- if you come softly

Sunday, February 27, 2005
2:07 pm


AAAAArgh I CAN"T TAKE IT ANYMORE!!! HOw come it seems like I JUST DON'T HAVE ANY FREE TIME ANYMORE??

Exams come back! Come back! Stupid portfolios. Stupid new curriculum. Stupid, stupid, STUPID!!

goodbye.

Saturday, February 26, 2005
12:29 am


so many things to do. so little time.

so I survived today. There wasn't auditions today!!! But anyways sooner or later will have again... ;'( . I love huahui. Today was all the voting etc. for committee, our t-shirt, and our logo. The t-shirt wasn't the one that I chose, but I guess it is ok... logo is nice. In between alot of talking and messing about, laugh like hell. Choo ting's speech (for the committee voting) is sooo funny haha.

after huahui walked down to 7-11 and bought (wad else?) choccies! i felt so hungry that time .. Bought 1 big bar and another smaller one.. next time shouldn't eat so much chocolate in one go, I didn't feel that great after. But who cares??

when I got home I eat a bit then fell asleep, until like 10 plus then I finally woke up. why do I always fall asleep these few days? if this carries on I should turn nocturnal and do my homework in the middle of the night.

one more thing.

my brother sucks lar!!!

byeeeeeeee.

Thursday, February 24, 2005
7:14 pm


Yeah, peeps. I live once again!!! Woooohooo... Ran 100m and THE SELECTION IS ALL OVER. Anyway I wasn't last, but close. Not my prob. Let me happily do the props ba!! But then, what's the use of living another 24 hours? I gonna *slit throat* kana die tomorrow already... Auditions yet again!! Ouch. I prefer acting with a big group of people I know, not solo in front of Charissa and Jovena etc. all staring at you. How will the auditions be like tomorrow arh?? *scratch head*

Be prepared.. this might be my last post. You better cherish it ok!!??

AAhhh have so many things to do zen me ban??? Die die die!!! Anyways, today run was like *--* . I ran with Rui Yi and she didn't just jog, she RAN the whole time. I was struggling to keep up. By the time I neared the track in front of the specs stand, she was like THIS---------------------------------------------far. Ahem.


PE was startling. Mr Ho. is damn scary when he is angry. We were doing the shot putt throws , half turn throw and then glide+throw, then one group forgot to check that no one was in the way and the ball was thrown and then hit someone. Luckily it hit the butt and not anything else or the consequences would be ----. Then when Mr. Ho saw, he yelled at them, like, WHAT DID I SAY? WHAT DID I SAY? Beware of those teachers who seem very nice and agreeable etc... when they get angry they EXPLODE. IT's those teachers who always nag nag nag that you don't need to be scraed of. But anyways he had reasons to be mad lar.. it was our fault..if anything happened ..

After that he sort of made this lecture about safety etc then he said, like he was really disappointed, "I have nothing more to say. Please leave."

I think we've given him a bad impression of us.



Anyways tomorrow I kana die.

What's the use of surviving today and then die tomorrow??

Adios yet again


Wednesday, February 23, 2005
7:30 pm


Just finished my stupid history reflection, typed out 896 words' worth of complete crap. Really, I didn't know what I was talking about. Today science was frustrating!!! Did the experiment over and over again but cannot get the nice blue copper (II) sulphate solution. And chinese was boring.. we did zuo wen lehx!! Zzz...remember to wake me up, ok?

Luckily today dun have maths..

For my cca ... cos' we're one 'society', we also have depertments inside the cca like drama, debate, chinese calligraphy, chess, and then creative writng. So, even though I'm already IN the cca, we all haven't been sorted into the different groups. So *clap hands and smile and cheer* we gonna have auditions on Friday!! Yay!! I'm sooo excited about it!! Yeah, right. WHo am I kidding. For the auditions to get in chinese society in JANUARY I was already so nervous lor. Hopefully it will be easy... drama is the only thing that i have interest in.. the rest are all so NOT me. My chinese calligraphy is like shit lor!!!

Yesterday I slept the whole day through. Believe it or not. i came hme afetr huahui and lazy piggie me came and had a "nap" that ended up in lots of little "naps" . By the time I woke up it was already 11pm and thus I went back to sleep. Luckily the only homework was maths that is only due tomorrow, or else *slit throat* I die.

Tomorrow got NOTHING to look forward to. Morning run -killer, Maths-killer bore...I'm already yawning. And still have boring History, I still have to do presentation for goodness' sake! Lucky is too our Hist. grps and not entire class.

HOWL'S MOVING CASTLE IS COMING SOON!!! IT'S A FILM BY MIYAZAKI, SAME PERSON WHO CREATED SPIRITED AWAY AND MY NEIGHBOUT TOTORO!! Oh God I can't wait to watch it!! wooohoooooo..

