my dear Maths..

..IM GONNA FAIL PROUDLY IN MY MATHS..

>.<"

hopeless me..

am i alone??

today,
i feel like an idiot at school..
i shouldnt even go to school oso today!
i should stay at home..
woke up late..
and study a bit..
=.=ll

datin genga made us to tidy up the insect "ashes"..
all DECOMPOSE ady one..
ewww~~

dun wanna upload pic.. later larr.. now lazy.. XD

i feel like im not belong there anymore..

separating me from them most of the time..

are we still together in doing stuffs??

one... dont really like your attitude..

think only about yourself and not others..

sometimes i wonder y i can tahan wif u..

one... only to see.. to talk back.. and to stare..

to find other's mistake but not urself..

sometimes i thought of telling, but i wouldnt dare..

and others..

*no comment*

i got the bad side of me myself..

i admit.. i wanna change to a better me..

but i dont abide others..

i try not to blame others..

i try not to talk bad bout others..

i try not to blog bout others..

i try not to take advantage on others..

but what else can i do??

who will even listen to what the shit im crapping??

you wont even have time for me..

listening to me..

chat wif me..

play wif me..

do works wif me..

etc...

i wanna blog diz..

long time ago..

but most of the time..

i'll stop myself..

thinking bout the circumstances..

what it may cost me..

but now.. i cant take it anymore..

no one will even listen..

only God and my dear bloggie~

to my frens who read diz..

dont ever ever ask me in school..

coz i will never answer u.. XD

PEACE!!

datz all..

sayonara

~(JoLeNe)~

""we have hopes coz we have love""

somehow now..

im relieved..

at least i told "somebody" ^^

i made a promise to Baby Irene..

IRENE SAID...
"JIE WHEN YOU BIG THAT TIME
AND GOT MONEY OREDY,
YOU TAKE ME GO CHINA SEE PANDA ARR..."

and i answered
"oookkkeeeyyyhhh~~"

and she made us crossed our pinky for that.. =.=ll

as cute as you.. ^o^

me... naive? *no comment*

looking at my future-less future

dun say anything bout naive..

neither i nor you is one..

just be you..

and i'll still love you..

im gonna fail everything for sure..

IM PISSED..

dunno wat to do ady..

MUET oredy gerenti die..

later...

PA..

CHEMISTRY..

BIOLOGY..

MATHS..

will follow the footsteps of MUET..

ALL FAIL~~

anyway..

today we kinda like.... sot?

improvise song.. dat DO, a deer, a female deer song??

dat nursery rhyme?

WE IMPROVISE IT INTO A BETTER WAY..

and OUR song goes like diz....

DO, a duck, a female duck

RE, a reindeer on a tree

MI, the maggi, i cook myself

FA, the taufu fa i drink

SO, arengaporenge

LA, a lot of luncheon meat

TI, a surname for Lian Ker

dat will bring us bek to DO oh duck duck

DO RE MI FA SO LA TI DO, so duck!!

QUACK!!

datz all for now..

XD

i lazy wanna go sch tomoro.. >.<

JOLENE, CANNOT BE LAZY LIAO...
DO U NOE WHEN IS YOUR EXAM??
AND DO U NOE WHEN IS YOUR MUET SPEAKING TEST??
DUN PONTENG SCHOOL LIAO..

today went school..
as usual..

attended classes..
as usual..

tried to concentrate in maths class..
as usual..

tried to do exercises..
as usual..

=.=ll

okay jo, stop da crap..

thr's INTERESTING yet FUNNY thing happened in school today..
GRACE AND UNCLE HO!!!

