EXAMS OVER

YA. finally promos are over. i've absolute no confidence for physics and chemistry. i think ii screwed both of them up. though i've studied hard for them, the questions that came up aren't what i've expected. especially for physics. ii simply randomly tikum for more than half of the mcqs. YUCKS. most of my blog posts evolved around studies. that's what my life is.BORING. i don't want to receive my disastrous results la.


went to eat sakae buffet with pae pals. serena keep irritate us by saying "TOFUs and GOYOZA" when they travelled around conveyor belt. then after that went shooping with bugis :) it's a pity that the neoprint shops are gone la.

today-went out with jiamin they all to celebrate ah ziliang's belated birthday. watching the ball of fury , quite gay lol. but not bad eh , at least it got me laughing. then we realised ziliang is scandalous la. not bad after it, it keep me occupied for the whole day. HUR.

examination

COUNTDOWN: 2 DAYS

ii dread to countdown. but ii've decided to do so cause it marks the start of the sickening promos.
goosh. i've not done enough preparations and few weeks back ii held on the mentality that ii might get retained when i'm on the verge of giving everything up. i've not yet put on a brave fight across exam monsters. and i'm giving up. i've absolutely little confidence on every subjects. the concepts are just soo weak; but ii have no idea where to clear my doubts.

but as promos are getting nearer and nearer. i can't imagine what will happen to my life if ii get retained. to continue to struggle or choose another pathway- wasting 1 year of my life. i don't want to get retained. although i've tried to mug hard for them, the things just don't get into my mind. YUCKS. and i've saw quite a number of people breaking down due to stress, i've experienced them too. sometimes life is just so contradicting: one moment you may seem nonchalant about it, consoling those who breakdown-giving them hopes and encouragement ; another moment you become so stressed up because you realised you can't cope with heavy workload and needs friends' encouragement. ya. it works like a cycle, didn't it?


well, shall stop crapping . life is just so contradicting. =(

my life is BORING

yeah. our school invited some people for stress management. and we were asked to do some questions which identify our character.

and i belong to : INFLUENCE group

friendly , enthusiastic, outgoing , sociable , emotional - which describe me more?

goal: People of recognition, Approval
motivation: interaction

helpful tips
1) talking to others
2) confront the issue at hand
3) Verbal encouragement from friends

be careful:
1) not to take criticism of work personally
2) not to build identity based on other's acceptance
3)learn when it's appropriate to confront issues in relationships



WELL. quite true .


i shall SAY BYEBYE to my precious greenie notebook. it's officially declared to be lost forever. yuck. nobody returns it to General Office. who ask me soo careless to leave my things behind. GARH. forget it. i shall say HELLO to my new love. shall copy notes in there soon. oh my. 1 week to promos. YUCKS. i'm not fully prepared yet. falling in love with "Jenny" by Click Five. but ii can't the a suitable one except in Acoustic form. yea.

Jenny- Click Five
She calls me baby
then she wont call me
says she adores me
and then ignores me
(Jenny, What's the problem?)

She keeps her distance
and sits on fences
puts up resistance
and builds defenses
(Jenny, Whats the problem?)

You keep me hanging on the line
everytime you change your mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

She needs her own space
she's playing mind games
ends up at my place
saying that she's changed
(Jenny, what's the problem?)

I'm trying to read between the lines
you got me going out of my mind

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
It's killing me
(ohh ohh ooohhhh)
Jenny

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

First you say you wont
then you say you will
you keep me hanging on
but we're not moving on
we're standing still
Jenny, you've got me on my knees
Jenny, It's killing me

It's killing me

Jenny

:(

watch high school musical at mogu's house last sunday.and we all agreed that the plot if better than the first one. and there are more nice songs ; but they aren't that impressive that makes me remember the lyrics+rythme :)

having severe monday blue this week. i shall not mention much about the incident. i was just soo demoralised by my short term memory- and that makes me feel soo helpless under my english remedial teacher consistent questioning :( and ii ended up crying. and then, my tear glands got activated for the rest of the day. yea. ii guess it sounds soo silly la ; but alot of negative things just went through my mind when ii realised things are getting out of my hand. i'm no longer in control of the situation. And ii can't seem to stop myself from crying the whole day. YA. how gay i am. i must have scared quite a number of classmates. but this also makes me realised how important friendship is , those true friends i have made in jc encourage me & offer hugs to me. thanks alot guys.


yuck.pw SUCKS like hell. ii finally received my eom draft 2 and there's alot of amendments needed to be made. annnddd...the deadline is on friday. ii guess ii will screwed up my pw and get a C grade instead. getting absent-minded nowadays. lost my GREEENIE NOTEBOOK + gp notebook. ROOOOARRRR. my precious notebook is gone. i hope some kind souls will return it to me la :(





unlucky me :(

Love is in the air

HAHA. LOVE IS IN THE AIR (: people close to me are getting attached ! and i'm feeling the atmosphere already. AHHHHHH.. OMG. SO SWEET CAN. haha. i miss looking at my sms & greenie bag guy. HUR.

ermm?
matong aka birthday girl

chingying

jiamin&weilin =D

surindrian&ziliang =D

omg.ricardo tried to squeeze into this picture

awww.so sweet

random picture of me

another cute boy ^^

jiaobeijiu

matong :)

YESTERDAY cip was tiring. woke up as early as 640 plus and met up with part of the classmates &some other schoolmates at cityhall. we're supposed to do "Amazing race on wheelchair"in groups of three. and it was abit disorganised la. we waited for hours for the race to start.

and eeyeerr we got defected front wheel on our wheelchair. so there's friction& resistance whenever we tried to push the wheelchair faster. sort of running 2.4km& doing cardio exercise LOL. and yesterday weather was soo unpredictable- on moment is rain heavily; another moment it's shining BRIGHTLY. yucks. ii hate this kind of weather. made to do some tasks at some station- like we sang our schoolsong outside the esplanade to the tourist; taught America national song;made to find and name the shop based on the clues given to us blablabla.

it took us dunno how much time to roam about the Clarke Quay street finding the shop based on the photos. but still ii gained much satisfaction when i've found some features (: YAY.

ANDAND! i saw kangkim- haha. she still look the same. and matong they all thought that she&herfren look like primary school kids . overall , it was a tiring & fulfilling day. almost everyone were sun burnt . ii was deadbeat after arriving home.

and guess what? ii actually slept from 730pm to 755am this morning. 12 hours of sleep ! HURHUR. my cheeks are still red now. yeah. i had a weird but sweeeett dream yesterday. i think that's why ii can sleep that long. omg, that dream felt like so real to me leh. & ii almost thought it's true! the content shall be kept a secret (: