i've got my dressie.. ^^

currently blogging at I Q Quest Computer Centre..
mom's CPU ditahan under ICU in diz centre..
=.=ll
got virus i tink.. gotta reformat..
haihz

hmm..
I'VE GOT MY DRESS TODAY..
it was nice.. duh~~
the lady helped me do final touch on dat dress..
sew here and thr a bit..
to make it more "real".. she said.. @@

packed my stuff for Genting n KL..
have to stay in borink Awana Genting again..
mom somemore say, "lucky got ur uncle work thr under hotel management, if not..."
=.=ll

wat makes me happy is....
mom say 2nd raya..
after genting..
go ice skating..
HEHEHEHEHEHHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHEHE
sooo happy..
at last get to skate ady..
so long didnt skate.. >.<
going wif sho po aka evonne..
she'll be crazy when she hear ice skating..
XD

hmm.. gtg..
RO-ing..
play summoning pulak they all nie.. =.=ll
keep die-ing ny.. >.<
huhuzz

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

wanna go skate wif u~~ ^^

my monday...

i didnt really study oso today.. =.=ll
when are u going to start jolene? ? ?

morning.. ate at V Seng.. (again)
den.. went to KSH..
mom wanna take jap.. cervix cancer vaccination..
RM 400 per.. fuh~~

den.. came bek home..
start tidy up my room.. haihz~~

till...... almost 1pm..
den mom say wanna go Rasamas.. at megamall..
suddenly wanna go thr? ? pelik pelik..

went popular..
den makan..
saw a lot ppl whom i knw today..
michelle, tang, leong and his fren.. and... AIMI NADHIRA! !
wow~ missed her sooooo much~~
gave her a big big hug.. XD
cant say much though..
coz mom jz bla like dat..
>.<
went cold storage..
den parkson..
bought new swimming suit for irene..

came bek home..
SLEEP... coz too tired..

after waking up...
and here i am blogging..
lolx..

now.. have to tink of dat s2pid INTERACTIONS aka GAMES..
if not.. my dai gor dai is gonna kill me.. >.<

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

no one can date u! !

paint

AT LAST..

AFTER DELAYED SO LONG ADY..

I PAINTED MY ROOM~~

WIF MY BRO N MOM..

start at about 3pm, after we had lunch..
play here n thr..
untill nearly 8pm.. @@

everything in my room.. shelf n everything...
put at bro's room 1st..
while taking out those things..
HE BROKE MY MIRROR! ! ! **7 years bad luck for him~~ XD**

den set up newspaper on the floor..
start painting..! !

i forgotten wat colour i chosed.. =.=ll
itz actually light pink.. near to purple.. VERY LIGHT DE..
den start painting lorr..

middle of painting...
i can still sms drummer..
lolxxx

aiks.. forgot to snap pic tim.. haihz..
besides.. we only managed 3/4 of my room..
another 1/4 x sempat oso..
coz mom say too late ady.. >.<

arrangement of bed.. mom oso change it..
now i have to slp down, n elaine slp up..
=.=ll

k lorr..
gtg oi oi ady..
DIDNT STUDY AT ALL TODAY! !
sei lor...
exam coming pulak...
T_________________T

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

my hand.. it hurts! ! >.<

HE'S ALIVE? ? ?

HERE.. I WANNA CURSE THOSE GM..

WHO SPREAD THE DEATH NEWS OF MY FREN

IN RO..

CURSE YOU! ! ! ! ! !

im so glad the operation actually went well..

pelindung... zoo.. XD

today is saturday..

woke up as early as 7.00am~~ @@

after doing everything.. i waited Grace.. it was 7.30am

coz she said she's coming to pick me up at 7.30am..

i waited n waited.. till i finish up the laundry! ! goodness.. i cnt believe i did that!

my mom came down and had a shock of her life..

she said.."Jo, u ok anot? wat are u doing? ?"

LOLx.. i tink coz i tink too much bout the GN..

and suddenly my hands n legs jz brought me to the washing machine.. =.=ll

den grace came..went to pelindung.. lucky grace's couz was there..can show us da way.. go on Jolene!

met a cute dog half way..

then we went to zoo! ! !

waited for the bear to come out~

took picture while waiting..

at last.. in thr ady! the good hearted guy let us in.. XD

see?? so near! ! >.<

den.. about 10 plus plus ny went bek..

LOLx..

datz all..

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

i dun wanna be a loser in your game of love..

anymore...

got taggy..

Tag... by hui fern

1. Each player of this game starts off with 15 weird things / habits / little known facts about yourself.

2. People who get tagged need to write a blog of their own 15 weird things / habits / little known facts as well as state this rule clearly.

