flu + sore throat + cough..

man, im really tired of diz flu..
itz like im crying 24-7!!
i ate pills jz now, so i'll expect myself to turn in to bed early tonight..
and tomoro can i dont go school?
but mama sure wont allow it..
i dont wanna wear mask anymore le.. >.<

plz.. not that..

Happy Burfday "Mommy"

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO ESTHER YEOW..

haha.. though im not there at ur house to celebrate with you..

"WITH REASONABLE REASON!!"

but i wanna wish u sincerely here.. ^^

happy becoming 19 years old..

hope u'll enjoy throughout diz year..

God bless.. ^^

Bye Bye Jacko

26th June 2009
4.21am
Michael Joseph Jackson, the King of Pop, had left us all..
In the age of 50, he died of cardiac arrest at the UCLA Medical Center..

What I heard was, he collapsed at his house, before he was sent to the hospital, and CPR was done to him in the ambulance. But when he reached the hospital, he fell into a deep coma, and eventually passed away.

Obviously, everyone is very sad about this shocking news..
Heal The World is my favourite! I love this song since I first heard it..

When I hear his songs in the radio, I felt the world really loss a great asset..
I mean, ignore all his attitude or personal private problems.. and look into his music and songs..
They really change the nation, and make the nation comes together as one..
And honestly, I grew up listening to his songs.. they were fantastic!!

Rest in peace Michael Jackson.
Your songs will always be with us, for generations..

Rest In Peace Michael..

update man.. geez~

Itz Monday y’all!!
Another week gone…
Honestly, have I counted how many days I have left before my STPM? =p

This week, we had our school days like usual..
Just change a bit during the after-school-slot..
The change was, we’ll go out makan during the ½ hour break!
Hehexx!! Either to Pad Mini (oh how I missed this little warong), or to pandi rice (said shamini) =p
Of coz, Shamini will be the one driving, since she has the car parked IN the school.. hahax

We gossiped a lot bout “no.4” lately… I mean, I knew this day would come anytime!
Im honestly waiting when will Shamini ‘luahkan perasaan’ to me, since last year!!
At last now, she did it.. mwahahaha..
Just chill with “no.4” okie? Everyone does it.. u’re not gonna see her after STPM.. ^^

Oh yah, I wanna clearify how many nicks I have now till this day, from itu babi Grace..
Im…..stupid, noisy, have a retarded face, childish..
And grace pulak…..smart, quiet, DON’T have a retarded face, mature..
Puas hati mu grace?? Blek~

Something happened to me last Monday..
I was partially deaf!! It was awful! And I don’t wanna get it again.. >.<
It was like this.. On Sunday nite, when I was trying so hard to sleep, and was facing my left..
And all of the sudden, my left ear gone deaf! I was so pissed off, that I kept rubbing the side of my ear in order for it to regain itz…..well, normality!
And when I turned to the other side, which was my right, my left ear was ok..
I was given only a few minutes to feel relieved, and then my right ear pulak gone deaf!
Im tired of rubbing my ears, and so I just went on sleeping..
The next day, the deaf-ness gone worst.. I can only hear partially on whatever surrounds me..
I even tried lip-reading.. coz I cant hear properly what they’re talking!! Grrr..

But then I went to see the doctor on Tuesday, and get it all done on Thursday..
Im actually afraid of going to the hospital, coz of the flu thingy..
Itz dangerous la weyh.. >.<
I don’t wanna die so young.. there’s so many things which I haven’t experienced yet.. huhux~

And we actually had newly produced two other influenza(s).. apart from Influenza A(H1N1)..
Because of my deafness, they call me the spreader of the Influenza C1J1..
Just because my name is Chan Jolene.. =.=ll
And if anybody cant hear other people calling or talking, they are said to have this Influenza C1J1..
Good job grace…. Menyalahgunakan my name… ish!
Actually she got her own influenza too.. Influenza G1A1.. datz for Grace Alexander.. xD

Hmmm.. what else eh? Oh, umar went to KL ady..
Hope u’re ok in UniTEN le.. dun come back crying again, like what u did at UM.. xD
Study hard and take care yahx.. ^^
Dun forget to practice ur piano, u got battle with grace.. which is impossible that u’re gonna win..
HAHAHAHAHAHA!!