"uncle ho" *which are makky, papa n hong cheet, who put a prank on poor uncle ho*
sent a message to grace during maths tuition..
they're too bored i guess..
it says::::::::::--
""grace, da weather nw so hot, i wanna ajak u go eat ABC (wyn gy)""
really za dou..
grace saw dat message only after tuition..
when uncle ho saw us laughing, he oso bluurrr~~ >>>>>>>>>>>@@

next day, which is today,
we sang ♫♪ABCDEFG......♫♪
in da normal ABC song rhythm..
when we past by 6RS1..

went bek to my class..
we oso started singing..
den chien started improvising..
"we should sing ♫♪ABCABCABCABC♫♪"

den later.. it became...
from ♫♪ABCABCABCABC♫♪
to ♫♪ABC oh ABC♫♪
den i ter-sing out..
♫♪ABC by Uncle Ho♫♪
den they continue..
♫♪coz the weather is so hot♫♪
♫♪Grace and Wyn Gy ABC♫♪
♫♪ABC oh ABC♫♪
♫♪ABC by Uncle Ho♫♪

LOLXxx

den going bek dat time..
Visnu, Makky, Hong Cheet, Papa, uncle Keong, Kar Yan and others..
went to my class..
so kuai kuai shu shu de..

actually they wanna paste a LOVE LETTER to grace.. itz a poem..
written.. ahem ahem~~

SHALL I COMPARE THEE TO ABC

THE ABC MELTS LIKE YOUR SWEAT

YOUR FACE CAN ALSO BE COMPARED WITH THE KACANG IN THE AIS KACANG

MIDNIGHT CORNER IS THE PLACE TO MEET

SUITS YOU AND ME

THAT'S WHERE OUR LOVE WILL BLOSSOM..

we laughed and laughed and laughed.. XD

grace go and tear off dat paper jor.. >.<

den at nite..

went KA..

to learn MUET..

before studying..

went pasar malam wif jee jung n gary..

bought lotsa food, but end up didnt eat.. XD

ngek ngek~~

den came bek at 10 pm++

and here i am blogging.. ^o^

P/S:::: Faz got blog jor!!! congratz congratz~~ ^^

datz all..

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

miss you like i alwiz do..

and gary, he's not PETER PAN! ! =.=ll

exam..

I WANNA BE EMO UNTIL EXAM FINISH!!

taggie..

tagged by..... skye skye.. XD

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

1. If it was the last night on earth with your past, what would you do?
sleep happily wif everyone i loved beside me..

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
to die as an honourable person? XD

3. Do you have a malicious mind and how bad does it goes?
err.. no gua.. =p

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
travel, house, car, delicious foods, DOG lolx XD

5. Pretty but fat/Ugly but slim, which one would you prefer?
pretty but fat.. coz, im like dat? @@ paisey~~

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
being loved by someone ler of coz.. ^^

7. Is there anyone that you've waited and how did it last?
waited?? frm age 8 till now.. does it count 1st of all? @@"

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
like wat im doing now.. T__________T

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? your gf/bf or an actress/actor
actor ler.. nonsense~ XD

10. Will you invite for Ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
of coz i will.. they're still my frens mar.. ^^ peace~~

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
errrr.. 10 years, which makes me...28? hmm.. married to a rich guy gua.. XD *dreaming*

12. What's your fear?
fear?? really wanna noe? ok.. blood, height, cats, insects, ghosts, dog, etc..
*like skye said, DUN TAKE OPPORTUNITY TO SCARED ME WIF THOSE! !*

13. What kind of person do you think the person who tagged you is?
funny, loves to eat.. XD datz da truth skye.. hehe

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
single and rich lorr... ^^ den i can flirt around marr.. XD *jk jk*

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
1st thing? if i say open my eyes, skye will say i copy her's pulak.. hmm, i'll stand? XD

16. What kinda girlfriend/boyfriend do you think you are?
dat, u have to ask dat particular person..

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
2 ppl? ish ish~ i'll pick both.. XD *so bad de jolene*

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
see 1st lorr.. if really over, den i cant think of ways to forgive u.. GOMENNASAI~~

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
having a relationship~~

and i'm tagging...
1) Ng
2) Grace
3) Leong
4) Su Jean
5) Karen

Pet-KARE.. and im not AFRAID of dogs anymore!!

went to taman gelora at around 7.30am..

and ms Erlinda told me to take care of the coupon counter.. =.=ll

and sadly to say dat.. my dad had an accident wif a Xsara..

Xsara kena damn teruk.. but my dad's car is like... nothing happened? @@"

and..now ny i noe that..

da person's car, who kena one, is... Gary's frend.. /omg

GARY, TELL UR FREN DAT IM SO SO SO SO SORRY LORR~~

DUN CURSE ME PULAK.. T_________T

and here are the photos...

