if saying sorry is just to ease your guilt, then don't say it! If it doesn't show the real remorse, it doesn't serve any purpose.
don't do it if you knew that would cause grief to others. Saying sorry is useless if the scars have been carved.
Friday, December 23, 2011
Wednesday, December 14, 2011
why are you still punishing yourself after the incident?
If you feel sad, that shows the act of you yourself is punishing yourself for someone else's fault. This is very unhealthy kind of feeling. Don't rush to forgiveness. In this incident, it also shows that who are your friends and who are not. If you are so clear they ain't your friends anymore, what are you bothering then?
Please be more organised, you already screw up the interview just now because you bothered too much on what to do and what not to. They don't even care, they don't even think of it. Just distance yourself and be careful next time.
To be able to stand up in an interview, you have to read more!! And talk about something you are passionate on. Read newspaper everyday and of course take care of your thesis too!Thesis and General Knowledge!! Others are just sidelines.
Always remember how disappointed your supervisor looked like when you are so lack of your general knowledge. I think I just shamed my supervisor in front of other lecturers Oh mann! Because they're bias towards engineering students, and asked me to give my professional advices! How would I know because I'm not really passionate on it LOL Talking on something u're passionate on is a plus point! like flute! :D
If you feel sad, that shows the act of you yourself is punishing yourself for someone else's fault. This is very unhealthy kind of feeling. Don't rush to forgiveness. In this incident, it also shows that who are your friends and who are not. If you are so clear they ain't your friends anymore, what are you bothering then?
Please be more organised, you already screw up the interview just now because you bothered too much on what to do and what not to. They don't even care, they don't even think of it. Just distance yourself and be careful next time.
To be able to stand up in an interview, you have to read more!! And talk about something you are passionate on. Read newspaper everyday and of course take care of your thesis too!Thesis and General Knowledge!! Others are just sidelines.
Always remember how disappointed your supervisor looked like when you are so lack of your general knowledge. I think I just shamed my supervisor in front of other lecturers Oh mann! Because they're bias towards engineering students, and asked me to give my professional advices! How would I know because I'm not really passionate on it LOL Talking on something u're passionate on is a plus point! like flute! :D
Sunday, December 11, 2011
nice article
When things go wrong and you feel that no one understands, remember this: those who love you do, and care too.
YOU don’t know me, but I know you. You’re the quiet person who sits at the back of the room. Or maybe you’re the one by the window, the one with a frown on your face. You’ve been in deep thought lately, and it’s plain to see you’re not happy.
Maybe it’s something to do with school, with your examinations. You don’t think you’ve done well enough. You think you’ve been a disappointment to your teachers and parents.
And, of course, you think it’s your fault. You’re to blame. Worst of all, you can’t talk to anyone about it. Nobody would understand because it’s your problem and yours alone.
That’s what you’re thinking, but you’re wrong. Believe me, there are a lot of people who would understand because many of us have been there. I’d understand, for I was there myself once upon a time. And also, I had a brother who was much like you.
I’m guessing, but I think Jimmy was just about your age. And like you, he set out with big and wonderful plans in his mind. He was going to study hard, get good grades and learn everything he could while he had the opportunity. He was alert and happy. A new road stretched out before him, and then – we don’t know why – something happened.
Something seemed to go wrong, and I noticed that his ambition was slowly fading away. He began going around with a worried look on his face. In fact, he had the same look that I see on your face today.
I didn’t see Jimmy for several weeks because I was busy with my work, but later I read some of the notes he kept in a ledger in his room. Like others before him, he imagined that his problems were unique, that no one had ever felt the way he did. Nor did they have the same worries.
Worse, he began living in silence, not willing to talk to anyone. Who would understand? Who could help? Nothing anyone said or did was going to change matters.
Those were his thoughts, but he was wrong. But by then something fearful had taken over and he was so absorbed in himself that nothing in life seemed to matter.
Gone were his dreams, and even those around him – those who would always love him no matter what – seemed to have lost their importance to him. And in the end, he gave in to those dark thoughts within his head and took his life.
That was a long time ago, but even with the passage of time it’s not easy talking about this. But talk I must, because I want you to understand that none of us is ever alone, and when someone does something like that, when someone destroys himself or herself, there are consequences beyond measure.
When the police called to tell me what Jimmy had done to himself, I couldn’t believe it. He was my dear young brother, a boy I had always been close to. We played together, laughed together, studied together, ate our meals together, went swimming in the pool by day, and lay on the grass in the park watching the stars at night. He was as alive and well as you or I. And then ...
He was no longer there, and I cried as I had never cried before. The minutes passed, then a half-hour, then an hour, and finally I had to wash away my tears and go tell our parents.
My father had heard from the police that something had happened to Jimmy, but he didn’t know what. My parents were standing before the house waiting when I arrived home, their faces grey as chalk, drained of all signs of emotion except fear. Thinking the worst, they wanted me to smile and tell them that Jimmy was all right. Instead, I shook my head and told them he was dead.
My mother fell to the ground and rolled into a ball. She let out a long, deep cry, the sound of which was like nothing I had ever heard.
My father’s face changed. He took on the look of someone many years older, and for several moments he stood frozen, almost as though paralysed. And then, above my mother’s deep moaning, he opened his mouth and cried in sounds and words that I couldn’t understand.
A thin man with glasses, he ran into the house screaming, shouting, crying, pleading, begging, and as he did, he ran full speed into one of the walls. Turning, he ran as hard as he could and smashed into the opposite wall. Back and forth, back and forth he ran, hitting the walls, his glasses broken, blood coursing down his face ... until I took hold of him and held him tightly in my arms. He suddenly became limp. I put him in a chair and fetched my mother from the lawn, and there we sat, each of us weeping.
Years have passed. My parents still look at Jimmy’s photo and cry. My mother still talks of him as though he only recently left the room. My father has become a very quiet man. I don’t often see him smiling any more.
And I? You’ve heard the expression, “to bottle things up inside”? All my thoughts and feelings are there, bottled up, and that’s my message to you: you are important, you are unique, you are the very life and breath of the people around you.
Think of it: if one of them were to suddenly disappear, how would you feel? A brother, sister, mother, father ... what would your thoughts be if one of them vanished from your life? If one of them did what Jimmy did?
Think about that. And remember: there is no problem that cannot be solved. And most of all, remember that those who have nourished you, encouraged you, worried about you ... they love you. Those who are left behind, they never stop crying
YOU don’t know me, but I know you. You’re the quiet person who sits at the back of the room. Or maybe you’re the one by the window, the one with a frown on your face. You’ve been in deep thought lately, and it’s plain to see you’re not happy.
Maybe it’s something to do with school, with your examinations. You don’t think you’ve done well enough. You think you’ve been a disappointment to your teachers and parents.
And, of course, you think it’s your fault. You’re to blame. Worst of all, you can’t talk to anyone about it. Nobody would understand because it’s your problem and yours alone.
That’s what you’re thinking, but you’re wrong. Believe me, there are a lot of people who would understand because many of us have been there. I’d understand, for I was there myself once upon a time. And also, I had a brother who was much like you.
I’m guessing, but I think Jimmy was just about your age. And like you, he set out with big and wonderful plans in his mind. He was going to study hard, get good grades and learn everything he could while he had the opportunity. He was alert and happy. A new road stretched out before him, and then – we don’t know why – something happened.
Something seemed to go wrong, and I noticed that his ambition was slowly fading away. He began going around with a worried look on his face. In fact, he had the same look that I see on your face today.
I didn’t see Jimmy for several weeks because I was busy with my work, but later I read some of the notes he kept in a ledger in his room. Like others before him, he imagined that his problems were unique, that no one had ever felt the way he did. Nor did they have the same worries.
Worse, he began living in silence, not willing to talk to anyone. Who would understand? Who could help? Nothing anyone said or did was going to change matters.
Those were his thoughts, but he was wrong. But by then something fearful had taken over and he was so absorbed in himself that nothing in life seemed to matter.
Gone were his dreams, and even those around him – those who would always love him no matter what – seemed to have lost their importance to him. And in the end, he gave in to those dark thoughts within his head and took his life.
That was a long time ago, but even with the passage of time it’s not easy talking about this. But talk I must, because I want you to understand that none of us is ever alone, and when someone does something like that, when someone destroys himself or herself, there are consequences beyond measure.
When the police called to tell me what Jimmy had done to himself, I couldn’t believe it. He was my dear young brother, a boy I had always been close to. We played together, laughed together, studied together, ate our meals together, went swimming in the pool by day, and lay on the grass in the park watching the stars at night. He was as alive and well as you or I. And then ...
He was no longer there, and I cried as I had never cried before. The minutes passed, then a half-hour, then an hour, and finally I had to wash away my tears and go tell our parents.
My father had heard from the police that something had happened to Jimmy, but he didn’t know what. My parents were standing before the house waiting when I arrived home, their faces grey as chalk, drained of all signs of emotion except fear. Thinking the worst, they wanted me to smile and tell them that Jimmy was all right. Instead, I shook my head and told them he was dead.
My mother fell to the ground and rolled into a ball. She let out a long, deep cry, the sound of which was like nothing I had ever heard.
My father’s face changed. He took on the look of someone many years older, and for several moments he stood frozen, almost as though paralysed. And then, above my mother’s deep moaning, he opened his mouth and cried in sounds and words that I couldn’t understand.
A thin man with glasses, he ran into the house screaming, shouting, crying, pleading, begging, and as he did, he ran full speed into one of the walls. Turning, he ran as hard as he could and smashed into the opposite wall. Back and forth, back and forth he ran, hitting the walls, his glasses broken, blood coursing down his face ... until I took hold of him and held him tightly in my arms. He suddenly became limp. I put him in a chair and fetched my mother from the lawn, and there we sat, each of us weeping.
Years have passed. My parents still look at Jimmy’s photo and cry. My mother still talks of him as though he only recently left the room. My father has become a very quiet man. I don’t often see him smiling any more.
And I? You’ve heard the expression, “to bottle things up inside”? All my thoughts and feelings are there, bottled up, and that’s my message to you: you are important, you are unique, you are the very life and breath of the people around you.
Think of it: if one of them were to suddenly disappear, how would you feel? A brother, sister, mother, father ... what would your thoughts be if one of them vanished from your life? If one of them did what Jimmy did?
Think about that. And remember: there is no problem that cannot be solved. And most of all, remember that those who have nourished you, encouraged you, worried about you ... they love you. Those who are left behind, they never stop crying
Saturday, December 10, 2011
She just channeled a positive stream of energy into me, mingle with the right people is the right thing to do in life. She made me feel so positive and hopeful of my future - my interviewer from Shell.
You know, there is constantly people who try to pull you down when you proposed your plan, they will say, it's very rare, there's only one in a million. Even though there is a million, still, there is someone who managed to make it right?! Being confined here for four years will not change my perception anyhow. After this, I will be mingling with people who are positive. Of course, my uni is a very good place to boast my confidence without feeling inferior.I always voice out whenever I feel to. I love to do the talkings haha
There're thousand and one boxes in this world, the world is always full of explorations. Don't stay in the same box forever, trying to solve problems that are already complicated by itself. Be it happy moment or sad moments, those are just memento. Just like winning or losing a game, the fame won't stay forever. You need to constantly improve yourself and develop your maturity level.
People who are positive illuminate happiness and positive energy whenever they go, they do not bogged down by the negative energy; giving a smirk is the best reaction they can do to ignore.They can always liven up the situation by cracking jokes, even being put into a circle of dull people. They are the angels sent by God to make the world a lively place. They don't bother about the unnecessary and non-nonsensical criticism because their inner confidence are so strong that they feel proud of themselves.After all, we should all proud of who we are right?!
Oh ya! I learnt that last minute work is rubbish too! Don't repeat it again because by hook or crook you have to do the work; why don't do it earlier and the quality will be higher. Doing last minute work will increase your stress level by 100 times! The urgency in a very very limited time. I handed in my thesis @ 4.45pm yesterday LOL
You know, there is constantly people who try to pull you down when you proposed your plan, they will say, it's very rare, there's only one in a million. Even though there is a million, still, there is someone who managed to make it right?! Being confined here for four years will not change my perception anyhow. After this, I will be mingling with people who are positive. Of course, my uni is a very good place to boast my confidence without feeling inferior.I always voice out whenever I feel to. I love to do the talkings haha
There're thousand and one boxes in this world, the world is always full of explorations. Don't stay in the same box forever, trying to solve problems that are already complicated by itself. Be it happy moment or sad moments, those are just memento. Just like winning or losing a game, the fame won't stay forever. You need to constantly improve yourself and develop your maturity level.
People who are positive illuminate happiness and positive energy whenever they go, they do not bogged down by the negative energy; giving a smirk is the best reaction they can do to ignore.They can always liven up the situation by cracking jokes, even being put into a circle of dull people. They are the angels sent by God to make the world a lively place. They don't bother about the unnecessary and non-nonsensical criticism because their inner confidence are so strong that they feel proud of themselves.After all, we should all proud of who we are right?!
Oh ya! I learnt that last minute work is rubbish too! Don't repeat it again because by hook or crook you have to do the work; why don't do it earlier and the quality will be higher. Doing last minute work will increase your stress level by 100 times! The urgency in a very very limited time. I handed in my thesis @ 4.45pm yesterday LOL
Sunday, December 4, 2011
Friday, December 2, 2011
Tuesday, November 29, 2011
When there is no water
KKM is in plight, water crisis.
When there is no water, you tend to treasure it till the max.
When things come in small packages, it will become even more sacred.
One cant imagine when u opened your eyes, there is no water for you to brush your teeh. When you need to poop, you need to collect water from the rain.
Hence, things are better when they are in small packages. The worst thing in this world is one doesnt know how to appreciate and treasure the slightest detail in life. You don't feel happy if you take everything for granted and not as blessings.
Thus, live everyday as if it's your last day.
When there is no water, you tend to treasure it till the max.
When things come in small packages, it will become even more sacred.
One cant imagine when u opened your eyes, there is no water for you to brush your teeh. When you need to poop, you need to collect water from the rain.