3. At the end, you need to choose 10 people to be tag and list their names.

4. No tags back!

so let's get started with this 15 things that i can't help myself with:

1) i hate to do the house chores [habit]
2) i dream a lot bout him almost everytime [habit]
3) i lie to others sometimes.. mostly to jaga their feelings or not to make things worst [fact]
4) i dont do homeworks [habit]
5) i dont do notes [habit]
6) i copy in exams sometimes [habit]
7) i ponteng classes sometimes [habit]
8) i got more guy frens den gal frens [fact]
9) i talked bad bout a lot people including teachers >.< [habit]
10) i'll concentrate more when im emo [weird?]
11) i have a muslim grandma [fact]
12) sometimes i look up for malay guys [fact]
13) im a very very very sensitive gal, cry easily [fact]
14) easily jealous.. even to my brother [habit]
15) cant control my mouth frm saying bad words [habit]

and the 10 person to be tagged is..
1) Ng
2) Grace
3) Chien
4) Kar Yan
5) Leong
6) Chee Loon
7) Karen
8) Skye
9) Wendy
10) Zowl

THE BAND IS CANCELLED

**PISSED OFF**

emo-ing

TO MR. GARY LAI

HMM..

FISHBALL IS WAY BETTER TO BE CALLED

THAN PORK ROLL~

XD

fish-ball angry kerr...? ?

@@

nothing great

recently..
thr's a lot of no-good-things aka bad things happened to me..
like...

being so stupid..

dont understand teacher teaching at all.. *even PA nw*..

fren jz passed away..

GN organisation got prob..

sister Elaine got 42 degree of HIGH FEVER..

exam coming yet didnt study..

received sad news frm Ms. Josie..

got incooperative individuals surrounding me..

mom's cutting down on my pocket money..

and..........

i tink got somemore..

watz wrong wif me..?

diz is a really bad sign.. >.<

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

God..

give me guidance to what i've been through..

stupidest flow i've ever seen..

she changed everything.. into a disaster! ! @@
okie.. lets see da flow of our "spoiled" GN..

~ Arrival of students
~ Registration of students
~ Photography session (I)
~ Arrival of guests
~ PRAYER.. (and y izzit here? it shud be aft da parade!)
~ Recognisation of outgoing commitee board members *parade*
~ BAND PERFOMANCE (which is still under KIV) @@
~ Welcoming speech by Grace
~ Speech by Wei Hong
~ Speech by Grace.. AGAIN!
~ Installation
~ Datin Genga's speech
~ Principal's speech
~ Prayer (for makan)
~ Makan
~ Lucky Draw (40 draws in one shot! ppl will be playing balloons down thr) =.=ll
~ Slide Show (3o minutes!)
~ Popping performance
~ Tae-robic
~ BAND PERFORMANCE
~ Appreaciation to teachers
~ Photography session

so unorganized! and totally different frm wat we sent!
goodness..
might as well she organized da whole thing? @@

goodness..

we're in failure..

she messed up again!

wat the hell she want us to do? ? ? ? ? ?

no more dance..

no more games..

no more diz..

no more dat..

next..

u wanna cancel off my band?

she changed the flow of everything...

den wat for we organize it??

might as well we dump everything for her to do..

rite?

nw im thinking of going anot..

pix we took.. (23/9)

in da car.. **duh**

grace retarded! ! XD

she say act cute marr.. i ma act lorrr.. >.<

my ji mui's hp case.. we're ANIMOB'S!! XD

can see our names thr.. hehe..

dun dare to post anything bout sch ady..

today... me n grace went to da pejabat..
to see en mahadzir n mr chan.. dun dare to call penguin ady.. @@
den we saw a gal frm form 4 kena panggil coz of bloggy thingy..
SO SCARY..

cnt say about teachers here ady..
huhuzz

okeyh... bout GN..
everything is doing fine... I GUESS..
if she didnt buat kacau much, then i tink itz gonna be fine..

tomoro thr're gonna be a meeting bout diz..
i wonder would it be ok anot..
*God, plz let it be ok..*

den.. we staybek a while..
to arrange all the events again in order and SYSTEMATICALLY..
as she wants it!
again thr's diz gal pissed me off..
wat the... =.=ll
since she got higher rank, i didnt care much..
let her be wif her way..

after that, me, grace, yeong lee, leong (upper 6 who's sesat), chris and her gang went for TOM YAM! !
delicious.. spicy.. and.. fuh~ ~
yeong lee went to show us da baju dat she wants aft dat..
at IVY LOO'S MOM'S SHOP!
terkejut jugak when we saw her..
and the mom looks more like a sister.. so pretty!

den.. me n grace go PALAIS ESTETICA pulak..
now, for my dress! ! XD
paid deposit of RM 100..
and they want me to pay full if wanna alter da dress..
**didnt say earlier! GrrRrRrr**

aft dat, go bek~
go Giant..
came bek..
do PA...
and here i am blogging now.. ^^

got to go sleep..
i tink im gonna be sick.. >.<

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

i could sing of ur love forever..

