there is this weird guy that stopped by my house today.
i was doing maths online in the living room.
-u dint misread,i was doing maths-
ok,he came by,
stopped by the window and started to pick at my lock.
i stared.
he asked if my mum was home.
i said yes.
he continued to pick till the lock clicked
he went on to explain how bad my lock was.
i was about to pick up the phone and call the police
telling them a man jus picked my lock.
i went on to get like food in the kitchen ,
mum went on ironing,
gramps continued her tv
the man rambled on.
fuck it.
he stayed for like 25minutes.
telling us how bad our lock was and asked if we want to have it replaced
"why should ibelieve you?'' i asked after like 10minutes.
"cause im under a registered company"he answered.
"what if 3months later got another man come and claim tt i got cheated again?and insist that i chnage my lock like u jus did after picking it open?"
"wont,mine gt a year guarentee"
"huh,but u stil cannot pick my lock what"
"this proves that the lock is lousy and stil allows ppl to break in"
"ltr i can open how?"
"den u dunid pay me"
"i'll have a faulty lock den?"
mum insist that he leaves.
finally,after another 10 mins he left.
please,i was really about to ring up the police already
.he pick my lock eh.if one day my house gets broken in,
i'll suspect him.and will blame him for
pickign at the f-ing lock to make it lose its function.
stuck at home with eyeinfection,cough,flu,fever,backache.
photo of the day!
they say..i ang moh kwee.
and they welcome u to xia lai wan!
in the UBER long costume queue
they kinda spooked jessie out a little!
ME LOVE
i BITE
my BLODDY VALENTINEenjoyed myself soo much!
FUN was an understatement.
//note!
*me and jes walking along the mid of road*
some guy:"you both will still die u know"
jes" why"
brend*laughs*
tries to explain to jes after tt.
people change.
especially when they get in and out of a relationship.
VERY TRUE.
ps.dont pretend to care when u people dont.
im fine on my own.
DOWN WITH NASTY RASH AND INFECTED!!!!!!
screw it.
back from camp.
Being persnickety like what I happen to be nowadays isnt of much joy.
people.
i dont enjoy being like this either.
brenda is /are/was /were/will be and shall be alone.
note: couples,stay away from me.
knowing that i aint v sucessful with my past relationships and all.
i would really appreciate if all couples/ couples -to-be ,
can try not to be that LOVING in front of me.
it hurts.
it brings back memories that i wanted to cast out of my life.
please.
dont pretend to care by telling me how much i mean to all.
dont tell me without me u all feel weird.
nothing is.
being alone is not a sin,
being alone doesnt mean u all can ostracize me
i still a human.
im going through a period of tough time.
i aint going to go all the way to become anti-social or show withdrawal symptoms
i just wish that people who care,
i mean really care comes and look after me.
i need love too.
CAN U SPARE ALITTLE?
(the above sentence was not directed to anyone in particular)
~cause all i can do is watch and wonder where the boy i knew had gone.
and soon you will realise that everything you did to me was wrong.
having found the certain apple of your eye doesnt give you the right to block outthe rest of the world.
take a breather,notice your friends around you.
they may happen to need alittle more attention than before due to one thing or another
its not like i shut myself out from the world,people dont step in to help
u dont expect me to go around telling people how hurt i felt.
how empty the feeling.
i just hope this entry helps the friendship a little
asking for a listening ear isnt too much to ask from a friend right?~
i thought you were somebody i could trust.
you always said you were happy for us
(this entry like the previous claimed sentence,isnt meant to be directed at anyone or anything in particular)
XD
p.s dont over react,cuz i'll freak too.
been going through a v hard time.
sorry to all that i affected in one way or another.
feeling down.
feeling rejected.
feeling left out.
i dont know why but its all coming.
i cant take it
don't pretend to care when you don't
hey.i just got home home home.
been hanging out toooooooo much.
jeslyn lurh.
anw,i m nice enough to get Mcdonalds for my family.
(i spell mac correctly!)
SHALL WRITE MORE LATER.
WHEN I WAKE AND STILL FEEL LIKE WRITING
XD
