:))

:)))))) ! the current programming results makes me happpyyy !! though i dont know how much I will get for finals !


it raining heavily outside , I cant get anything into my mindd !! =/ its a race against time and mentality ! I CAN DO IT !!

time for a change !

NOTES to myself:

1) I SHALL NOT BE SO WORRISOME ANYMORE
2) STOP PROCRASTINATING
3) I CAN DO IT !
4) THINGS WILL GET BETTER
5) STOP THINKING SO MUCH



yesterday was an emotional ride , been thinking of alot of things. I'm not shallow okayy.(mabel's and my favourite quote) But I shall stop thinking so much instead of spending my time studying as what mr zhikang told me! It's time to get down to work ! :DDD



I've chanced upon this in happythings.tumblr.com

★ Spend some time taking stock of all the influences in your life. This includes friends, family, television shows, magazines, blogs, etc. Thinks about which aspects of your life motivate you and push you to live positively for yourself. Think about those aspects that pull you down and drain you of your positive energy. Spend less time around the negative influences and more time around the positive!

★ Set aside more time for yourself where you can be alone. Sometimes it is easy to become depressed and grumpy when you give all of your energy to others. Having scheduled “you” time will guarantee that you will be able to pamper yourself and participate in your favorite hobbies.

★ Try changing your perspective about situations. Sometimes that is all it takes to turn a crummy day around. I try very hard to find something positive that will come out of the crappy things that daily life deals us. It doesn’t always happen naturally, but it gets easier when you push yourself to see the good in life.

★ Have friends and family in your life who can cheer you up and encourage you to be positive when you fall down. It’s inevitable that you will have a bad day, stress attack, or an emotional melt down in the future. It happens. The difference between you and a negative person is that you have the courage to get back up and keep going. We all need to be reminded that life really can be amazing if we take the time to see things positively.

★ Fill your space with reminders of how wonderful your life is. Write your favorite encouraging quotes on colorful post-its and paste them around your home.

★ Write letters and cards to your close friends and family with positive wishes and joyful greetings! Spreading positivity helps you feel positive in general!

★ Encourage the people in your life who take on pessimistic attitudes to be more positive. If those people are not willing to hear you out, limit your time around them. Negativity is very draining and you can only be around it for so long before it takes over.

★ Get excited about the little things that make you happy! (get HIGH!)

★ If you are feeling down and depressed, own your feelings. Don’t deny that you are grumpy. Accept that you aren’t feeling 100% and give yourself time to just be.

★ De-clutter your life! Get rid of things that you don’t love, things that you never use, and things that aren’t sentimental to you. Clutter can weigh you down and fill your life with unnecessary negative energy ! Make room for new things that you adore!

★ Channel your inner child every so often. Do things that the child within you would love! Blow bubbles, ride the merry-go-round, drink chocolate milk, play hop scotch, color, take photos of random objects, play dress-up, etc.

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OH MAN! I'm gonna update this blogg for now cause chingchingg will say how many months I've never touch this blogg ! Just ended my mid-term tests today ! =/ I would say that this semester is much more time-consuming and demanding than the previous semesters even though there are lesser tutorials . Which means more projects and weird assignments !

because leezhikang went to Australia for his country commitments ! :(:(:( THREE WHOLE WEEKS YET AGAIN !! AIGOOOOOO. now it's like barely a week gone and 2 more weeks to go ! But luckily I've got my bff-->bf YINSY to gayy with me as always ! haha, meetups are more frequent and gaying session is neverending ! :) THANKYOU girl and I will not tell zk what you told me ! secret secret ! I bet my blogg is so dead that nobody will even attempt to click on the link ! Thats all TATA !

weird.

sometimes i can't help but to think that i'm such a contradicting person =/
please bring back the contented me !

Random thoughts of mine

EXAMS WERE OVER !

yesterday.

i'm so not anticipating 31 may ):

but oh wells, i can finally have all the time in my world. SHIYING needs to start doing things that enrich her life , her well-being ! haha. and i know its so random, i even thought of participating in some marathon ! BUT i'm not fit yet , esp after examination. I can feel FATS OOZING out of my thighs , my tummmy.

Today I came across blogs of people who shared their thoughts about the death of their friend. A girl who choose to take her life away . She was of our age and from her friends' description, I can see that she really touches the hearts of many. It was disheartening to see young talented girl like her to choose to take that path.

Looking at this, I can't help but to reflect on the things around me.
Human are weird creatures. We take things for granted, not cherishing things that we already have. Being a non-perfect human being, i confess that I did that too , unknowingly or knowingly. This is why i need to constantly remind myself to cherish people around me and not being too demanding/unreasonable/irritating/stubborn/(or whatever bad points I might have and offended you). Regardless of whatever conflicts or displeasures we might have with one another, pls communicate with me ! Who knows when and what will happen if I leave this world? What will I be reminded of?

and what will you be reminded of? ...

=/ =/ overwhelmed with the number of tutorials , assignments and all the what not stuffs. where has my drive gone ? it has always been like this, losing momentum when it's the middle of semester ): this is so bad! maybe i need to take a very very short break and recharge myself before the finals ! RAR.

BUSY

OH MO OH MO OH MO ! I guess I'm adapting university life already ! because it gets more interesting and enjoyable when i get to know more and more friends in my course. And on certain days , I have gays (REDDY, KONG , VERON and random gay friends ..where's limmy? ) to travel with ! and also to meet up with them to have lunch in school ! :DD

of course ! minus away all the tutorial part , programming part and the "HUHs " in lecture .

OH WELL, I'M SO LOVING PROGRAMMING -.-" RIGHT . I've just started my first lab yesterdayy. and haha, my gay and random friends laughed at ourselves for being such computer noobs for the past 19/20 years. we were dl-ing some programs during our long breaks, attempting to get into school website through some outlet and most of us got screwed somewhere or the other. and there are still 9 labs more, i wonder how i survive the torment of creating programs. but at least , me and my friends are in the same boat! (:

feeling the optimism now, i hope it will stay throughout sem2 ! botak boyy is busy with his armyy too ! =/ lets work hard together bahh ! :DDDD

i'm suppose to be doing mastering physics now ! tata !

haha, there's no recent group photos with the 4 of us. so i have to post this with my cute hairstyle! hoho


we looked so sweet leaning on one another leh !

with lailai and xiaowen (:

LOVES

:DDDDDD

IT's 2010 ! A brand new year to start and I hope there's a brand new start to certain issues too. happy birthdayyy YINSY WINSY :):)

sleepover at kuku love's house yesterday , its a tradition for us to do so! :DD picnic-ed with the gays at marina barrage. it seemed pretty long since i've last zihighed until my throat went sore and laughed at every single little things gays do ! aigoooo , probably it's because we get more and more grumpyas we grew older. I just hope that I still remain as happy shiying because i dont want to be a grumpy old lady in the future!


I really can't imagine my life without the girls , really. They brought to me endless retarded jokes and laughters . We have been through many different transitions of life- and I think it's not easy to be able to have such strong bonds between the few of us. Prehaps we will be leading in a different lives in the future,but I really do hope that we could still meet up often and cherish every moments with one another :D love youS !

new year resolutions sounds clache but still ,I've made my resolution at yinsy's house and inside my heart :DDD


Lastly, happy 1 year anniversary to mr special someone ! <3>