Thursday, July 30, 2009

you know you have a fetish
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for pencil cases

when
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u cant

seem to stop
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buying
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them

Tuesday, July 28, 2009

my essay is half-done and it's due on Thursday.
2 more days to write ~1000 words.. not forgetting the tedious part of research. writing is easy if you've got stuff to write about, but my research comes along together with my essay writing. It's when i need to justify a point in my essay, i find journals to support it. heh.. But the thing is, i dont have points to write cos i do not have pre-knowledge about the topic, so i do my research, then write that point and research MORE to justify that point!
arghhhhh! i dont know what i'm talking about and i dont think u know too, haha..

but i definitely know i'm still buying clothes despite my bursting wardrobe.
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this is from this fashion. i've always been very skeptical about the clothes they sell there cos most are ugly, but if i look hard enough, i might get 1 nice one out of 1000 pieces.
sometimes, i even see similar clothes that i've bought from taiwan and online sprees!
Both the scarf and the off-shoulder tee cost $33.90 =)

some photos taken yesterday during dinner at MOS burger orchard central. i love the deco there!
plus one very friendly and cute old uncle serving us =)
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smiling jayen
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candid
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Monday, July 27, 2009

"Murderer" starring aaron kwok is one darn good movie!!!
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even better than all the shows i've caught recently!

Saturday, July 25, 2009

i'm skipping my appointment at the salon and my saturday class today.

cos my 1800-words essay is due next week and i've not started a word. well done.
haha.. wanna spend the whole of today doing it before meeting xin in the evening to collect a dress from yue's place and meeting baby after his exam at 10pm for a nice dinner or movie.

and tomolo i wanna go out with baby to play! yes, spending time with him is more important than meeting deadlines and school, wahaha
so i must be good and stay home to finish as much of my essay as possible.

it's the weekends! YAY
enjoy urselves peeps!

Thursday, July 23, 2009

This morning, i wanted to get my p2 tuition kid to do a comprehension exercise in his assessment book but he simply refused to.
when i asked him why, he didn't even want to look at the book and mumbled a "no, i dont want to."

and then, i realised why.

The passage is about this little mermaid and there's a picture of her at the bottom of the page...

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the mermaid is half-naked! -_-
and the little boy is feeling uncomfortable, LOL!! so cute!

so i told him, "u dont like this picture is it?"
"the mermaid is so ugly. seee.." he anwered, pointing to her boobs before turning away

so i told him i'm going to do something to the drawing...

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tah-dahhhh... now the mermaid is wearing a striped t-shirt and he can't see those boobs anymore! wahahaa

true enough, he finished his comprehension in no time without any more complaints!

kids are just so innocent and cute

Wednesday, July 22, 2009

new love
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this is just the casing.. what i really bought was
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This Skin Remaker (foundation) actually comes together with a golden casing. But i prefer this white one that is actually the casing for some pore minimizing powder.

but the refills are of the same size, so i was delighted to be able to mix and match my own =)
i could almost forsee that this entry is definitely not going to be a nice one.

this is an episode 2 to the previous post about that irritating guy.
i cant believe that i'm blogging about this in the middle of the night! but i really have to get it off my chest!

since yesterday, i've blocked him from my msn list.
If he has access to my blog and is reading this, then yes, i've blocked YOU, pest!

He didn't have the platform to get back at me after yesterday, so he left two comments at my facebook account BEFORE i could block him there as well.
As expected, the 2 comments were to get back at me.
If he thinks i would be upset to let my friends read what he'd said about me there, he's wrong cos i'm not afraid to. Instead, i'm gonna announce it here.
He first criticised my face in a photo, saying it looked round like a bowling ball.
secondly, he said the facebook admin people deleted my wall becos i was what bah bah black sheep -____- i cant remember exactly what he wrote but it's stupid and is not important.

Last straw.
i felt i shouldn't tolerate such childish people around me and so deleted him off the list.

i cant believe how immature one can be! He is 31 years old for goodness sake!!!!!