Hence, things are better when they are in small packages. The worst thing in this world is one doesnt know how to appreciate and treasure the slightest detail in life. You don't feel happy if you take everything for granted and not as blessings.
Thus, live everyday as if it's your last day.
Friday, November 25, 2011
There are two types of people in this world.
One who compels and uses force to force you into doing things you don't like to do, either projects or any other stuffs. You will do it involuntarily.
Another type whom you can feel his sacrifice for the team, and you feel like contributing to the team. You feel like giving your very best shot because you feel guilty. These are the most genuine feeling that comes out from your deep heart, they are sincere hence you will do your part voluntarily and happily.
There's always difference between forces and be assertive but remains polite.
One who compels and uses force to force you into doing things you don't like to do, either projects or any other stuffs. You will do it involuntarily.
Another type whom you can feel his sacrifice for the team, and you feel like contributing to the team. You feel like giving your very best shot because you feel guilty. These are the most genuine feeling that comes out from your deep heart, they are sincere hence you will do your part voluntarily and happily.
There's always difference between forces and be assertive but remains polite.
Wednesday, November 23, 2011
I am being negative today.
Say OHM...
and FOCUS on your work.
Bad things will go away.
U're not going to be trapped in this situation for long.
I miss Hydrogen Conference.
I miss everyone I just met.
I felt sorry for being trapped here. Oh No!
I'll find a way out.
POSITIVE POSITIVE FOCUS! so that you can play next week.
Say OHM...
and FOCUS on your work.
Bad things will go away.
U're not going to be trapped in this situation for long.
I miss Hydrogen Conference.
I miss everyone I just met.
I felt sorry for being trapped here. Oh No!
I'll find a way out.
POSITIVE POSITIVE FOCUS! so that you can play next week.
Friday, November 18, 2011
I don't have any time to complaint anymore
I have a conference to attend next week,a Japanese Test, I must at least play a session of badminton, I wanna go to the debate training, I must start modelling my Baffled Column using Workbench and yea! I've a dinner session with my SCBG's members!
hence,
I must finish my literature review by today!
MUST!
Just start writing.! Never start never end!!
I have a conference to attend next week,a Japanese Test, I must at least play a session of badminton, I wanna go to the debate training, I must start modelling my Baffled Column using Workbench and yea! I've a dinner session with my SCBG's members!
hence,
I must finish my literature review by today!
MUST!
Just start writing.! Never start never end!!
Wednesday, November 16, 2011
I am so sick.
I got cold because of the cold weather. I coughed and sneezed non-stop.
Despite all these, I can't even rest.
All hails to my procrastination nature.
Not even a MC could help me now, because by hook or crook, the work gotta be ready tomorrow. A MC can only excused you from going to classes.
Gathering all my strength to inch to the lappie now.
I still need to go back to Subang later and come back again. I still need to meet my supervisor tomorrow presenting my progress of work. I still need to make it to the Japanese exam. I still need to attend a birthday party. I still needa write a personal statement for a summer programme. But I wanna play badminton.
Well, of all these, which shall I skip?
I got cold because of the cold weather. I coughed and sneezed non-stop.
Despite all these, I can't even rest.
All hails to my procrastination nature.
Not even a MC could help me now, because by hook or crook, the work gotta be ready tomorrow. A MC can only excused you from going to classes.
Gathering all my strength to inch to the lappie now.
I still need to go back to Subang later and come back again. I still need to meet my supervisor tomorrow presenting my progress of work. I still need to make it to the Japanese exam. I still need to attend a birthday party. I still needa write a personal statement for a summer programme. But I wanna play badminton.
Well, of all these, which shall I skip?
Sunday, November 13, 2011
ENNEAGRAM :)
yay yay!
I found something interesting about ENNEAGRAM :). Can't even pull my eyes out from the article.
Will read more when I've done my work hehe
I found something interesting about ENNEAGRAM :). Can't even pull my eyes out from the article.
Will read more when I've done my work hehe
Saturday, November 12, 2011
For the first time ever, I felt like under house-arrest.
For the first time in 4 years, I am sitting down here for more than 48 hours to do my assignments. My previous assignments are calculations-based, copy , refer and paste will do. Everybody will get the same answer anyhow.
I felt like I am in form 6 now, open my eyes-study-eat-continue to study-eat-study-sleep. So dead!
I think I have wasted much time complaining , day-dreaming,facebook-ing, chatting, thinking about the past, regretting, planning the future, etc. I think if much effort and concentration would have been placed into the process, the work can be finished earlier. Then I can go out! OMG POOR PLANNING OF TIME!
Well, I think I've grew stronger after a series of heartache too. I actually learnt to draw the line last time but fell back into it again without me knowing it. Those happy moments are actually intoxicating moment; memento happiness in exchange for eternal scars. Now that it is clear and obvious, I should know where the boundaries are. Well, I can always do the same thing with you but deep in my heart, I know what am I doing, that is more than enough to survive.
It is always never too late to reconstruct and rebuild the wall, encapsulate your heart with a protection shield. Treat people the way they treated you, fair and square. Don't be stupid to tolerate and accommodate.MY PRIORITIES TRIUMPHS ALL.
Also, you don't need to explain to the world, the one whom trust you will do, those who doesn't will never do. why bother? It's their mentality, not mine. Most importantly, you ; yourself must be clear and don't be lost again!! God bless me! :)
For the first time in 4 years, I am sitting down here for more than 48 hours to do my assignments. My previous assignments are calculations-based, copy , refer and paste will do. Everybody will get the same answer anyhow.
I felt like I am in form 6 now, open my eyes-study-eat-continue to study-eat-study-sleep. So dead!
I think I have wasted much time complaining , day-dreaming,facebook-ing, chatting, thinking about the past, regretting, planning the future, etc. I think if much effort and concentration would have been placed into the process, the work can be finished earlier. Then I can go out! OMG POOR PLANNING OF TIME!
Well, I think I've grew stronger after a series of heartache too. I actually learnt to draw the line last time but fell back into it again without me knowing it. Those happy moments are actually intoxicating moment; memento happiness in exchange for eternal scars. Now that it is clear and obvious, I should know where the boundaries are. Well, I can always do the same thing with you but deep in my heart, I know what am I doing, that is more than enough to survive.
It is always never too late to reconstruct and rebuild the wall, encapsulate your heart with a protection shield. Treat people the way they treated you, fair and square. Don't be stupid to tolerate and accommodate.MY PRIORITIES TRIUMPHS ALL.
Also, you don't need to explain to the world, the one whom trust you will do, those who doesn't will never do. why bother? It's their mentality, not mine. Most importantly, you ; yourself must be clear and don't be lost again!! God bless me! :)
Thursday, September 29, 2011
I am swallowing the fact that due to my careless, I lost my purse again! lol calling for SCBG memebrs!! lol
I am okay with it, just that I felt guilty for losing money that has just been given by my dad before I came back to uni.
He asked me to spend it wisely, buy good food, dont get starved; dont spend lavishly on unnecessary stuffs. I nodded. and yea, in not more than 24 hours, I lost it just like that!! haihhh
I dont mind if it's my money, I dont care. I should pay for my own careless deed. I can always work part time again. but it is my dad's hard-earned money, under the sun, with lotsa sweat, hard work and stress...
I promised this is the last time! like really! I dont have anything to lose again, I need to grow smarter but not repeating the same blur stupid mistake!
I am okay with it, just that I felt guilty for losing money that has just been given by my dad before I came back to uni.
He asked me to spend it wisely, buy good food, dont get starved; dont spend lavishly on unnecessary stuffs. I nodded. and yea, in not more than 24 hours, I lost it just like that!! haihhh
I dont mind if it's my money, I dont care. I should pay for my own careless deed. I can always work part time again. but it is my dad's hard-earned money, under the sun, with lotsa sweat, hard work and stress...
I promised this is the last time! like really! I dont have anything to lose again, I need to grow smarter but not repeating the same blur stupid mistake!
Tuesday, September 27, 2011
I have convocation withdrawal symptoms.
1) I miss the free flow of food and drinks and fruits.
2) I miss the love I got from my teachers ; no matter how late are u in dectar, the first question : sudah makan?
3) I miss blowing my flute despite beside faliq.
4) I miss the aura in the convocation hall.
5) I miss sharing the joy of my friends' graduation.
6) I miss seeing the faces of excitement.
7) I miss feeling proud of my friends who have graduated.
8) I miss passing through the security with the "pancaragam" pass
9) I miss witnessing the whole ceremony when the chancellor walked in, from the royal family.
10) I miss admiring the musicians who can communicate with their instruments, no matter how far they are, they can always communicate throught he melodies an notes.
I MISS THEM ALL!
1) I miss the free flow of food and drinks and fruits.
2) I miss the love I got from my teachers ; no matter how late are u in dectar, the first question : sudah makan?
3) I miss blowing my flute despite beside faliq.
4) I miss the aura in the convocation hall.
5) I miss sharing the joy of my friends' graduation.
6) I miss seeing the faces of excitement.
7) I miss feeling proud of my friends who have graduated.
8) I miss passing through the security with the "pancaragam" pass
9) I miss witnessing the whole ceremony when the chancellor walked in, from the royal family.
10) I miss admiring the musicians who can communicate with their instruments, no matter how far they are, they can always communicate throught he melodies an notes.
I MISS THEM ALL!
Friday, September 2, 2011
sampling promoter
I work as a part time promoter in Carrefour Subang Jaya, it is so different from Mydin USJ.
1. different place different people different environment, makes learning a great opportunity. Liberation of the positive energy and lively environment.
2. I enjoyed giving out free samples of chocolates without hitting any sales target, the smile of contentment is priceless. The children can even remember you.How a simple gift can makes up the day of the others.Maybe I will become a philanthropist one day haha
3. A mother's love is the most noble love. When I was giving out chocolates, the mothers will always give to their children, neglecting own needs, regardless of how old the mother is, ranging from young mothers to old mothers. Even though their children is not with them, they will ask for more samples for their children. To ask for more, you need guts. Parental love no doubt is the most selfless love. Always accompany them when you're free, spend some time to listen to their stories.
4. I had food samples exchange with other promoters today. Had so many mooncakesss.
:))
5. An old man reached to his pocket before deciding buying the chocolates; counting the very few pieces of 50 bucks. only 2 pieces. He reminds me of being a smart consumer, dont spend like nobody's business.Spend wisely and invest so your later life will be more luxury. earn when you are young. The market and HR manager will not want to hire people above 40 years old. Make sure you achieve things by the age of 40 years old.
1. different place different people different environment, makes learning a great opportunity. Liberation of the positive energy and lively environment.
2. I enjoyed giving out free samples of chocolates without hitting any sales target, the smile of contentment is priceless. The children can even remember you.How a simple gift can makes up the day of the others.Maybe I will become a philanthropist one day haha
3. A mother's love is the most noble love. When I was giving out chocolates, the mothers will always give to their children, neglecting own needs, regardless of how old the mother is, ranging from young mothers to old mothers. Even though their children is not with them, they will ask for more samples for their children. To ask for more, you need guts. Parental love no doubt is the most selfless love. Always accompany them when you're free, spend some time to listen to their stories.
4. I had food samples exchange with other promoters today. Had so many mooncakesss.
:))
5. An old man reached to his pocket before deciding buying the chocolates; counting the very few pieces of 50 bucks. only 2 pieces. He reminds me of being a smart consumer, dont spend like nobody's business.Spend wisely and invest so your later life will be more luxury. earn when you are young. The market and HR manager will not want to hire people above 40 years old. Make sure you achieve things by the age of 40 years old.
Monday, August 29, 2011
Thursday, August 18, 2011
Sunday, August 14, 2011
Thursday, August 11, 2011
Everything happens for a reason, should have stop pondering why am I in this class rather than the other class.
Well, student exchange depends mostly on luck. Who on earth says that student exchange in Europe must be fun without any problems? Stereotypes. well, there are things that I like and dislike in the programme.Yet again, I couldnt change my course because that would definitely render me from claiming the flight expenses from UKM. The women and leadership programme at least stands a win-win situation.
It doesn't matter which blood are you; it all binds down to the family upbringing. The Europeans in Social Entrepreneurship are so friendly whereas those in my class ewww...never even bothered to mention. Mexicans are really LOL
In this programme, I learnt how to be :
1) assertive : and I still need to work on it. As long as you keep holding on to your point with necessary reasons, there'll be no fear. Do it with the stares. We all start up on an equal platform, No one is right or wrong, just that how much we convince each other. I've seen followers in the programme, they are lame. When her gang leader clarify or argued on something, she is just like adding an icing to a cake, contributes not much to the conversation. Hence, her votes are useless.
2) independent : to navigate myself in the city. super fun kind of achievement hehe Never afraid to be alone as long as you know where your directions is. On my first few days, I follow blindly wherever people go, but towards the end of the programme, I knew much of the city Thank God I met a friend here, Christina hehe and so we did shopping, sightseeing, camwhoring together lol I was never afraid to be alone if the gang doesn't fit me or whatsoever in UKM, so nothing couldn't change me here as well.
3) work efficiently. www.prezie.com etc
4) mingle with the right people. I'm gonna go out with them this saturday night again, hopefully after exam! and not the women lol :)We partied till 5am and watch the sunrise at Charles Bridge last week. so fun!
5) make the best out of the worst.
6) no one can make you feel inferior without your consent. If you feel inferior, you actually start up at a negative point. No one can judge you except you, yourself.
7) Choose the right programme, by not only solely focus on place. Prague has definitely charm me till the maximum extent till I chose a wrong programme.lol Nonetheless, I'm gonna graduate in a few days time with many essays and presentations.
I'm actually glad that I'm in the situation so I can actually grow more in my life. Of course, I could have change course and mingle happily with the social entrepreneurship peeps but that will cost me around 7k which I think it's not worth it.
3 more days in Prague :(( and yet I have so much things that havent do. Have only been to the Charles Bridge, Castle, Bone Church. Going to Cesky Kono this sun! urm, but with the women programme peeps. but who cares, as long as the place is captivating!
