i've enjoyed 6C (or "sexy" which we used to call) chalet ! haha. it doesn't feel awkward talking to some of them who i've not been interacting much for the past few years. we spent time reminiscing the past- how we used to sit in the class , what stupid things we used to do, what unique nicknames we used to give each other... haha. most of their appearances didn't change much, probably because ii've seen them at previous gatherings or at some random places. haha. it is interesting to find out why people still remember the venues where they bump one another. however, some still shocked me (: some grew talllllleeeerrrr, girls turned pretttyy , guys still as qianda as ever=x. the living room was super noisy because everyone was talking and laughing loudly. those who used to talk loudly still talk loudly. those who were assumed to be very quiet (like amanda-haha. ii know my sweety is looking at her sweety's blog now (: ) talk loudly too. i've learnt abit of mahjong , master da dee during this chalet from xiangyu and other patient mentors. hurrr. sharing secrets session among the girls, some guys pretend to sleep around our areas to eavesdrop our conversations. talking to danai while eating the midnight macdonald delivery.

we tried to sleep at around 4am while some continued their tong xiao mahjong. and omg la. we were still behaving much like young kids. haha , some of the guys and us were having blanket war. snatching and pulling blankets from one end to another, kicking johannesen off the cushion bed, hanjie keep whining because he's feeling cold and hot every now and then, Aaron being the fan attendant, amos and their "bu dong" (mend hole) command and gay relationships on the bed. chinghong and i were laughing like mad lololol. finally an hour of struggle , we were pretty much dead (:

didn't regret going to the chalet bah (: it will be verryyyy hard for gathering like this in the future since guys going to NS , and we are going separate ways . haiyo. now the photo sizes are wayyy tooo large to be send easily. =x

wednesday- ecp outing (: i'm glad to have someone to share problems with. we were lucky . because the weather was bright and sunnnyyy when we were cycling and chui hai feng. and it starts to rain when we were on our way back home. thank you for the day (:(:

thursday- accompanied chingching to buy her prom dress with mogugugugu. even though it was window shopping for me. eating out is still costly la. haha. talked about random stuffs like going ice-skating, going hongkong trip. and we are waiting for beloved matong 's return from her japan trip.

friday-decided to stay at home to avoid any further enlargement of my wallet hole :) going swimming with dearests tmr, can't wait to see them la !

and someone is off (:

HAHA. i've uploaded the 6C chalet's photos in photobucket because it will be very inconvenient and sloowwwww to send to you people.

go to http://www.photobucket.com and search for freedom_90 bah (: , it's under 6C's chalet.

the one i've loved since i was a child changed into someone i barely recognise. things are getting more complicated but i know these are beyond my control. but i will try to be strong for mummy, for my jiejie.

thankfully, there's somewhere i could temporarily hide away from and to distract myself. couldn't wait to see all the crappy and funky people in my primary school life for the chalet tomorrow.

was browsing through old photos and neoprints last night. the old photos taken during thailand trip, malaysia trip, stayovers at one of the reeesssvy's house, class parties, and all the many many events. over these years, people do look different eh. seeing baby fats disappearing , seeing how the hairstyles change , looking at all the "retarded" poses never fails to bring back alot of memories. though i might not be in daily contact with some of these people right now, i will never forget the friendships we had (:




when you're reaching the end of the rope, tie a knot, hang on. i will come and pull you up. i will.

thank you sweet.

A's

FINALLY A level is officially over for me(: YAYAYAYAY ! i don't know what the outcome will be after receiving the result next year, but for now, can only give myself a break for slogging for the past few months . please ignore the previous post. because i've done something that i didn't expect ii have done and i'm glad i've done it (: really appreciate the wonderful people in my life who tries to put a smile in my face during this period of time. kumsahamnida (:

kbox today with lovelies + matong's shy wc who was reluctant to sing in front of us until we finally persuaded him to do so. super crazy and high day ! (:

there are many events lining up after exam and ii'm really looking forward to them ! (: class 6c chalet, shoppingS , prom , gang chalet , class chalet , tkd chalet. and it's time for me to catch up with many things -to spend more time with my family , to visit ahgong , to pick up some baking skills from mummy , to read storybooks , to go swimming , to go gym . and after all these, i'm going to find a job la, if not will feel very guilty for spending parents' money .
shall post the photos pretty sooonnnnn(:


a very singlish post indeed.

things have gone pretty much out of hand for my family. and why is this happening at this point of time ): it's especially hard to pretend nothing has happened when you know the truth long ago , thinking that by hiding the truth will keep the family together. apparently i was wrong . i just wish i have the courage to communicate these thoughts to my daddy.