she really ar.... =.=ll

SHE REALLY PISSED ME OFF TODAY! !

today assembly, en zamri got say something bout student's blogs..
kutuk diz teacher n dat teacher..
da first teacher who came to my mind is EN.MAHADZIR...
but he denied dat he said anything to en.zamri..
bleh caya kerrr nie cikgu oii?? XD

teacher o teacher..
dun becoz of one student..
we all kena pulak.. =.=ll

btw, bout her.. i really cnt co-operate wif her..
i have to spent one year wif her somemore.. zzZZzz

everything we do for that GN.. she'll object kaw-kaw..
saying dat itz not following the protocols n watsoever..
saying dat it is against school laws..
she wont even wanna listen to us explaining it!
wat the Fiiissshhh! ! !

we even consulted the senior assistance bout da programmes n games..
he say he's ok with it, nothing wrong..
as long as no sensitive things den itz ok oredy..
he even said YES to our dancing programme! @@
thumbs up for penguin..! ! XD

den later.. she say wanna cancel da band...
hey! i've been thru' a lot of problems wif them..
now we're settled, n u wan me to cancel it? ?
NO WAY! !
i will never allow anybody to cancel my thing..

1st.. u wanna cancel off my game..
den u wanna cancel off da band..
next... u wan us to cancel the GN for u? ?

i really dunno wat to do ady...
if she wanna cancel diz n dat..
den I WILL NEVER TURN UP IN DAT DAMN NIGHT...

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

wat else can i do? ?

headache headache..

@@

happy birthday.. again...

today is... 22/9..

got ppl birthday again...

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Mommy!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

eh eh... got one more...

hehexx XD

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Syauqi!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

my old frens..

i've got new frens here..
but wat about the old ones? ?
they're all around the places..
some i didnt even noe whr they are..

our relationship is getting further n further apart..
i dont want dat to happen..
i wan my old times bek..
times when we're in school together..
especially my close frens..

wat u want me to do?

is diz the end of our friendship?

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

suddenly.. im emo..

happy birthday...

another birthday boii..

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Sean!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

gd luck yahz sean~ ^o^

God bless you...

my lovely dress..

i told my mom dat dress on my handphone..
she say.. nice ar..
den i told her the price..
SHE GOT A SHOCKED OUT OF HER LIFE!..

i asked her.. can buy anot..
i said, i use my own money and buy lorr..
she say.. u dun waste money in diz way de..
**bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla bla**

den at last...
i tink she say can..
but ON 1 CONDITION...
NO MORE POCKET MONEY TILL DECEMBER..! ! @@

she say, i will use my future pocket money to buy diz beautiful dress..
i was like..... zZZzzzzZZZzzz

now i was thinking...
wanna buy or not... >.<

izzit worth it?

should i or shouldnt i?...

dai gor dai!

DAI GOR DAI aka GRACE! ! !

WHR'S YTD'S PIC? ? ? ?

=.=ll

i waited so long lerr...

online yesterday till slept ady..

dot dot dot..

break record today!~

today is my shopping day.. with...

• GRACE
• YEONG LEE
• MAKKY
• WINSTON
• CHIEN (x sampai 1 hr she chow ady..) zzz

grace came n fetch makky n me around 10.55am..

stupiak makky, steal away my front seat.. =.=ll

den we start by searching game's present at hot market..

den we terpesong.. bought handphone holder pulak.. zzZZzz

went to eat at Deli Country.. makky say very hungry worr..

den we went searching for baju.. tried diz n dat.. none of them is nice..

found one in megamall de..

i forgot to ask da price.. and dat auntie is so so so so irritating! !

dat time was about 2 something..

we went out pulak.. to PALAIS ESTETICA.. yeong lee recommended!

NICE WORR!!! and the price oso damn nice..

i saw diz...

RM 310! ! ! my mom's gonna kill me! ! i wanted to use my own $$ to buy diz..
coz itz damn nice! !
den we ate chicken rice.. near dat area ny..
we went on to ECM..
****window shop again****
and kesian yeong lee have to cancel her tuition class.. sry yeong lee~~ and winston oso.. XD
den... went into each shop..
choose baju for makky oso.. but he dun wanna buy..
at last.. about 4 something..
we went bek down to Vern's and bought heels..
RM 45.90 ny err.. nice oso larr...
END UP ONLY ME BOUGHT..
DA REST ALL????? = =ll

FROM 11 AM TILL 5.30PM...
HOW MANY HOURS DID I WALKED??
LEMME SEE..... 6 HOURS N 30 MINS.. zzZZzzzZZzzzz

really break my shopping record ady... fuh~
damn tired.. leg pain somemore...
>.<
i dont tink so i can do anything else ady today...
damn tired~~

datz all luu..

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

i wanted dat so much..

barbie taught me..