And as for Saturday… I went for a movie wif…..guess who?
With my dear Firdaus!! Hehe.. itz been so long since I met him.. gosh how I missed him..
We watched Transformers II, the Revenge of The Fallen.. it was ok I guess..
But I was too cold, that I nearly slept coz it was too comfortable.. hahax!
and luckily firdaus was kind enuf to share his sweater with me..
Love u fir!! ^^ *muacks* and thanks for sending me home too..
Oh, mama and the rest of my siblings watched too on the same day..
She complained, “y only the good one got colour? The bad one no colour?”
which is kinda true.. xD
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Hmm… today I went to school.. which was a mistake..
Coz im having sore throat, cough and flu.. but NO FEVER.. thank God~
So, in order for me not to spread my flu to my whole class, I wore mask..
And I scared ms Irene the hell out of her..
“Jolene, u’re scaring me” lolx! Datz wat she said..
I mean, I don’t really fancy wearing that stupid thing, I look like a total idiot and retard in it..
But im just doing u guys a favour.. @@
And when I told mama bout me wearing mask at school, she said,
“and why the hell u’re not wearing it at home???” =.=ll

Chemistry practical today was…. OMG..
Really….pissed….. @@

Off to Final Fantasy..
Vivi’s waiting for me!! xD

datz vivi~ ^^

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Datz all..

Sayonara..

“”we have hopes coz we have love””

~(JoLeNe)~

You’ve came in to change my heart..
P.S 我.爱.你

dilemma

yes..

im in dilemma..

can somebody tell me what to do?

becoz i felt useless here...

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off to Final Fantasy 9

hallelujah!! can online~ =p

how many days that I didn’t get to update my poor blog ady??
Nah~ just 4 days.. still forgivable.. =p

Let see what happened to me in this recent four days..
Hmmmm… I guessed itz gonna be a long post.. >.<
Have patience while reading yah… =p

On Thursday, I had my piano exam, and skipped school……yes, again..!
So, I skipped 2 days of school on my 1st week of school reopen.. hahaxx
Oh, thanks to my frens who wished me good luck in exam yahx.. it really helps, to comfort me.. LOL
Hmmm, the exam was….sux, of course..
Blame me, coz I didn’t practice well.. @@”
The examiner, Mr.Stuart.. he’s a nice man.. a good clarinetist.. and I’d asked for his signature, just so that I can peep at my marks, but he’s too experienced in that, coz he took the Aural book to cover it.. ish~
my scales were fine.. except the staccato part a bit hanging here and there..
and unexpectedly, my diminished, dominant and chromatics were GOOD! I mean, for me its good la.. coz I never played smoothly, and Im not good in memorizing the diminished and the dominant..
my pieces…. Started with Sonata in D, Puck and ended with the killer song, Muy Dulce.. Sonata and Puck were ok, but Muy Dulce…..erm….. hehe! =p
can u guys believe it? I actually asked the examiner not to stop me while playing Muy Dulce if I cant play smoothly.. coz Ms Jo said before, if I play badly, he MAY asked me to stop playing.. XD *muka xtau malu*
Aural was ok too.. I tink Im correct in most of it.. but may be wrong too.. @@
I just wished that I got a PASS… and I’ll be really happy and thankful ady..
Oh btw, my dear piano teacher, Ms Jo is leaving Khoo Academy soon.. next month..
She’s gonna deliver her baby gal.. ^^
Though I didn’t talk to her much lately coz of the exam pressure, but Im still gonna miss her.. >.<
And I met Michelle’s mom at pasar malam.. lolx.. she cant remember my name.. she only manage to say, “I know ur name starts from the letter J” and after a while my mom chatted with her, she suddenly blurted out “Chan Jolene!” haha… at last she remembered.. xD
Happy to hear Michelle’s doing great.. ^^