Well, student exchange depends mostly on luck. Who on earth says that student exchange in Europe must be fun without any problems? Stereotypes. well, there are things that I like and dislike in the programme.Yet again, I couldnt change my course because that would definitely render me from claiming the flight expenses from UKM. The women and leadership programme at least stands a win-win situation.
It doesn't matter which blood are you; it all binds down to the family upbringing. The Europeans in Social Entrepreneurship are so friendly whereas those in my class ewww...never even bothered to mention. Mexicans are really LOL
In this programme, I learnt how to be :
1) assertive : and I still need to work on it. As long as you keep holding on to your point with necessary reasons, there'll be no fear. Do it with the stares. We all start up on an equal platform, No one is right or wrong, just that how much we convince each other. I've seen followers in the programme, they are lame. When her gang leader clarify or argued on something, she is just like adding an icing to a cake, contributes not much to the conversation. Hence, her votes are useless.
2) independent : to navigate myself in the city. super fun kind of achievement hehe Never afraid to be alone as long as you know where your directions is. On my first few days, I follow blindly wherever people go, but towards the end of the programme, I knew much of the city Thank God I met a friend here, Christina hehe and so we did shopping, sightseeing, camwhoring together lol I was never afraid to be alone if the gang doesn't fit me or whatsoever in UKM, so nothing couldn't change me here as well.
3) work efficiently. www.prezie.com etc
4) mingle with the right people. I'm gonna go out with them this saturday night again, hopefully after exam! and not the women lol :)We partied till 5am and watch the sunrise at Charles Bridge last week. so fun!
5) make the best out of the worst.
6) no one can make you feel inferior without your consent. If you feel inferior, you actually start up at a negative point. No one can judge you except you, yourself.
7) Choose the right programme, by not only solely focus on place. Prague has definitely charm me till the maximum extent till I chose a wrong programme.lol Nonetheless, I'm gonna graduate in a few days time with many essays and presentations.
I'm actually glad that I'm in the situation so I can actually grow more in my life. Of course, I could have change course and mingle happily with the social entrepreneurship peeps but that will cost me around 7k which I think it's not worth it.
3 more days in Prague :(( and yet I have so much things that havent do. Have only been to the Charles Bridge, Castle, Bone Church. Going to Cesky Kono this sun! urm, but with the women programme peeps. but who cares, as long as the place is captivating!
Wednesday, August 10, 2011
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
I have phobia to girls talk. Girls talk is all about gossiping, grumbling and show off. Except those that I have with Beatrice and Isabel. That's all. Those are full of funny sessions , laughter and dreams! Besides that I don't recall any interesting girls talk session. why is people so free that they can gossip about people whole day long, they could have play sports, thinking ahead of the ideas etc.
Not that I discriminate my own gender. but when there is only all girls usually there will be very chaotic trust me lol
Not that I discriminate my own gender. but when there is only all girls usually there will be very chaotic trust me lol
Sunday, August 7, 2011
1. Only when u have no voice, u'll understand how the mute feels. never make fun of people who has funny voices. I did that once in my Kesihatan class.
2. Only when u're away from home and sick, u'll miss home and family so so much, especially when the chinese songs are playing in the air in europe.
Nonetheless, I dont care, I feel good, I'm gonna go everywhere despite the sick. Praying hard that my voice will be back asap ! :(
2. Only when u're away from home and sick, u'll miss home and family so so much, especially when the chinese songs are playing in the air in europe.
Nonetheless, I dont care, I feel good, I'm gonna go everywhere despite the sick. Praying hard that my voice will be back asap ! :(
Sunday, July 31, 2011
Transit - Germany to Prague
In a few hours time, I will be reaching Prague to join the Women and Leadership Programme by GLP-UKM. Frankly, I felt a bit nervous about the programme because it's a all ladies' programme and most of them are from EU countries and the States, I felt a bit intimidated.
There are only 3 Asians and still, they study and live in the States. But well, what are things that I will lose? I have nothing to lose but everything to gain! I will treat them as my UKM Kachiang friends and the CANON friends, adapting to every topics that they discuss on. Yes, I'm a person of high adaptability! Just smile and be friendly, as told by my seniors in CANON. Just as I stepped onto Europe, I felt everything is so sophisticated and is so conscious about my every action, afraid that I will embarrass myself,so unnatural.but hey, who cares?!
Abide all these, I still cant wait to visit Prague, the most beautiful city of Europe, Old town Castles, Charles Bridge etc!
Europe is very beautiful and and oh yea, they are all driving big cars and their breakfast is just so healthy with multi-grains and delicious salmon and ham. What have we got in Malaysia is only 10 percent. Perhaps I will try to prepare the same breakfast when I got back.
Eat Well, Dress Well, Be positive, Live life with charisma and poise.
There is a mother who is busied babysitting her child in the 12 hours flight, lullabies, feeding him milk, pacifies him whenever he cries for no reason..awww..the sacrifice of a mother.
Also, there aint many people who do social networking here, at least not as much as the Malaysians. I am the only one who online for such a long time ever since I stepped into this restraunt. Dont visit social netowrking sites too much or else u'll lose sights of the precious things in life.They usually read a book or the Zeitung. I'm gonna limit my online time when I got back.
I love Lufthansa :)
I love walking alone at times so that u'll have the peace of enjoying every sights , doing everything that u wish to without pleasing anyone.Of course, I do miss my family and friends too. I wish they are here to wait for my arrival, laughing and joke with me ! :)
There are only 3 Asians and still, they study and live in the States. But well, what are things that I will lose? I have nothing to lose but everything to gain! I will treat them as my UKM Kachiang friends and the CANON friends, adapting to every topics that they discuss on. Yes, I'm a person of high adaptability! Just smile and be friendly, as told by my seniors in CANON. Just as I stepped onto Europe, I felt everything is so sophisticated and is so conscious about my every action, afraid that I will embarrass myself,so unnatural.but hey, who cares?!
Abide all these, I still cant wait to visit Prague, the most beautiful city of Europe, Old town Castles, Charles Bridge etc!
Europe is very beautiful and and oh yea, they are all driving big cars and their breakfast is just so healthy with multi-grains and delicious salmon and ham. What have we got in Malaysia is only 10 percent. Perhaps I will try to prepare the same breakfast when I got back.
Eat Well, Dress Well, Be positive, Live life with charisma and poise.
There is a mother who is busied babysitting her child in the 12 hours flight, lullabies, feeding him milk, pacifies him whenever he cries for no reason..awww..the sacrifice of a mother.
Also, there aint many people who do social networking here, at least not as much as the Malaysians. I am the only one who online for such a long time ever since I stepped into this restraunt. Dont visit social netowrking sites too much or else u'll lose sights of the precious things in life.They usually read a book or the Zeitung. I'm gonna limit my online time when I got back.
I love Lufthansa :)
I love walking alone at times so that u'll have the peace of enjoying every sights , doing everything that u wish to without pleasing anyone.Of course, I do miss my family and friends too. I wish they are here to wait for my arrival, laughing and joke with me ! :)
Wednesday, July 27, 2011
Thursday, July 21, 2011
the farewell
so fast it has been three months in Canon, there're mixed feelings.
farewell, it's just another part of life. so much so I hate doing that, I have to do it.
the feeling will be just a while , for new peeps will be coming in to the life. people always come and go, except for the special ones.
it doesn't matter when you're going to leave them, sooner or earlier, the most important thing is you leave them with good impression. It's how you treat them. Thank God I mingle around.
I will really miss pne2, for I had fun for the whole day, laugh from morning till the eveing :)
farewell, it's just another part of life. so much so I hate doing that, I have to do it.
the feeling will be just a while , for new peeps will be coming in to the life. people always come and go, except for the special ones.
it doesn't matter when you're going to leave them, sooner or earlier, the most important thing is you leave them with good impression. It's how you treat them. Thank God I mingle around.
I will really miss pne2, for I had fun for the whole day, laugh from morning till the eveing :)
Wednesday, July 20, 2011
the presentations
If someone said that u're not good, it might be his own personal opinion, seek more advice. Same, if someone said that u're good, don't flatter, there is always people who dosn't think so.Always seek for ways to improve yourself but not letting the discouraging comments to demotivate you.
Never make a decision in front of so many managers. If they insisted on the question, tell them after the presentation.
All in all, there are different feedback to my presentation. and I really miss them, I wanna stay there , in the camera site! :)
Never make a decision in front of so many managers. If they insisted on the question, tell them after the presentation.
All in all, there are different feedback to my presentation. and I really miss them, I wanna stay there , in the camera site! :)
Thursday, July 14, 2011
You can't control the wind but you can control the sails.
awww by the way, the feeling of farewell is sucking me up. I just hate to say goodbye. But if there's no goodbye, there's no new hellos. It doesn't matter whether I'm extending my internship or not, because no matter how, I still have to bid them farewell. Might as well finish it one week earlier to make better preparations to Prague. I really hope that I will be stationed at pne 2 upon graduation. The people are just so nice and friendly.
Praying hard that my presentation to the bosses will be a smooth and impressive one. Even the GM is attending, I'm gonna speak a little bit of Japanese then.
awww by the way, the feeling of farewell is sucking me up. I just hate to say goodbye. But if there's no goodbye, there's no new hellos. It doesn't matter whether I'm extending my internship or not, because no matter how, I still have to bid them farewell. Might as well finish it one week earlier to make better preparations to Prague. I really hope that I will be stationed at pne 2 upon graduation. The people are just so nice and friendly.
Praying hard that my presentation to the bosses will be a smooth and impressive one. Even the GM is attending, I'm gonna speak a little bit of Japanese then.
Sunday, July 3, 2011
I think the best way to communicate with my dad is to IGNORE every words he said.He offered no constructive ideas nor encouragements but the negativism. He can gets angry with you don't even know why, where the whole car knows he is at fault, but he will just go on his way. Everyone will just mumble behind.
If you really take his words seriously, and relate what he said to the incident ,and from there think further and deeper , you'll get insane.
It's always better to get the support from mum, siblings and friends. They will rationalize everything and let you to decide what is wrong or correct.
Oh well, perhaps the only good thing is to train my EQ higher. What you listened from him, is to throw out immediately !! straight away!!!
Just that I am trying to adapt and gets positive , he intervened! Just that I'm looking forward to work and internship everyday, he came out with things that brought me down! OH WELL, I WILL NOT THINK TOO MUCH FROM WHAT HE SAID, and GO ON WITH WHAT I THINK! I BELIEVE MY POSITIVE ENERGY IN MY MENTALITY IS GREATER THAN HIS!!! :) I will just forgive him for saying his offensive words!
If you really take his words seriously, and relate what he said to the incident ,and from there think further and deeper , you'll get insane.
It's always better to get the support from mum, siblings and friends. They will rationalize everything and let you to decide what is wrong or correct.
Oh well, perhaps the only good thing is to train my EQ higher. What you listened from him, is to throw out immediately !! straight away!!!
Just that I am trying to adapt and gets positive , he intervened! Just that I'm looking forward to work and internship everyday, he came out with things that brought me down! OH WELL, I WILL NOT THINK TOO MUCH FROM WHAT HE SAID, and GO ON WITH WHAT I THINK! I BELIEVE MY POSITIVE ENERGY IN MY MENTALITY IS GREATER THAN HIS!!! :) I will just forgive him for saying his offensive words!
Friday, July 1, 2011
Robot Musashi
I am really enjoying internship now as I get to learn new things everyday. People are nice where they are eager to teach when I ask. Never shy to throw questions cause you will never know how much can you gain at the end of the day.
I always laugh in my office nowadays, people are funny and friendly where we laughed from morning till evening. Thank God Sumi San さん who is smart and helpful introduced me to his friends of the same department, and they taught me about Robot Musashi today. He is one of the smart guys who did tools designing for the company, from a simple graphic line to the difficult tools and gigs.He asked me to draw some of the parts on my first day despite knowing much that I couldn't contribute much to the drawings. I thank him for giving me the opportunities to learn.
I felt blessed and glad that Abang Sharul taught me with patience today, from the designing and programming to the robotics part. I owed him a big one, like seriously. He even disassemble the screws just to teach me on the programming part. He wanted me to reset the programs and control the robot, and it was super super interesting!
Yes, if there's a trainee who asked for my assistance in the future, I will definitely teach them with patience. People will remember you for how you make them feel. People can easily sense whether you are teaching patience or being forced to teach.I do appreciate some of the seniors who don't know much but still tried very hard to explain and pass down their knowledge. I admire them a lot.May their life be happy and wonderful everyday! :)
I am learning some Japanese too, some adjective, but mostly are bad ones LOL They only taught me on how to insult people but didn't teach me on the prasings.! I am asking them to create a Japanese name for me hehe
I wanna enter Production Engineering Two upon graduation!! I will try my every effort to enter the camera building instead of the lens one,though Production Engineering 2 only employ mechanical, electrical and optical engineers. Maybe take up the optical course or optimisation? Maybe I tell them I will be the chemical engineer since they don't have one in the line? and I am willing to learn something out of my field at the same time taking care of the chemicals? These are only my plans, will only be back a year later. Pleaseeee I wanna go there :):) I wanna play with the robotics and circuit instead of the chemicals! lol
Of course,there's also people who is selfish and jeolous too. I always distance myself from them. They could just shoo you away and teach you something half-pass-six.
I always laugh in my office nowadays, people are funny and friendly where we laughed from morning till evening. Thank God Sumi San さん who is smart and helpful introduced me to his friends of the same department, and they taught me about Robot Musashi today. He is one of the smart guys who did tools designing for the company, from a simple graphic line to the difficult tools and gigs.He asked me to draw some of the parts on my first day despite knowing much that I couldn't contribute much to the drawings. I thank him for giving me the opportunities to learn.
I felt blessed and glad that Abang Sharul taught me with patience today, from the designing and programming to the robotics part. I owed him a big one, like seriously. He even disassemble the screws just to teach me on the programming part. He wanted me to reset the programs and control the robot, and it was super super interesting!
