♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films. AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET. And nope, im not delusional. not yet
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been told to get a grip of my damn screwed life.(you know who u are and im thankful)
have been absent from school for god knows what reasons,i just dont feel like turning up.im sorry.to all those that i neglected,ignored and totally looked past.**thanks ivanreally.thought through and decided to get mylife and me going.started of with trying to do damn MOL that has alwys been a chore.fucking helli hate math.we ALL hate math.who likes it- at least i know i dont.i doing up my poster for DPAM.like finally.FRUIT KNIFE.aiya.screw it la.presentation for COMMT.standley.where on earth are you?i was asked to complete it.and you werent online to get it.WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU.its 3.o6 and im literally talking rubbish i have this bad craving for chees cake in the middle of the night i want a piece now.NOW NOW NOWroom is in a mess.CNY's near.new year shopping undone.work's out for the week.p.s lyn,see see orhbi.told u dont play with fire alr.and im really sorry bout tml's mambo date. presentation's on thursday.cannot help it.hopefully i can make it on friday. and im dying can.lastly.ORHBIwong kaka.u are missed.even though u had been a bitch on you damn tag. PLEASE meet up soon.and i dont pangseh ok.NURUL "minah":i want the damn vivo photos la.CLUB SOON,till closing.at ZOUK (i dont understand why bestf cals at the best of times when im with you ALWAYS)yuen- i wil meet up with u real soon.and sorry tt i wont be able to join u and linus on thurs at sentosa with booze.(sch on friday) i seriously think the k on ur blog misses me alr.:D
screw everything thats happening.too many things to do to little time.sometimes i wish i had a MAGIC ERASER.im so going to be selfish if i have it.serious.im going to erase people that are out to hurt me.GO AWAY.im going to erase away bad memories.though they are still memories.GO AWAY.GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!i think i need to fill up a bucket of ice,dip my head in.and start doing my work.AGAIN.DPAM.MOL.CADD.EG.EM.IAC.COMMT.fuck.come what may.i did name interprtation- how true isit?You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. (wong kaka,this is for you.with regards to ur tags) You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
hey.i am blogging cause im super boredmy fren is still asleep.IDIOT.hmm.school havent been really great for the past days.but to be brutally honest with myself,its havent been great since the start of term.having to face bothersome customers at work is hard enough.i still have to face it in school? oh god,spare me!seriously.it fucking tough to actually have to face weird poeple at work alr.and now in school, im facing the same problem.WHY aam i blogging of all time but now?because i needed to rant.all the used to bes.its a joke.J-O-K-E.i dont remember stepping on your toes,if i did.please do me a favour by refreshing my memory.but,i dont understand,why get so worked up over trival matters?its jus indirectly displaying the fact thet you are a petty person,serious.ok,next.my lovely Azimah,has started working -like FINALLY.HOWS WORK? hahahs. and i got no idea why im checking on her almost daily.probably jus to make sure that she is feeling ok and that the bakkwas at her work isnt pissing her off bad.TELL ME MORE OK!i want to know more bakkwa stories!!!the gang's meeting up on monday to celebrate Justine's and Fiona's birthday! its 5pm at..at... SHIT! i forgot where.(prays real hard that the WHOLE gang will be there)it really hard to see all of them nowadays.but it heartwarming to just meet them once in a LLLLOOOOOONNNNG while.and jus talk about life and all the in betweens.LJY,NANA,HENG,MAMA,SUSUWIN,CHASHAO,ZOEE,XINGYUE as well.
PLEASE TURN UP!next next.went for Ziying's performance yesterday with Dong Dong, Liang Liang,Ziyan,i dont knoe the other tall guy's name.and other 1po3 people.the stage art performances was nice,so touching.the whole story line depicts the last few days whereby the soul of a guy lingers around trying to understand why the poeple on the bus where he got ttacked dint save him,not even spoke up the truth for him.how his death affect the people around him.the ending songs,the lyrics,made me wept,i thought of my late gramp.he is the closest relative that died,minus the fact that my great gramp passed away prolly 9-1o years back,and i was way too little then.Dongdong wept as well.we took photos after the performance,will update when i get home.next.headed down to marina to meet up with pearlyn ,strolled awhile.upon realiseing a few moments later that its already close to 11 and all the shops are closed.we headed down to suntec city,went to baby gap to get yehying.pearlyn was so cute to actually knocked on the shutters of babygap jus to get to speak to ying.yupp.we went around to "shop" aimlessly for awhile and headed to mcdonalds to have food because ying was hungry.literally talked bimbo there.cabbed down to Zouk,and realised Phuture was full pls,HOW SAD-considering that it was a friday and that its already close to midnighht when we got there-no shock.pearlyn worked alittle magic and yupp...we got in!ok the alarm clock's beep is pissing me off and im gg to wake that idiot up!will update againlike late when i get home.p,s i aint working today.
