end of block test

finally , its the end of the torturous block tests which killed many of my healthy brain cells and changed quite a few of my black strands of hair to white . arggh. finally i could break free from the suffering of mugging hard , depriving myself from having my normal 8-9 hours of sleep routine temporary.

sigh. ii know all this will continue for as long as the A level ends. i think i practically screwed up all the block tests paper. especially for today's math. yucks. i've lost all confidence in my secondary school's favourite subjects- math & chemistry. anyway, there's no point crying over spilt milk because there's nothing i can do to change my grades. shall mug more and more often and there will not be any life for me till A level besides some occasional relaxation.

for now, i can't wait for take more breaks till i get back my atrocious results. going out with my darlings tmr , and the shenghong camp , going for the spop hurray and going out with my pae darlings ! hoho.

mugging

HAPPY MUGGING PEOPLE ! haha. i can't WAIT for block test to be over ! been mugging for the past few days, attempting to squeeze in all the concepts and formulae into the tiny brain of mine ! MEH. i shall go to that place with my super irritating , zi-high study buddies ! hoho. you know who you are ! i think we irritate other people with our singing and zi-highing. (:

a level results

yesterday was the release of A level result. and mingle , Genvieve and few of our tkd seniors are so clever ! they did very well for their A level ! and i managed to see my greenie bag guy and sun ! life is just so complicated , some may experience joy while others disappointment. i have seen dejected faces of seniors upon learning their results.

my heart goes out to tripod dear - we will always be there for you when you need us.

Next year it will be my turn. i feared to get back the results which i didn't want. I have experienced that before , and i didn't want it to happen again. Sometimes i really wonder if i've choose the right route. But i won't regret it since i've made my decision back then. Now i have to really think twice before i succumbing into temptations. i regretted for not working hard enough or my jc1 , as now i'm still struggling hard to do well for my studies. whatever it is, i thank my darlings and family members who are there to support me when i'm down. and i feel soo sorry for losing my temper every now and then at the people who i always took for granted. we will work hard together and mug hard yea?


to that pathetic soul :you have no idea how irritating , insensitive, unrealistic and plastic you are. i would rather you ignored my existence, just like how i ignore yours . Most of the people will reflect on their own actions and behaviours when they found out that people around them are ignoring them. but sadly, you just don't. you just bring out the bitchy side of me. i'm so sorry because you can't affect my pride with your insensitive comments.

don't ask me who is that particular person. but i hope he knows that i'm referring to him.

eyecandy aka tkd competition

ystd was the ntu tkd competition ! and we missed our math test yesterday. but it will be postponed to next Monday together with my chem test ): it was fun and a great experience for us ! oh wells, i napped on the bus with my darling jocelyn ! and song leng was zihigh-ing behind us . the moment he got up the bus, he started singing loudly . lol. that was funny . practices and more practices. to my beloved tkd people (haha. they might not see this though) :although we didn't managed to win , i think it's the experience that counts ! i'm soo proud of you guys yea ! of course of course , i noticed an eyecandy. omg.my heart is melting can ! and i was busy oogling at him. and we exchanged talks ( hur. i'm hallucinating. he just confirming sth la ) hoho. in the end, the girls in tkd knew about it and they agreed that he's above-average. and syaf called him as "shing's shuai guy" ahhhhhhh. i shall work hard to get into that school ! (-super motivated-) lololol . aww. but unfortunately, it's for a day only lah !
after that we ate at jurong point . had great fun teasing rara and her yifeng. and shuli attracted alot of attention in the shopping mall because he was holding a super super long stick with our school flag attached to it.


went to teach tution this morning. i think shayfid is so hilarious ! he made funny spelling mistakes that made us laugh . so cute can ! and he tried to ask me for hints during the spelling. i kept silent and he made interpretation of my facial expression. He said, " OH. surely correct one. cause you blink your eyes !" so cute lah.

shall post pictures soon yea?and i sound so singlish in this post leh leh !