some random pictures.

family protrait. omg. i look fat.

LETS use gossipmonger. unbelievable, sister to describe him.(:

serena. (:my face look distorted .ahah

wooo. some random pictures. continue to gay around. wulala. today ii'm soooo sooo lucky . actually there's math and econ tests today ! and ii didn't manage to memorise the math formulae due to yesterday training. in the end i had brain block during the test and forgot how to draw the graphs. but we were later informed that it will not be counted and we will mark our test on our own ! haha. sooo ii won't fail for this test :):) the econs test was ok. hence, today is a good day after all !

GANG gathering at yinsy's house

we had our gang gathering at yinsy's house yesterday. we played basketball , viewed other jcs' mass dance posted at youtube and poker cards. ii've lost 2 bucks ~ because everybody initial bets was only 10-20cents. And ii've suffered losses when ii was supposed to be the zhuang. after which we had our memorable gang photos taken . there's an additional gang member --- REEESSSVY. and V stands for veronica. the gang is getting more influential lol. we then proceed to TM to have our dinner together at PastaMania. k0ng,limmy and peh shared foods again (:
everything turns out well except for the last part when the 3 people ps us. I've no idea why I'm soo emotional over such small matters.GOOSh. i've a really low tolerance level for these few days.pms la. Because I've thought that we had agreed together? hmmm. And we were like trying to find you all and were asked to go h0me without you 3 . and the funniest thing was that I turned out to be the most worst-tempered among the five of us yesterday. Maybe because ii was the one calling and asking them where they were. But at least i feel better telling them why I was mad at them rather than bottling up my feelings.
Anyway, all the disagreements are due to a minor cause. I'm feeling soo stupid and petty to be mad over this. Whateva it is , yesterday was a very rare occasion as the whole gang get to meet up and interact with each other. I just missed the times the gang gay-ed around. As time passes , some things might change.. But I would never forget the wonderful and memorable times we shared for my whole life. and here are the indivdual photos I took with the 5 pals (:


kong(: FIRST PRIORITY too. hah.

yanling:)LAI~

peh . banana girl. (:

limmy (:

limmy again. at the bus stop . ^^

shihui (:

ZZZ. my weight.

ZZZ. ii gained backk s0me weight ii've lost. -.- ARGH. blame myself f0r eating all th0se new year goodies. just 1 week never exercise leh ! t0day very hiong. ran a total of 12 rounds the track for taf and PE. phew. managed to complete 2.4 trials in 16.38 minutes without my running partner-shuning by my side.Yinsy is a CHILDISH girl LOL. she tried to gop my bag away when ii wasn't noticing.lucky s0mebody told me if n0t she will be successful haha.
t0day after school we are veryy guai (: me, serena and pang went Tampines Library to d0 h0mew0rk ! and we started talking after completing a few questions lol. haha. ii th0ught ii've published the cny photos on the blogg . But just realised ii've save it as draft. no wonder wusuan cann't see sp's photo . haha.

photos at cny

1st priority LOL. avoiding me la.

WOO. see who am ii pointing to (: rest are lightbulbs. ha

MISS LOW. simply adores her.

j0n tan (:

nc-ians in mjc (:

my k0ng. ha.

mrs lim (:

withh fishball.

girls POWER

my face is soo bigg !

an0ther evidence.

miss ne0.

an0ther girls POWER

mrs raja.

CNY 2007

AWW.this year Chinese new year is sooo pathetic. s0me unfortunate events befall this particular year. my ahh g0ng just admitted to the hospital on the chu xi. thenn my aunt was feeling very unwell withh all those diarrhea and vomitting. s0o ii didn't get to see the family for the past few days. HMM. i must admit that ii'm a very unsociable person LOL. ii must wait for people to approach and talk to me if not ii will continue to st0ne there. kept listening to my uncle's stories which ii feel it interesting and motivating. I just hope my ah gong will get well soon. He looks soo much different compared to the past few years. Age is catching up with him. haha.didn't get to upload the photos since i'm not using my house computer. tata.

cny celebrations

haha. cny celebration in LT4 was rather bor-ing. only few performaces attracted me. ii find the performaces being put up by taekwondo during cny celebration hilarious.after which our cg g0t lao yu sheng.but sadly, ii left hurriedly after that to meet nchs people to g0 backk nch . t0ok alot of pics with several teachers and s0me friends yesterday !esp. withh my dearest chem teacher- MISS LOW. she's soo lovable lol. if not f0r her, ii would probably given up on this subject. also t0ok a photo with siu pan. lol. he was soo afraid to stand near me. haha. shall gop that photo from yinsy first bef0re ii upload all in the blogg.(:
After which, ii went tm with yinsy,k0ng&sh . HAHA. TM again. ii had g0ne there f0r countless times after school already! ii felt soo stinky and restless after walking due to muscle aches. AWW.

photos taken on v's day (:

with my <3 balloon :)

l0ve k0nng.

limmy andd me (:

xinyingg and me (:

rose , balloon, presents, icecream.

