i'll grow old travelling...

i'm over at Yuen's house now.She's right here beside me together with Derrick,Nad and Sissy.Okay *hehehe*. I'm having a jolly good time here with the tea and the cookie that we baked and the stoopid gossip we always have and Yuen being nice to let me use her laptop and updating this thing . * ; P *
Oh yes.Sissy would be here a while before fly off back to Brisbane.Zura if you're reading this he'll be off by the time you read this.He's flight is tmr morning and where the hell are you?And where on this round earth have you been?

Ahhh!talking about flight.Studying abroad seems to be the hightlight now.I mean my elder cousin is in Uni abroad.So is my long lost Nesan, Mayuka. So is Dorathy and so is Sissy. Everyone is in Australia. Exception for Shahril who is in London now. Yuka is in East perth. My elder cousin is in Melbourne. Sissy is in Brisbane. And everyone seem to have good independent life there and i'm like stuck here.
I wanna go there!!Or maybe somewhere else but not here!!Somebody take me anywhere...

OKay.Back to Yuen's place.We're going for our early dinner somewhere nice. What shall we have for dinner today? Is is japanese at Yoshi or Sakae. Or is it Sakura? Or maybe Seoul Garden??.....hmmmmmmm....How about Pasta??
Sounds good...

Its all about having a great time today...

evening talks.

i didn't mention about my results because they suck.hah!i failed my math and then got back 3 marks which made me pass.Fuh!Great feeling there.hmmm...i suck at math alot and i need to work on that very VERY soon.
my brains are just lazy these days.It feels strange though.But!i'm cool, at least i pass for my first mock by 2 marks.(such a minimalist) ; P *hehehe*

Sigh!My tired brains and body is going to just crash anytime soon.Having sleepless nights is driving me wholly mad.And constant test and loads of homeworks are just making me more slothful.Which generally means i need some excitment in my life.

Talking about excitment..i just want to catch some good movies.Maybe constantine.I just like this Angel-Devil-Heaven-Hell-God-Supernatural-Horror movies.Like cool gituk.Or maybe Hitch starring Will Smith.This movie looks entertaining and uproaring.Mayb i might consider that.hehe!I wanted to watch Hide and Seek initially earlier this week.It starred Dakota Fanning! Which is mainly why I wanted so badly to watch it. I was additionally happy to find that it was supposedly a scary movie.But the feedbacks aren't so good.hmmm....maybe i shall watch all.*hehe*

I need heaps of fun to brighten my life.

so wrong

hmm...i would probably fail todays math mock test.Nicely done fie.Heck with it la.That's the cause of staying up late for the movie screening of 'black hawk down' yesterday night.But nvm.I couldn't care more.

Its just an illusion that i have in my heart.

Yes!i cannot like him anymore.I can't and I won't.And i would prolly succeed if only people around me believe that i can do it.If only they shut their gaps up and keep their bloody 'useful' comments to themself.Fuck u!!

Not a very good day today.Everything just feels wrong for me.

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update.

okay.yes!i've been bad for not updating and yarh! Life has been pretty wreck for me.so why bother to brag bout them right. And uh... its the same ol thing that i go thru everyday and its just driving me nuts. erk! i've simply absorbed myself in my routine. Its good that i've got plans today.Yes!I'm going to the Chingay parade today with my girlfriends later this evening hope it'll b a blast.BUT not before i get my school work done.Student being student need to manage time.blablabla.yadda yadda...

Okay.oKay.I have so much to write that I can`t put it all into words. I wish I could just upload my brain. * :P * That would be quite a useful sort of technology. Another human advancement that people can abuse and use for stupid things that should be outlawed. So I take the idea back.

Right.i better go.I'm late in meeting Nat for a coffee for breakfast.

killer.

fuck!BAD DAY TODAY!!!

1. momo died last night and i couldn't get to see him for the last time.
2. i lost my 40 bucks that i've been saving up for my edc orange shirt.
3. chinese new year family gathering will be a day of couples.

my emotion became flooded with anger and sadness.ergh!!i came hm late last night.I met up with mam yati.fathehah and shahidah.Fizah and shuk.We went to orange julius to talk and did some catching up pertaining to NCC stuffs.I went hm about close to 11 without knowing that momo is leaving us soon.Sharks!I realise momo's absence after the cage momo used to live in was rather empty and quite.Yes!momo has left us all.hmmmm...:(

Yes!i kept close to $50 for a lil shopping this weekend.But everything was ruined when i lost that cash.ArgGGhhhh!yes~...i couldnt help it but cry..i rarely and i've nvr kept or save up money ever..and when i'm starting to adopt such habits...my money is gone!!I'll curse that moron who took my money.I wanted to buy the esprite shirt!!!!and its all been ruin...!!

Gonna have a family gathering during chinese new year...my aunts just came back from my place to do some little discussions about the plan on both days of CNY.We are going on an overnight trip by the seaside but sadly erbody had a greenlight to bring their dates with the permission of all the parents.Oh!that's only for those in poly and above.Fuct that~...ohhh how unfair..i mean i'm not mad due to the fact i couldn't bring anyone special...i dont care.Because i dont have any.BUt its because erbody is gonna be busy with their dates and ouhh where should i fit in...erghhh~...

sickheads....

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Right.I hate the fact that i'm sick and i had to skip two bloody test for today. That means i have to get the test done some otha day.Which i predicted to be freaking busy. Yes! I had to skip POA and PHYSIC test.And i missed my chemisty lesson which make me feel worst.

This must be the aftermath of yesterday game.Yes we won our first match in the interclass captain's ball competition. We WON la dey!We played against 4E5 and yah we won with 11 points to 4.Great match as a whole.Erbody played bloody well.Credits to 5A2's captain's ball player.Hooyah!And good game to 4E5's player.

okay.okay.
Yes!Back to my sickness.I had thought of not coming to school the night before but was reluctant due to the test and lesson im gonna have the following day.So i slept(without studying for my test and completing my hwk) with the intention to go back to school but thru the night i was awaken by stoopid feelings. I vomited for almost 6 times and end up waking up with a bad migraine.Ewww!I totally hate the feeling!!Aaaahhhhh!

And here i am now.At home.Off from school.Completing my work before going back to school tomorrow....
Time to get back to work!!!!

outs~