On Friday, SOMEBODY LEFT ME AT SCHOOL… *kena tulis besar besar nih*
She damn smart, skipped school and didn’t ajak me along..
I thought the majlis persaraan will only be until 10am..
Mana tau it dragged till 11am.. and we did NOTHING till 12pm..
During recess, the AK malay boys…especially Syazwan and Hilman and Faiz, bullied me by asking me teka-teki…..STUPID and HAMSAP teka-teki!! Ish ish~~
They thought that im not porn enough to answer those questions izzit?? =p
Luckily Kheeshaa killed my boringness again, by introducing me the Bingo-using-calculator game..
Seriously, it was my 1st time playing that.. I didn’t even know it exists!!
I had fun time shouting out loud BINGO when I win over Shamini, and she did the same, yelling BINGO at me.. =.=ll
For lunch, me and my bro spend money again at Food & Tea..
I don’t know why, but that place seems to be me and my bro’s favourite place to hang out..
Though itz a little expensive, but with my bro there, I don’t have to worry if I cant finish up my food.. =p
And nothing special going on dat night..

On Saturday, which is yesterday, I spent my morning playing Final Fantasy 9..
Yah yah, I know that game was like……since 2000? And now ny I played..
Actually I played Final Fantasy 8 last last last year… @@
And now im addicted to this pulak… blame my bro man..
The main reason I played this game is, I love the character… no, not Zidane!! Not Dagger either!! And definitely not Kuja!!
I JUST LOVE VIVI…!! He’s a black mage.. and DAMN CUTE!!
Elaine have to stand my grumble everytime a monster attacked my Vivi..
I mean like…"how dare he attacked my Vivi??!!” something like that… LOL
And only a few days of playing, im in Disc 2 oredy.. ^^
Hmm, I was supposed to go out at 1pm, but somebody just crushed my dreams and fantasies of going out on a date with my dear, firdaus..
I mean, what the heck????!! U jz promised to let me go ytd, and today u told me a different story!!
Im so sorry dear.. I’ll make sure I can go out some other time ok?
He’s not alwiz here.. and I haven’t seen him for ages!! Of coz I miss him! Huhuxx
And guess what I did the whole evening?
I did my maths homework!! Data Distribution… hohohohoho~ cayalah Jolene buat kerja rumah.. ^^

On Sunday, which is today…

HAPPY FATHER’S DAY
To both my daddy and my papa..

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Bought a T-shirt for daddy from Parkson..
Mama still dare to say “never see this brand b4 one! Cheap one izzit??” ish ish~~
Went to popular to buy some stuff..
And shop at Watson’s.. saw Choye’s mom and choye’s sister.. mom chatted again..
She’s like a counselor.. giving advice to every auntie.. hahax
oh, mom bought me a 6-day-constipation-programme drink for me..
Itz not cheap, and I wonder why she wanna spent that much amount of money just for that 6 small bottles of drinks!
I took that drink after my lunch.. and only an hour or two after consuming it, my stomach began rumbling oredy! =.=ll
At night, we can hardly go to any restaurants to eat, coz they were all full! Mentang2 today’s father’s day.. all obedient children will bring their fathers to celebrate it.. datz wat mama said.. hahax
So, we managed a place at Tan Jung.. and ate a lot of seafoods! Yummy~
And here I am blogging now.. lolx~

Itz long, I know..
Just read when u don’t feel lazy le..
I myself don’t know why I’ll write this long.. @@
Nvm then, as long as im happy.. ^^

Datz all..

Sayonara..

“”we have hopes coz we have love””

~(JoLeNe)~

Baby, I want you..
But I don’t know what to say..

anyway, good luck in your exam..

and please take care..
P.S 我.爱.你

piano...piano... miracles..

oh my gosh!!!!

my....piano....exam....is....tomorrow!!!!

i cant believe that this day has finally arrived..

and i am so not ready..

my Muy dulce is still sucks... like shyt.. =.=ll

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becoz of my piano, i can hardly do my homework in the evening..

and so, i have to do it at night.. after 10pm..

and look how swollen were my eyes?

but thanks to somebody who sent me a fake-stupid-radiation-chain-msg ytdy,

i broke my record, for the first time, i off my handphone at night.. =.=ll

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and oh, today's i successfully ended my 2nd day in school..