I close my eyes and feel myself fly a thousand miles away

I could take flight but would it be right

My conscience tells me stay

Duty means doing the things your heart may well regret

all these questions keep turning,

and churning and burning inside me,

what are these feelings I feel

I need to know these answers

I need to find my way

seize my tomorrow

I need to take these chances

let all my feelings show

can't tell what's waiting

still I need to go

I need to know

So rare to find a friend like you

Somehow when you're around the sky is always blue

The way we talk, the things you say

The way you make it all ok

And how you know all of my jokes

But you laughed anyway

If I could wish for one thing

I'd take the smile that you bring

Wherever you go in this world

I'll come along

Together we dream the same dream

Forever I'm here for you

You're here for me

And anywhere you are

You know I'll be around

And when you call my name

I'll listen for the sound...

Why I'm not sleeping

and my heart is leaping

inside me? ?

Could this be one of those times

when your feelings decide?

happy birthday..

for my dear sister.. Celine!♥

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Celine!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

stay leng leng oo.. ^o^

♥ muax muax!!♥ ~~ xoxo

invitation..

good..
spammers came bek..
continue spamming thr in my chatboxx..
there's a lot of space for u to spam thr..
and i dont really care.. ^^
happy spamming then..

God.. help me in diz..

let ur love flow thru me in my veins..

happy birthday...

for my darling firdaus..♥

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Firdaus!~
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

hope u'll be happy over thr at the "jungle"...

XD

anyway.. miss you always... ^^

♥ muax muax!!♥ ~~ xoxo

dunno y...

...........................

WAT HAPPEN TO ME TODAY? ?

WHY SUDDENLY EMO? ?

BEFORE TUITION I WAS OK..

BUT REACH TUITION..

ITZ LIKE EMO DEMONS SURROUNDING ME..

...........................

im sorry if i didnt speak to u today..

i myself not sure y i did that..

gomennasai! !

>.<

jogging~ XD

today itz wednesday aka Nuzul al-Quran day aka HOLIDAY! ! ! hehe

planned to go jogging ady since ytrd..

i woke up late today... (proudly!)

my alarm was 7.00am.. but i snooze snooze.. till..... 7.20am! !

after finish bathing.. makky called me.. MAKE ME PANIC ONY AR U!

x sempat wanna tidy up my hair..

and im off to fetch him ady..

after fetch him, gotta fetch grace pulak...

FuHH~~

reach thr at taman gelora! !

papa was waiting for us..

and we started jogging!...

***more to like walking i must say*** (=.=)''

met kar yan n shu ying half way..

and we WALKED together...

dunno who arr...

came late wor...

(makky somemore say, by da time they reach here, itz the time to go makan ady)

lolx!

den we went makan at KFC... wah lao eh.. so heavy mehx??

tot wanna go hoi yin.. haihzz~

nvm ba..

had nasi lemak for breakfast.. yum yum~~

after eating, we went to da beach.. along da beach...

walk walk walk walk walk ....

saw ann bee, sim n adele...

STUDY LAAA KONON.. BLEKZ! =p

took picture at the staircase..

see dat papa.. whr u looking arr?? =.=ll

den we go lepak at the KIDZ TERRORITY.. DA PLAYGROUND!

lolx.. no other better place?? =p

grace tried very hard to balanced up thr.. XD

den at the slide thr.. we have to go thru' a terowong ny can go to the slide de.. de following shows wat we went thru..

going in..

on the way thru'..

lil' bit more..

taaadaa! ! made it! ! XD

muahahahahaha~~~

after that...

took last picture.. den blah ady...

nice~~ XD

go bek home after fetching makky n grace home..

T.I.R.E.D.N.E.S.S! ! ! !

datz all lorr...

sayonara..

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

HaPpY BiRtHdAy ! ! !

got a song here....

♫♪ HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO Tina!~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO U... ! ♫♪

hehex...

wish u ol' da best yahx! XD

today... 16/9

NOTHING HAPPEN TO OUR COUNTRY OSO GEH.. zzZZzz

today got bio practical again! !
very scary.. momo n i tot tak jadi..
thinking of taking last week's results..
mana tau, diz time punya.. mine nicer than last time.. HeHeHezz
momo wanted to take old result.. no nid de gua.. latest nicer oo.. XD

after that.. went to Yeong Lee's class.. go 8 8 .. since i got borink MUET.. >.<

sayonara


""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

itz okie.. jz spit out watever is in ur mind..

dun show faces to me anymore.. k? ^^

scary! ! ! >.<

today.. after tuition.. we went makan...
before that.. i was thinking of going anot..
but i told my mom ady, n she didnt prepare dinner for me..

since he's not in da mood (according to wat grace told me)
so, i asked him in msn, am i following him anot..
den he replied ok ar..
i asked him again..
makan?
he answered.. up to u..

den diz babi grace pulak..
say dun wan follo..
im like.. "wat the tooooooott!"
"cannot! u must follo!"