its 6.02amim jus done with editing of TOFU's photohahas.fridayschool wasnt that great,totally missed out 4hours of morning class.dint really want to go to school for several reasons.TSKbut after school was great.went for the gala premiere of LINGER.the vic zhou's show with pearlyn.wasnt v excited of the show initially.but it turned out to be better than expected.serious.though we dint finish the showbecause we left halfway to head down to zouk.dint like the crowd there- in phuturefor the FIRST TIME EVER,i actually spent more timw in zouk than phuture itself.met up with edmund,jonathan and their friends.left at 4.3ogot home,slept.skipped work today.**LOVE,why are you doing this?in and out on and offhot and coldstop playing.imissyou ynot
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 im voiceless still.p.s im allergic to love //EDIT I'VE GOT TOALLY NO IDEA WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. BUT KID,IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE THIS CHILDISH GAME,IM IN. all the used to be(s),throw it away. you aint making it tough,i aint breaking (yet) i wont. whether or not we are still friends, DOESNT MATTER. really doesnt. school stinks like totally-on par with work. i dont have a choice that im stuck with people that makes me feel uncomfortable. were ONCE what i came to school for. WERE. NO LONGER. i dread classes now. im sorry i hade to post this up. but its affecting my dumb fucking mood JUST TODAY. i swear to do better. not for you,but for me. damn the world for being a bitch.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!(more updates soon)
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
been told to get a grip of my damn screwed life.(you know who u are and im thankful)
have been absent from school for god knows what reasons,i just dont feel like turning up.im sorry.to all those that i neglected,ignored and totally looked past.**thanks ivanreally.thought through and decided to get mylife and me going.started of with trying to do damn MOL that has alwys been a chore.fucking helli hate math.we ALL hate math.who likes it- at least i know i dont.i doing up my poster for DPAM.like finally.FRUIT KNIFE.aiya.screw it la.presentation for COMMT.standley.where on earth are you?i was asked to complete it.and you werent online to get it.WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU.its 3.o6 and im literally talking rubbish i have this bad craving for chees cake in the middle of the night i want a piece now.NOW NOW NOWroom is in a mess.CNY's near.new year shopping undone.work's out for the week.p.s lyn,see see orhbi.told u dont play with fire alr.and im really sorry bout tml's mambo date. presentation's on thursday.cannot help it.hopefully i can make it on friday. and im dying can.lastly.ORHBIwong kaka.u are missed.even though u had been a bitch on you damn tag. PLEASE meet up soon.and i dont pangseh ok.NURUL "minah":i want the damn vivo photos la.CLUB SOON,till closing.at ZOUK (i dont understand why bestf cals at the best of times when im with you ALWAYS)yuen- i wil meet up with u real soon.and sorry tt i wont be able to join u and linus on thurs at sentosa with booze.(sch on friday) i seriously think the k on ur blog misses me alr.:D
screw everything thats happening.too many things to do to little time.sometimes i wish i had a MAGIC ERASER.im so going to be selfish if i have it.serious.im going to erase people that are out to hurt me.GO AWAY.im going to erase away bad memories.though they are still memories.GO AWAY.GO AWAY GO AWAY GO AWAY!i think i need to fill up a bucket of ice,dip my head in.and start doing my work.AGAIN.DPAM.MOL.CADD.EG.EM.IAC.COMMT.fuck.come what may.i did name interprtation- how true isit?You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous. You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things. Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times. You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something. You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense. You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun. You are friendly, charming, and warm. You get along with almost everyone. You work hard not to rock the boat. Your easy going attitude brings people together. At times, you can be a little flaky and irresponsible. But for the important things, you pull it together. (wong kaka,this is for you.with regards to ur tags) You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people. You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts. You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals. You are balanced, orderly, and organized. You like your ducks in a row. You are powerful and competent, especially in the workplace. People can see you as stubborn and headstrong. You definitely have a dominant personality. You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection. You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive. You have the classic "Type A" personality.