(i ponteng on Monday btw)

it sucks, i tink coz of the heat.. @@

well, i just downloaded that stupid song, and now, gotta play the piano along the video..

bubyezz..

wish me luck yahx.. *winks

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datz all..

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sayonara..

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""we have hopes coz we have love""

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~(JoLeNe)

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breaking all the rules when we get together,

are u ready to do?

breaking all the rules we could run away,

just me and you..

P.S 我.爱.你

study again...

1stly, i would like to begin my post with sobbing..

HUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUHUXXX!!

SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX SOBX

school is gonna reopen tomoro..
and im not going.. hehex..
gotta stay home and practice piano lerr..
surprisingly mama let me stay at home.. wah~~
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and now itz 11.57pm..
and guessed wat i did a few minutes ago before i started blogging?
i....was....doing....chemistry....homeworks....!!
itz freaky huh? well, it gets into my nerves sometimes..
to think of the sensei..(teacher)
of coz i've been neglecting studies, u silly..
and of coz i cant do it in the morning coz i gotta practice piano..
the only time that i can do is, at nite.. ahhh~~
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here's my sleepy face for u

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saw some of the photos from facebook..

liverpool is fantastic.. itz beautiful...

mind u, im talking bout the buildings.. hahax!

well, have fun there.. itz worth it.. alot! ^^

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i have to get back to chemistry..

im blogging coz im bored to death..

itz been so long since i touched chemistry, and im so not use to terms like alkenes, haloalkanes, benzene, alcohols, phenols and etc..

really gave me a big headache there.. @@"

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datz all..

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sayonara..

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""we have hopes coz we have love""

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~(JoLeNe)~

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one wise man told me...

"Be conscientious instead of worrying

and getting irritated"

P.S 我.爱.你

I LOVE HIM..

HIM.. AND HIM ONLY..

Nodame Cantabile

hehe.... i just finished watching this..
Nodame Cantabile..
motivates me to play better in my piano..
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love the songs..
love the characters..
but the most is, the ending though.. ^^
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thx papa..

itz only for a moment..

but it doesnt really matters..

as long as i knw u're fine.. ^^

P.S 我.爱.你

im a failure..?

Hmm..
Itz late now, I know.. itz 12.36am..
But I cnt sleep.. coz I’ve been sleeping like a pig in the evening.. and I woke up at 8.30pm.. @@
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I’ve been practicing piano from morning till evening, and yet my Muy Dulce is still shitty..
The main reason why I cant play this song, though I started learning diz song in the beginning of the year,
Itz because I don’t have no interest towards this piece.. I cant love diz piece.. and therefore, I cant play it..
Coz I know myself well.. if Im interested in that song, I can learn it within 1 or 2 days..
Itz been months, and still I cant play the first 2 bars well..
What a sad story…
I know as a pianist, I shouldn’t choose they type of song genre..
Classical, romantic, waltz, jazz or modern, I still have to play..
And learn to love all of ‘em..
That’s a tough part for me..really.. @@
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Well, at least im determined not to flunk badly in the exam, datz y I’ve been practicing..
Eventhough I feel that I forced to play this shitty piece..
But im gonna work it out.. anyway..
On the other hand, I did well in my aural when miss Jo introduced me the questions for the 1st time..
I guess at least im good at someplace rite?
*im obviously trying to please myself*
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Ok ok, skip that dreadful part..
And oh, another news is not really good either..
School is going to reopen in next 2 days!!!!
I cnt believe it… my 2 weeks holidays are going to meet an end!
And I did practically NOTHING!
Oh me gosh~~ and school reopens, means we’re gonna get our results back too..
I tink im gonna fail all my exams.. it dodnt really bothers me actually…
Coz I knew that I didn’t study much.. especially when I got to know my chemistry marks.. @@
Scary man….. seriously totally…
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Hmmm… I cant find anything to update ady..
Oh yah, dat day at tuition.. I really had fun with ji muix..
Joking around here and there.. and teasing ESTHER.. lolx!!
Itz been so long since I joked around with ‘em..
And now I know, ,I cant really stick to kar yan too much, coz we both can go really crazy when we’re together.. lolx!!
Here’s the story that I copied from Ng’s blog.. I lazy to type again le.. sorry!! xD i added some in..
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It began when KY gives Esther reasons to tell us when she dun wanna go Pelindung next time..