Yes, if there's a trainee who asked for my assistance in the future, I will definitely teach them with patience. People will remember you for how you make them feel. People can easily sense whether you are teaching patience or being forced to teach.I do appreciate some of the seniors who don't know much but still tried very hard to explain and pass down their knowledge. I admire them a lot.May their life be happy and wonderful everyday! :)
I am learning some Japanese too, some adjective, but mostly are bad ones LOL They only taught me on how to insult people but didn't teach me on the prasings.! I am asking them to create a Japanese name for me hehe
I wanna enter Production Engineering Two upon graduation!! I will try my every effort to enter the camera building instead of the lens one,though Production Engineering 2 only employ mechanical, electrical and optical engineers. Maybe take up the optical course or optimisation? Maybe I tell them I will be the chemical engineer since they don't have one in the line? and I am willing to learn something out of my field at the same time taking care of the chemicals? These are only my plans, will only be back a year later. Pleaseeee I wanna go there :):) I wanna play with the robotics and circuit instead of the chemicals! lol
Of course,there's also people who is selfish and jeolous too. I always distance myself from them. They could just shoo you away and teach you something half-pass-six.
Wednesday, June 29, 2011
I went to the park for a walk.
I overheard the conversation between an old man and a woman, in their 70s.They are complaining about their family children chores etc.
I believed there're always people who complain, regardless of what stages of life are you in. Some peeps came over and complained to me, not knowing that they are actually blessed with love and happiness; at a better position and situation than many others.
After 2 months of internship, I am starting to love my life hehe. I have just switched to the new department and I really love the environment. There are smart people around, coming out with sarcastic jokes etc. There, I could just freely walked to the production line when I am free, or disassemble the rejected DSLR, follow seniors who are on projects. I love the freedom.
I love the attention where they are eager to teach haha. Compared to the lens building, camera building is seriously a good place; with sophisticated drawings etc . I hoped I can enter the camera department upon graduation. The most important thing is, there isn't any pungent smell in the building. haha
LA VIVA CAMERA DEPT! :D
I overheard the conversation between an old man and a woman, in their 70s.They are complaining about their family children chores etc.
I believed there're always people who complain, regardless of what stages of life are you in. Some peeps came over and complained to me, not knowing that they are actually blessed with love and happiness; at a better position and situation than many others.
After 2 months of internship, I am starting to love my life hehe. I have just switched to the new department and I really love the environment. There are smart people around, coming out with sarcastic jokes etc. There, I could just freely walked to the production line when I am free, or disassemble the rejected DSLR, follow seniors who are on projects. I love the freedom.
I love the attention where they are eager to teach haha. Compared to the lens building, camera building is seriously a good place; with sophisticated drawings etc . I hoped I can enter the camera department upon graduation. The most important thing is, there isn't any pungent smell in the building. haha
LA VIVA CAMERA DEPT! :D
Saturday, June 18, 2011
sick
sick.
shall we acknowledge the presence of it or ignore it?
in fact, I felt much better without taking the medicines. The medicines just irritate me, making me feeling dizzy than ever. Everything looks tipsy to me. My head is heavy, couldn't even pay much attention to the conversations. sighhh I slept from morning till now!
on the other hand, I was actually sick two days ago. I just ignored it and played badminton as usual. I felt better, albeit some coughs in the midnight. !
Moral of the story : Dont take medicines unless it's really serious, rest more and drink more water. That would be enough!
shall we acknowledge the presence of it or ignore it?
in fact, I felt much better without taking the medicines. The medicines just irritate me, making me feeling dizzy than ever. Everything looks tipsy to me. My head is heavy, couldn't even pay much attention to the conversations. sighhh I slept from morning till now!
on the other hand, I was actually sick two days ago. I just ignored it and played badminton as usual. I felt better, albeit some coughs in the midnight. !
Moral of the story : Dont take medicines unless it's really serious, rest more and drink more water. That would be enough!
Saturday, June 11, 2011
Sunday Morning
Apparently, I got so excited on Sunday morning.
It has become exceptionally sacred ever since I work haha
Though I slept very late last night, but still, I managed to got up at 8am and don't feel like catching up with nap again.
There're so many activities playing in my mind the moment I opened my mind.
How about a hearty breakfast on Sunday Morning? hahaha
It has become exceptionally sacred ever since I work haha
Though I slept very late last night, but still, I managed to got up at 8am and don't feel like catching up with nap again.
There're so many activities playing in my mind the moment I opened my mind.
How about a hearty breakfast on Sunday Morning? hahaha
Thursday, June 9, 2011
Home
I am loving home.
I live at home where food and joy and laughter are always around cause I have my stupid and idiotic brothers and sister here. Their jokes are forever new and funny and we could understand each other so much cause we have been living together ever since we were born.
Sometimes, dad who faced job stress will frown at a side, pity him; where we continued to laugh at our special jokes; doesn't seemed to be affected at all. LOL We are bad. but we couldn't help much. We really thank our parents for providing us the home and food, though it's not a luxury life; sometimes we have to divide some delicious food to 4 portion, and quarreled when things ain't enough, like the usage of computer , the TV-channels etc etc
But still, we had fun in sharing and arguing for food haha. It is proven when mum buy 4 portion of the same food, the food will be left there till the next morning, everyone is sick of eating it. On the contrary, when she bought not-so-enough food, we will find it exceptionally delicious; the taste will be lingering in the mind.
I love home. Free laundry for there's a washing machine haha, transport, warm water shower, constant supply of food and drinks, stress-reliever, genuine love, companion etc etc haha
And oh yea, someone taught me with patience today and I really appreciated it. It's not what they have done for you but it's how they make you feel. The feeling. One day if there's an industrial trainee under me, I will treat them the same too! :D
Forget those who are always green with envy with their forever gossips. It's no point to appease them. Wonder why on earth does this species of people exist.
I live at home where food and joy and laughter are always around cause I have my stupid and idiotic brothers and sister here. Their jokes are forever new and funny and we could understand each other so much cause we have been living together ever since we were born.
Sometimes, dad who faced job stress will frown at a side, pity him; where we continued to laugh at our special jokes; doesn't seemed to be affected at all. LOL We are bad. but we couldn't help much. We really thank our parents for providing us the home and food, though it's not a luxury life; sometimes we have to divide some delicious food to 4 portion, and quarreled when things ain't enough, like the usage of computer , the TV-channels etc etc
But still, we had fun in sharing and arguing for food haha. It is proven when mum buy 4 portion of the same food, the food will be left there till the next morning, everyone is sick of eating it. On the contrary, when she bought not-so-enough food, we will find it exceptionally delicious; the taste will be lingering in the mind.
I love home. Free laundry for there's a washing machine haha, transport, warm water shower, constant supply of food and drinks, stress-reliever, genuine love, companion etc etc haha
And oh yea, someone taught me with patience today and I really appreciated it. It's not what they have done for you but it's how they make you feel. The feeling. One day if there's an industrial trainee under me, I will treat them the same too! :D
Forget those who are always green with envy with their forever gossips. It's no point to appease them. Wonder why on earth does this species of people exist.
Wednesday, June 8, 2011
hahahaha
I am delirious with joy.
Like really, I got so shocked when I checked my results. Well I know it's not a big deal to those high-scorer but I improved from my last semester! hahaha I felt like giving a big hug to all my coursemates who have taught me with patience, especially may yee! Not forgetting those who gave me mental support and encouragement. Oh yea! my roomie too! She practically listened to all my grumbles and motivates me everyday! :)
It takes me a moment to calm down before I share the joy with my friends and family. My highest score in all the semesters! Yeaps! I always know that we should keep going keep trying, and perseverance is the key!
Never being bogged down by unnecessary stuffs is also another key I guess! This semester I didn't study with the people I used to study with, I guess this contributes a lot too.Previously, I have this friend who constantly put me down. Thank God I left! haha Instead, I played a lot of badminton and flute. I even played when exams are going on. Indulging in hobbies u're passionate with is also another thing which motivates us. At least it balanced up the stress! haha
Ok all in all, I am sooo happy now. and I will keep going and keep working for the next semester! I want this excitement to happen again! :D
Like really, I got so shocked when I checked my results. Well I know it's not a big deal to those high-scorer but I improved from my last semester! hahaha I felt like giving a big hug to all my coursemates who have taught me with patience, especially may yee! Not forgetting those who gave me mental support and encouragement. Oh yea! my roomie too! She practically listened to all my grumbles and motivates me everyday! :)
It takes me a moment to calm down before I share the joy with my friends and family. My highest score in all the semesters! Yeaps! I always know that we should keep going keep trying, and perseverance is the key!
Never being bogged down by unnecessary stuffs is also another key I guess! This semester I didn't study with the people I used to study with, I guess this contributes a lot too.Previously, I have this friend who constantly put me down. Thank God I left! haha Instead, I played a lot of badminton and flute. I even played when exams are going on. Indulging in hobbies u're passionate with is also another thing which motivates us. At least it balanced up the stress! haha
Ok all in all, I am sooo happy now. and I will keep going and keep working for the next semester! I want this excitement to happen again! :D
Saturday, June 4, 2011
life
I've been mingling with people 5 or 6 years elder than me and it was fun to have a talk with them. It makes think maturely, no longer childish. It makes grow faster.
Some of them wasn't so sure about their directions, though they are already in their quarter life. They seemed to try everything in life, but they never found one. An epic fail. Because of their inability of making up your mind fast. Hence, make a decision and stick hard to it, Never find thousand and one excuses to convince yourself that you made a wrong one, instead, go all out for your decisions.
Aman is a friend who has left the country for 7 years. He went to NUS for studies and from there, he found his directions. He worked as a civil engineer and continued with Masters in Engineering after that. He is planning to do MBA soon. Well, if you're working and have to study at the same time, it is undoubtedly,tired! Imagine work from 8am to 5pm everyday and night class till 10pm and gotta get your ass to work 8pm on the next day. Assignments and thesis!!You need motivations and determination to do so! He has plans to move further to Aussie perhaps in 3 years down the road. Everything has fallen in place according to his plans. At least he has a concrete plans.
Joann is my uni mate who has very strong stance too. She is good in studies but she opted for International Relationships, she could have study Medicine etc those which are considered first class in the society, but she just chose to fulfill her passion. She just got a full scholarships to study Masters in Law, 3 years to study in a Korean University, I am so proud of her!:) She has set her mind to do this since first year.
Well, they are also people who loves nomad lifestyle. They earned enough and they traveled around the world. They don't need to build a career because they just need a little bit to survive. To build a career, you need commitments and to forego lotsa stuffs. They are still doing fine, happily leaving footprints around the world.
It all depends on what you want in life.
My bonding years in CANON will be good for me to figure out what I really want, and most of them in the working world thought it would be a good platform to start off with. It is not any Tom, Dick or Harry company after all.
The next time when I meet a working adult, I wont complaint to them how bad it is but instead telling them how proud am I to be one of the scholars.This is because every time I threw this question to the adults, they will tell me , " you are still young la, 2 years is nothing, you need a good platform and reputation to start your career etc" I don't want to feel intimidated or give them the chance to roll their eyes at me again. Like practically every adult said the same thing to me! Only those who are young and same batch thinks like me LOL :) A career and a job is different, a career is things you work passionately in,with directions while a job, you have to do it for survival.
I have to behave like an adult! :D Whom do you mingle with, shapes you :)
Some of them wasn't so sure about their directions, though they are already in their quarter life. They seemed to try everything in life, but they never found one. An epic fail. Because of their inability of making up your mind fast. Hence, make a decision and stick hard to it, Never find thousand and one excuses to convince yourself that you made a wrong one, instead, go all out for your decisions.
Aman is a friend who has left the country for 7 years. He went to NUS for studies and from there, he found his directions. He worked as a civil engineer and continued with Masters in Engineering after that. He is planning to do MBA soon. Well, if you're working and have to study at the same time, it is undoubtedly,tired! Imagine work from 8am to 5pm everyday and night class till 10pm and gotta get your ass to work 8pm on the next day. Assignments and thesis!!You need motivations and determination to do so! He has plans to move further to Aussie perhaps in 3 years down the road. Everything has fallen in place according to his plans. At least he has a concrete plans.
Joann is my uni mate who has very strong stance too. She is good in studies but she opted for International Relationships, she could have study Medicine etc those which are considered first class in the society, but she just chose to fulfill her passion. She just got a full scholarships to study Masters in Law, 3 years to study in a Korean University, I am so proud of her!:) She has set her mind to do this since first year.
Well, they are also people who loves nomad lifestyle. They earned enough and they traveled around the world. They don't need to build a career because they just need a little bit to survive. To build a career, you need commitments and to forego lotsa stuffs. They are still doing fine, happily leaving footprints around the world.
It all depends on what you want in life.
My bonding years in CANON will be good for me to figure out what I really want, and most of them in the working world thought it would be a good platform to start off with. It is not any Tom, Dick or Harry company after all.
The next time when I meet a working adult, I wont complaint to them how bad it is but instead telling them how proud am I to be one of the scholars.This is because every time I threw this question to the adults, they will tell me , " you are still young la, 2 years is nothing, you need a good platform and reputation to start your career etc" I don't want to feel intimidated or give them the chance to roll their eyes at me again. Like practically every adult said the same thing to me! Only those who are young and same batch thinks like me LOL :) A career and a job is different, a career is things you work passionately in,with directions while a job, you have to do it for survival.
I have to behave like an adult! :D Whom do you mingle with, shapes you :)
Sunday, May 29, 2011
warm.
I will never forget how the AYFF people make me felt, regardless of where am I.
They are sincere bunch of friends who makes me feel like home, feel appreciated and treasured.
Their hospitality when I am in Jakarta and now that they are in Malaysia, I thought I could host them but LOL they belanja me instead. They are 20 of them altogether this time.
They brought me pressies from Jakarta and ya they walked me to where my parents place for safety reasons in Bukit Bintang.
Awww I hoped they could stay longer here in Malaysia so I could be their tour guide and bring them around but they are going back for work and classes tmr.Time is just so short! gahhh!