HAPPY VALENTINE's DAY !

AWWW. today is Valentine's DAY ! haha. obviously ii didn't have a valentine. s0o ii celebrate this special occasion with s2o2 and part of REEESSSY gang ! haha. ii'm soo envious those who receive flower ! EWWW. esther said she couldn't find the person-in-charge to hand in form. i'm SOOO jealous those who receive flowers can (:
ii've bought sweets with serene to distribute to the whole cg. and ii rushed out postcards to distribute to every single people in cg at night ! Yinsy ordered a purple heart balloon f0r me for the biZclub ! And they couldn't make it in time to pass to everybody -. - soo we went to collect it personally ! and they lost the message she was planning to give me . ii've received my ANGELS' presents x) my mortal for interjc is called Angus ! he also happened to be my angel ! he passed me a MOO handphone holder early in the morning. and ii handed it indirectly to him all those g0odies to him ! haha. ii 'm shy ma. andd my class ANGEL is Louis (: he bought a bracelet which fits my wrist . ii've received GOODIES and some hand made stuffs fr0m S2o2 peeps ! Thanks alot.
ii'm such a disorganised person. QiQin (my mortal) , ii'm sooo sorry because ii'm giving her a belated angel-mortal present . ii found out that ii placed the present in one of the hidden pocket in my bagg.. she's such a sweet girl. always cheer me up whenn i'm feeling down over my english result . (:(:
after school , we went cp. and saw esther , limmy and xinying ! haha.busy taking photos with the plush flower and my balloon !

actually ii'm a fortunate girl.

had a veryy mini cg gathering yesterday. only less than 10 ppl went. But since ii've nothing to do at h0me , ii went to meet them lo. went play pool , arcade , chatted and t0ok photos in macdonald !

hmm. ii managed to pass my chemistry test by half mark! it's a miracle because ii skipped few questions. and my mcq very TYCO full marks.

ii slowly accepting the fact that ii flunked my english already. whenn ii 'm emotionless , my pals keep asking me to smile and cheer up because they said ii looked emo. but sometimes ii don't feel like smiling ma.But mjc will be my first choice for sure. And ii also had a short chat with mrs seng, my gp tutor today. ii'm g0ing to make more effort to improve on my english (: And today quekquek's group present on Depressi0n stuffs.i gave serious thoughts throughout the whole presentation !
whatver obstacles ii might had, I'M NOT GOING TO LET MYSELF TO SUFFER FROM DEPRESSION or SELF-MUTILATE MYSELF for sure. Just now s202 won the crane-folding competition ! haha. ii substitute chengyew since he was absent.

tomorrow is Valentine's DAY ! still pondering on who are my angels. haha. but i feel like ii'm a bad angel because ii have not hand any stuffs to my mortals ! soo sorry .

my destiny

today ii together with my dad went to mj to have a chat with the vice-principal.
seriously, ii hope everything will work out for me. if ii get into jc, and ii didn't pass my gp, ii will have to be posted to MI. alright, it's adding stress and burden to me. ii think ii'm going to have some chat with some teachers tomorrow.
yesterday ii had Reunion Dinner with my relatives. ii feel soo sorry for pulling such a emotionless face the whole night. they said ii've lose weight. Unlike the past, my mum wants me to eat more >.<>.< my cousins like kelvin and shington tried to cheer me up. And ii was being counselled by shington on the way home. He really set me thinking. I've never considered seriously on those until he told me his plights. WEll, ii'm just a 16 year-old girl who has lived in this world for 16 years. This is just a setback waiting for me to overcome.He told me that actually ii shouldn't be afraid to speak up.
Thanks to:
REEESSSY gang who tried to cheer me up
my family members including my sis who tried to distract me whenn ii stoned in front of the tv yesterday
+ relatives who show concerns for me, and
LASTLY the great friends ii've made in mjc who tried their best to encourage me even though ii know you guys for only 1 months + few weeks .
Actually ii'm a blessed person.

>.<

nobody will be contented of what they have. whenever we get something out of what we didn't expected, we hoped that it will not happen in the first place. ii kept thinking that if only ii could score c6 , ii would be celebrating really very hard right now . but the english grade really got me veryy disappointed and it seemed like i'm falling into an endless pit. what if ii get into mjc and ii also did badly for gp? what if ii have to be retain if ii manage to get into a jc? and also, ii have to go through o level english procedures again. ii really dislike oral examinations. ii'm that kind who is very bad at putting my thoughts in words , expecially under formal situations. and ii have to write narratives again !
i must admit that ii'm that kind of stubborn girl who could not embrace that ugly reality with open arms. ii need plenty of time to get it over. even a small minor thing can get me to be grumbly for few days. managed to cry a little today whenn ii was talking to my parents.
i felt blessed to be surrounded by pals and friends who tried their best to comfort me , their efforts are very much appreciated. thanks alot.sigh.