LOLx..
sorry lor grace..
if u didnt teman me, i cant go eat alone de mar.. >.<

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

chill larr... everything can be settled.. okie?

plz dun give me scary faces ady.. ! !

sobx sobx..

Mom's birthday..?

LOLxx
now ny i rmbr..
menurut chinese calendar..
today's my mom's birthday..

♥ HaPpY BiRtHdAy MoM!♥

love u alwiz..
muax muax! XD

mooncake festival..

HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL EVERYBODY..
hehe.. ^o^
dun wanna list down all the names like su jean..
later if i miss out one, they'll come n kill me.. >.<
huhuzz

anyways...
HAVE FUN PLAYING CANDLES & TANGLUNG & EATING MOONCAKES..

settled... okeyh?

I DELETED THEM ADY....
so...? everything ok now??

TO :::::::
hui wey's fren...
if u wanna spam my chatboxx again n again repeating the same old thing..
go ahead.. cant stop u frm doing it.. do it till u guys are happy..
foul words or no foul words.. itz up to u.. i can alwiz delete my chatbox n put a new one..
but u guys muz tink.. izzit worth it for u to do diz nonsense..?
u said she was hurt, ok, i admit i did wrong for calling her names..
but u guys should understand y i did dat oso..
because..
i was badly hurt too..

my frens...
i really appreciate wat u guys did for me..
im happy for having u guys as my fren..
u guys protected me in any ways..
protected me frm them..
fight bek for me when they hurt me so badly..
i love u guys to the max..

my innocent frens...
im so so so so so so so so so so sorry for dragging u into my probz..
itz none of u guys' fault, and yet u guys kena from them..
im so sorry.. again... n again... >.< for the.....(i dunno how many times i've repeated diz) i wanted it to end.. immediately.. quickly... thankx.. datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

♥ saw him~ ^^

earlier diz morning.. (VERY VERY EARLY)
at 12 am ++ i guess...
i nudge him..
wanted him to translate chinese words for me.. >.<>no sms..
no calls..
no wonder i missed him so badly.. >.<

we chatted... bout my probs.. told him everything.. huhuxx
since he didnt contact me for so long.. suffering! !
bout my blog thingy.. spams.. foul words..
told u he's gonna be angry at me... huhuxx..! !

den we open our webcams.. XD
i missed him so much! nearly cried when i saw him over thr..
den we crap nonsense.. diz n dat..
told him im going to KL today..
was he excited bout diz? i dunno nehx.. >.<>sayonara..

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

miss u sooo much..♥

tagged~ Gary punya pasal.. = =

1.The last person to tag you is?
Gary Lai

2.What relationship of you with him/her?
fwens..

3.Your 5 impression towards him/her?
~ ok ok ba
~ looks like fish ball? =p (he's gonna kill me)
~ yeng! cool! when playing violin.. ^^
~ caring gua
~ damn fair.. (jealousnyer! !)

4.The most memorable thing that he/she has done to you?
err.. belanja me makan? ^^

5.The most memorable words that he/she has say to you.
er.... @@ got meh gary..?

6.If he/she becomes your lover, you will...
be killed by su jean? >.<

7.If he/she becomes your enemy, you will...
...plz dun be... sobx~

8.If he/she becomes your lover, he/she has to improve on..
wont be.. XD

9.If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason is ...
i killed su jean.. lolx

10.The most desirable things to do for him/her is?
erm.. lemme tink...

11.The overall impression to he/her is..
ok ok ba.. ^^

12.How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
dat u have to ask them.. = =

13.The character for you for yourself is?
im not as simple as i look?

14.On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
weakling? s2pid?...

15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
Jolene

16.For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them
love u guys so so so so so so so much~ XD

17.Ten people to tag:
dun wan tag liao lu.. sien jor.. XD

piece of advice...

i came bek home frm Hyatt jz now..
and i saw my chatbox was filled wif unknown ppl..
calling me names n all..
i dun really care, as i promised myself not to scold bad words ady.. @@

i went to KA jz now..
i curahkan everything to Ms.Lee n Ms.Josie...
they noe a bit a bit bout diz..
so i jz sambung lorr..

a very nice "sister" who wan herself to be ""anonymous"" gave some advice to me..
she translated chinese words to me..

• Holding on the past, sadness n hatred, will only destroy u..
• Be an honorable person, u shall forgive n forget those who hurt u wif or w/out intension..
• Let by gone be by gone, let the past be the past..
• Release yourself mentally and freedom shall come to you..

When we hated someone, we are actually hating some part of ourselves that we saw from that particular person that we hated. We will not be provoked by something that has not happen to ourselves..

i'll remember wat u've said...

and somebody told me that.....