AND PROOFS THAT IM NOT AFRAID OF DOGS! ! =.=

at my booth.. Ms. Irene oso came..

me wif.. somebody's kawaii doggie.. XD

another cute one! jz under our chair resting! ^^

wow.. long tongue u've got thr.. XD

uncle Charles's bulldog.. name.. Rainbow! XD

me wif sai jie.. and a Siberian Husky! XD

a Golden Retriever.. HUGE! !

a team of trainers frm Johor

not looking at da camera pulak.. >.<

me wif another kawaii dog!

diz is Ng's auntie's dog.. cute hor?? ^^

carlmin, makky, leong and me..
wif uncle Charles's dog, Zack

see carlmin's doggy.. SO BIG!!

and he cant even control his own dog.. =.=ll

then.. went bek home and prepare for da NIGHTMARE! !

went Revival Suite for my hair-do.. quite cheap lor.. XD

thz ms jo, for showing me da place..

MY NIGHTMARE BEGINS...

hope everything is okay..

miss u like i alwiz do..

da nightmare..itz over~

fuh~~~
GN over ady..
can concentrate on my studies jor..

dat night..
itz not like da flow dat it was supposed to be..
we canceled a few things rite??
lucky draw and my tissue game! ! =.=ll

nvm~ nvm~ as long as everyone happy..

talking bout my interaction pulak..
DA SONG SINGING..
diz is my reay nightmare..
and i cant even eat properly and sit properly dat night..
**my RM50 jz fly away like dat**
i tot itz gonna be really really bored for them in diz slot..
especially when the upper sixers are very hard to be pleased..

so... me and yeong lee became da amcee for diz interaction..
ng became da slide show gal..
and makky became da PA system..
**1st time i see makky so damn serious in his work!** XD

anyway.. it started really bad..
coz me n yeong lee dunno how to explain diz interaction properly..
and i can see all blurrified faces down there..
I WAS SO SCARED DAT THEY'LL THROW SOMETHING AT ME! !
but then..
after i call up Wei Hong..
everything was getting better..
they're like supporting me n yeong lee ady..
thank God everything was okay..
we didnt even plan to call up teachers..
but then i dragged 3 teachers up da stage! !
1. Mr. Ng
2. DATIN GENGA @@"
3. Ms. Irene

damn freaky when i call her up..
everybody said that.. "we got guts" LOLx
and dat is so so so true..
she somemore sing... POWERPUFF GALS.. =.=ll

lolz..
after dat session..
i went down da stage..
and i terus tersungkur over thr..
in frnt of makky and vishnu.. @@"
so damn paisey..

datz coz my legs n hands were shivering too much..
and dat time..
i got stomach cramp..
coz tooooo nervous.. >.<"
but luckily.. we did a great job over thr..
me, yeong lee, makky and ng.. WE ROCKxx~~ XD

later after finish everything.. around.. 11.30++pm..
we went TC..
me, grace, makky, vishnu, papa, hong chet, and da HIGH KEONG..
coz he really high jor after GN..

before going to TC.. we played a while outside the ballroom..
WIF CHRIS'S WATERMELON! !
poor watermelon.. roll here n thr...
i tink it hancur ady..
she somemore so sakit hati ady her watermelon become like dat.. XD

we went McDonald's then jalan jalan..
wif our very very nice dress..
and wif everyone looking at us.. @@"
den it rained a bit.. so we fast fast chow lor..
dat was around... 1 am ++ ady..
datz y now ny i woke up lerr... >.<

poyo jerr... @@

PROUDLY TO SAY THAT..

I JUST WOKE UP..!!

TOO TIRED COZ OF GN THINGY.. @@

and i can hardly remember what happened yesterday..

one day before da nightmare comes..! !

nervous..nervous..nervous..NERVOUS..NERVOUS..NERVOUS!!

im going to be da amcee for dat damn interaction..
i hope itz ok lor..
my voice havent fully return to me yet somemore.. =.=ll
one week ady lerr... zzZZzzZZzzz

hope da seniors wont laugh at me when im up da stage thr talking..
im going to speak spontaneously nia..
no script at all..
>.<

got everything ady i guess...
dress..
heels.. stupid shoes.. =.=ll
blink blink earings..
red hair spray..
temporary tatoo..
grace's shawl..
SANDs hair saloon number.. @@""
wat else...

datz all gua..
now thinking of my hair n datz it lorr...

