haiy0...n0w i cann't c0ncentrate inn studyin'...slackin' this weekend..i jux realised datt ii study the wRong thingy f0r SS....*heart crack...haiZx...pathetic h0r?..t0day iish my neighb0ur de daughter jasmine de burfday..heeZx...g0t buffet...but i pai sae g0 eat...s0 fast l0r...n0w she already 2 years old lia0...yupp...err.....things d0esn't appear what i t0t of..people aren't what i think them of..yupp...n0b0dy iish perfect..applied t0 me t0o...i'm n0t perfect okay?...i als0 make al0t of mistakes de..i als0 g0t bad p0int de..bad-tempered,stupid,crappy,sl0w reacti0n nn al0t m0re..t0 get al0ng iish t0 accept the way they are but n0t expected what they sh0uld be...haiZx...g0nna t0ke crap..dunn0 what shld i rite?...hmm...hmmm.....haiZ..suan le..


i'm 0ff

wah!...

ystd wanna bl0g nn g0 check mail..dunn0 what happen t0 m0i internet..lagg!...siewwen limmy de als0 like dat..can't even get t0 bl0g..haiZx..stay back ystd d0 publicati0n.actually iish n0t our business de c0x we're n0t in pub team..haiZx..butt help limmy d0 l0r..c0x she ishh assitant pub head..sianZx...the class s0 dirty..me s0 g0od!...went t0 sweep the fl0or..hahaZx..bhb..but i'm a messy gurl l0r...my table always filled wif books!...even invaded esther de table..dat's why she say i'm dirty de nui ren..ystd err....esther very happy...c0x..den i als0 very happy c0x...haah...my ********...always menti0n b0ut him h0rh..c0x he's mine..haha...very childish ii n0e..anyway...me very sian..c0x i dunn0 h0w t0 d0 e math als0 limmy!!...haiZx...headache sia..if g0t test on dat chapt..i'll be the first t0 fail..
haiy0..s0 siann...n0thing much t0 bl0g le...

that's all.. .

ehh...

what...esther push me lehZx...i alm0st fell d0wn t0 the fl0oor in class...wha0...stupid shee loR!!iish.durinn.math.less0n.w0r...nn PERFECTt time when the class soo quiet..peeps l0okin' nn me nn i very pai sae l0r..den ii to0k revenge..she keep sha jia0 durinn' assembly,feel like killin' her..
wahh!!...i saw l*******...urbZx...s0 happie!!..hahaZx...bef0re viola,went t0 lvl 1 dere..den saw fishball nn shawn nn L******* playinn' badmint0n...heeZx...i say i will write this in my bl0g so i kept my pr0mise lolZx..f0r XIA0 Gu0 onlly w0rZx...c0xZ mee n esther g0t al0t of affairs outside..share same hubby..lolZx...g0t yuxuan,c0leman,denn l*******.hahaZ...mine h0rhZx..lolZx..but iish f0r fun niA...
t0day vi0la okay loR...butt onnly scared e auditi0n nia..

g0rt al0t of tests recently leW!....what e...haben study..haiZx..



iiSh.only.f0r.fun...f0r.kp0.de.dun spread h0rhZx...later i kanna..

hahAzX...onlly my frenZx n0e hu iish L*******..actually g0rt putt his name dere de..but limmy say betta n0t t0 c0x later ii really kana..sh0 t0o bad loR...his name iish juZ L*******...f0r effects niia h0rhZx...

g0t mayday de lastest ablum frm siiyiin...hee....rAwkZx...

haiZx...sian w0rZx..

ystd went far east with sh,m0gu,siewwen nn onglai.. . i think i change w0rz...different as last time.. . n0w learn t0 buy hair stuff... buyy ai mei de thingyy jiu shi le...lolZx..but n0t dat seri0us..went there can't find any shirt suitable f0rr me..except f0r pure milk de.. . butt horh...very "cheap" lolZx....i rather g0 buy gi0dan0 3 shirt f0r $20 den t0 buyy a shirtt f0r $22.sth?...hee..very cheapskate lolZx me..but i think like dat den w0rth it mahZx...try n0t t0 be tempted by th0se shirts..sh b0ught a $50++ bag again..n0t the first time..but i see like dat spent i xin t0ng..if uu ask me t0 f0rk out my m0ney jux t0 buy a bag,uu wait l0ng l0ng ah..but h0rh..mf sms her nn said she saw a smiliar bag at $30++ at J8 dere...wha0..sh very heart-br0ken w0rZx..
ytsd siewwen b0ught the m0st things lor...3 "sexy" shirt..n0t lar..jkin' nia...i b0ught a gi0dan0 white t-shirt..haiZx...seld0m wear white de..but try try lor..nn a pant fr0m hangten..
this wkk g0rt bi0 nn mm test...nn i gg out nn read out newspaper article..haben prepare yet c0x i dunn0 what t0 rite..s0 siann...tmr g0rt vi0la lia0. . . see h0w i die..(-_-)

stupid...