""THOSE PPL WILL COME BEK AND SPAM UR BLOG TOMORO AT 10AM...""

and.. i dun really care lorr..

if wanna spam.. go ahead..

i'll be onlining to watch wat u guys talking.... ^^

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

thx miss josie.. u've been a great help..

sry to teng fatt n angel again n again.. >.<

am i the one who started it all??

after diz few days..
of war-ing in her chatbox..
i felt terrible..
when da 1st n 2nd day, im damn sad n frustrated bout it..
then the following day, i tried to get over it.. by war-ing in her chatboxx..
den suddenly today, i feel guilty..

they're kids.. 4 years younger than me..
i shouldnt have did dat..
i shouldnt scolded her b1tch..
i shouldnt care when she post my pic on her blog..
wat i shud care about, is finding a solution of diz..

i dun wan to get into arguments wif other schools anymore..
it hurts me..
it hurts her..
it hurt my frens..
it hurt her frens..
it hurt my innocent frens..
it hurt her innocent frens too...
wat benefit we shall get frm diz??

i appreciate wat my frens did for me..
i'll never forget how u guys protected me frm her..
and in return, u guys pulak kena..
ppl like teng fatt, angel, su jean, karen, karen's fren, and others..
they're so innocent.. and yet still kena shooOOoot frm those AP gang..
im sooosooosooosooosoooo sorry.. T.T

if dat day, i had agreed n changed place wif them..
maybe we could be frens by now..
y am i so stupid? ?
am i the one who started all diz actually?

if yes.. i would like to say..... sorry.... my apologies..

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

im not being a coward..

i jz wan it to end peacefully..

can it be achieved?

end diz plzz..

the real story! !

im not really in da mood to write bout my bio practical anymore..
something jz caught my attention..
lemme tell u wat really happen dat day...

1st day...
memang we janka air putih will conquer all de..
we're minority thr, so, we jz buat donno...
mr chee came, and reaarrange us bek..
he put me n leong in frnt, making them separated frm each other..
"""itz jz in da kawad for goodness sake"""
den a "kind, pretty" gal named JOEY, asked me whether wanna change place anot..
be4 dat, mr.chee warned us not to change place anymore..
so i jz answered her.. "bu yao" DATZ ALL
den... everything started ady..
they start talking bad bout me n leong..
"whispering" konon..
they said.. "not only mengada, but damn mengada!" (in their language)
wtf... which part of me hurt them oo??
we jz buat bodo ny...
(n itz my 1st time im so patient wif a person who actually talk bad bout me!)

2nd day...
things getting better..
they didnt really talk bad bout us..
den dat girl say wanna faint wanna faint worr...
so ngam we got sweets, so we offered her some, in case she really wanna faint..
she look so sweet dat time..

actual day...
diz is da day when climax came!
they start acting like an uncivilised person..
snapping pic of us, editing it n sending it to everyone thr...
den i oso pura2 take their pic larr.. (actually my phone's cam rosak liao de)
they call BACK-UP pulak.. call the innocent-looking guy to help dem take our pic..
thr's once when i actually saw them trying to snap,
i was looking at their eyes!
and they dun even have guts to look at me bek..
wat a coward u are man~

they noe we're adults, and whr is da respect dat they shud show??
dunno hw to show respect, even to their own leader..
wat we did?
i dont really noe..

datz all...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

wat the hell i did to u gal??

tell me straight..

my bio practical...

datz wat we did..

to someone...

yerr the PEANUT to my BUTTER...

yerr the STAR to my BURST...

yerr the POP to my TART...

yerr the MILKY to my WAY...

yerr the FRUIT to my LOOP...

yerr the LUCKY to my CHARMS...

yerr the ICE to my CREAM...

I promise not to hurt you

I promise to never make you cry

I promise to always trust you

I promise not to lie

I promise you forever

I promise to do things right

I promise to always be there

I promise until the end

I promise this forever...

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

diz I promise u..

tired...

hiiii...
jz came bek frm school...
so damn tired...

da band members came n see us today.. (we made them come! ! !)
settle everything (i hope so)..
say wan choose a form 4 guy to replace him..
thank God everything is bek to normal..

