♥ brenda
Hello, my name is Brenda by birth. I really like dressin up. I love books and photography. I hate lizards, insects, things that slime or crawl.Neither do i like gore or violent films. AM WATCHING MY LIFE FROM FIFTY FEET. And nope, im not delusional. not yet
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  ** hate myself for the past nights, which i spent online,hoping to see you sign in. the messages that i leave in your inbox, the miss calls that never seems to get through. the offline messages that i sent. the friendser messages that i leave. have u missed out on all that?
just let me know if we are over. it'll hurt but at least i know.
 TOO MUCH FOOD TOOK AWAY ALL SANITY.
cocoKRUNCH.SALT&vinegarLAYS.vitaGEN.vitaSOY. CARROTsoup.prawnNOODLES. MUTTONsatay.POPhia.frenchTOAST. toastw/CONDENSEDmilk. BUTTER&kayaTOAST.GOYoza.MILKtea.
TELL ME IM A HAPPY girl.
   'daddy' last day at crabparty.baked a cake to celebrate it for him. he said its nice. LOVE aiai for her help!
BAKED PINK-ED IT (the cake is pink)
inside... ATE.
say: STRAWBERRIES & CREAM.
p.s sorry CHUNFU and KAKA!!! couldnt join u all for prata ytd. GO OUT soon LEHS! holidays lehs. ** to mike. i know i love u still. but whether or not u feel the same. thats what i want to know. u're having your IMPORTANT camp. i aint that impt afterall LET ME KNOW SOON. people if u see this. XD know tt im feeling down.
 SENTOSA
*this pic was supposed to look GAY*
PHUTURE-D on SATURDAY. updates soon.
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GOT this dumb urgh to start uploading photos. so HERE I AM . (decided against WAITING for kaka upload OUR photos-me and her) it'll prolly take eons to happen.so.. I MADE IT HAPPEN. at least i PLAYED my part well.
************************************ this was taken on the LAST outing       
POST DEDICATED TO KAILING.
even though u removed me from ur FEATURED friend INTENTIONALLY. despite the fact that i PROCLAIM-ed tt i hate u on MSN. inspite the fact that u already have ur BESTF. and now SHEEPY. i still LOVE you.
Labels: kailing kailing
 FIREWORKS ROCKS.
 爱爱
they kinda fell for each other after the song and eloped after that  all that were present sans jimmy and engfu.
 LOVE kbox WITH CRAPPIES AND STUDYING WITH MIKE (whatever that was supposed to be studying) he kinda got bored and flooded my lappy.
MATHS TML AND IM STILL QUITE BEHIND STUDYING SCHEDULE. rahh. i think we should get together now.
     to all.im now currently bloggin from a FUCKED up chalet that i oh-so-regretted turning up for.according to mum, im an ANGRY girl.check.that was like 25seconds ago.im still equally angry and she went up to bed.
FIRST IM ANGRY cause u all left me alone in school cause i was trying sooo hard to contact u all.SECONDLY the moment i left school,i still dint know where to go.and when i arrived at like,6 at Jes's place and didnt get to leave till like 8 gg on 9.REACHED here at like,9 odd 1o.guess wad,MJ's out ,adults took the table and yes i was REJECTED of any chance of participation.JES jus kinda left me on my own in the hall when she went to take a LONG call.i TURNED to sought entertainment by trying to KTV.ok FAILED ATTMEPT.WHY?cause of the over whelming sound of the MJ and the fact tt i haf to change the CD ever once in a while.its MANUAL KTV pls.i dont enjoy tt!THIRD i literally did NOTHING .yes.NOTHING.wasted my time just rotting around.its 2.35 and guess wad,everyone's aslp.IM SO PISSED CAN! WARNING: dont ask me to a chalet whereby its NO fun at 2+. i would rather be at home watching tv and playing NEOPETS. cause apparently im deprived of tv also.and i haf my lappy w/o wireless connection.