Luckily, LUCKILY i managed to run away from this relationship 11 years ago! I really hate to dig the old stuff out, but he totally gets on my nerves!!!!....
we barely lasted for 3 months. It was the secondary school kind of puppy love when i was in my teens. I remembered him as always moody and i did not like it.
I remembered on one occasion when he tried to kiss me on the bus. i slapped him. afterwhich he wrote me a letter to tell me how upset he was -_- it was disgusting.
Then we broke up.
He wrote me yet again an even LONGER letter and stalked me in poly after school one day. He went up the same bus as me, looked at me with teary eyes, trying to tell me how pathetic he was without me. It still gives me the jitters when i think of it now! and my bible study leader had to pull me to alight to 'safety' together with her at the next bus-stop.

After 9 years, we coincidently met each other at the MRT station. He didnt recognise me becos i changed too much. It has been so long, so i thought we would have both matured and it's quite nice to meet someone u've lost contact for so many years.
we went out for dinner. and when i told him he didnt have to send me home, I was shocked to realise he hasnt changed abit since, cos he still STOOD OUTSIDE THE MRT GLASS DOOR WITH THE SAME PATHETIC FACE WAVING GOODBYE AT ME TILL THE TRAIN WAS OUT OF SIGHT!
please! it's not like i'm going to die or something!

i admit i felt so embarrassed.
and then, we never went out again.

after that, he will message me once in a while out of the blue, but i never failed to feel abit uncomfortable after talking to him due to the negative comments he made each time.
and right now i can almost predict, given his loser-ish character, if he cant get back at me via msn or facebook, he might leave a nasty comment here on my blog behind a stupid nick or what.
but well, i'm not afraid becos of the very supportive friends and readers here who really help to make me feel better! I really appreciate it!

Finally, this is the last entry i'm going to write about him cos he's not worth my time.
and i want him out of my life.

Monday, July 20, 2009

i've just reactivated my facebook account a couple of days ago as i missed some dearies and would like to see how they've been. I decided to upload some photos from my HK trip and was half-way doing so when an old friend (read: flame) msged me on msn.

i never liked him cos he always says words a sore loser would, and his words prick everytime. It was better when he found himself a girlfriend recently, but i think they broke up, so he reverted back to his insecure and 'always putting others down' ways.

i knew he was sore when we broke up 11 years ago. Hear that carefully, ELEVEN years AGO. he's still sore, so he's always super jealous of me and my bf and always trying to say brainless stuff like, "wah.. u sure u 2 would last?" or "honeymoon over already?"

Today, he msged me out of the blue asking me how come my bf and i have stopped going on holidays. Last time, we used to travel every few months.
(meaning to make me feel that my bf and i were not that close anymore?)

anyway, i saw no need to explain things. Instead i asked how in the first place he knew we always went on holidays. And he said cos i've stopped posting our holiday photos on friendster and facebook.
-_-
DUHH..... i've already deleted my friendster and deactivated my facebook accounts duno how long ago.

so i snapped back a, "well, honestly when u msged me, i was uploading some photos up facebook which i reactivated. Now, i know there're people like u who cant wait to see those photos, i change my mind."

That was the main reason why i removed both accounts the last time. cos i hate people (not close friends) digging into my personal life, assuming things and giving nonconstructive comments. Especially people who are sore with whatever shit.. i duno. If u are feeling sore and insecure, it is not my problem. and if u are feeling unbalanced BECOS of my happy life, it is STILL not my problem.

sigh.
hot.

anyway, i know what i should do. totally block and delete such people off my list.
and you who keeps asking me when i'm gonna break up with my bf, sorry to disappoint u.

we love each other so much that we've plans to get into a marriage so that we can spend the rest of our lives together.
fullstop.