we ponteng Rudy Tan's class today..
~~~thx to grace~~~
wan give out GN invitation cards to teacher worrr....
purposely choose her masa to distribute? ? = =
muahahahahahahaha...

tonite got irene tuition...
she didnt give any homeworks... ""sayang u teacher! ! muax! ! xoxo""
tonite maybe go yum cha...
diz time, either grace or gary belanja..! ! !
coz dat day i spent about RM 18 ++ jor..
POKKAI~
den now they have to belanja me..
ngek ngek ngek~~~~ XD

datz all luu...
wan go copy Grace's GO jor.. hehe ^^

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

wat to say?? relieved??

THEY SAY CAN LIAO! ! !

wat u wan me to say???

im so relieve arr??

give them za dou..

in one day can change their mind jor...

they almost gave me a heart attack! ! !

he say dun wanna kecewakan me...

and try find a way..

at last at 10pm..

he gave me a text..

"gd news, aququa is goin to perform!"

im like... "God!!!!"

they say they're gonna replace guitarist..

and their band manager becoming da substitute..

"""""one outsider worr... can meh? ?"""""""

haihz~

masalah solve liao..

ok ok larr

dun sad liao jolene~~ ^^

wanna slp luu...

nitez

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

100% frust, 100% depressed, 100% anger

bad news Grace! ! ! !

aququa band of our school has to be canceled..

will tell u details later..

>.<

i didnt know..

till he message me..

told me thr's bad news...

that they had to cancel the performance..

im like.."shyt!!"

have to jaga their relationship among band members he said..

wat to do now??

we planned everything~

instrument..

songs..

transport..

foods..

and see what they did? cancel??

wat the tooooooooooooooooooooooot~~

if u say u dun wan it earlier

things will not be diz complicated..

running out of time.........

answering tag..

tagged by : Skye

1. What is the relationship of you and her?
~ my RO buddy ~

2. Your 5 impressions towards her.
~ pretty ~
~ interesting ~
~kind ~
~ friendly ~
~ and kuat makan? XD ~

3. The most memorable things she had done for you.
~ she and Sou change their gal sinX to be exactly like mine ~ ^o^

4. The most memorable things she have said to you?
~ i miss you? =.= ~

5. If she become your lover, you will...
~ ermm.. itz so not gonna happen.. ~

6. If she become your enemy, you will...
~ lagilah wont.. no reason she's gonna become one.. ~

7. If she become your lover, she has to improve on...
~ no nid improve anything coz she's not gonna become one.. ~

8. If she become your enemy, the reason is...
~ i must have hurt her badly without even noticing it.. ~

9. The most desirable thing to do on her is?
~ erm, on her? i have no idea! =.= ~

10. The overall impression of her is...
~ a nice person! ~

11. How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
~ erm, who knows? ~

12. The character of you for yourself is?
~ talkative n friendly? XD ~

13. On contrary, the character you hate of yourself is?
~ lazy ~

14. The most ideal person that you wanna be is?
~ a forensic scientist, a good wife n mom? LOLx ~

15. For the people who care about and likes you, say something about them.
~ thanks for appearing in my life? ~

Ten people to tag :
1. ~ grace ~
2. ~ bi juan ~
3. ~ chyang ~
4. ~ chienz ~
5. ~ ng ~
6. ~ wendy ~
7. ~ kar yan ~
8. ~ nantini ~
9. ~ aimi ~
10. ~ hosni ~

Who is no. 2 having a relationship with?
~ a guy wif a surname "Ng" ? =.= ~

Is no. 3 a male or a female?
~ shemale! ! ! LOLx "Chyang mei" XD ~

If no. 7 and no. 10 were together, would it be a good thing
~ NO! ! itz not! she got my DAI GOR DAI ady! =p ~

How about no. 5 and 8?
~ ng and nantini? they're not les gua... ~

What is no. 1 studying about?
~ well, she wanted to study music, but end up studying form 6 at SMART.. XD ~

Is no. 4 single?
~ yah, bt lately di"gossip"kan wif uncle keong.. LOLx ~

Say something about no. 6
~ she's my RO buddy too! and a nice gal! ! ~

datz it...
sleep luu..

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

my dear "MSN" ! ! !

now im blogging..
all bcoz of my dear msn messenger..
till now still cant sign in!
can sign in geh... den reconnect bek...
(=.=)

watch liao 2 episodes of erementar gerard..
see see... still havent sign in! ! zzZZzzZZzzZZzzz
give it za dou..

ok lor..
since im here..
tell u guys wat i did lorr today..

diz morning, went makan at V Seng..
saw Grace's cousin aka Patrick..
den later go mom's shop do bio notes.. chapter 5 ny.. XD
and i told mom to buy me DVD-RW dat Chris needs..
she called IQ Quest.. and we got at a very low price per piece of DVD-RW..
they sell RM 10 per, but my mom can get only RM 5 per.. ngek ngek~
thx mom~~

den lunch..
went ECM and ate pizza..
den ar....
at home lorr...
onlined a while..
watch few episodes of devil may cry..
n chatted wif him! ! !
even saw him thru' web cam..
so happy.. ! ! ! (cant hide my feelings anymore) ^o^

den at nite, went Giant..
after dat.. my mom say the parti Roket will be having dinner at Lee Yuan restaurant..
sempena pesta Tang Lung..
went thr and 8 8 a while lorr..
saw da ketua of da party.. **wah~~~**
outside of da restaurant, MCA pulak got pesta tanglung thr..
(((both parties do da pesta thr, mei sei kor??)))

saw E Ning performing, playing chinese traditional instrument..
saw KA ppl thr, performing oso...
den... balik~~~ fuh~

and im bek here lorr...
writing diz blog..

and for ur information,
my MSN MESSENGER STILL HAVENT SIGNED IN! ! ! ! ! !
(=.=)

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

cikgu Mahadzir??

ahem ahem ahem~~
very suspicious de teacher..
he got read grace's blog? ?
if he read grace punya blog.. den...

mine..

Ng's..

Chien's..

Leong's..

Kar Yan's..

ma DIE????

he kept calling grace ""GRACY"" now...
so very de suspicious ler.... @@
den suddenly will talk bout blog de...
sei mou? ? ? ? ? ? ?

puasa... fasting...

hmm..
today go school like normal..
forgot da muslims got puasa..
datz y forget eat breakfast at home..

at school.. canteen didnt provide food pulak.. @@ zzZZzz
water oso dun have.. za dou.. sek mek yeh?? = =
den call my mom.. tell her to bring food for me..
she say she's not free pulak.. huhuzz~~
she promised me to take me go keling fan after school..
ngek ngek ngek~~! ! XD

come bek home
eat keling fan..
den go shop..
do bio..
nothing jor..

oh yah.. got go KA awhile..
got my entrance card ady.. ^o^
kinda cool nehx~~
den saw Miss Josie.. (MISS YOU! !) ^^
she said she bought me a key chain frm Turkey..
(i tot she was joking, mana tau really go buy for me jor.. @@)
datz all wat i did today..
want continue do bio liao..

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

u can tell me thr's nobody else

but i feel it..

now i knw

ur love is nothing but a lie..

independence day..

yesterday was 31st August 2008 aka Malaysia's birthday aka Chyang's birthday..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MALAYSIA! ! !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHYANG! ! !

ok.. on dat day.. went kawad, been practicing for 2 days ady.. (2 WORST DAY OF MY LIFE)

been "bullied" by immature-uncivilised-retarded-no manners-buffalo bunch of 14-year-old KIDS!

man, they are such a pain in d ass! ! !

dunno which part of us "tak zhui" jor dem~ (=.=)"

suan le ba, no use talking bout dem.. make ppl more angry ny.. **grrrRRrrr**

ok.. fine...

talk bout our kawad...

dunno y dat day, da sun suddenly so hot de.. make us wanna faint liao..

lucky kawad for only short distance..

if really kawad till padang kemunting..

i tink i'll be blogging at da hospital rite now.. @@

nvm~~ we got to eat KFC for free dat day.. yum yum~~~ ^o^

kawad till 12am like dat.. then blah jor luu...

mom promised my sis to go to malacca...

after i bath n kau tim everything.. we start our journey jor..

reach malacca around 5-6pm like dat..

i was sleeping like a pig in da car..

tired + leg cramped >.<

then we checked in at Tan Kim Hock hotel.. (everytime we go malacca, sure go diz hotel) = =

den.. we go kai kai luu..

ate at Newton's food court.. saw leng zai... hehezz~~ =p

den go jonker walk... bought lotsa food.. yum yum~~

walk here n thr...

n suddenly i got lost.. @@ so big gal ady, somemore can get lost... zzZZzz

wanna act cool, so dun wanna take my phone n call mom...

jz continue walking along the street wif sea of ppl.. @@

den, at last i stop at one spot, pretend to eat me moichi happily

padahal wanna cry ady.. huhuhuhu

den my mom came to rescue me.. heheheheeh~~

den go bek hotel...

