not forgetting, from where we were seated, there is also great lighting! :D But I shall put that up later in this post.

Nuqman brought Natra along.

And Lam brought Ain along.

These two are the "used to be best friends". haha! The new ones will be shown later.

And these two always ended up cycling together cos everybody else is always busy/not around/ dont have a bike.

Everybody got hungry.

But I don't have any pictures of the buffet. Instead, I've got a picture of (part of the) queue.

Fauzi and Alek are the new best friends cos they ended up working together, hang out regularly with each other and so much more.

Arai and Lam. Supplies and Driver.

Nuqman and Haikool, going for 800 by the end of their training. heh heh

Iftiqal and me. I don't wanna write anything about myself so you go figure.

Dzal was the one who would call us up whenever we there is a wedding event. That's why some of us were working that day.

 

Areen, Mael and Hakim. There were a few more but I didn't get to take their photos.

It's not on every wedding dinner that you see the couple putting their vehicle on display.

We finished eating and started taking photos.

The cousinsss..

While we are at it, we spammed the scrumptious shark fin soup and the cordial.

And resume. For the next few photos or so, there is a lot of pose in the similar position so I'm just posting one here.

Its a coincidence that we wore flannels on that night.

See what I told you about the lighting? Zi forever ON! HAHA!

Lamchingchongggg

Not forgetting the ladies!

They were reluctant at first but ended up doing so many poses!

The Jurong West Sec brossss. Not in this picture: Haikool.

And after some time, some left. We made Arep sing,

 Took some more random photos,

And ate some more of those shark fin soup.

So that was about it. Most of us went back home straight after that. Some of us went to play pool over at Safra Jurong. Won't post about that because I've used up all of my mana for blogging today. CHOICK!

purple heart

Longed

When I feel that I should never go away, never let her out of my sight. It felt like nothing else matter any more. She's standing here beside me and that is all that I longed for. And so we chatted, catching up on what is happening around. I still feel shy though. My heart still skips a beat every time I saw her even though I am already confident in talking, basically with anyone. And after everything and its time for me to go, I saw the most happiest and sincere smile I have ever seen in my life. That is when my heart melted even more than it already did. Nobody knows just how happy I felt that day. Even I can't put it to words.  :)