Sunday, July 19, 2009

had around 5 hours of sleep for the past 3 nights.
i'm so sleeeeeepy now
:(

anyway, i think u all miss this lil fella hehe
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i didn't have time to restock pudding's bedding, so i grabbed this pack of litter i saw at the supermarket last week to temporary make-do with.
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usually i stick to cat litter as they're cleaner. This packet of litter is so small, can only use 2 times then i have to buy again. sian.. plus the pellets are so small that they 'fly' all over the place. especially so when pudding loves digging and kicking into its bedding that makes cleaning more troublesome!

but it looks white and clean though....
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but ONLY for the first few minutes. cos when i came back after packing his grains, i saw 20 droppings from pudding in his new bedding! argh!!
TWENTY!
i cant believe pudding shits so much in a couple of minutes!
the previous cat litter is dark grey, so i think all the shit camouflages inside, tat's why i didnt take any notice of them.
damn disgusting. i couldnt stand the sight of those droppings on the clean white bedding, so i picked every single piece of them up!
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pudding enjoying his grains
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fatty bom bom

hehe
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and this is his favourite place to sleep.
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i think he's feeling insecure. must sleep under the wheel than can.
he's always jumpy and wants to bite everything -_- i think i can forget about cuddling him together to sleep anymore :(
next time i must get the teddy-bear dog!!

Friday
after class, i accompanied jayen to study for his paper the next day.
our usual place, the void deck at kovan. My old neighbourhood! i like!
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jayen is working hard LAST MINUTE, haha!!! but God was very merciful, cos jayen spot 3 exam questions and all 3 came out! wahahahaaa !!
me looking super tired there. although i was also revising my lecture stuff, my mind was switching off any minute, cos it was past midnight already. so i spent my time snapping photos with my camera. hehe
we stayed till 1.30am but had to leave cos my bladder was bursting -_-
forgot to go toilet before i left la

Saturday
in a cam-whore mood cos i curled my hair, haha..
on the cab. curls gone.SIAN
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take from this angle got double-chin! muahahhaa...
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teeheehee
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Friday, July 17, 2009

i'm super hungry :(

but i'm glad mom's on MC today, hehe.. happy NOT becos she's sick, but happy becos when she's home, there'll be nice food for me to eat. Grilled saba fish! muahahaha...
okay lar, she's not very sick, but due to the H1N1 scare, any display of flu symptoms, u will be asked to go home and rest, haha

so she's got 2 days of mc. she said she tio the virus from school. cos 20 kids from her class were on MC together with her, heh..


Yesterday,
my p5 kid showed me what he claimed the 'most powerful weapon' in his collection.
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-_-
usually i would nag like "play all these things in class and dont concentrate right...blah blah blah...." and the kid will auto shut-off.

i decided to use a different strategy: To be personally interested in what he's likes and then say what i should say after that= the nagging and all, heh..
but i admit i was very impressed by how he managed to fix different stationery parts together into a gun! and the gun can really shoot 'bullets' one!! cos he fixed a spring at the end of the pen and when u press the tip down, the spring ejects the bullet out! so cool, haha
it even has an eye-piece! haha

and he further impresses me with the gun being able to transform into a longer version..
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he says this is a sniper rifle. haha!
so innovative!!

the spare parts kept in a spectacle box
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singapore needs more creative people who dont always follow the rules.

kids like them makes teaching more interesting.
1 or 2 is okay. 40 of them in the class can kill.

what about kids who are innocently vulgar?
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haha


yesterday i had the most dry lecture in my entire school life.
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i'm damn proud cos i wrote so much notes!
plus it's damn neat! haha
i salute those people who can remember all in their heads, cos i cant. i can only remember if i write it down.
cos i have a super memory...

a super short-term one

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studious enough? hehe
not my specs. my classmate's. who wanted to act like they can score distinctions

me!
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after class, jayen came and we caught Harry potter @ Iluma :D
but it's so boring eh.. it's a boring 2.5 hours :(
and i can never remember what happened in the earlier episodes. talking about short term memory! so i was totally lost.


time to take a short nap.
had only 4hr of sleep last night. and tonight is school again......