Jo suggested that Esther can use no underwear as reason..

Saying she oni have one ragged underwear.

Esther: Today din wear underwear lar..

Ng guessed that she wore her mummy's underwear..

Esther: No lar.. Today i wear daddy's boxer.. Tied with rubber band. Because too loose..

Chien: Wah.. like that can put alot of money ady lor? Put in the underwear.. Because it's big enough mar...

Ky: Then i wanna follow esther and pick up the money that will drop..

*how to put money in the boxer? sure drop wan mar*

Esther: the money will smell wan wor..

Ky: I dun mind.. As long as it's money..

Grace: *randomly* wat colour is ur underwear?

Jo: Bright red.

Grace: Underwear models are very sexy.. Just like Miley Cyrus's bf..

Ng: ShuYing surely went to Johor to be underwear model..

Ky: No.. Is actually Bra model to earn money to support her 3 wifes and 4 children..

Esther keep asking us to keep low profile of her wearing her dad's boxer throughout the conversation.

Why esther dun wear underwear?

Cos the weather is hot.

And she oni have one underwear.

That is why she dun wear skirt..

Because according to esther, she always din wear underwear.

Ky suggested her wearing baju kurung, then people wouldnt know whether she got wear underwear anot.

Esther (suddenly blurted): i wan a spicy red underwear.

Grace: Wah.. got flavour wan ar? Why not choose banana yellow?

Esther: no.. i wan glow in the dark wan..

Grace: Esther scared her underwear will get lost in the dark..

Esther: eh.. glow in the dark bra is very sexy..

Grace: Cos they look as if they are floating in the dark.. Esther must be embarrassed by us because in university she won't have frens to embarass her anymore..

Jo (said out loud): Everybody.. Esther is wearing boxer now..

Esther: Oi.. dun wan say the name wan.

Jo (imagining in school with the PA system): Maaf kepada semua guru yang sedang mengajar. My name is (everyone of 6AS3 will start introducing their names except Esther). We would like to announce that our dear fren from 6AS3 is wearing her father's boxer tied with rubberband.

*Everybody from 6as3 except esther will be in the PA system room to introduce their name so that no one will be mistaken for the "main character".

Suddenly thunder... grrrrooommmmm...

Esther: Aiya.. my underwear is not going to be dry... Tomoro no underwear again..

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datz what happened.. lolx! luckily teacher wasnt there.. hehex!!

damn funny.. Esther arr.. u must joke around more.. lolx~

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datz all..
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sayonara
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""we have hopes coz we have love""
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~(JoLeNe)~
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im alwiz beside u,

when u put me into ur heart..

P.S 我.爱.你

aikz me..

hey there...
itz been long..
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in less than a week, my piano Trinity exam is gonna start..
itz on the 18th June..
and my playing? as BAD as shyt..
if i can get a pass, means something is really wrong with me.. which is IMPOSSIBLE!
but then, i'll do my best.. try as hard as i can..
seriously, i've been practicing, itz just not enuf..
after papa gave me the Nodame Cantabile DVD, i felt more motivated to improve in my music..
y didnt u gave me earlier??? >.< .
prom night... should i go? or dont go?
anyway, firdaus darling is here.. maybe i can ask him to accompany me there.. ^^
miss yah so much fear!! im glad u texted me.. eventhough itz like out of a sudden.. @@
and he promised to date me when he comes back..! ^^
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how are you doing there?
can cope with others mahx?
can adapt to new environment?
i hope you're doing alrite there..
just promise me you'll take care..
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datz all..
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sayonara..
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""we have hopes coz we have love""
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~(JoLeNe)~
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Even in a thousand miles,

it cant keep us apart,

coz my heart is wherever u are..

