♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films. AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET. And nope, im not delusional. not yet
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你的歌 - 陶喆
喜欢你冷淡的安静 笑容又胜过了太阳 我只能投降 怀疑自己的冲动 怕机会一瞬间错过 决定不再想 你说我们是两个世界的人但是否可能 我相信只要我爱你什麽都可以 一切都可以 我爱你 爱你没道理 没道理爱你 爱你就可以 就是痴心的 痴心的沉溺 沈你在爱你 就让我沉溺 yeah... 无法理解你不说话 我进不到你心里面 像有一道墙 怀疑当初的冲动 是不是开始就是错 许多事没想 你说我们是两个世界的人已 没有可能 woo... 我以为只要我爱你 什麽都可以 一切都可以 我爱你 爱你没道理 没道理爱你 爱你就可以 就是痴心的 痴心的沉溺 沈你在爱你 就让我沉溺 或许不爱你 也不需要你 我无法继续 继续骗我自己 必须要放弃 要放弃了你 别在我心底 希望他比我 爱你 爱你.... 还是你的歌...
Day 24
You came and left, it's always about your friends. It still is.
Today. I dated myself.
Took 3 hours to spare over book and coffee. And I'm happy, either that or I successfully deluded myself into thinking so.
 Maybe I should learn to be just like a cat. They know whether you like or dislike them, just that they care too little to do anything about it.
Therefore, I shall.
I haven't been exactly in check with my life. Since the beginning of the month, I felt that the world crashed down. But, it doesn't get me down as long as I don't allow it to. I know I'm an emotional wreck but this time, I'm fighting it.
I have disappointed myself, letting my pride go so much that I felt that I lost myself through this whole time. Trying to salvage what that was not meat to be. People say there is only a fine line between desperatin and determination, yea, I've crossed it. Desperate.
Now that the episode is somehow over, I'm picking myself up from where I left off, physically,
mentally and emotionally. I'm staying away from the circle, youight say it's the circle of truths, but it's the circle of death. It kills me knowing what's happening. So,I'd rather not.
And I'm glad that my girls are back in my life, despite the fact hat the didn't leave, we drifted. Thank you all .
Well, in an attempt to build upmy mental well being, I'm headed to the museum today(:
Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine
gun.
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
你的歌 - 陶喆
喜欢你冷淡的安静 笑容又胜过了太阳 我只能投降 怀疑自己的冲动 怕机会一瞬间错过 决定不再想 你说我们是两个世界的人但是否可能 我相信只要我爱你什麽都可以 一切都可以 我爱你 爱你没道理 没道理爱你 爱你就可以 就是痴心的 痴心的沉溺 沈你在爱你 就让我沉溺 yeah... 无法理解你不说话 我进不到你心里面 像有一道墙 怀疑当初的冲动 是不是开始就是错 许多事没想 你说我们是两个世界的人已 没有可能 woo... 我以为只要我爱你 什麽都可以 一切都可以 我爱你 爱你没道理 没道理爱你 爱你就可以 就是痴心的 痴心的沉溺 沈你在爱你 就让我沉溺 或许不爱你 也不需要你 我无法继续 继续骗我自己 必须要放弃 要放弃了你 别在我心底 希望他比我 爱你 爱你.... 还是你的歌...
Day 24
You came and left, it's always about your friends. It still is.
Today. I dated myself.
Took 3 hours to spare over book and coffee. And I'm happy, either that or I successfully deluded myself into thinking so.
Maybe I should learn to be just like a cat. They know whether you like or dislike them, just that they care too little to do anything about it.
Therefore, I shall.
I haven't been exactly in check with my life. Since the beginning of the month, I felt that the world crashed down. But, it doesn't get me down as long as I don't allow it to. I know I'm an emotional wreck but this time, I'm fighting it.
I have disappointed myself, letting my pride go so much that I felt that I lost myself through this whole time. Trying to salvage what that was not meat to be. People say there is only a fine line between desperatin and determination, yea, I've crossed it. Desperate.
Now that the episode is somehow over, I'm picking myself up from where I left off, physically,
mentally and emotionally. I'm staying away from the circle, youight say it's the circle of truths, but it's the circle of death. It kills me knowing what's happening. So,I'd rather not.
And I'm glad that my girls are back in my life, despite the fact hat the didn't leave, we drifted. Thank you all .
Well, in an attempt to build upmy mental well being, I'm headed to the museum today(:
Love is a perky elf dancing a merry little jig and then suddenly he turns on you with a miniature machine
gun.
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