God, i pray that u'll give me da courage..

pray that everything will be ok..

miss u like i alwiz do..

2 days before da GN..

today...
i learned a lesson...
WE MUST DO ACCORDING WHAT SENIORS SAY..
SHE SAY LIKE DIZ..
AND WE MUST FOLLOW LIKE DIZ! !
SHE SAY LIKE DAT..
AND WE MUST FOLLOW LIKE DAT! !

i cant show sour face
i cant show bitter face
i cant show fake-happy face
i cant show childish face
i cant show not-mature face
and etc.....

and i wanna take this opportunity to..

SAY SORRY TO ALL THE TEACHERS INVOLVED

im sorry that i SHOWED SOUR FACE

im sorry that i SHOWED BITTER FACE

im sorry that i SHOWED FAKE-HAPPY FACE

im sorry that i SHOWED CHILDISH FACE

im sorry that i SHOWED NO-MATURE FACE

and etc......

and so......

WE WILL FOLLOW EXACTLY WHAT TEACHER HAD SUGGESTED FOR US..

IT IS THE BEST ORGANIZATION EVER..

we will do the best out of it..

we promise u...

im tired..

plus exhausted..

plus irritated..

plus blurrified..

plus tension..

plus frustrated..

miss u like i alwiz do....

like missing something ny de...?? @@

WAT IS MISSING ARR??

ALL KAU TIM JOR GEH..

BUT SOMEHOW..

LIKE MISSING SOMETHING..

..even chris think da same thing..

haihz..

feelings are expressed to u miss jo..

miss u like i alwiz do..

interactions..

I NEED...

SONGS FOR MY INTERACTION..

MY DEAR INTERACTION..

zzZZzzZZzzZZZzz

ITZ NEARLY 12.10am

AND IM STILL HERE FINDING SONGS??

WHILE MY BED IS CALLING OUT FOR ME...

**Jo, jo.. come to me.. and have a good nite sleep**

~~AAARRRGGGHHH~~

dun change it plz...

CAN YOU STOP CHANGING IT OREDY??

ITZ 3 DAYS LEFT BEFORE GN..

AND YET YOU WANNA CHANGE ALL OVER AGAIN??

WATZ DAT DAMN MEETING FOR MAN??

WHEN THERE IS NO FINAL DECISION!!

=.=ll

God, plz be on our side..

miss u like i always do..

notty d€ m€.. XD

IM CURRENTLY BLOGGING FROM...

MY CLASS...

XD

how dare me...

wat am i to do now??...

neglecting studies..
skipping classes..
skipping school..
unfinished homeworks..
untouched revision books..

thinking bout diz n dat too much..
getting over-serious bout here n there..

wat teacher talking in front thr??
wat teacher teaching in front thr??
wat teacher showing in front thr??
wat teacher writing in front thr??
tips? formulas? revisions? homeworks?
i didnt know..
coz....
I DIDNT PAY ANY ATTENTION TO THEM! ! ! !

and yet...
exam is coming....

i try my best not to think bout ur case anymore..

let it be......

happy birthday....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY ZUL KOR~

..HEHE..

STAY HEALTHY N HENSEM.. ^^

and yet.. nothing happen to me..

we're soooooooooo stubborn~~

WE'RE GONNA DO EVERYTHING

NOT ACCORDING TO PLAN..

~~ngek ngek ngek~~

aint we just dat stubborn enuff?

XD

miss u like i alwiz do...

L[i]eS a[n]D C[h]EaT[i]NgS..

You said you loved me

But your eyes were blank

Then I found out you hooked up

With some random skunk

You will never understand

How badly all this hurts

My heart still longs for you

For all that that is worth

But you don't even care

You can't even look me in the eye

You don't even say hello

Whenever I pass by

You don't care about my feelings

Or my shattered heart

You just left me here to suffer

Alone and in the dark

So I take these pills

And I cut my wrists

Because I need to numb this pain

And as the room spins and twists

I begin to go insane

I contemplate thoughts of going away

Praying I can cut deep enough

I want to finally be ok

But sometimes life is just too rough

so sick.. @@"

i went to school..
and eventually i discovered that..