It's not the value of the things they gave me, it's their simple gestures and sincerity that touches my heart. Those kind and selfless acts that comes naturally without disguise. I wanna do the same to other people too. I wanna make them feel how I feel now. I wanna spread the love! :)
They are sincere bunch of friends who makes me feel like home, feel appreciated and treasured.
Their hospitality when I am in Jakarta and now that they are in Malaysia, I thought I could host them but LOL they belanja me instead. They are 20 of them altogether this time.
They brought me pressies from Jakarta and ya they walked me to where my parents place for safety reasons in Bukit Bintang.
Awww I hoped they could stay longer here in Malaysia so I could be their tour guide and bring them around but they are going back for work and classes tmr.Time is just so short! gahhh!
It's not the value of the things they gave me, it's their simple gestures and sincerity that touches my heart. Those kind and selfless acts that comes naturally without disguise. I wanna do the same to other people too. I wanna make them feel how I feel now. I wanna spread the love! :)
Thursday, May 26, 2011
I miss the UKM badminton session. I was supposed to play with the MASUM team everyday but due to internship, I couldn't attend. Thank God I joined them for the past semester, though I can't join the competition now ; and I enjoyed every single moment with them. The friendly match, the laughter, the intelligence , strategies, responsive ways etc Not forgetting the smart games with the UKM debaters.
Treasure every moment now, for it's not going to repeat again. Be it good or bad ones. take the bad experience as lessons and the wonderful times as blessings. At some point of your life, you're going to miss things that you had today, but there's no way to travel into the past.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY!
I'm starting to love yam ice-cream and oh yea, and starting to feel lucky that I've a good and understanding boss that incessantly seek opportunities for me to present in the company. As the pioneer batch who knows what is good and what is bad in the company, he prevents me from venturing into a unpromising path. Hence, I shouldn't disappoint him!
Treasure every moment now, for it's not going to repeat again. Be it good or bad ones. take the bad experience as lessons and the wonderful times as blessings. At some point of your life, you're going to miss things that you had today, but there's no way to travel into the past.
LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST EVERYDAY!
I'm starting to love yam ice-cream and oh yea, and starting to feel lucky that I've a good and understanding boss that incessantly seek opportunities for me to present in the company. As the pioneer batch who knows what is good and what is bad in the company, he prevents me from venturing into a unpromising path. Hence, I shouldn't disappoint him!
Monday, May 16, 2011
**LIFE IS FULL WITH HOPES. NEVER GIVE UP!!**
My dad asked me how's internship.
All my negative emotions oozed out uncontrollably, on the verge of shedding tears. My primary thought is on how to break the bond now, by paying back their scholarship etc. Deep in my heart, I even blamed my parents for not giving me good advices or the most I hope is, they would be able to pay back the scholarships so that I can break the bond. But no point doing so and as much as I hope, I don't wanna burden them.
Yet again, I am an adult now, I should be able to bear the responsibilities of choosing my own path, which determines my future . An adult should understand whatever decision he/she makes now will determine her future life.
A year ago, I chose to sign contract with CANON Malaysia , by accepting their RM 9000 scholarships per annum and bond to their company for two years. In total, I will be getting RM 18 k and work for the company for two years upon graduation. Majority of my friends and family gave positive feedbacks about it, only a few warned me about the shortcomings of the CSR program , but I never bothered.
My logic is simple. Securing a job in this competitive society is hard, what's more with my merely surviving CGPA and not-so-prestigious university, How could I be as competent as the overseas graduates? Call me lack of confidence or perhaps I am finding a safety net or perhaps at the same time I deprived myself of better opportunities like the oil and gas companies.Things can turn out two ways, at both extremes.
I didn't think much and go on with the agreement, happily spending and saving the RM 9k . I lived like a king once where I spent lavishly without even looking at the price tag. Even if I do so, I would convince myself to buy things that I want, cause I always think money are meant to be spent.
Ta da! HERE COMES MY MOST HARD-EARNED RM 500! Internship allowance!!
I walked to the company with pride and dreams on my first day, but not later than a few hours, I knew I have gone to a wrong place, my hope shattered.I knew those things that I want in life , I dreamt in life could never be achieved by earning a humble salary every month.
I worked from 8am to 5.30pm everyday, without even a minute access to the internet, to the newspaper during office hour. There's no wifi or LAN at all! I have 3 breaks per day, 10 mins for morning break, 40 mins for lunch, and 10 mins for tea, not exceeding an hour for all the breaks. In a very strict and discipline company, 8am means 8am , not even a slight delay, we have to be there 10 mins earlier for every occasion! I always think, without access to the cyber world, opportunities to learn and to get up-to-date information are halted. You will be an engineer who works hard in the factory, in your own environment.
Next, the environment is not fun and lively at all! Everyone is like machines, burying their heads to the desks everyday. I don't even feel like initiate the conversation. They don't joke, they are nerds lol.I wondered do they even have a dream.
My manager who was supposed to motivate me, demotivates me. He told me he has served the company for 22 years and thinks that it's not a good company to stay.He said the company doesn't cater a platform to fulfill my dreams. He asked me to leave, provided I have found a better job. However, he said it's better than any other tom, dick and harry companies out there, at least it has proper structure for training and it's a well-known company.
He said the company is good except for its meager salary and its dead working environment. Feeling sorry for me that I've already bonded to the company for two years, he wants me to do presentation about the project in front of the Board of Directors. I thank him for giving me such opportunities to shine.
I told myself, if I think that people is lousy then I should prove to the company I am capable and handling projects and presentations.
I pulled myself back to reality now - TO THINK ON THE BRIGHT SIDE ON THE ADVERSE CONDITION.
Back to basis. Back to my initial motive of accepting the scholarships. Still, I need the experience to enter great companies since my results doesn't have a stronger say.
Though the salary is not so convincing, I can always save them. How much you have depends on how much you save and not how much you earn. Since the company is super near to my house, I can save on food, accommodation and transport , also the traffic congestion.
I can take up Japanese language course cause they will give us allowance every month if let's say we were to pass the language proficiency test. I'm gonna make it to the rm 300 and above range. I don't care the precedent cases but as long as I want it, I must make sure I will realize it.
I have a good manager who constantly find ways for me to shine, and to prove myself, out of sympathy maybe. lol
Can take up courses on the environment system, SHE or maybe a MBA. Since CANON has done pretty good in its EMS, there're things I should learn from there.
The company treated us special since we are their first batch scholars. They never failed to entertain our requests, like what we want to learn in the internship period. The Managing Director personally asked the managers to prepare a training schedule for us, other trainees don't get that. So I will be stationed at th production engineering site for a month,EMS for a month, cost engineering and also on the assembly of camera. Oh yea, I will be learning autoCAD and NX again :)
Hopefully 2 years later, they will change the salary scheme.
come on it's only 2 years in CANON!!And it's not any tom, dick and harry companies. Treasure the opportunities to learn . I must walk to the company positively on Wednesday and make friends with everyone! Hopefully, 2 years later, I can proceed with o and g companies, be a project engineer and be successful!
All in all, study is easier. Must aim to score in next sem. It's easier to aim now after I've stepped into the working world, though it's only an internship.
Sunday, May 15, 2011
Want to baby your liver? Keep your GI tract fit? Flush out toxins? These 10 foods -- many of them chosen by RealAge experts Drs. Oz and Roizen -- can spring clean your body and keep refreshing your vital parts all year 'round. No need to fast. Just take these three steps:
"Eat clean," avoiding processed foods and chemical additives.
Stay well hydrated by drinking lots of filtered water.
Include some of these 10 foods in several meals throughout the week.
The Detox Top 10
Leafy green vegetables. Eat them raw in a salad, throw them into a broth, steam them and mix with rice or add to an omelet, or puree them into juices. The chlorophyll in greens helps swab out environmental toxins (heavy metals, pesticides). It's also an all-around liver protector, which your liver needs since it's your major domo detoxifier.
Lemons. Fresh lemonade made with filtered water will keep you hydrated, and its vitamin C helps convert toxins into a water-soluble form that's easily flushed away. (Add some pureed greens -- see above -- to further bolster your C level.) Here's another cleanse that really works.
Watercress. Put a handful into salads, soups, and sandwiches. The peppery little green leaves have a diuretic effect that helps the flushing process. Plus cress is a mineral mine, rich in iron, calcium, phosphorus, and potassium.
Garlic. Add it to everything -- salads, sauces, spreads. In addition to the heart-friendly bulb's cardio benefits, it activates liver enzymes. Research also indicates that garlic diminishes a process that creates cancer-causing compounds in your body.
Green tea. This antioxidant-rich brew is one of the healthiest ways to get more water into your system. Bonus: It contains catechins, which speed up liver activity. Learn more about how to love your liver.
Broccoli sprouts. They pack 20 times more cancer-fighting, enzyme-stimulating activity into each bite than the grown-up vegetable. Research suggests that eating the sprouts (they have a radish-like taste) kills off H. Pylori bacteria that causes stomach irritation and ulcers.
Sesame seeds. They're credited with protecting liver cells from the damaging effects of alcohol and other chemicals. For a concentrated form, try tahini, the yummy sesame seed paste that's a staple of Middle Eastern cooking.
Cabbage. There are two main types of detoxifying enzymes in the liver, and this potent veggie helps activate both of them. It's the largest member of the Brassica veggie family, all of which delivers colon-cancer fighting isothicyanates and vitamin C. Coleslaw, anyone?
Psyllium. This plant's bursting with soluble fiber, which mops up toxins (cholesterol, too) and helps clear them out. Stir powdered psyllium into juice to help cleanse your colon, or have psyllium-fortified Bran Buds for breakfast. (Start with a small amount and gradually increase your dose as your GI tract becomes used to it.)
Fruits, fruits, fruits. They're full of almost all the good things listed above -- vitamin C, fiber, nutritious fluids, and assorted antioxidants. Besides, nothing tastes better than a ripe mango, perfect pear, or fresh berries.
Ultimate Detox Recipe: Easy Wilted Garlic-Sesame Salad
Toss dark green leafy vegetables in hot, garlicky oil for a cleansing -- and delicious -- dish.
4 servings, about 65 calories each
1 tsp. olive oil
1 clove garlic, minced
1 lb. spinach, stemmed,
or 1 lb. Swiss chard, stems sliced, leaves torn
or 1 lb. mixture of spinach and watercress
Salt and freshly ground pepper to taste
1 tsp. sesame seeds for garnish
Warm oil in large skillet over medium-high heat. Add garlic and stir until lightly browned, about 45 seconds. Add greens (do in two batches if necessary) and toss until just wilted, 2 to 4 minutes. Season to taste with salt and pepper. Sprinkle with sesame seeds.
Monday, May 9, 2011
ASEAN YOUTH FORUM 2011, Jakarta, Indonesia
Background - is a forum to discuss the Joint Statement to be presented in the ASEAN Summit held annually. 5 delegates from each country and only 2 delegates were selected to meet with the presidents of each ASEAN country. I am so glad and blessed that Ms. Jagdeep award me with this golden opportunity. I wanna pull out at first due to some minor exaggerated reasons that I imagined, cause it didnt happen at all at the end of the day. Thank God I went! haha
The friendship - lively, humorous , full of passion, enthusiastic and energetic bunch of peeps. They just fitted into my wavelength aptly where we joked and immersed ourselves in laughter for five days. People are just so creative in telling jokes and insulting people haha. Also, they are bunch of people who are open enough to share everything regardless of any country they came from.
The Joint Statement - it was a serious discussions where hard feelings were involved. The moderator isn't convincing enough to control the session and many of them question him. It went well after that.
The language - It isn't a barrier at all where at the end of the day we mastered some simple language from every country funny funny words poped out as a universal language like para paraan in tagalog etc haha
Place - It doesn't matter which country are you coming from, places as udnerdeveloped as Vietnam Cambodia etc have smart people too. Those are my bad perceptions before but I realised I was wrong and Malaysia is non better compared to them.
Stereotype-
Mentality - To grow is a decision, not by nature. You can still ebhave like child at the age of 29 but a teenager can be very matured at 18.
Perspective -
Dreams and goals -
People -
Hospitality -
Sincerity -
..To be continued... heheee
The friendship - lively, humorous , full of passion, enthusiastic and energetic bunch of peeps. They just fitted into my wavelength aptly where we joked and immersed ourselves in laughter for five days. People are just so creative in telling jokes and insulting people haha. Also, they are bunch of people who are open enough to share everything regardless of any country they came from.
The Joint Statement - it was a serious discussions where hard feelings were involved. The moderator isn't convincing enough to control the session and many of them question him. It went well after that.
The language - It isn't a barrier at all where at the end of the day we mastered some simple language from every country funny funny words poped out as a universal language like para paraan in tagalog etc haha
Place - It doesn't matter which country are you coming from, places as udnerdeveloped as Vietnam Cambodia etc have smart people too. Those are my bad perceptions before but I realised I was wrong and Malaysia is non better compared to them.
Stereotype-
Mentality - To grow is a decision, not by nature. You can still ebhave like child at the age of 29 but a teenager can be very matured at 18.
Perspective -
Dreams and goals -
People -
Hospitality -
Sincerity -
..To be continued... heheee
First day of Internship
I felt so blessed to have undergo my training in CANON Malaysia.
Though the environment is not as competitive and as interesting as companies like Shell, Slumberger etc, but then at least I am the lucky ones compared to my course mates. Some of them are complaining that they don't even know what to do, playing fb or solitaires in the office etc, that doesn't serve the purpose at all! also, I believed that in every not-so-good environment, there must be someone who is brilliant and smart to sustain the growth. Thus, fret not if you're in a not-so-good environment, you can always reach out to the smart ones and learn from them. Be smart and humble enough to mingle.
I thank them for setting a training schedule for us, to make sure everyone one of us benefit from the industrial training. Canon Malaysia consists of three main production line, the manufacture of lenses, the assembly of cameras and EF lenses.We were to rotate to different divisions and departments in 12 weeks.