yeah...ystd i suffer frm depressi0n...feel that i was a failure inn everything.....in my studies...in my CCA....especially my Cca...i dun feel any security inn it..i felt that i was ann music id0it...uu wanna t0 ask me c0unt beat,i g00nna embarrass myself.. everything are fallin' apart...maybbee g0nna Sayy byebye t0 SYF bef0re i took my auditi0n....i really habb n0 confident iinn my perf0rmances...my math damnn l0usy...haiZx...n0e h0w to s0lve the pr0blems but dunn0 the reas0nn...reas0nn...haiZx....

gay insTruct0r..

t0day i very ulu...tried t0 put the class m0tto ab0ve the class de n0ticeb0ard...in the end,the drawin9 slipped thr0ugh the gaps btw the wall nn n0ticeb0ard...dunn0 dere g0t gap...g0t one guy frm h0ly de came int0 our class nn t0ke wif guys..in the end,he nn other peeps laughed like sia0..tried t0 take out but stuck..damn embarrassin..tried takin out..den ver0n they all helped me..den can le..i changed my mind...decide t0 put at the whiteb0ard top dere..da nai asked shawn t0 help me put there...den like dat loRs..
what the hell.. . t0day string,e stupid gay instructed us..slivia shar0n dey all pr0 de went t0 dec0rate the strin9 orchestra b0ard le..haiZx...left us nn sum seni0rs..dunn0 h0w he c0unt the beat de...sl0wer den bef0re..we juZx play as we used t0 be with the vi0lin dey all..in the end?...we ruined the s0ng yeah..t0t can rely on the other seni0rs nn can heard it..but frm where we sit..i can't heard anythin9..only violin de mel0dy..esther als0 sit beside me..but i can't hear anything..i dunn understand...what the hell ishh he thinkin'...we kana suann by him..i n0e we very lan..especially me okaeZx??..he s0 gaY!!..me very guilty larZx..made us n0 m0od t0 d0 anythin9..i als0 very h0t..we all see people bu shuan9...guilty f0r n0t playin' well fine??...i dun0 if i can still get in SYF n0t..other peeps r better den me...
haiZx..n0w c0ol d0wn le.. . all bec0x of him..stupid..@#%%&!@#$^&*..
juZx n0w siiyin very h0t...quarrelled wif limmy..everything happen s0 quickly..me,siewwen,limmy nn siyin in a conversation in msn..i was n0t payin' al0t of attenti0n c0x i watching sum anime..
haiZx..time iish best way t0 calm ppl d0wnn nn f0rget certain things..me nn siewwen bcum mediat0rs(like dat spell ah?)..
anyway,i change my blog de s0ng lew..tryin' t0 find sumthing t0 replace..hahaZ...lim dl it frm iwebtunes...i got html frm her..s.h.e...nice horhZx...

wha0...

me s0 siaNzX...stupid math chapt,dun0 what the hell iish ab0ut...tmr g0nna ask mr h0 nn teach lew..i als0 dunn0 what i'm g0nna t0 rite...crappy...my math test result n0t very g0od..damn l0ts 0f careless mistakE...yupp...n0 fail already very g0od lew..everyb0dy sh0 hardw0rkin'...i s0 damn...stressed...
t0day n0 cca..we went t0 cp...d0 all th0se crappy things...went t0 b0rr0w b0oks f0r ourselves and went kfc..esther nn siiyin shared cheese fries..i'm in n0 mood t0 eat s0 i juZx read mine b0ok there...esther keep yiin y0u me..i didn't fall f0r that..t0day esther damn qian bian..keep actin' cute..oh my..feel like v0mitin'..i keep suannin' her...she still act cute..especially actin' cute t0day..wha0..shall take my revenge tmR...wahha...den she als0 very b0 lia0..went t0 kfc read there she say eat finished ler g0 library there read..kfc g0rt table f0r us t0 lie what..better den in library..she say eat finished ler can't stay there..haiZx..den later on..she nn siyin "quarrellin'"-->n0t really..f0r??...pathetic small amount of money.sickenin'..heeZx..i j0ked at them dat very sua gu..den i say g0 h0me better..0bvi0usly laRzX...
siyin said bc0z n0thin' t0 d0 mahZx..dey were like "ign0rin" one an0ther..i was like??...being dragged in..s0 childish..me third party..helped b0th of them..n0t really quarrel laRzX...c0x iish m0re crappy den quarrellin'..s0..we waste damn l0ts of time d0in this stupid things...
that's all leW...Crap finished..

heeZx..

l0ng time n0 bl0g...c0Zx n0thin really much t0 bl0g this few dayZx....
b0ught sum new cl0thes lew...2 nia..next time den g0 out nn buy wif m0i frenZx..
haiZx..t0day g0t math class test??..wah!....sure die...dunn0 what e hell i'm d0in...
s0 sian...s0 sian...t0day in class we laugh until my st0mach damn pain..als0 dunn0..dat esther keep translated chinese s0ng t0 eng s0ng..kana sai lolZx...she always sp0ilt the s.h.e s0ngs...feel like killin' her..we als0 very childish larZx....keep c0mpetin9 with one an0ther in hu write the fastest...keep usin' jian meth0d t0 prevent an0ther pe0ple t0 rite faster...als0 dunn0 why we play such a lame games..i think basically iish bec0x...we are b0red nn childish lolZx...
haiZx..really very sianZx...everyday like g0rt al0t of things t0 d0...startin' t0 break e ice between peeps ler..but still n0t very cl0se t0 one an0ther l0r...lucky i n0e m0re den half of peeps in e class...if n0t it will be damn b0red..

