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♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films. AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET. And nope, im not delusional.
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Saturday, August 30, 2008
whilst eating mushroom and cheese pasta at home,i decided to pen down some thoughts.first i think im quite certain that my parents are shortchanging me! im NOT trying to openly say that they are BIASED towards my brother. yes,im trying to be discreet. next,i really dont like to work at NYDC diners.. in case of any other controversy raised,im leaving it at ONE sentence. i am so glad i got to work downstairs at NYDC yesterday! its because ...everyone is so fun! yesterday during supper there is the girls and boys- lines drawn. i enjoyed myself gossiping around. fine..i cannot help it.im still female. i miss bff! and i swear my lappy is going to die on me anytime. still, (L) ps. zoee, im sorry it toook me so long to get to you ytd! i love you still.
Wednesday, August 27, 2008
its 4.30 in the morning, and im still awake. tossed and turned in bed for close to 3 hours already. to be honest babies,i've been on my bed since say..11 odd? bff can vouch for that - she was on cam with me ( and i saw her eating on her bed!) the gang had a conference on msn just now and were talking about having a picnic.. sounds cool? i think so too.but well, several "issues" were raised too.
i love my girls. ** this is bad.because out of a sudden i miss him alot. i wonder how is he doing and all. what the fuck brenda its no longer of your concerns. 25th August. i slept at 9am in the morning! ok fine. and rushed to school for submission. then i went on to amk. spent some time on my own and decided that i should go get a hair cut. and yes, im with thick straight bangs. after that i met up with siewting and bff, headed down to woodlands. NTUC- met zoee there and did shopping. nope,dont scream, we were shopping for dinner. had a steamboat gathering with the gang. yay-ness. and of course a post-birthday celebration for Xingyue. its been long since we last met. last i remembered was like MY BIRTHDAY. a pathetic month ago. ok, shall not digress. had fun.. RATATOUILLE ( we all loved it) i love Zack and Cody aiyaaaaaaaaa. 26th august i stayed at home the whole day. because i had a rash on my thigh and its raining. i thought i could avoid a cold. but still it got me. sick. i miss.... Saturday, August 23, 2008
i am feeling blue. and i really dont like sketching. ** hate is a strong word. but i really really dont like you. well.first its facebook. then msn. go on delete all. change your address and phone number as well. alias yourself too. im too broken
Monday, August 18, 2008
thanks for the 100th day,darling. since may 11. ❤ Thursday, August 14, 2008
ever wondered how it feels to have the person you love most tell you that he doubts your love? telling you that you might just love him like he is any other guy,cause you just need to love someone. having him doubt you being faithful. why does it occur to me that everyone can have a bloody perfect fairy tale love story? all but me. why some guys can do so much for a girl and yet others do nothing . have i been expecting too much? just a message. just a call. just a little love is it that hard? does he love me enough to do that. love me enough to leave me less heartbroken, yet chose to walk off when i'm totally wrecked. not once not twice. i will be there to hold you up when you fall. keep you away from everything bad. would you even call if the sky falls? ** when can you tell me you cannot let me go,and tell me you've dropped the whole idea? i know the answer- N-E-V-E-R. when can i hold the hands that held me so tight before? this may not happen again. when can i just go out and have fun? when will i be hearing from you? whatever happens happens. ( i don't buy that,i make it happen) Monday, August 04, 2008
 i need to go to sentosa! volunteers? tanning budds? bestie? |