Also, the most important thing is, my internship company is located just 10 minutes away, how fortunate am I compared to others who need to rent a room, or take public transport to the company? I have a colleague who stays in Gombak and travel to Shah Alam by public transport everyday. That is disastrous! Another stays in Rawang. They woke up at 5.30am where I can wake up at 7am and have a nice breakfast before going to the workplace haha
Hence, I set my internship period as resting weeks too, where home is always a better place to restore and rejuvenate the energy. I wanna have better and quality food and sleep and readings during in these internship cum holidays week haha
Lesson of the day : The production of the camera is a very detailed and complicated process, the production of the lens itself needs 28 production lines, the same goes to the case, the microcip board etc. It consumes a lot of manpower. The factory workers worked closely, from the manufacturing to the quality control.Hence, always treasure things that you have bought, don't buy it if you don't need it. Don't discard it just because of a small defect, look for alternatives to repair it if it's within budget.
Also, I tell myself I must maintain my CGPA of 3.0 above every semester! to continue to enjoy the benefits of its CSR programme. Though CANON is not the most prestigious compared to the Oil and Gas , but that is the best I can do now, considering my not-so-competent CGPA and the name of the university.
2 years after the bond, I will grow from there.
Though the environment is not as competitive and as interesting as companies like Shell, Slumberger etc, but then at least I am the lucky ones compared to my course mates. Some of them are complaining that they don't even know what to do, playing fb or solitaires in the office etc, that doesn't serve the purpose at all! also, I believed that in every not-so-good environment, there must be someone who is brilliant and smart to sustain the growth. Thus, fret not if you're in a not-so-good environment, you can always reach out to the smart ones and learn from them. Be smart and humble enough to mingle.
I thank them for setting a training schedule for us, to make sure everyone one of us benefit from the industrial training. Canon Malaysia consists of three main production line, the manufacture of lenses, the assembly of cameras and EF lenses.We were to rotate to different divisions and departments in 12 weeks.
Also, the most important thing is, my internship company is located just 10 minutes away, how fortunate am I compared to others who need to rent a room, or take public transport to the company? I have a colleague who stays in Gombak and travel to Shah Alam by public transport everyday. That is disastrous! Another stays in Rawang. They woke up at 5.30am where I can wake up at 7am and have a nice breakfast before going to the workplace haha
Hence, I set my internship period as resting weeks too, where home is always a better place to restore and rejuvenate the energy. I wanna have better and quality food and sleep and readings during in these internship cum holidays week haha
Lesson of the day : The production of the camera is a very detailed and complicated process, the production of the lens itself needs 28 production lines, the same goes to the case, the microcip board etc. It consumes a lot of manpower. The factory workers worked closely, from the manufacturing to the quality control.Hence, always treasure things that you have bought, don't buy it if you don't need it. Don't discard it just because of a small defect, look for alternatives to repair it if it's within budget.
Also, I tell myself I must maintain my CGPA of 3.0 above every semester! to continue to enjoy the benefits of its CSR programme. Though CANON is not the most prestigious compared to the Oil and Gas , but that is the best I can do now, considering my not-so-competent CGPA and the name of the university.
2 years after the bond, I will grow from there.
Sunday, May 1, 2011
Saturday, April 30, 2011
I still believe I can control my mind, I still have faith in myself; not being awaken by the slightest details.
Friend is someone whom you can let out everything to; doesn't need to worry about their perception on you. People will accept you for who you are, just be yourself.
MOVE! think of something else! :)
Friend is someone whom you can let out everything to; doesn't need to worry about their perception on you. People will accept you for who you are, just be yourself.
MOVE! think of something else! :)
Friday, April 29, 2011
a whirlwind of emotions :S
There are a few reasons I felt reluctant to leave uni.
First, I knew that my friends are graduating. When I leave today, I don't know when is the next time we will meet. They are not staying downstairs or somewhere near you where you get to meet them just by knocking on the door. Well, biding farewell is just part of life.
Secondly, I felt that uni is the best cocoon to hide myself, when I felt reluctant to face the reality of life or low in confidence.I am gonna hide here till I convince myself in facing the truth. Oh well, I am going to a youth exchange programme,positive positive and things ain't as bad as what you've imagined. No racism! Knowing that I have say yes to it, I am gonna give my best shot and be the best participant there. Always aim for the best when you're doing stuffs, if not, might as well don't start it.
Uni is just so interesting for me to be at at this moment, no exam stress where I get to play badminton and flute everyday. My love in life, my best time to unleash my passion! It's also very peaceful here where sometimes I just spent my time in the library, burying my head in the magazines :)
Oh yea, I hate packing. That's why.
and most importantly, I am gonna start my internship when I am back. It's definitely gonna be fun and new exposure everyday as there're hand-ons in practical but I am gonna miss uni too. Just too lazy to bear the responsibilities as an intern, student has less responsibilities. Intern has to be really alert as you might spoil the whole processing plant by a slight mistake.
First, I knew that my friends are graduating. When I leave today, I don't know when is the next time we will meet. They are not staying downstairs or somewhere near you where you get to meet them just by knocking on the door. Well, biding farewell is just part of life.
Secondly, I felt that uni is the best cocoon to hide myself, when I felt reluctant to face the reality of life or low in confidence.I am gonna hide here till I convince myself in facing the truth. Oh well, I am going to a youth exchange programme,positive positive and things ain't as bad as what you've imagined. No racism! Knowing that I have say yes to it, I am gonna give my best shot and be the best participant there. Always aim for the best when you're doing stuffs, if not, might as well don't start it.
Uni is just so interesting for me to be at at this moment, no exam stress where I get to play badminton and flute everyday. My love in life, my best time to unleash my passion! It's also very peaceful here where sometimes I just spent my time in the library, burying my head in the magazines :)
Oh yea, I hate packing. That's why.
and most importantly, I am gonna start my internship when I am back. It's definitely gonna be fun and new exposure everyday as there're hand-ons in practical but I am gonna miss uni too. Just too lazy to bear the responsibilities as an intern, student has less responsibilities. Intern has to be really alert as you might spoil the whole processing plant by a slight mistake.
Wednesday, April 27, 2011
Friday, April 15, 2011
I watched movie for the first time ever with my lappie. My roomie and I decided to give ourselves a break today. Our self-declared holidays! haha She watched National Tressure 2 while I watched Confession of a Shophoholic. It's like entering into the other world.
Haha I never wanted to watch movie with my lappie before this because I think it's lifeless to face the small screen for long hours. I prefer outings and the nature.
anyway, with a cup of honey, snickers bar, and snuggling under my blanket, I enjoyed the movie a lot hehe I decided to watch american pie with my sister then lol
Relaxed life in the short break. lol
Anyway, have to pull myslef back to reality after all these which is study! Cant afford to get addicted haha
Haha I never wanted to watch movie with my lappie before this because I think it's lifeless to face the small screen for long hours. I prefer outings and the nature.
anyway, with a cup of honey, snickers bar, and snuggling under my blanket, I enjoyed the movie a lot hehe I decided to watch american pie with my sister then lol
Relaxed life in the short break. lol
Anyway, have to pull myslef back to reality after all these which is study! Cant afford to get addicted haha
Tuesday, April 12, 2011
Saturday, April 9, 2011
exam week
Studying is so boring!
Seeing that not even a single one coursemate online/ fb,
I felt the urge to get back to studie very very soon.
Wish me luck.
I will strive, thrive through this month. last 5 days before exam starts! GOOOOOO!
Seeing that not even a single one coursemate online/ fb,
I felt the urge to get back to studie very very soon.
Wish me luck.
I will strive, thrive through this month. last 5 days before exam starts! GOOOOOO!
Wednesday, April 6, 2011
:)
I had really good games just now.
I played mixed doubles and singles just now. My partner is really smart, I was supposed to take care of the front part of the court. There are many times when the shuttles fell just beside of me, but I wasn't fast enough to get it, the next thing I knew was, my partner dashed from behind and saved the ball. LOL The speed was really fast. Only smart people can do that, of course with full-spirit too. Basically, he took care of 3 parts of the court. lol I admired his speed and alertness!
I learnt something from the game, some tactics and some running steps! lol Another partner was cool too, she kept smashing the shuttles from behind and sometimes mischievously tricked our opponent by giving a full swing while she is just going to dropshot the ball LOL I admired her style. Her strength is miraculously big while hitting the shuttles judging from the way she lob ! lol
They taught me some strategies and styles.They spiced up my boring study week.
It was funny after all haha I'm gonna improve on serving, hit-to-the-ceiling and run smarter!
I just love training hehe.
There're two things in my life that I am super passionate on though I am not really good in them, which are sports and music. I think my life-partner has to be good or at least knew something about it so that I won't get bored next time haha
Signing off,
Maggie :)
p/s : have to really study tmmr
: read more so that I can write a more interesting blog
I played mixed doubles and singles just now. My partner is really smart, I was supposed to take care of the front part of the court. There are many times when the shuttles fell just beside of me, but I wasn't fast enough to get it, the next thing I knew was, my partner dashed from behind and saved the ball. LOL The speed was really fast. Only smart people can do that, of course with full-spirit too. Basically, he took care of 3 parts of the court. lol I admired his speed and alertness!
I learnt something from the game, some tactics and some running steps! lol Another partner was cool too, she kept smashing the shuttles from behind and sometimes mischievously tricked our opponent by giving a full swing while she is just going to dropshot the ball LOL I admired her style. Her strength is miraculously big while hitting the shuttles judging from the way she lob ! lol
They taught me some strategies and styles.They spiced up my boring study week.
It was funny after all haha I'm gonna improve on serving, hit-to-the-ceiling and run smarter!
I just love training hehe.
There're two things in my life that I am super passionate on though I am not really good in them, which are sports and music. I think my life-partner has to be good or at least knew something about it so that I won't get bored next time haha
Signing off,
Maggie :)
p/s : have to really study tmmr
: read more so that I can write a more interesting blog
life :)
I went cycling under the lovely weather just now.
I saw a slightly physical-impaired guy who was cared by his maid walked out from the semi-D. Fearing that the guy might injure himself, the maid held this guy tightly close to her, not allowing him to walk even one inch away. This emaciated guy is still smiling, looking towards the playground where a little boy is playing with his football. I saw the envious look from him, he so wanted to play with the ball too. Unfortunately, he is limited by his physical abilities. I felt sorry for him.
Hence,
if you have a pair of legs to run and explore, to play sports;
if you have a pair of eyes to see and feel the bestest things in the world;
if you have taste buds to taste the bestest cuisine;
if you a pair of ears to listen to the greatest music in the world, why would you choose to listen to rumours?;
if you have a pair of hands to touch the best texture;
if you have supportive and humorous family members and friends;
what's more are you asking for?
Don't complain that there's so much stress in this and that, if there's EXAM, it's the opportunity for you to prove to others that you're good. TREASURE it. You are not going to have exams after graduation. People judge you based on your generic skills, which is even hard.
if you have a mouth, speak good words that encourage and motivate others; don't use it for arguments and quarrels, stay away from the nuisance; if you have a brain, use it wisely, or else it will shrink.
Even the physically impaired guy is smiling, why are you frowning then?
Think of what you have and not what you are lack of.
I saw a slightly physical-impaired guy who was cared by his maid walked out from the semi-D. Fearing that the guy might injure himself, the maid held this guy tightly close to her, not allowing him to walk even one inch away. This emaciated guy is still smiling, looking towards the playground where a little boy is playing with his football. I saw the envious look from him, he so wanted to play with the ball too. Unfortunately, he is limited by his physical abilities. I felt sorry for him.
Hence,
if you have a pair of legs to run and explore, to play sports;
if you have a pair of eyes to see and feel the bestest things in the world;
if you have taste buds to taste the bestest cuisine;
if you a pair of ears to listen to the greatest music in the world, why would you choose to listen to rumours?;
if you have a pair of hands to touch the best texture;
if you have supportive and humorous family members and friends;
what's more are you asking for?
Don't complain that there's so much stress in this and that, if there's EXAM, it's the opportunity for you to prove to others that you're good. TREASURE it. You are not going to have exams after graduation. People judge you based on your generic skills, which is even hard.
if you have a mouth, speak good words that encourage and motivate others; don't use it for arguments and quarrels, stay away from the nuisance; if you have a brain, use it wisely, or else it will shrink.
Even the physically impaired guy is smiling, why are you frowning then?
Think of what you have and not what you are lack of.
Friday, April 1, 2011
home
Had fun sending my little brother to school.Seeing him walk like a kid bring my high school memories back.
Had fun eating where the food supply is endless, where there're always food on the dining table.
Had fun chatting and sharing some funny stories with my siblings; where there is always people at home.Can always joke around when you're bored with work.
Had fun reading the newspaper.
Had fun meeting up with the "non-humans and kachiangs" hahaha people of the same wavelength are always the best one to talk to haha
Had fun avoiding the weirdos, who manipulative enough to put up a cold war for minute reason and of course, the hustle and bustle of assignments! :)
However, I miss the debaters session, flute and badminton sessions in uni.
Had fun eating where the food supply is endless, where there're always food on the dining table.
Had fun chatting and sharing some funny stories with my siblings; where there is always people at home.Can always joke around when you're bored with work.
Had fun reading the newspaper.
Had fun meeting up with the "non-humans and kachiangs" hahaha people of the same wavelength are always the best one to talk to haha
Had fun avoiding the weirdos, who manipulative enough to put up a cold war for minute reason and of course, the hustle and bustle of assignments! :)
However, I miss the debaters session, flute and badminton sessions in uni.
Monday, March 28, 2011
Playing murderer with debaters was fun!!
I laughed so hard till I almost suffocated haha. It was so fulfilling that spending a few hours with them is even fun than spending whole day with people with different wavelength. Cause u tried to blend in too much.I was sweating after the game and laughing to myself at the end of the day haha Time is precious! choose your friend hehe Sometimes, the funny and sporting people just spice up the day. haha
and we accidentaly broke the glass haha!lol
I laughed so hard till I almost suffocated haha. It was so fulfilling that spending a few hours with them is even fun than spending whole day with people with different wavelength. Cause u tried to blend in too much.I was sweating after the game and laughing to myself at the end of the day haha Time is precious! choose your friend hehe Sometimes, the funny and sporting people just spice up the day. haha
and we accidentaly broke the glass haha!lol
It's true that people judge you by results, like it or not, it is a fact. A good result is a licsence , an access to everything; at least in the univeristy level.
