1st week of schoooooooooool....
I knew I was taking 5 core modules, and still appealing to take the 6th module. But it's barely the end of first week, I find myself unable to absorb what the lecturers have said, and I'm starting to feel overwhelmed by the avalanche of commitments required by every single module. Especially the continuation of my last semester project module ! I'm so scared of having free-rider for the project and we not spending not enough time or too much time on meetings and getting stuck! And I'm going to continue to teach tuition this coming sunday. OHMO, and i just ranted to <3 and I came to the conclusion that I'm feeling extremely grumpy and negative todayy :( SO TATA, I'm going to sleeeeppp now and TMR i will make it to be a happppy day !
grumpy me.
Thursday, January 13, 2011
Sunday, January 02, 2011
looking backk.
It is the second day of 2011 ! And I'm turning 21st 7months from nowwwwww. Alot of people mentioned to me that once you hit 21st, time will pass super quickly. ahhhh, I'm gonna age gracefully haha!
Looking back at 2010, there were unhappinesss and definitely happiness.
I wish that the problem that I'm still facing now could go away, even though I know its gonnna be difficult. Not that I'm pessimistic about it, it's that I used to habour much hope that things will get better and yet falling into disappointments yet again. I'm just tired, finding ways to ignore,build a wall around me and escape from it.
On a lighter note, I'm blessed to have special people around me. Perking me up when I'm down, allows me to put on a braver and optimistic side of me and still believes that everything is gonna be okayy. Thankyou love and lovelies !
And I came to realise "sufficient is the new more", akin to the phrase "Green/Pink/Red/whatever is the new black". I don't need alot of stuffs , alot of friends, alot of money, alot of stuffs. I just neeed those that are valuable, sufficient and close to my heart will do. okayy, I think I'm "gibberishing" noww.
I hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for us, for everyone :D
Looking back at 2010, there were unhappinesss and definitely happiness.
I wish that the problem that I'm still facing now could go away, even though I know its gonnna be difficult. Not that I'm pessimistic about it, it's that I used to habour much hope that things will get better and yet falling into disappointments yet again. I'm just tired, finding ways to ignore,build a wall around me and escape from it.
On a lighter note, I'm blessed to have special people around me. Perking me up when I'm down, allows me to put on a braver and optimistic side of me and still believes that everything is gonna be okayy. Thankyou love and lovelies !
And I came to realise "sufficient is the new more", akin to the phrase "Green/Pink/Red/whatever is the new black". I don't need alot of stuffs , alot of friends, alot of money, alot of stuffs. I just neeed those that are valuable, sufficient and close to my heart will do. okayy, I think I'm "gibberishing" noww.
I hope that 2011 will be a better year for me, for us, for everyone :D
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