ok.imagine 9+ till 2 of deprivation and now all ppl is in bed.and the dumb MJ game in my lappy doesnt wrk.KANNINABEHCHAOCHEEBYE.SIANINNIAEH.im stuck here,trying to do my 15oo essay soooo OVERDUED.due to LACK of content.you see,im doin on MILD carbon stell and ashraff's doing on LOW carbon steel.WTH.whats the diff lars.that killed me.being differentiated by LOW and MILD means ...sharing of content and the vast decution of area whereby i can cover on.our presentation was almost similar already.FUCK LARS.im screwed.DONT want the report to be the same.stuck at like 900 words and im LACK of content already.
went for VTDS and took bus with Calvin after that.it struck me that im SCREWED.i happen to b missing out on alot in class.hah,i have ppl saying bout projpeople asking me why i drifted from the girls.PEOPLE i dont know.FRIENDS DONT JUS STOP BEING FRIENDSWE JUST DRIFT APART(if we dont happen to have the same belief) balancing work and school's tough.RELATIONSHIP's currently NO LONGER an issue.FRIENDSHIP's on the rock.
we cannot control how ppl think or feel.its jus ME.im the problem.MAYBE GETTING RID OF ME SOLVES PROBLEMS.
JUST CHUCK ME ASIDE~
 i LOVE mike!im a HAPPY girl!national day was spent at wrk.MADE all ppl wear RED.including BOSS!whahahs.watched SIMPSONS.(supposed to study lar...duno who!)MAHJONG-ed at weide's after wrk.i WON!watched ALONE the other day.(nah,dint watch alone.watched with ppl)lala.loved it!
 HIMBO!!!!
this is like randoms of the camwhore session in PDI studio.
extract of a crude conversation.T u attached?urh,no why.don't tell me i was so tasteless last timeFUCK!wad u mean?amonth and no one wants ..ts tsk tskcb lar.dun waste my time.go away. no leh,i'm happy doing this just dissapear b4 i actually end my sentences with vulgarities LOSER! slut go screw ur FUGLY gf lar hor.leave me alone.i dun wanto rubbish with you.tml gt test. jus go sell ur bod lor,gt money take,duunnid study la...waste ur parents money...aint gg to make it anw.SAI NIN NIA EH,U DONT GO OVERBOARD HOR.i happy leh.SLUTKID.play elsewhere.(then i blocked the THING)
i dont know if its rather more of being irresponsible or what ut everyone wants to skip all classes.im feeling pretty useless.not helping in projs not being involved AND ALL.IM LIKE OBVIOUSLY IN THE WRONG COURSE FOR THE LEAST OBVIOUS not REASON....IM like so not TALENTED.fuck man.im feeling so wasted.the final design for the HPD is up for a week going to 2,but i havent seen it yet.daphne and rach's on their own.doin stuff and all.im feeling soooo useless.SHIT MAN.Labels: proj
The name 'Brenda' stands for 'sword', which I perceive as being linked to violence. But no, I don't see myself as a violent person. The most I do is curse and swear like a sailor, and perhaps punch a few pillows and kick a few walls. But I'd never lay a finger on people(or so i claim).
And also. according to bestf, i'll combust without guys.
To top that up, you will have not problem trying to spot me along the streets.With my not-exactly-very-toned-down hair, and my shorts,yes, Singapore's way to hot to be in jeans.
Personality wise, I'm close to being crazy. I drive people nuts when the inner bitch release.So in short,you can either say that I brighten up your life, or that I drive you up the wall. It can only be one way or the other. No in-betweens.
Basically, I have a problem with authority.I never liked being told what to do and when told not to do something, all the more i'd do it-just to annoy the person (like,duh.)
Yours truly,do not believe in rules-strapped life, strongly thinks that life should be lived the way you want to and no compromises made.Of course minus the reality chunk.Partying is like a hobbie to me, just like how stamp collecting is to other, but partying is much more fun!