Hence, this semester I'm gonna prove you, yOu, YoU and YOU wrong.
Thanks to those who always support me and give me words of encouragements. I will not disappoint you, you and YoU! :)
I'm gonna do my best and give my best shot. I wanna tell you nerds that studying chemical engineering doesn't mean that we have to lock ourselves in the room 24/7.
The world is a playground, there're so much fun to be explored! :)
Hence, this semester I'm gonna prove you, yOu, YoU and YOU wrong.
Thanks to those who always support me and give me words of encouragements. I will not disappoint you, you and YoU! :)
I'm gonna do my best and give my best shot. I wanna tell you nerds that studying chemical engineering doesn't mean that we have to lock ourselves in the room 24/7.
The world is a playground, there're so much fun to be explored! :)
Saturday, March 19, 2011
I'm optimistic about the plan.
If I want to go, I must make every effort to make it happen. Think of Milan, think of Venice!! LOL I must go!
I think UKM will be generous enough to sponsor the flight tickets, pleaseee..
Hoped that they will approve my proposal and sponsor me at least 50 % of it.
Praying hard and doing research now.
If I want to go, I must make every effort to make it happen. Think of Milan, think of Venice!! LOL I must go!
I think UKM will be generous enough to sponsor the flight tickets, pleaseee..
Hoped that they will approve my proposal and sponsor me at least 50 % of it.
Praying hard and doing research now.
Wednesday, March 16, 2011
LOL I thank you for crushing my ego.
Before your presence, I thought I am very important and plays a role in his life.
Through the outing today, I realised how minute am I cause I am just like you, plain platonic in his life.
That tells me that, what he did to me is normal, like what he has done to others as well,nothing special.
Also, I should stop sacrificing my time to accompany you because if you didn't sacrifice as much, why should I? Just as ordinary, FWB. Only go when both have the same motives.
I'm flimsy. One moment I want this, the next moment I want the other thing. Same, if you were that important in my life, why am I still comparing you with the others? and forgets about you totally when I met cooler peeps? That shows how minute and insignificant you are too.
I believed the crush happened because we meet each other too often and time factor. So prevent all these,I'm gonna force my ego-crusher along every time. And should kept reminding myself, the whole world won't stop without my presence. and go out more with my friends cause I really don't agree on the small matter that you guys exaggerated on. LOL
Before your presence, I thought I am very important and plays a role in his life.
Through the outing today, I realised how minute am I cause I am just like you, plain platonic in his life.
That tells me that, what he did to me is normal, like what he has done to others as well,nothing special.
Also, I should stop sacrificing my time to accompany you because if you didn't sacrifice as much, why should I? Just as ordinary, FWB. Only go when both have the same motives.
I'm flimsy. One moment I want this, the next moment I want the other thing. Same, if you were that important in my life, why am I still comparing you with the others? and forgets about you totally when I met cooler peeps? That shows how minute and insignificant you are too.
I believed the crush happened because we meet each other too often and time factor. So prevent all these,I'm gonna force my ego-crusher along every time. And should kept reminding myself, the whole world won't stop without my presence. and go out more with my friends cause I really don't agree on the small matter that you guys exaggerated on. LOL
Friday, March 11, 2011
mathematics
Life's mathematics.
To be healthy : EAT, SLEEP and EXERCISE well.
Balanced Lifestyle: STUDY, REST and PLAY.
Relationship : FRIENDS, FAMILY, LOVE.
Hobbies : Sports, music, movies and the art of conversing.
Meals : Posh restraunt, Ordinary restraunt, to the three hawker stalls
Above all, do divide your time equally and not sway to one side more. Like you played too much or studies too much till you sacrifice your sleeping time etc. Or you only eat balanced diet without exercise etc Spent too much time with one party. All the best in living well!
To be healthy : EAT, SLEEP and EXERCISE well.
Balanced Lifestyle: STUDY, REST and PLAY.
Relationship : FRIENDS, FAMILY, LOVE.
Hobbies : Sports, music, movies and the art of conversing.
Meals : Posh restraunt, Ordinary restraunt, to the three hawker stalls
Above all, do divide your time equally and not sway to one side more. Like you played too much or studies too much till you sacrifice your sleeping time etc. Or you only eat balanced diet without exercise etc Spent too much time with one party. All the best in living well!
Wednesday, March 2, 2011
each person is granted with 24 hours per day.
you must be able to divide it and spend your time wisely, play study and rest.
however, I have got this very very guilty feeling feeling of spending my time with a group of childish and nuisances recently.
goshhh, even my 3 year old bro wouldn't want to engage in their conversation, like seriously, I feel like killing myself when they talked. Pointless, not funny but miraculously everyone laughed??! , naive , exaggerated etc etc
I'm not going to see them any anymore unless I'm super duper free. Spending time with friends that are the same wavelength excites you and boost up your mood for the whole day but hey! look! this really brings me down to the chasm. Their chidishness is like haunting me now. Felt so guilty of the wasted time now. LOL.
you must be able to divide it and spend your time wisely, play study and rest.
however, I have got this very very guilty feeling feeling of spending my time with a group of childish and nuisances recently.
goshhh, even my 3 year old bro wouldn't want to engage in their conversation, like seriously, I feel like killing myself when they talked. Pointless, not funny but miraculously everyone laughed??! , naive , exaggerated etc etc
I'm not going to see them any anymore unless I'm super duper free. Spending time with friends that are the same wavelength excites you and boost up your mood for the whole day but hey! look! this really brings me down to the chasm. Their chidishness is like haunting me now. Felt so guilty of the wasted time now. LOL.
hahaha I'm showered with love :)
It's 1.20am now, when I have settle all my stuffs.I am very sleepy :(
Anyhow I have many many simple things that cheer my day up today. Would really love to blog about it someday. Before that, I must jot them down! haha I felt so blessed today hehehee
1) Mow mow ( one of my besties in uni but we never sing k nor watch movie together in these 3 years, how ironic lol) accompanied me to go a sing K session cum birthday celebration party hahaha It was quite fun after all ..to mingle with different gang of coursemates.
2) Went to badminton training. Saw different personalities of sporting peeps. Cool.
3) Bumped into an old old friend in cafe :) spoken to her, I hoped I can share her problem, like really. May her burden be lessen over the time when things got better.I'm sure it will.
3) Went to brass band practices where I get to blow my flute after like ages! spoke to my formal teacher, he gave me a disney flute scores. How good is he. I havent even returned his book in my first year, and he is here to borrow me a second one, without even doubting when will I return. Of course, I promised myslef to return his book next week! hheeee
4) played duets with my roomie. she taught me with patience haha Managed to play 16 bars of Hungarian Dance at last. If not because of her patience, I think I would have stopped at the 4th bar. haha We planned to work the piece out in this semester haha
5) Received a short note from another old friend haha. I felt so warm and blessed. haha at least you know someone is supporting, encouraging you though we didn't meet that often hahaha
6)Going for a decent breakfast tomorrow. finally...after 7 weeks lol.
Simple things just spice up my life! :D La viva uni life! :)
p/s : I'm very very sleepy so pls forgive my grammatical mistakes lol
Anyhow I have many many simple things that cheer my day up today. Would really love to blog about it someday. Before that, I must jot them down! haha I felt so blessed today hehehee
1) Mow mow ( one of my besties in uni but we never sing k nor watch movie together in these 3 years, how ironic lol) accompanied me to go a sing K session cum birthday celebration party hahaha It was quite fun after all ..to mingle with different gang of coursemates.
2) Went to badminton training. Saw different personalities of sporting peeps. Cool.
3) Bumped into an old old friend in cafe :) spoken to her, I hoped I can share her problem, like really. May her burden be lessen over the time when things got better.I'm sure it will.
3) Went to brass band practices where I get to blow my flute after like ages! spoke to my formal teacher, he gave me a disney flute scores. How good is he. I havent even returned his book in my first year, and he is here to borrow me a second one, without even doubting when will I return. Of course, I promised myslef to return his book next week! hheeee
4) played duets with my roomie. she taught me with patience haha Managed to play 16 bars of Hungarian Dance at last. If not because of her patience, I think I would have stopped at the 4th bar. haha We planned to work the piece out in this semester haha
5) Received a short note from another old friend haha. I felt so warm and blessed. haha at least you know someone is supporting, encouraging you though we didn't meet that often hahaha
6)Going for a decent breakfast tomorrow. finally...after 7 weeks lol.
Simple things just spice up my life! :D La viva uni life! :)
p/s : I'm very very sleepy so pls forgive my grammatical mistakes lol
Friday, February 25, 2011
Anyhow, I think I have made a good decision after all.
Men should be honest to themselves, by following their instints and the sixth sense; and but not convince yourself to believe what is wrong at the first sight. Don't be in serious denial.
After weighing all the pros and cons, I came up with a decision.I don't know, maybe I am being too pessimistic.
Nothing is right or wrong, just the way you perceive it.
If you have made one, keep moving on by thinking the good side of your decision and shouldn't think about the negatuve ones.
Men should be honest to themselves, by following their instints and the sixth sense; and but not convince yourself to believe what is wrong at the first sight. Don't be in serious denial.
After weighing all the pros and cons, I came up with a decision.I don't know, maybe I am being too pessimistic.
Nothing is right or wrong, just the way you perceive it.
If you have made one, keep moving on by thinking the good side of your decision and shouldn't think about the negatuve ones.
Monday, February 14, 2011
when things go haywire, I just wanna run home!
because of the think too much syndrome when exams is near!
well, when people accused you of something you are not, just keepyour head cools and smirk at it. Clarification and explaination are render useless. Don't be overreacted too!
Stay cool, stay calm!
Not a good week though. Hey wait, today is only Monday! =.=
because of the think too much syndrome when exams is near!
well, when people accused you of something you are not, just keepyour head cools and smirk at it. Clarification and explaination are render useless. Don't be overreacted too!
Stay cool, stay calm!
Not a good week though. Hey wait, today is only Monday! =.=
Thursday, February 10, 2011
The practice of saying NO :)
Just say no if you don't feel like doing so.
Trust your instints, if you don't feel like going/ doing,no one can force you to do so; no matter how demanding/manipulative the messages sounded like.
I've just said no; cause it's obviously someone trying to con me out by using various academic reasons.. haha trust me, saying no is better than doing things that betray your will/ mess up with your initial plans. haha Poeple will still respect your decision anyhow.
Respect yourself, only people will respect you.
Trust your instints, if you don't feel like going/ doing,no one can force you to do so; no matter how demanding/manipulative the messages sounded like.
I've just said no; cause it's obviously someone trying to con me out by using various academic reasons.. haha trust me, saying no is better than doing things that betray your will/ mess up with your initial plans. haha Poeple will still respect your decision anyhow.
Respect yourself, only people will respect you.
Wednesday, February 9, 2011
the reality
In studies, I have always been left alone in these three years, especially when the deadlines are near and when the assignments are piling up.They are just good and funny when we were telling jokes and gossiping but when come to studies,,, I asked a question today, I just want to clear my doubts before the presentation. Perhaps it might seemed like a stupid question or a simple question to the others, but I just can't figure it out. Well, my friend answered me with the sacrastic and cynical look. Feeling humiliated and wounded, I put on a smile and humbly say, "thank you". But it has cut deep deep down into my heart. Tears is rolling and my heart bleeds till now.
How many sacrasm do I have to take before my graduation? Tell me. I don't allow myself to have an excuse for all these, but my poor background of physics and mathematics has really taken a toll on me.Chemical enginnering has so much to do with pyhsics common sense. Yet my brain are born to memorise facts like the biology subjects. I really don't meant to ask questions if not because I'm left with no choice. No matter how long I starred at the book, my mind is still block. Not until when someone pointed out to me, where I can understand them in 10 minutes compared to the long hours I spent on the book. Enginnering is not about memorising, it's about understanding.
My dear friends, only 10 mins you have to explain to me, and you could save my whole day. Don't you guys feel happy too? I swear, if I were to study pharmacy/ chemistry/biology now and is doing good, I will definitely help the others like what I always did in the English class. I am only excelling in the English class now. Seeing people that you encouraged and motivated presenting confidently in front is blissful. I just love that kind of feeling. I just love to see how people improve, especially when you are the one who motivates them along the way.
I don't know, maybe people just like to make you feel dumb and stupid.
but I will never bow down to them!! You may be good in studies but that doesn't guarantee your sucess in the future; doesn't guaratee your personalities and knowledge. Look at how the communication skills ewwww!!Look! There're 80 people in the class, I'm sure I can find the good Samaritans out.
Having had spent 5 semesters, I am sure I can pass the last 3 semesters too! I just hope that my final year project will be smoth-sailing, that I know how to draw a decent PFD and calculate the mass and energy balance. With that, I knew I gotta coat my face with thick powder again ;to be more thick face to ask them to teach me. All hails to my ignorant and my lack of interest in the first year.
But this time, I will know who to ask.Dump those who put you down and get close to people who encourages you.
As for you, I already made my mind to treat you as an ordinary. So whatever your actions and deeds, it should have no influence on my feelings. I shouldn't even let the green feelings pour out at the first place simply because you're just not mine. Thinking-wise, mentality, background, ways to ovecome problems etc. I don't mind chatting or doing things with you but no means no.
How many sacrasm do I have to take before my graduation? Tell me. I don't allow myself to have an excuse for all these, but my poor background of physics and mathematics has really taken a toll on me.Chemical enginnering has so much to do with pyhsics common sense. Yet my brain are born to memorise facts like the biology subjects. I really don't meant to ask questions if not because I'm left with no choice. No matter how long I starred at the book, my mind is still block. Not until when someone pointed out to me, where I can understand them in 10 minutes compared to the long hours I spent on the book. Enginnering is not about memorising, it's about understanding.