I simply LOVE miyazaki animation films.

Seeya.

Adios!!

Monday, February 21, 2005
7:46 pm


Aaaaargh. french is sooo hard to learn. I totally stink at it, especially since my french teacher has gone overseas for 2 weeks. We will only resume class next week. And I'm still confused over last week's work!!! Help..

I am so bad. Everyone sleep so early at like 9 or 10 but then I always sleep so dman late, at like 11 or 12.. sometimes even 1am. Believe it or not?

Ridiculous comment I heard: "Yuen Sin yue lai yue les liao". Translated, means that I am behaving more and more like a lesbian. EXCUSEZ MOI???!!! Oky say that last time I more quiet, now become very talkative already. Is that a CRIME??? Like that equals LES meh?? And then she say wadeva lar, I go n hold other people hand or wadeva. I just grab the wrist what, and that is only occassionally when I get super-excited. What do you expect, I stay like 20cm apart from my friends ah??You can't help having a little bodily contact now and then right??

After school.. At mac saw Lathiga!!! And Fiona and Liwen and Michal. Miss them soo much, esp. Lathiga. With the others I usually have less to talk about, but somehow with Lathiga I always have lots of things to chat about.

I shouldn't be blogging actually. I'm behind my supposed french schedule by more than 1 week.

Of to study french. Ciao! I mean, Au Revoir!!

Sunday, February 20, 2005
9:34 pm


Today I feel really unfocused. I keep thinking of things that I haven't done yet and that I should do; things that I should have done and have not done yet; and things that I should be doing right now. It feels really weird, being so unfocused like this. I'm used to having my world all clearly marked out wiht thick bold lines; today everything is a faint sketch to me.

Did almost nothing today-some stupid homework, sleep, eat, read and worry. Worry about what? All the things that I should start doing and haven't done yet. This has been a totally sucky weekend.

Tomorrow is chinese calligraphy for chinese lit again. IT IS SOOO BORING. I have absolutely no patience and hate having to sit the way I should when doin calligraphy. As expected, my work is atrocious. i forget everthing the teacher has said in a few seconds' time.

And tomorrow also have art. My cartoon is like, so pathetic. I am stuck. Stuck. STUCK!!!!

Good luck to me.

I am so bored....

Saturday, February 19, 2005
9:38 pm


How I wish I were four again. I never had to worry about all these stupid projects and
homework. Back then my greatest concern was whether or not the teacher at kindergarten would give us sweets or not. Though from it was never as fun as now, at least I'm always free from any tie-downs.

Today sepnt the whole day at Boennarti's house doing the science mini-task. At least we managed to finish it. How I hate the 5-day work week. mon-fri is packed fully with CCA or 3rd language, the only free day I have ia Thursday which is usually spent at home doing research and whatnot and Saturdays are reserved for meetings with members for group projects. And then Sundays are spent doing weekend homework.

The whole idea of the 5-day work week was to give families more time to be with each other, but somehow I find myself even busier than before and most of the time just catching a glimpse of my family once in a blue moon. Heeellooooo???

Lame lame lame lame concept. Andf now that we have finally finished our science mini-task, then we have a hmt assignment, history thinking question... etc, etc

Selection for blue house starts next week. eeeeeeek. Diu lian arhx.. diu lian arhx....

Friday, February 18, 2005
9:36 pm


Yeah , it's Friday. So??? Somehow the weekend seems too short though school is not scary, in fact it has been great, i have mini-task due and mon and I haven't finished it yet!!! At least on Saturdays I don't need to go to school so I can sleep in though usually I get home only in the evening because of 3rd lang/CCA. But my french teacher went to France to do her post-graduate degree exam for 2 weks, next week also dun ahve 3rd lang, yay!! But then all the notes that we were supposed to study and excercises we are supposed to do for this week.. I haven't even touched them yet though it's already nearing the end of this week. How am I going to survive aaaaah!!!

Tomorrow we're probably going to spend the whole day doing the stupid mini-task. Crappy crappy crap crap.

About today.. Friday is the most boring day. There are no fun lessons or slack lessons.. except for Eng and Science. Maths is soooo boring. And then panlaoshi is so naggy sometimes. She can go on and on and on. I don't really feel as if I've learned any chinese at all. Geography is sometimes ok and sometimes not. But then the fact that its Friday makes up for it all haha. And also because we have hauhui on Fri!!