Not only does it allows me to meet interesting personas of all kind and yes, grooving to the music is a great workout- keeps me very much in shape.My girls are the bestest people to club with,ever
In case you failed to figure, my girls are one of the greatest thing that happened to me in life.Friends are a whole big deal in my life, plays a huge part in major break-ups and events.By and by, i love them to bits and they know it.
I have the tendancy to forget what i want to say mid-sentence,so just let me finish.I'm not as dramatic as so many friends claimed.I hate crossing the roads, proudly proclaimed my love for whipcreme,icecreams and cakes. I can be completely bought over by sweet treats, Starbucks and surprises.Small details matters alot to me, a little gesture, a smile, and kids warms my heart.I love that warm fuzzy feeling i get when watch kids play.
I'm not exactly the most random person you will find around and am totally,erm, not a bimbo.
Meanwhile, please make do with the photos untill i get better ones.
** hate myself for the past nights, which i spent online,hoping to see you sign in. the messages that i leave in your inbox, the miss calls that never seems to get through. the offline messages that i sent. the friendser messages that i leave. have u missed out on all that?
just let me know if we are over. it'll hurt but at least i know.
TOO MUCH FOOD TOOK AWAY ALL SANITY.
cocoKRUNCH.SALT&vinegarLAYS.vitaGEN.vitaSOY. CARROTsoup.prawnNOODLES. MUTTONsatay.POPhia.frenchTOAST. toastw/CONDENSEDmilk. BUTTER&kayaTOAST.GOYoza.MILKtea.
TELL ME IM A HAPPY girl.
'daddy' last day at crabparty. baked a cake to celebrate it for him. he said its nice. LOVE aiai for her help!
BAKED PINK-ED IT (the cake is pink)
inside... ATE.
say: STRAWBERRIES & CREAM.
p.s sorry CHUNFU and KAKA!!! couldnt join u all for prata ytd. GO OUT soon LEHS! holidays lehs. ** to mike. i know i love u still. but whether or not u feel the same. thats what i want to know. u're having your IMPORTANT camp. i aint that impt afterall LET ME KNOW SOON. people if u see this. XD know tt im feeling down.
SENTOSA
*this pic was supposed to look GAY*
PHUTURE-D on SATURDAY. updates soon.
PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK.PINK. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink.PINK.PINK.pink. H-I-G-H-L-I-G-H-T-S
GOT this dumb urgh to start uploading photos. so HERE I AM . (decided against WAITING for kaka upload OUR photos-me and her) it'll prolly take eons to happen.so.. I MADE IT HAPPEN. at least i PLAYED my part well.
************************************ this was taken on the LAST outing
POST DEDICATED TO KAILING.
even though u removed me from ur FEATURED friend INTENTIONALLY. despite the fact that i PROCLAIM-ed tt i hate u on MSN. inspite the fact that u already have ur BESTF. and now SHEEPY. i still LOVE you.
Labels: kailing kailing
FIREWORKS ROCKS.
爱爱
they kinda fell for each other after the song and eloped after that all that were present sans jimmy and engfu.
LOVE kbox WITH CRAPPIESAND STUDYING WITH MIKE (whatever that was supposed to be studying) he kinda got bored and flooded my lappy.
MATHS TML AND IM STILL QUITE BEHIND STUDYING SCHEDULE. rahh. i think we should get together now.
to all.im now currently bloggin from a FUCKED up chalet that i oh-so-regretted turning up for.according to mum, im an ANGRY girl.check.that was like 25seconds ago.im still equally angry and she went up to bed.
