♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films. AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET. And nope, im not delusional. not yet
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I feel like my life's so scattered right now, like small confetti sized paper and in front of a fan.
But talking to you makes me feel like the fan turned off for a bit and like things could actually start making sense again. You un-scatter me and I appreciate that so much.
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It's the scariest thing to realize how much someone mean to you.When it hits you, I mean really hit you, all these thoughts and questions comes rushing through your head all at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.
What if for some reasons things don't work out? - How is it possible to live without them?
Someone that was once a stranger in your life is now the only you know like the back of your hand . Someone whom you never had emotions for , now has the power to break your heart. Someone whom you never used to hang out with, now owns most of our time. Someone you never thought you'd love, now owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without , you now wish to hold on to.
** Now Playing: One & only - Adele
These days, I've been feeling a little messed up. My life lost its direction yet again. Know, like fall back into a chaotic state. Totally lost control over it again.
Why am i so emotional?
Urgh, I will just try to hold it all together. (for now at least)
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"Sometimes no matter how much you love someone, that person can't just love you back the way you want him/her to. And being with that person who doesn't love you back is way lonelier that being alone."
These days, I've been feeling a little messed up. My life lost its direction yet again. Know, like fall back into a chaotic state. Totally lost control over it again.
Why am i so emotional?
Urgh, I will just try to hold it all together. (for now at least)
***
"Sometimes no matter how much you love someone, that person can't just love you back the way you want him/her to. And being with that person who doesn't love you back is way lonelier that being alone."
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
I feel like my life's so scattered right now, like small confetti sized paper and in front of a fan.
But talking to you makes me feel like the fan turned off for a bit and like things could actually start making sense again. You un-scatter me and I appreciate that so much.
**
It's the scariest thing to realize how much someone mean to you.When it hits you, I mean really hit you, all these thoughts and questions comes rushing through your head all at once. A sad emotion even starts to creep on you slowly inch by inch as you start to wonder.
What if for some reasons things don't work out? - How is it possible to live without them?
Someone that was once a stranger in your life is now the only you know like the back of your hand . Someone whom you never had emotions for , now has the power to break your heart. Someone whom you never used to hang out with, now owns most of our time. Someone you never thought you'd love, now owns your entire heart. Someone you once lived without , you now wish to hold on to.
** Now Playing: One & only - Adele
These days, I've been feeling a little messed up. My life lost its direction yet again. Know, like fall back into a chaotic state. Totally lost control over it again.
Why am i so emotional?
Urgh, I will just try to hold it all together. (for now at least)
***
"Sometimes no matter how much you love someone, that person can't just love you back the way you want him/her to. And being with that person who doesn't love you back is way lonelier that being alone."
These days, I've been feeling a little messed up. My life lost its direction yet again. Know, like fall back into a chaotic state. Totally lost control over it again.
Why am i so emotional?
Urgh, I will just try to hold it all together. (for now at least)
***
"Sometimes no matter how much you love someone, that person can't just love you back the way you want him/her to. And being with that person who doesn't love you back is way lonelier that being alone."
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