P.S 我.爱.你

tired, sleepy and tummy ache.. @@"

what can be worst than this man??
im currently at babi grace's house..
and i've been here since 12.30pm..
gosh~ itz freaking hot, im tired, im sleepy, im bored, and my tummy ache hasnt recover since morning.. =.=ll

itz been so long since i blog le..
one of the reason is... Black Cat..
hahax! yah, the anime.. Stefanie borrowed me this DVD and i cant do anything else than watching it..
another reason is.... yah, NO BROADBAND.. =.=ll

since im at babi's house now, so might as well ny lah.. hahax
she's sleeping.. like a total babi at the sofa beside me now.. XD
*she's gonna kill me when she reads this later*

im sorry i cant be there to sent u away to oversea that day..
was planning to go, but then mama is not well yet..
study hard, and please take care there yah.. ^^

datz all..

sayonara..

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

P.S 我.爱.你

taggy

Tagged by Wendy..

1. Besides your lips, where is the favorite spot to get kissed?
Neck.. ^^

2.How did you feel when you woke up this morning?
tummy pain.. >.<

3.Who was the last person/people you took a photo with?
errm... me and my sisters..

4.Would you consider yourself spoiled?
Kinda.. i guess? @@"

5.Will you ever donate blood?
Yes!

6.Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
yurpz~

7.Do you want someone to be dead?
no..... for now.. XD

8.What does your last text message say?
to umar : Oma, grace say she dont wanna watch movie with u.." hehex

9.What are you thinking right now?
about him.. all the time.. >.<

10. Do you want someone to be with you now?
yes... truly..

11.What was the time you went to bed last night?
early.. 11+pm

12.Where did you buy the tee you are wearing now?
i took it from my uncle's shop.. tee-hee~ ^^

13.Is someone on your mind right now?
YES

14.Who was the last person who text you?
Pamella Mathews.. *muax*

tagging ::: no one lah.. lazy la.. xD

revealed

after all that i have done..
after all that i have sacrificed..
and this is what i get?

traitor under my own flesh..

"this is gonna be the happiest time ever!" ....says her

"u dont even care whether im gonna be alrite anot!" ....says her

"celcom broadband is everything that means to me rite now!" ....says her

"quarell is what u can alwiz do!" ....says her

"u never think of my feelings!" ....says her

"u can sleep as late as 5am in the morning EVERY SINGLE DAY!" ....says her

"whatever u have said in the blog bout me, ARE ALL LIES!!" ....says her

and many more.. that i wish i couldnt remember..

firstly, what i wanna say is..
JUST BELIEVE WHATEVER U WANNA BELIEVE
this is ur weakest point.. accusing without further investigation!
u can just call up, yelling at me, scolding me, accusing me to whatever i didnt even THINK of doing!
as long as it satisfies you, jz believe it then..

yes, i lied to u by saying how much i care for u..

yes, i lied to u by saying how much u meant to me..

yes, i lied to u by telling u to be strong..

yes, i lied to u when i tell u how much i love you..

and yes, the tears that dropped from my eyes each time i write and think bout u are TOTAL LIES!!

u're happy??.. coz THAT IS EXACTLY WHAT U WANTED ME TO SAY!

tell u something before u start to accuse me again..
the day u told me it happened? i cried immediately.. i meant IMMEDIATELY!
in the car, i hide my red red eyes under my shades..
i wiped my tears a few times, and act so cool, and so not me..
and do you know why i did that?..
itz because of irene.. she's there too.. i dont wan her to know how weak i am..
i want her to be strong, as strong as me..
by showing no tears to her when i look into her eyes..