FIRST IM ANGRY cause u all left me alone in school cause i was trying sooo hard to contact u all.SECONDLY the moment i left school,i still dint know where to go.and when i arrived at like,6 at Jes's place and didnt get to leave till like 8 gg on 9.REACHED here at like,9 odd 1o.guess wad,MJ's out ,adults took the table and yes i was REJECTED of any chance of participation.JES jus kinda left me on my own in the hall when she went to take a LONG call.i TURNED to sought entertainment by trying to KTV.ok FAILED ATTMEPT.WHY?cause of the over whelming sound of the MJ and the fact tt i haf to change the CD ever once in a while.its MANUAL KTV pls.i dont enjoy tt!THIRD i literally did NOTHING .yes.NOTHING.wasted my time just rotting around.its 2.35 and guess wad,everyone's aslp.IM SO PISSED CAN! WARNING: dont ask me to a chalet whereby its NO fun at 2+. i would rather be at home watching tv and playing NEOPETS. cause apparently im deprived of tv also.and i haf my lappy w/o wireless connection.
ok.imagine 9+ till 2 of deprivation and now all ppl is in bed.and the dumb MJ game in my lappy doesnt wrk.KANNINABEHCHAOCHEEBYE.SIANINNIAEH.im stuck here,trying to do my 15oo essay soooo OVERDUED.due to LACK of content.you see,im doin on MILD carbon stell and ashraff's doing on LOW carbon steel.WTH.whats the diff lars.that killed me.being differentiated by LOW and MILD means ...sharing of content and the vast decution of area whereby i can cover on.our presentation was almost similar already.FUCK LARS.im screwed.DONT want the report to be the same.stuck at like 900 words and im LACK of content already.
went for VTDS and took bus with Calvin after that.it struck me that im SCREWED.i happen to b missing out on alot in class.hah,i have ppl saying bout projpeople asking me why i drifted from the girls.PEOPLE i dont know.FRIENDS DONT JUS STOP BEING FRIENDSWE JUST DRIFT APART(if we dont happen to have the same belief) balancing work and school's tough.RELATIONSHIP's currently NO LONGER an issue.FRIENDSHIP's on the rock.
we cannot control how ppl think or feel.its jus ME.im the problem.MAYBE GETTING RID OF ME SOLVES PROBLEMS.
JUST CHUCK ME ASIDE~
i LOVE mike!im a HAPPY girl!national day was spent at wrk.MADE all ppl wear RED.including BOSS!whahahs.watched SIMPSONS.(supposed to study lar...duno who!)MAHJONG-ed at weide's after wrk.i WON!watched ALONE the other day.(nah,dint watch alone.watched with ppl)lala.loved it!
HIMBO!!!!
this is like randoms of the camwhore session in PDI studio.
extract of a crude conversation.T u attached?urh,no why.don't tell me i was so tasteless last timeFUCK!wad u mean?amonth and no one wants ..ts tsk tskcb lar.dun waste my time.go away. no leh,i'm happy doing this just dissapear b4 i actually end my sentences with vulgarities LOSER! slut go screw ur FUGLY gf lar hor.leave me alone.i dun wanto rubbish with you.tml gt test. jus go sell ur bod lor,gt money take,duunnid study la...waste ur parents money...aint gg to make it anw.SAI NIN NIA EH,U DONT GO OVERBOARD HOR.i happy leh.SLUTKID.play elsewhere.(then i blocked the THING)
i dont know if its rather more of being irresponsible or what ut everyone wants to skip all classes.im feeling pretty useless.not helping in projs not being involved AND ALL.IM LIKE OBVIOUSLY IN THE WRONG COURSE FOR THE LEAST OBVIOUS not REASON....IM like so not TALENTED.fuck man.im feeling so wasted.the final design for the HPD is up for a week going to 2,but i havent seen it yet.daphne and rach's on their own.doin stuff and all.im feeling soooo useless.SHIT MAN.Labels: proj
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TOO MUCH FOOD TOOK AWAY ALL SANITY.
'daddy' last day at crabparty.
SENTOSA
all that were present sans jimmy and engfu.
LOVE
kbox WITH CRAPPIES
i LOVE mike!