~~~~~~~~~~~~sleep~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

next day..

which is today...

woke up early.. (CANT BELIEVE I STILL CAN WAKE UP)

go eat mam mam..

then go bek Jonker Walk... =.=

like malacca only got Jonker Walk diz place mehx??? @@

o.O

rupa rupanya..

my mom wan go Cheng Ho Museum..

which only opens during office hour.. wat the.... @@

den... go ZOO..

borink place ever...

hottest place ever...

tiring place ever...

retardous place ever...

anything for our baby sister... lil' Irene... @@

walk for about 3 hours ++ wa lao eh..

damn tiring..

den went makan..

it was 2pm ++ when we leave malacca..

i tot can skip miss irene's class..

mana tau my dad can make it pulak..

we reach home minutes before 7pm.. = =

so.. have to go tuition...

haihz~~

come bek jer..

got "kai si hor fun" for me...

wee~~~~~ ^o^

after eating..

watch erementar gerard for a while.. 3 episodes ny.. @@

and then.. im blogged.. till nw luu.. hehe..

wan oi oi luu.. tired jor..

homework not yet finish.. sei mou?? >.<

sayonara

""we have hopes coz we have love""

~(JoLeNe)~

somebody reminded me about Father today..

itz been a long time since i read His words..

now da songs n himes of His worship songs

are singing in my mind..