another thing..? my face, my sobbing and crying face..
u realised that i didnt show that face when im at home..
and you wanna know why?
because of my sisters.. the same reason.. i dont want them to know that im weak..
that i am strong! that i am capable of taking care of them!
but what did u just accused me?
you have no heart at all..

my frens can be my alibi..
i am DOWN, moody for nearly a week at school!!
until the end of my test papers, i cant even stop thinking bout u!
i even said "y friday is coming so so so soon..?"
grace was there.. she'll be the most understanding one to me..
and everytime i stepped my foot into my house,
i'll quickly change my mood from sad to happy..
am i not suppose to do that??

the day u went in..
i was sitting there.. waiting and waiting..
i sneaked in ur room.. waiting and praying alone.. praying and praying..
waited for 2 hours.. still no sign of u yet..
waited somemore.. till they came back, and our turn to go back..
im still waiting.. for phone calls.. and still praying hardly..
these "silly" act i had done.. izzit worthy?
after u accused me?
no~ i have no regret at all.. u're safe, and that is all i want..
but yet... i think i had done a serious mistake in your point of view!

at home..
yes, i onlined..
and yes, i chatted till late at nite..
but have u ever thought who are these guys that im chatting to?
they're my frens..
my frens who were willing to help me, to comfort me, to motivate me and to guide me..
but what will you think?
gaming... gaming... gaming... gaming...
i can honestly tell you these thing...
without them, i will not be as strong as i am now..

there's a few "silly" things that i've done..
if that is the way u wanna say it..

you know what?
im thinking of commiting suicide now..
really..
let me just die, and these problem will come to an end..
and i tink this is what u wanted too..

signing off now..
will not blog in the mean time..

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Birthday boy and birthday gal..

nearly forgot..

itz 1st of June today..

itz Ah Liang koko's burfday!

leng zai church member..

base guitarist lehx..

so cool~

wish you all the best in your work..

and take care of ur daughter.. ^^

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and another birthday girl..

say Happy birthday to Rebekah!

another churchmember..

stay cute.. stay leng leng~ ^^

wish you all the besh in everything..

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God bless both of the birthday boy and girl..

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Monsters vs Aliens

hey hey...
itz monday today... nice monday..
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hurrmm.. woke up as early as 7am.. thanks to somebody for waking me up.. ^^
have to sent my sisters to daycare centre, since nobody can look after them..
and irene was so pissed off! xD
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after going to "leong's house", we went for a movie..
me, babi grace, marcus, elaine and my bro..
MONSTERS vs ALIENS! !
nice le nice le!
funny~ but not as funny as Night at the Museum 2.. xD
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thought of cooking dinner today, for my sisters and brother..
but then tak jadi, coz......... adalah~~~ ok fine!
I DONT KNOW WHAT INGREDIENTS TO BUY OKAYH?? =.=ll
*to babi grace and marcus : STOP LAUGHING!*
so, we planned it like diz.....
babi grace will go shopping for groceries at Carrefour, and will come over to my house, and help me with the cooking..
and if successful, marcus will come along to eat MY cooking.. ^^
(dear marcus, dont forget our sardine fish fight! im sure i can cook better than u)
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they just cant stop laughing and teasing bout my ability in cooking..
I KNOW HOW TO COOK OK??
i mean, maggie mee and fried egg.. itz not hard rite?? *winks
im sure i can cook something else nicer and more delicious..
like curry chicken, fried tofu, vegetables and stuffs like dat..
IM SURE I CAN DO THIS! xD
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well, i guess datz all for now..
oh yah, mama's off with drug (morphin) as the painkiller..
and she can take porridge ady..
she's one tough mama! ^^
get well soon yahx..
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and urrrmmm..

diz is my favourite monster!

Bicarbonate Ostylezene Benzoate

aka BOB.. he's so adorable! ^o^

i call him "the blue thing" btw..

lolx!

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datz all..
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sayonara..
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""we have hopes coz we have love""
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~(JoLeNe)~
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good luck in exam darling..

i know you can do it..

tell me if u need me, coz im alwiz here.. ^^

P.S. I Love You