WTF

just got backk my results. now ii 'm really contradicting myself . ii didn't cry of JOY or cry of SADNESS. ii've got the real shock of my life. achieved 10 pts for my L1R5 which ii've never even thought about it. got As for all subjects except for combined humanities and ENGLISH. ii didn't expect myself i will get such results for my sciences.now ii couldn't minus 2 pts for taking hcl and can only minus 1 for cca.

BAD NEWS is : ii've got a D7 for english ! omg. ii was expecting for at least a C grade.and ii really FLUNKED for it. arghh.ii think ii will be continuing my education in mjc ba. because the rest of the jcs are too good for me. ii think. must feel blissful that ii've taken hcl, if not the outcome will be soo much different today.
whatever, my feelings are now sooo mixed-up.not sure if ii'm happy or disappointed.

haha.uploaded images~

serenA <3 zipai with my hp (:

me+serenA+meiqi

wusuan+me+serenA

weilin + me (face looks weird. haha)

distorted stars by celestine,me,weilin,chengyew,pang

0 level results.

ZZZ. getting backk the o level results tmr ~ ii really wondered what fate lies ahead for me. ii've dreamt of getting the results yesterday night. and it's the worst case-senario CAN? ii really wished t0 see the results that will make me contented and cry of JOY and not sadness. BUT ii've already prepared myself for the worst le. ii really h0pe that ii can brace myself up if ii were to see the results that ii don't expect to see. today some peeps in S202 asked me to call them after ii get back the results. ii will, if ii score well. if n0t ii will turn off my mobile and need to get away fr0m the reality for the rest of the day. probably g0 to beach or whatever. ok. ii sounded too pessimistic le. but that was the only thing ii cann imagine of.
ii really embarrassed myself in ystd taekwondo. haha.when they ask me to use right hand to block, ii used left hand and vice versa. ii've also made veryy throw-face actions that triggered few seniors to laugh like dunno what.
t0day pe was cool. most of the girls went to play captain's ball while some of us played soccer. ii SUCKS at goaling haha .then during recess time some 4 guys joined us. went to tampines with serene, dan (who left for ogl meeting after that), pang and guanyuan. planned to eat and shopped for our mortals' presents. but ii'm broke today ! hais. soo me and serene gop-ed their fries and drinks lo. it's hard to buy opposite sex de present ok ? my inter-jc mortal is a guy. and ii don't n0e what to buy for him >.<>

haha.

part of s202. 2 went to search their mortals' presents.

Road race (:

yesterday-shared amanda's birthday present with yinsy.haha ii suddenly remembered about it.on 5 FEB (: and it's just soo coincidence that michelle sms-ed me at night to ask me if i want to share her present.soo ii met up with her at 8.55pm at the LRT station.ii happened to wrote a card for manda b4 chelle suggested it ! GREAT MINDS thinks alike yeah? ii didn't expected that we actually decided to sit at the lrt bench and talked for about 45min ++ . spent a long time catching up with one another until chelle received d0n't how many calls from her mum. we missed each other sooo much ! haha.
HAHAHA. we had our road race today ! it was better than what ii expected . because ii didn't jog throughout the whole 3.1km journey. (: we had to follow our house mascot. Atlas was the first to start the house race because it was the overall champion for last year's road race.and obviously , we are also the first to arrive lol. we were like cheering and strolling at the last lap until we saw tritons catching up. at first we expecting that Atlas will be in the 3rd or 4th postion like the overall orientation result. although we came in first for the house race , we didn't have more top 20 in the individual's + tchr's race than other houses. thenn when they announced the result for 3rd and 4th. we were screaming like dunno-what. ATLAS is 2nd OKAY(:(:?

After which , we had our cg gathering. haha. but s0me can't make it . Overall it was GAY and memorable ! we ate BK. then we went to play pool. MY FIRST TIME (: at first ii thought ii can't hit the balls. super-noob la. thenn chengyew got explain how ii should position the stick(forgot what is the actual name) the first round ii didn't get to hit anything. all of us "o.ya.beh.ya.som" to divide into teams every round. the funniest thing is- ii keep hitting the black ball or white ball. initally pang who was in my team was a pro. we lost cause ii hit the black ball in(:. after that ii finally aimed and hit at the balls lol.and got s0me BEGINNER's LUCK whenever ii announced that ii'm acting pro^^ . we also started piggy-back each other and gaying around with some cheers ! and saying the peel banana cheer at the downtown east atrium where 3 ladies were playing string instruments.
we also played arcade-daytona+ the "red-blue-green" machine. ii've only spent 1 buck for arcade. haha. but ii played more than the amount i paid ^^ we were wandering around the shops. and saw biantai pig figurines in one of the stores.And also went white sand to buy Peel Fresh Apple Juice for next mon chem prac. anyway, ii cann travel around without worrying about my bus fare since ii've bought bus concession. HAHA. it's a memorable and fufilling day after all despite all the tireness.