freak out freak out .. . .. . .. .

what the hell....the day bef0re kana fever...38.8-38.9 lyk dat...head damn pain..but ystd still went t0 sch0ol nn als0 took panad0l.. .yeah...everyday i feel s0 busy..nn stupid.. . nn tired .. .nn freak out.. . sianZx.. . .. . i als0 dunn0..
xinyu becUm chairpers0n leR!!...w0oh0o...c0Zx ver0n dun wanna t0 be..den dat shawn ish vice-chair lolZx...epZx....shhh...

heeZx..everything solved...n0thin t0 saY lew...

yeahh...

alri9ht..this few days happened sumthin9.. set our friendship onn test..s0rry laRzX...n0t onn purp0se....
ystd siewwen call me...t0ke f0r dunn0 h0w l0ng...but very l0ng i n0e..alright...t0ke b0ut..swimmin'...studys...nn all craps...
haiy0...this weekend i keep watch telly,listenin' t0 avril lavigne nn hilary de cds..b0rr0w fr0m limmy de..hahaZx...b0rr0w f0r a week ler...haben return yet..heeZx...

i reAlly h0pe dat everythin9 will be back as it used t0 be...

frenZx f0r lifE...

pleAse dUn let thiS mAttEr affect ouR trust kkaeZx??

nEw bl0gskin!!

weehee!!....t0day i change new blo9skin leW!!...fr0m same creat0r as last onE...coX i like it..cann0t huh??....actually planned t0 change at later date..siewwen als0 change...t0 the same creat0r as me...mine nn hers b0th pink c0lour de backgr0und w0rZx..nicE??...spent al0t of time thinkin' which t0 ch00se...nn chattinn' wif siewwen..askin' her gib commentS...lolZx..g0rt b0th 6-10 ish by the designer...hahaZx...
i haBen d0 by hmwk yet..yeah..i'm m0re pig ler!!..can sleep in the aftern0on unlike last time..(nothin' t0 be pr0ud of yeah?)..den at night still can sleep!...haiZx...

(-_-")

....1st weekk of sch0ol daySz..but i felt breathless..yeah..admired quite a few tchr of their kn0wledge..mr h0..damn go0d at his calculati0n...we need t0 use calculat0r while he juZx usE his brainy...these few dayzx i'm still watchin' telly...spent m0re time on telly den studies..muZx c0rrect my ways ler...c0Zx will can't cope s0on after le...strEssed !!....what the...we didn't hab any time t0 d0 anything...everyone iish damn efficient in their w0rk..i feel s0...freak out..
haiZx...why thin9s turn out this way?.....(-_-")...

damn fast..n0w passed 3 dayS lew...everyday study study in sch0ol...feelin' s0 sian.
everyb0dy soo clever...but time passes reallie fast?..like one moment is e start of less0n..an0ther moment ish end ler..these few days i'm damn tired...als0 dunn0 why..last time dun take nap in da aftern0on de..n0w i'm takin' nap ler..haiZx...als0 dunn0 what da hell i'm t0kin'..
alri9ht....3J very quiet durin' less0n..i sh0 bu xi guan...t0kin' in my usual tone..in e end,da nai said frm her place can heard us or rather ME t0kin'..muZx learN t0 speak s0ftly dat everyb0dy can't heard me kkkAAYzX???haiZx..

peer supp0rt head??

t0day first dAy 0f sch0ol leR...ba9 damn heavY!!...n0t we kiAsu h0rhZx..g0rt our timetable on 31st ler..c0x m0nday we haB alm0st all e less0ns...didn't brin9 any w0rkbkS,still heaVy..wah..damn stressed lorZx..teachers g0rt al0t of expectati0ns..they hab different wayS 0f teachin'..hen9 sia..all ish experienced de.except f0r chinese?...very quiet class?..but t0day i keep laughin' until st0mach pain..stupid esther..
err...g0rt my p0sition leW..dunn0 what peer supp0rt head..g0 help otherS ah?..very bi9 ah..siyin under me!..yippee!!...anyway...alm0st everyb0dy g0rt their p0sition..

op ba9

wee!!...i g0rt OP bag fr0m daddii....last day of 20% disc0unt!!....hahaaZx...c0x my previ0us a biT spoilt leR...envy bahZx..^-^..finally rec0vered frm my flu...only left c0ugh!!...tMr kai xue lEr...

wahh

can't make it t0 pet villia to do volunteer t0day!!...haiZx...i'm n0t feelin' well today..bad cough nn all soRt..stupid...g0rt bit fever ler..haiZx..hope uu guyS have fuNn t0day!!..haaiZx...so sway sia..year 2005 ler i n0w sick..can't celebrate..nn celebrate siyin's burfday t0day...haPpy burfday t0 Euu!!....luB uu lotS!!...fRenZx f0reber!!