Monday, July 13, 2009

i swear i nearly died running after a bus.

i had 2 sessions of tuition one particular morning and 30 minutes was the duration i planned to travel from this kid's house to the other.
The bus journey would take 15 minutes for the first bus before i board a second bus which would only take 5 minutes to reach my destination.
But the thing is, the second bus comes every 20 minutes, so if i were to miss it, i will be very late. The distance is short, but too long to walk.

on that wretched morning, i forgot to top-up my ezlink card and i've run out of coins, so i had to alight at the MRT station to top up my card before i can board my second bus. BUT when i was walking to the station, i saw that the bus was already waiting at the traffic light. So the VERY AMBITIOUS me reckoned i could go top up my card at the MRT control station, run to the other exit of the station and STILL be in time to catch the bus at the next bus-stop..

OK.
I know u are confused... so i drew it out! haha
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the dotted line is the path i ran. IT IS NOT SHORT.
i had to run one whole MRT interchange from the NorthEast to the Circle Line, while the bus takes the route in grey.
when i reached the bus-stop, my heart was pumping like nobody's business and my legs turned to jelly. i swear i never felt like this before! i thought i was going to die!
and the best part is, i missed the bus.
-_____-''

end up i took a cab and paid 3 dollars -_- damn!
it must be the silliest thing i've ever done.
and it made me realise i'm not young and fit anymore -_-
SIGH. people wan to reach 30 years old already is like tat one :(


anyway, talking about the age, it reminds me of something.
last week after lecture, my classmate and i were waiting in front of the lecture hall to sign our attendance when the lecturer commented, "hey, u 2 look very young. are you fresh from poly or what?"
and my classmate totally JUMPED at the great opportunity to reveal my age and exclaimed, "NO! she 28 already!" DAMN! of cos i wasn't slow too, immediately rebutted, "the pot calling the kettle black! He is 30!"
.. next time wan to suan pple must look at urself first. hehe


Sunday
it's a day of lazing around and definitely one filled with sweetness =)
Usually jayen and i would spend our weekends outdoors at the beach or some park cycling. but this weekend he needed to finish his school assignment at home, so i went over to accompany him. He was watching the Michael Jackson tribute show on MTV while i was poring over taiwan online shops...
and i ordered some clothes from zen's Imagine spree! i super love the clothes @ Imagine shop!
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a bustier top paired with a high-waisted skirt! i bought both! they're so pretty!!!!
and a bikini set! sporty and chic! i like!!!
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next was this overalls. i think it's super cute because of the material! Furry furry one! wahahahaa.....
i was asking jayen for his opinion...

me: baby, which color should i buy?
he: hmmmm, blue
me: hah.. the blue looks formal kind eh.. i wan something casual.
he: then u buy the black one ok
me: hah... the black not nice!!! i can buy the pink one?
he: pink very translucent like tat eh
me: but i like. i buy the pink ok??
he: -_- okay
and we both laughed. when a woman asks for ur opinion, REMEMBER she already has made a choice, she only wants to ask so u can affirm her choice. HAHA
so guys, wise up.
when ur girlfriend asks u for ur opinion, ASK her first what she thinks then AFFIRMS it, haha!

and NEVER answer trap-questions like, "Dear, do i look fat in this dress?"
cos if u answer YES, u are doomed. if u answer NO, u are STILL doomed, haha
why? cos..
she: dear, do i look fat in this dress?
you: No
she: you mean i am fat but only in this dress i dont?
you: Hah? when i say u fat?
she: u should say "u are not fat, so u wear what also not fat."
you: !!!!!!


some guys claim they are smart and think they know exactly how to answer trap questions like this
she: dear, do i look fat in this dress?
you: dear, i love you whatever your size.
she: So u are saying i really look fat?!?!?!!
You stab yourself alive.


she: dear, do i look fat in this dress?
you: No, u look totally beautiful in everything and i love you!
she's a pleased bitch!
SMART!
=)

anyway,
his mom bought pizza and we shared it together =) happy
after that, he finished his project in the dining room while i watched TV and cam-whored in his room, heh..
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i think jayen's bedroom is so pretty! haha
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our wax hand model! hehe
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lastly, LOVE!
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yeah..

enjoy ur new week peeps!

