The joy of the Lord is my Strength.

God I pray for the strength to move away from what makes me unhappy and for the courage to walk into the unknown, just with You alone.

Now for some Me time.

Experienced the highs and lows of emotions in one straight swing last night.

So exciting.

Our Love Will Always Last

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lfBsPCVKrwQ

Can't seem to really operate the link function here. Or maybe I didn't use the correct formatting code. Nevermind. I'm lazy.

I like the song. And the main OST.

When I look in your eyes I can see that you
Want to be with me but you're so scared
And I don't know what to say or do
But the tears keep falling from your eyes
And I know that times won't change my love
And I can't do nothing to keep you

Oh, I'll give my love
Oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

As the hours pass away
You think that love ain't here to stay
Feel a beat from your chest
But you don't give doubt a moment's rest
You dream the future and all you see is dark
Listen to your heart, baby,
The truth will set sparks

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know, that I can't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Now I'll give my love oh when I hold you tight
Give my love through kisses oh so bright
And you know that time won't change my love
Take my love all through the night

Could I Have This Kiss Forever

Over and over I look in your eyes
you are all I desire
you have captured me
I want to hold you
I want to be close to you
I never want to let go
I wish that this night would never end
I need to know

Could I hold you for for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Over and over I've dreamed of this night
Now you're here by my side
You are next to me
I want to hold you and touch you taste you
And make you want no one but me
I wish that this kiss could never end
oh baby please

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

I don't want any night to go by
Without you by my side
I just want all my days
Spent being next to you
Lived for just loving you
And baby, oh by the way

Could I hold you for a lifetime
Could I look into your eyes
Could I have this night to share this night together
Could I hold you close beside me
Could I hold you for all time
Could I have this kiss forever
Could I could I have this kiss forever, forever

Yesterday and Today

It's one of those days when people like yours truly do not have some explicit thoughts to say about over here.

Of course, these thoughts might just be lying low at the moment, whilst rallying their seniors, peers, juniors, and simply any supporting comrades, so as to eventually form a lil family of thought in the near future.

But that's not the point.

Yesterday was a peaceful yet fulfilling day by its own.
Caveat: Nothing very exciting ahead to the 90% of you who might be reading this.

1. Ballet
2. Lunched with the girlies. Great company (:
3. Home
4. Still Home
5. Ran 5.1km
(omg I got bitten by a few mozzies AND NO IT WASN'T BECAUSE I RAN TOO SLOWLY)
6. Home
7. Dinnered
8. Brewerkz @ Clarke Quay
9. Suppered at Mac's
10. Home
11. Skyped
12. Slept

******

Today.

Had a clearer idea (or I would think it more as an interpretation) of what it meant by inspiration.

When someone sets an example demontrating that all people can also attain such achievement, it would mean that "one individual's victory or success can serve as a symbol of hope and inspiration for countless others."

People tend to get motivated and empowered not purely by looking at acts of greatness and success (which, to me, also is subjective), but through these feats, understanding that they, too, can also do the same.

Life as We might or not See it

This World

Is too filled with bad feelings
(By way of feeling too much for the wrong things)
Is too mindless
(Not so clever, and I see a lot of that around)
Is too bitter
(Due to being mindless)
Is too noisy
(By this I definitely mean bad noise, which most noise is)

Pain

Should not be shared
Cause more often than not
We are the ones
Who are responsible for ourselves

That's why
Many of us
Might feel that life gets a tad too

Tiring

And I suppose most of all the problems in life
Stem from us being the 'humans' we are
As much as we might think that
We are or can be in control of our own
Thoughts and
Emotions
Most of the time
We cannot surpass what is
Beyond our human brain

Humans.

I'm Not being Emo

Feeling a lil heavy now
Maybe not, more like very
I almost had the urge to go for a run now.

Life just reminded me that
It is not to be enjoyed.

Looking at the hospital beds
And the persons on each of them in the ward
It was totally not a good feeling at all.

Overall
The world is not meant for us to really have a blissful time in.
Yes definitely there are the ups and downs
You would say that everything's part and parcel of life
And that everything would ultimately be all right.

But yeah.

You're right - Life does suck.

I guess I'm just too strong and too weak for life.
I felt and feel like washing my hands off everything.