...I HAVE NO VOICE... @@

everybody is complaining dat my voice is so sexy today..
(watch out hong chet and papa)

not impossible dat im gonna be sick..
itz sooner or later ny..
spent so many days didnt get good rest..
vigorous activities throughout the holiday..
great pain im suffering with.. >.<
haihz~~~~

3rd destination (3rd day) :: Kay-EL - Kuantan

today.. didnt do anything interesting oso..

helped william to find a part-time job..

so.. went times square.. AGAIN~~

saw diz buffalo working ady.. at Kenny Rogers..

kit zai!! so young work liao?? =.=ll

den william say wanna use the internet.. wanna go JobStreet.Com

we went to xiang's hse...

datz when i noe the truth..

i cnt believe u can act nothing when u did that to me...

hw could u do this?

wat am i to u now?

2nd destination (2nd day) :: GENTING - Kay-EL

morning view from my hotel

at Rajawali Coffee House where we had our breakfast

wat i had for breakfast..

look wat my bro took? BLUE CHEESE! *yucks*

den after breakfast we went swimming..

around 12pm like dat..

we're off to Kay-EL! ! XD

reach KL.. straight away go Sunway Pyramid for ice skating..

sorry.. didnt take any photos here.. >.<

mom came n fetch irene n celine away 1st..

den.. william, my bro, joe n xiang came to fetch us pulak.. @@

so ma fan..

evonne n elaine sat william's car.. me pulak have to sit Xiang's car..

he's driving is like... a mad n drunk person??

140 km/h! ! ! !

his poor MyVi is like flying ady..

den reach home.. we had barbeque~~

baRbeque~~ XD

yum yum~~ ^^

after barbeque..

we went for a midnite movie..

i tot of watching Eagle Eye, and not Painted Skin..

but then xiang say Painted Skin is not scary at all..

joe say da scary part is just 6 seconds..

den i said.. fine~ fine~ fine~ i'll just wait u guys outside n will be talking to the pak guard there.. @@

and we decided.. PAINTED SKIN..

RM11 per ticket.. Xiang's treat~~! ! ^^

dat time was only 10 ++.. movie pulak starts at 12.20am..

2 hours.. we have to lepak..

so........... we went............. OLD TOWN~~ XD

xiang's treat again~~! ! thx xiang.....

at old town's.. im da slowest to finish up my drink.. >.<

Marie, me and sho po..

not our specs! Mei Fang :: William's

Me :: Xiang's

Evonne :: Joe's

xiang is trying to teach William hw to cheat ppl's $$~ XD

see? attracted the brother pulak.. =.=ll

at Gasoline aka Gas-Online.. hahaz! pic taken by xiang.. UNEXPECTABLELY

den movie....

den came out around 2 ++..

den go yum cha..

den 4 am ny go bek! ! =.=ll

1st destination (1st day) :: GENTING HIGHLANDS

went to genting highlands on the 1st day of raya..

below... PICTURE TELLS YOU EVERYTHING..!!! XD

in waiting room for cable car.. about 1 hr++?? @@

just went in.. q-ing for cyclone.. @@

at the pirate's ship~ ^^

sho po's idea.. =.=ll lucky ny one round!

putting on our jacket caps.. hiding frm my mom! ! XD

while waiting for our food to arrive..

my lunch at MarryBrown's

waiting in line.. bored~

we raced wif them.. and we won! thumbs up for me n sho po! XD

at space shot! ! damn scary~~ >.<

last photo at the theme park..

wow~ Irene's post.. =.=ll

waiting in line for cable car.. returning to hotel..

watching Batman while eating mee.. @@

datz for my 1st day of vacation~~ XD

updating soon..

currently blogging frm his hse..
he's bathing..
curi-curi use a while.. XD

WILL UPDATE SOON~
LOTZ N LOTZ OF PHOTOS..
^o^