My dear friends, only 10 mins you have to explain to me, and you could save my whole day. Don't you guys feel happy too? I swear, if I were to study pharmacy/ chemistry/biology now and is doing good, I will definitely help the others like what I always did in the English class. I am only excelling in the English class now. Seeing people that you encouraged and motivated presenting confidently in front is blissful. I just love that kind of feeling. I just love to see how people improve, especially when you are the one who motivates them along the way.
I don't know, maybe people just like to make you feel dumb and stupid.
but I will never bow down to them!! You may be good in studies but that doesn't guarantee your sucess in the future; doesn't guaratee your personalities and knowledge. Look at how the communication skills ewwww!!Look! There're 80 people in the class, I'm sure I can find the good Samaritans out.
Having had spent 5 semesters, I am sure I can pass the last 3 semesters too! I just hope that my final year project will be smoth-sailing, that I know how to draw a decent PFD and calculate the mass and energy balance. With that, I knew I gotta coat my face with thick powder again ;to be more thick face to ask them to teach me. All hails to my ignorant and my lack of interest in the first year.
But this time, I will know who to ask.Dump those who put you down and get close to people who encourages you.
As for you, I already made my mind to treat you as an ordinary. So whatever your actions and deeds, it should have no influence on my feelings. I shouldn't even let the green feelings pour out at the first place simply because you're just not mine. Thinking-wise, mentality, background, ways to ovecome problems etc. I don't mind chatting or doing things with you but no means no.
Sunday, January 30, 2011
rainy days
Loves rainy days.
Loves the feeling of holding a big mug of hot chocolate in pyjamas or thick clothings because of the cold; not forgetting my favourite magazine.
Loves the feeling of cuddling in bed under the big and warm blanket. Another reason to sleep longer, more like hibernating.LOL after 6 weeks of hazzles and of course, poor time management that resulted in deprivation of sleep.
Loves the feeling of drinking hot soup/steamboat/eating spicy food with my family members. Because it's raining, so everyone just stay at home lol
Loves the feeling of drinking red wine to warm up my stomach
Loves Kiss the Rain by Yiruma.
Awww...I just love rainy days :)
Loves the feeling of holding a big mug of hot chocolate in pyjamas or thick clothings because of the cold; not forgetting my favourite magazine.
Loves the feeling of cuddling in bed under the big and warm blanket. Another reason to sleep longer, more like hibernating.LOL after 6 weeks of hazzles and of course, poor time management that resulted in deprivation of sleep.
Loves the feeling of drinking hot soup/steamboat/eating spicy food with my family members. Because it's raining, so everyone just stay at home lol
Loves the feeling of drinking red wine to warm up my stomach
Loves Kiss the Rain by Yiruma.
Awww...I just love rainy days :)
Saturday, January 29, 2011
the special ones
The hiao people are seriously tickling my nerves, sending chills down my spine. I don't know, maybe guys like it thus they do it often.
Come on! you wanna act cute with those kind of chubby faces those kind of stares and gazes those kind of hiao lips and super cute voice to EVERY guy? Even bus drivers are their targets! It's tolerable if you only give these special stares and gazes to your boyfriends but urm..bus driver? mamak ah neh? lol I don't know how they did it, but it is just so natural. Please lar, don't degrade the word cute larr. Be fair to the little kids larr. Also, not forgetting the cheapskate way of open flirting; calling names that makes me wanna puke.lol To me, you emit the desperate wavelength all over or even if you're in a relationship, it only portrays that you ain't getting enough in the relationship.
My picture of a decent and elegant lady would be those with aura and charismatic yet pleasant personalities oh yea, of course well-groomed, smart and knowledgeable too! I'm not sure how the Mars will perceive it as, but at least all my girlies are like that!! Thank God!
Hiao people, never come close to me, I have to stop my bulu roma from rising!
Come on! you wanna act cute with those kind of chubby faces those kind of stares and gazes those kind of hiao lips and super cute voice to EVERY guy? Even bus drivers are their targets! It's tolerable if you only give these special stares and gazes to your boyfriends but urm..bus driver? mamak ah neh? lol I don't know how they did it, but it is just so natural. Please lar, don't degrade the word cute larr. Be fair to the little kids larr. Also, not forgetting the cheapskate way of open flirting; calling names that makes me wanna puke.lol To me, you emit the desperate wavelength all over or even if you're in a relationship, it only portrays that you ain't getting enough in the relationship.
My picture of a decent and elegant lady would be those with aura and charismatic yet pleasant personalities oh yea, of course well-groomed, smart and knowledgeable too! I'm not sure how the Mars will perceive it as, but at least all my girlies are like that!! Thank God!
Hiao people, never come close to me, I have to stop my bulu roma from rising!
Friday, January 28, 2011
When people leave and I've to stay to compensate for the time that I lack for my assignments. 3 midsems, one presentation and numerous projects after chinese new year. Alone in the university today. My butt has been sticking to the chair for the whole afternoon. Felt quite lonely at times.
Appreciate friends that I've met, will never ever complaint about anyone anything anymore.
UKM is treating me good in these 3 years, judging from the hollow feeling I felt when everyone left. LOL
Nonetheless, continue with the work and I shall be able to enjoy an assignment-less Holidays! It's worth it, I know. :D
Looking forward to the shopping spree and the lazy afternoons where I slack at the couch ! :)
Appreciate friends that I've met, will never ever complaint about anyone anything anymore.
UKM is treating me good in these 3 years, judging from the hollow feeling I felt when everyone left. LOL
Nonetheless, continue with the work and I shall be able to enjoy an assignment-less Holidays! It's worth it, I know. :D
Looking forward to the shopping spree and the lazy afternoons where I slack at the couch ! :)
Sunday, January 23, 2011
Monday, January 17, 2011
I know I don't feel good now.
but I think it's better to uphold your principles than conforming into theirs.
Long term, it's good, at least you're doing what you want, and not being told what to do. Everyone is equally smart, on what base can you dismiss my opinions? Disrespectful at all! Either convince me or take my opinions into account.
Have more time with yourself and take full responsible of your own emotions. Think good, feel good, ignore the trivial matters; the fourth member. Smile more, frown less. Smile through the hard times. As long as you aint thinking about it, it wouldnt occupy any room in your brain,not even a single tiny space. I'm going to throw the burden away.
Mind over body.
but I think it's better to uphold your principles than conforming into theirs.
Long term, it's good, at least you're doing what you want, and not being told what to do. Everyone is equally smart, on what base can you dismiss my opinions? Disrespectful at all! Either convince me or take my opinions into account.
Have more time with yourself and take full responsible of your own emotions. Think good, feel good, ignore the trivial matters; the fourth member. Smile more, frown less. Smile through the hard times. As long as you aint thinking about it, it wouldnt occupy any room in your brain,not even a single tiny space. I'm going to throw the burden away.
Mind over body.
Saturday, January 15, 2011
ignorant is good
Well, I came across this. A girl apparently refused to eat when it's dinner time and isolate herself from the others. Everyone started asking her why and coax her to eat but she just shook her head without saying anything with the elongated face; to the extent that one of the guys tried to feed her. ewwwww....
Oh well, people said she is "EMO". OMGoodness. Why are there emo peeps around who like to spread the negative energy . They are just trying to be scretive,trying to be the one who has sad stories behind etc etc LOL! To me they are just the ones who try to grab the attention.
When there's people around me who emo without any reasons, I will ignore them naturally, instintively; exception to those who are sick and suffered from pain physically. The most courteous thing I did is, "so why are you sad?" that's all.
It's no point asking all over and over again when someone refused to tell you their reason of being emo. If they were to tell you, they would come and look for you. If they don't even open up themsleves at the first place, why bother to show your concern? Poeple talk to friends who share the same wavelength, so if this particular emo doesn't wanna tell you why, stop asking and ignore them!
Oh well, people said she is "EMO". OMGoodness. Why are there emo peeps around who like to spread the negative energy . They are just trying to be scretive,trying to be the one who has sad stories behind etc etc LOL! To me they are just the ones who try to grab the attention.
When there's people around me who emo without any reasons, I will ignore them naturally, instintively; exception to those who are sick and suffered from pain physically. The most courteous thing I did is, "so why are you sad?" that's all.
It's no point asking all over and over again when someone refused to tell you their reason of being emo. If they were to tell you, they would come and look for you. If they don't even open up themsleves at the first place, why bother to show your concern? Poeple talk to friends who share the same wavelength, so if this particular emo doesn't wanna tell you why, stop asking and ignore them!
Thursday, January 13, 2011
blessed
My roomie is really treating me good, even my own sister doesn't treat me that way. She never turn down any request I made, from the slightest things to the toughest. For example, I am a person who doesn't replenish my stocks on time, hence I always borrow things like milo, testpads etc from her last minute. Sometimes when I was pondering on what to take for dinner, she called in time and tapau food for me hahaha She always lend me things with a smile on her face, not those kind of bossy look.I felt so appreciative.
LOL even my sister when I borrow things from her, I've to make a few compromisations. Thanks Isabel for introducing me a great roomie! hahaha
LOL even my sister when I borrow things from her, I've to make a few compromisations. Thanks Isabel for introducing me a great roomie! hahaha
Wednesday, January 12, 2011
lessons of the day
The karma is coming back!!! I've been mingling with people whose common sense level is higher then me and also with them, whose common sense is lower than me. I don't wanna make fun of people and undermine their ability anymore because it's the whole brought-up and environment which shapes them, not they wanna stay in the way they are.
So of course, I am being labeled as dumb dumb by one group of friends like how I label my friends in the other gang. LOL KARMA!! I am trying very hard to accept you all and also to be accepted by another you all! LOL Well, I felt that we were just being brought up in different backgrounds and exposures hence the difference! Sometimes I really dont understand what's about. It comes with experiences anyway.No one is at fault.I believed that people won't repeat the same mistakes.I am trying very hard to accept you all and also to be accepted by another you all!LOL
Also, always observe before you start taking actions. Do not rush into it.
So of course, I am being labeled as dumb dumb by one group of friends like how I label my friends in the other gang. LOL KARMA!! I am trying very hard to accept you all and also to be accepted by another you all! LOL Well, I felt that we were just being brought up in different backgrounds and exposures hence the difference! Sometimes I really dont understand what's about. It comes with experiences anyway.No one is at fault.I believed that people won't repeat the same mistakes.I am trying very hard to accept you all and also to be accepted by another you all!LOL
Also, always observe before you start taking actions. Do not rush into it.
Monday, January 10, 2011
acquaintance
I have encountered this type of people recently, who think they have the almighty mind and try to place a command. Goodness! How am I going to work with this type of people for long.
Oh dear, you guys are only my acquaintances, so I won't allow myself to get angry of you. Why should I anyway? It's fine to screw up the whole project anyway! We should bid farewell and hoped that we will never come across on the horizon again when it ends!!
Oh dear, you guys are only my acquaintances, so I won't allow myself to get angry of you. Why should I anyway? It's fine to screw up the whole project anyway! We should bid farewell and hoped that we will never come across on the horizon again when it ends!!
Tuesday, January 4, 2011
If you are constantly checking out on what people thinks about you, then it's not you anymore. You are not original. You are living a life on how people want you to be.
Keep yourself away from this kind of people who trys to control or manipulate your life, who always think that they're right.ewwwwwww! Everyone is being brought up in a different environment and has their own values. Adopt the good ones and dumped the rest.
You are yourself, and do not need to live as told.
Always remember them, my dear friend! :)
Keep yourself away from this kind of people who trys to control or manipulate your life, who always think that they're right.ewwwwwww! Everyone is being brought up in a different environment and has their own values. Adopt the good ones and dumped the rest.
You are yourself, and do not need to live as told.
Always remember them, my dear friend! :)
Monday, January 3, 2011
WARM~~
Simple things just made me feel warm. It's always the small tiny little things/ deeds that people do to warm up your heart, excessive meticulous effort are render useless.
We can always judge someone in life through his/her rountine daily life. No matter how good or grand birthday celebration he/she holds for you, it still comes to zero if they suck at their simple and basic mannerism.
Joann just gave a diary today. It was sooooo warming, really...especially after reading her note. I felt like giving her a big big hug. She knew that I love cats, hence she decorated my diary with cats, she drew flutes on my diary etc.She gave me candies too! Like how Beatrice knew that I love food, so she bought Kenny Rogers for me on my birthday hahaha I first met Joann in the first year orientation, it has been three years now.
We were closer when we are in the same music club last time, but due to the fact that we're from different faculty and courses, we weren't as close as before.We have our own commitments somehow. But nevermind, she told me that I still hold a place in her heart and she will always there for me be it rain or shine.
Aww...I felt so touch! I should have reprocicate the love of my friends more instead of investing on a futile effort. I felt guilty of not keeping in touch with her as frequent as last time Hmmm it's time to replan my schedule now before they graduate haha
Thank God I met friends like them in my uni life. I have no regrets! :)
We can always judge someone in life through his/her rountine daily life. No matter how good or grand birthday celebration he/she holds for you, it still comes to zero if they suck at their simple and basic mannerism.
Joann just gave a diary today. It was sooooo warming, really...especially after reading her note. I felt like giving her a big big hug. She knew that I love cats, hence she decorated my diary with cats, she drew flutes on my diary etc.She gave me candies too! Like how Beatrice knew that I love food, so she bought Kenny Rogers for me on my birthday hahaha I first met Joann in the first year orientation, it has been three years now.
We were closer when we are in the same music club last time, but due to the fact that we're from different faculty and courses, we weren't as close as before.We have our own commitments somehow. But nevermind, she told me that I still hold a place in her heart and she will always there for me be it rain or shine.
Aww...I felt so touch! I should have reprocicate the love of my friends more instead of investing on a futile effort. I felt guilty of not keeping in touch with her as frequent as last time Hmmm it's time to replan my schedule now before they graduate haha
Thank God I met friends like them in my uni life. I have no regrets! :)
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