hey.i am blogging cause im super boredmy fren is still asleep.IDIOT.hmm.school havent been really great for the past days.but to be brutally honest with myself,its havent been great since the start of term.having to face bothersome customers at work is hard enough.i still have to face it in school? oh god,spare me!seriously.it fucking tough to actually have to face weird poeple at work alr.and now in school, im facing the same problem.WHY aam i blogging of all time but now?because i needed to rant.all the used to bes.its a joke.J-O-K-E.i dont remember stepping on your toes,if i did.please do me a favour by refreshing my memory.but,i dont understand,why get so worked up over trival matters?its jus indirectly displaying the fact thet you are a petty person,serious.ok,next.my lovely Azimah,has started working -like FINALLY.HOWS WORK? hahahs. and i got no idea why im checking on her almost daily.probably jus to make sure that she is feeling ok and that the bakkwas at her work isnt pissing her off bad.TELL ME MORE OK!i want to know more bakkwa stories!!!the gang's meeting up on monday to celebrate Justine's and Fiona's birthday! its 5pm at..at... SHIT! i forgot where.(prays real hard that the WHOLE gang will be there)it really hard to see all of them nowadays.but it heartwarming to just meet them once in a LLLLOOOOOONNNNG while.and jus talk about life and all the in betweens.LJY,NANA,HENG,MAMA,SUSUWIN,CHASHAO,ZOEE,XINGYUE as well.
PLEASE TURN UP!next next.went for Ziying's performance yesterday with Dong Dong, Liang Liang,Ziyan,i dont knoe the other tall guy's name.and other 1po3 people.the stage art performances was nice,so touching.the whole story line depicts the last few days whereby the soul of a guy lingers around trying to understand why the poeple on the bus where he got ttacked dint save him,not even spoke up the truth for him.how his death affect the people around him.the ending songs,the lyrics,made me wept,i thought of my late gramp.he is the closest relative that died,minus the fact that my great gramp passed away prolly 9-1o years back,and i was way too little then.Dongdong wept as well.we took photos after the performance,will update when i get home.next.headed down to marina to meet up with pearlyn ,strolled awhile.upon realiseing a few moments later that its already close to 11 and all the shops are closed.we headed down to suntec city,went to baby gap to get yehying.pearlyn was so cute to actually knocked on the shutters of babygap jus to get to speak to ying.yupp.we went around to "shop" aimlessly for awhile and headed to mcdonalds to have food because ying was hungry.literally talked bimbo there.cabbed down to Zouk,and realised Phuture was full pls,HOW SAD-considering that it was a friday and that its already close to midnighht when we got there-no shock.pearlyn worked alittle magic and yupp...we got in!ok the alarm clock's beep is pissing me off and im gg to wake that idiot up!will update againlike late when i get home.p,s i aint working today.
its 6.02amim jus done with editing of TOFU's photohahas.fridayschool wasnt that great,totally missed out 4hours of morning class.dint really want to go to school for several reasons.TSKbut after school was great.went for the gala premiere of LINGER.the vic zhou's show with pearlyn.wasnt v excited of the show initially.but it turned out to be better than expected.serious.though we dint finish the showbecause we left halfway to head down to zouk.dint like the crowd there- in phuturefor the FIRST TIME EVER,i actually spent more timw in zouk than phuture itself.met up with edmund,jonathan and their friends.left at 4.3ogot home,slept.skipped work today.**LOVE,why are you doing this?in and out on and offhot and coldstop playing.imissyou ynot
❤
im voiceless still. p.s im allergic to love //EDIT I'VE GOT TOALLY NO IDEA WHY THIS IS HAPPENING. BUT KID,IF YOU WANT TO CONTINUE THIS CHILDISH GAME,IM IN. all the used to be(s),throw it away. you aint making it tough,i aint breaking (yet) i wont. whether or not we are still friends, DOESNT MATTER. really doesnt. school stinks like totally-on par with work. i dont have a choice that im stuck with people that makes me feel uncomfortable. were ONCE what i came to school for. WERE. NO LONGER. i dread classes now. im sorry i hade to post this up. but its affecting my dumb fucking mood JUST TODAY. i swear to do better. not for you,but for me. damn the world for being a bitch.
HAPPY NEW YEAR!(more updates soon)
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