Lasso

I tried to hold on to you
Took a turn on a high trapeze swinging over the deep

I thought I could show you

I've always been afraid of flying

But you can't blame a girl for trying

Like a vine bends a tree to the ground

I won't hold you down

I tried to climb just as high

But I found all the clouds touch the ground

In this small town

Took a ride on a high trapeze swinging over the deep

I thought I could show you

That I've always been afraid of flying

But you can't blame a girl for trying

No, you can't blame a girl

It's a busy day at work
For once, or maybe for the 2nd time, I am actually thankful that I am busy
It makes me not bothered about other things
It makes me care less about other things

It's a stressful time
Many things are pilling up

And it makes me question what is doing too much, what is doing to little means
It makes me question again about being too nice and being mean
It makes me wonder what does it mean to give it all
And when should one pull back so that one do not dipped the feet too deep

In the midst of all the craziness
This are my thoughts
Just like the craziness
My thoughts are everywhere and seem no where at the same time

Have you ever asked if your existence matter that much to anyone
Or I am just fighting for myself always
And no one ever fights for me

And to remind myself time and again
Don't be too nice all the time
I will loose it all at the end

Surviving kit for this week

Lyrics: Count on me
Singer: Bruno Mars

If you ever find yourself stuck in the middle of the sea,

I'll sail the world to find you

If you ever find yourself lost in the dark and you can't see,

I'll be the light to guide you

Find out what we're made of

When we are called to help our friends in need

You can count on me like 1 2 3

I'll be there

And I know when I need it I can count on you like 4 3 2

And you'll be there

Cause that's what friends are supposed to do, oh yeah

If you're tossing and you're turning and you just can't fall asleep,

I'll sing a song beside you

And if you ever forget how much you really mean to me,

Everyday I will remind you, ohh