Huahui is most of the time fun. Today was ok.. but my group the item for Friendship Day I don't feel that it's very good but whatever. And then we drew drew drew again ... the teachers are still not happy with the posters for friendship Day. But then, we'renot Art Club what.. and our materials are all so pathetic though they try their best to give us some variety of colours.

have to go for house practice (selection) on Thurs...God help me cos I suck at running. Aaaah...
anyway happy weekend.

Thursday, February 17, 2005
7:35 pm


Jac Jac's birthday today! Not the Jac from 6 Har and 1C..the Jac that sits next to me. What's the point of having names if so many people have the same name?? Luckily today was a really slack day , I LOVE THURSDAY!! Reson being it is both slack and it is lso my only free day. All my other days are taken up by CCA or 3rd lang.

School was fine today.. got back some tests and some work, at least the mark was quite acceptable. Except the run today was TORTURE. Today feel most tired.. and also have all these stitches , so ended up being much slower than usual. But then PE was quite fun lar. had great time gasping at how far oky threw the shot putt ball thingy. I did terribly ... as expected.

Yesterday had french petit test, it was not that bad though I was really damn nervous though. Even after the test my legs still feel like jelly.

Maybe I will be able to finish all my projects in advance. Maybe...

Tuesday, February 15, 2005
10:57 pm


Yesterday.. my first valentine's in St. nicks was , well, interesting. Last time in NVPS Valentine's Day was just another day.. we'll just bring it up a little bit and that's all cos' all of us felt that v-day is about boy-girl relationships and if we give someone something that means we love them or wahtever.. it seems kind of lame now .

In st. nicks the atmosphere on v-day was totally different from nvps! Everyone was all over the school, going to classrooms and giving their friends/seniors/juniors/counsellors etc. v-day gifts.. it feels really lively. At least the 1D counsellors still remember us..hehe.. choo ting sut yee and estee all come and give candy... it was nice of all of them.. especially choo ting.. considering how we bully her hahax...

Today school was just crap lar. Okay maybe I'm exxagerating. Well, it was not-so-great. Number one, I forgot to bring my Chinese Cinderella book when Mrs. C needed it. (I am so unlucky lor. When I bring she doesn't need it, when I forgot to bring she need it.) Dunno what she want as compensation...she'll want us to do something she said.. aargh. Humans aren't perfect right.. Then D & T we did isometric drawings, I was damn crap at it. I feel rotten, especially when the person sitting next to me is a D & T expert. AArgh chengfen!! And I did like shit on the D & T tesst some weeks ago.. crap crap crap GO N DIE D & T!!

And chinese we had to do this worksheet.. it's like so hard to do even though there are only a few questions. I prefer the old format-memorise and spill out info. Finished. I ahve a feeling I'm going to stink at chinese to.

And then Maths was so boooring I almost fell asleep. Revise this, revise that, go through this, go through that. Common test was maths test.. not that hard quite okay..

After school.. Blue house meeting! It still feels weird though, suddenly switched from green to blue. Must need some time to get used to the fact that I'm in blue house...Then have all the voting for committee.. jiayi is assnt props manager yay!! And then captain is (who else?) shu wei. Ya lar, all the sporty sporty type all go.. It's really entertaining watching debbie.. her expressions are all so.. comical.

And we still have to choose at least 2 sports events besides props.. I think I'll jus choose running larx. Though my speed is like shit, but , whatever. At least I will be there to provide a source of entertainment to the selection people. If you see this really slow person lagging behind all the other people during blue house practice or whatever.. certianly it's me...

CCA today was the most boring session I had.. to tell he truht. Draw, present, draw, present. I don't feel there was enough time everyone just anyhow draw to finish in the given time..

Tomorrow have french test help meeeeeeeeee....

Sunday, February 13, 2005
10:45 pm


changed my template. finally. i was getting real sick and tired of the old one. suddenly i've seemed to get annoyed by yanzi's yujian. sorry all yujian lovers. i've heard the constant beeping of the stupid MIDI version that i'm almost bonkers.

what's been up lately? nothing much, except that i've got a whole chunk of work piled up on top of me again just when i start thinking that maybe i might be able to clear all the work that i had. talk about crap.

chinese new year passed by with barely a whisper. i didn't feel very excited about this year's cny. god knows why. a few more people i know got new blogs. funny, they chose the same kind of template. ganesh and lathiga. ooo/..

last mon went back to nvps. saw lathiga, brenda and fiona. missed all of them so much. it was the first time i actually hugged them. tuesday got even more people, but the feeling was different. guess everyone was like , your school sucks, my school rocks, and your cca sucks, my cca rocks. well , all the boys anyway. and some of my friends were not there though majority were there...

next week.. more school, and tomorrow is v-day. dun really have much to celebrate about since i am not romantically involved despite what people say. and have maths test. boring maths.

the only thing to look forward to is the weekend. omg.

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