GIRL!

HAIQAL!
Call Me `Pernicious. if you wish!
REPUBLIC POLYTECHNIC!
AND I SKATE!

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4:59 PM / Tuesday, December 1, 2009

I might go crazy if I keep doing this.

I've been trying my best to keep my anger in control.

But it's so freaking hard!

I tried and tried and tried.

Still, I had to hurt someone with those harsh words.

What's happening to me?

Why do I get so easily agitated?

Why?

FUCKED UP.

Till Then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious.

10:41 AM / Sunday, November 29, 2009

I need sleep...

Seriously...

To last 2 days with only one hour of sleep...

DAMN..

Maybe that's the reason I get easily agitated?

I don't know...

God,

I pray that you save me...

I hate it when I get angry...

I hate it when I have to hurt innocent people when I'm angry with myself...

I hate it when I am always disillusioned that my life is great but yet it's the opposite...

I hate it when I have to think of all the rough patches in my life...

I hate it when I fail to be carefree and just be happy...

I hate it when I think too much...

I hate it when I think that I'm able to handle things but I can't...

DAMN I hate too much...

Till then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious.

9:53 PM / Saturday, November 28, 2009

I don't know what the hell is fucking wrong with me?

I'm losing my head over all the little things in my life.

I'll give you guys a sneak peek of what's been happening.

Apparently, my board has been flying around lately.

Every time I don't land a trick that I know I can land, my board goes on another journey.

I'll send it flying wherever I feel like it.

*sigh*

Sad isn't it?

Skating has always been the thing that helped me relieve my stress.

but now,

Stress is taking over my skating session.

I end up venting my anger on my board.

It's okayy.

I'll find a new love soon.

I mean I'll find a new deck laa...

Anyway, I happened to come across this really nice song..

Here's the lyrics.

Enjoy!

You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my day is down and out
i'll never stop thinking of you

How can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

Never will forget the day
how we've met and came this far
we both know we got this feeling
but somehow it has to end up here
i know its me who said goodbye
and thats the hardest thing to do
coz you mean so much to me
and thats the truth from me to you

For all the things i've done and said
for all the hurt that i've cause you
i hope you will forgive me baby
coz that wasn't what i meant to do

You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my day is down and out
i'll never stop thinking of you

How can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

For all the things i've done and said
and for the hurt that i cause you
i hope you will forgive me baby
coz that wasn't what i meant to do

You were there to light my day
you were there to guide me through
when my day is down and out
i'll never stop thinking of you
how can i forget all that
when you're the one who make me smile
you'll always be a part of me
how i wish you were still mine

Till Then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious.

7:03 PM / Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Seriously,

I've had enough.

I'm losing my head over everything.

Everything is pissing me off.

So FUCK IT.

11:25 PM / Sunday, November 22, 2009

I wonder whyy...

Was yesterday a day to remember our loved ones?

I found myself and Dee thinking about our past.

To make it worse,

It was during our skating session.

Why?

A good start and a near bad end to the day.

We enjoyed ourselves at Interstate board shop.

Talking to Scarface for like 3 hours.

Got to know more about the skating world.

But,

Things had to turn around as night begins to fall.

We found ourselves in remorse.

Regretting the mistakes we did.

Luckily,

We were able to turn things in our favor.

We ended the day still with our heads held high.

Till Then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious.

4:10 PM / Saturday, November 21, 2009

Somehow, it feels like being stabbed in the back.

Being all caught up in this situation.

Makes me realise that not everybody who claims that they have your 'back' actually have your 'back'.

I mean how fucked up is that?

Seriously.

FUCKERS.

Till Then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious. thinks high cuts + cute face= DAMN!

5:25 PM / Wednesday, November 18, 2009

This is for you.

I know it was wrong for me not to wish you.

It's just that..

The word HAPPY BIRTHDAY will just lose it's meaning when you get it from me.

Doesn't it?

It'll just be there to ruin your day.

Please don't think that I forgot your birthday.

In fact, I've been waiting for it.

But, I just couldn't bring myself to wish you...

I'm sorry....

Till Then,

Cheers!

`Pernicious.

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