spiderwebs are all over my blog now.. see it? haaas! been rather busy or should I say lazy to blog nowadays. well, just all of a sudden had a thought of writing in my blog and yaa.....! there are many things going running through my mind now.. have been thinking quite a lot about many things. I dont know where to start, all the thoughts are just tangled into one big big lump!! what a weird way to describe that?! anyway, hope I can just un-tangled all these thoughts but im lazy to analyse them now! arghs! ..






I am beginning to think I'm overwhelmed by the cares of this world..
all the worries and troubles...

I really want to let go cos' I am very tired..
no more of controlling my own life, I want to surrender all.

what is the purpose i have been searching for?
sometimes as days passed by I do not know what I am living for?
enlighten me my Lord...
had been going through tiring weeks, I need some rest.. can November comes faster? weell, I see myself going through more changes in the weeks and months to come.. cynthia you got to get used to it! oh man.. alrights I shall look at the brighter side. myself? maybe I should think of a change too or stay at the same old place where I dont see anymore prospect. do I work for the sake of working or do I work with the passion?

pampered myself on monday or tuesday, ah I forgot. I did a classic pendicure.. :D


Before the world began
You were on His mind
And every tear you cry
Is precious in His eyes
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Nothing you can do
Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done
Could make Him close the door
Because of His great love
He gave His only Son
Everything was done
So you would come

Come to the Father
Though your gift is small
Broken hearts, broken lives
He will take them all
The power of the Word
The power of His blood
Everything was done
So you would come

Thanks Daddy in heaven for Your great love.
I cried when I listen to this song, it ministered to me.. indeed
Nothing you can do Could make Him love you more
And nothing that you've done Could make Him close the door.
His love never change..

letting go of me, holding on to You
well.. feeling a lil upset today.
was supposed to be off however ive to go back to do a pm shift.
plans were ruined..
is she really sick? i wonder?! well.. kind of immune to this system. haas

where is my passion?
did cleaning and some re-construction to alan dear's room yesterday.
a sense of satisfaction we must say :)

bedsheet changed and bed/ semi windows wiped :)



I neaten up those things on the table! :D :D




cleaned and arranged nicely :):)


really preferred this arrangement of the funitures.
ah should have taken a before and after photo! :/