Wednesday, July 08, 2009

as usual, jayen came to fetch me after my night class today...


me: ah dear, can i ride a motorised bicycle?

him: why?

me: so i can ride to tuition, dont have to waste money take bus or taxi

him: no. very dangerous.

me: the taxi uncle told me i can save alot of money like that

him: the taxi uncle want to 害 you ah. its so dangerous to ride a bicycle on the road!

me: no lar, he never 害 me. he even didn't charge me the 80cents for my $5.80 ride lehh

him: then i give u 1 dollar u listen to me dont ride ok

me: HAHAHAHAAA!!
school day

with a good hair day
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and a good hp camera day
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but a wrong venue.

Tuesday, July 07, 2009

came home and found this box on my bed
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duno who put it there, but anything in my room will be mine! wahaha

the contents...
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There's a bottle of duno what, a packet of duno what, and a tub of duno what.
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Oh,
the korean words say it's a 4-in-1 make up lotion that consists of:
lotion + foundation + make-up base + sun block

wahaha..
no, i dont know how to read, but got english, heh
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i usually dont believe in 4-in-1 or 3-in-1 stuff...
but i'm forever game to try out new beauty products!

Before
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After

i'm not blessed with flawless skin as u can see, acne marks and redness on my skin are very obvious given my quite fair skin. Concealed after application. no photoshopping =)

lotion is very light so i like it alot. minimal coverage so no feeling of having gunk on my face =)

but dont ask me where to buy this..cos i also duno.
my brother said his colleagues gave him a porter bag and this color lotion came as complimentary.
hmmmm

Monday, July 06, 2009

i think i nag quite alot.
at myself.

cos i keep telling myself i haven't really been blogging. it has been around 2 weeks.
but sometimes u do experience periods of dry spells like this, haha
and at times, i blog so much like i'm having verbal diarrhoea.
hee..

friday was a classmate's bday and we planned to head to zouk for a celebration. but due to late classes on wednesday and thursday i didn't get to see jayen for 2 days, so i decided to meet him a short while for dinner before the bday celebration at night.
But something very upsetting happened to baby at work that day and i'm ashamed to say i wasn't as supportive as i should have been.

we went for a drink at clarke quay after dinner and at 10pm, i left in a cab for zouk. baby could still force a smile and ask me to enjoy myself albeit feeling super low himself. i knew he needed my company, but i chose to still meet my classmates as planned. This is how inflexible i am sometimes, i feel.

reached zouk and i waited for the birthday boy to come so i could wish him a happy birthday. the whole time i was with my friends, i was thinking about jayen. And so i went outside to call him. found out he was at fort canning park. the minute i heard his voice, i knew he had been crying. i hated myself cos i knew his hurt multiplied when i left in that cab. i wanted to go and find him but he told me to stay with my frens because his phone batt is going to be flat anytime and it'll be dangerous for me to try locate him in the park.
Before we knew it, the call was cut off.

i didnt go back into zouk but hailed a cab to fort canning park. As i stood at the foot of the 'hill', i tried calling him again but his battery was already flat. i left him a message to say "i'm here". Took the few flights of stairs up the park but hesitated when i saw that the winding uphill road was so dark. i was damn scared cos it's almost midnight and the last thing i wanted was to make him worry for me. but how am i going to find him if i dont go up? so i tried shouting for his name a few times, but the park was too big -_-
so i waited and prayed. and then he called! =) obviously he was upset that i didn't listen to him asking me not to come.
when i saw him, he hugged me so tightly and said he was so worried. i told him i wont be so stupid as to not protect myself by going up the hill alone at night -_-

and i told him i was so sorry for not being with him when he needed me most. cos i know, if he was in my shoes, he will hold me close and whisper into my ears, to say it's okay. i wanted to cry.
cos he would never leave me for his friends, or leave me in the lurch, like how i did :(
he assured me that everything will be fine and that i should not lose faith in him.

we've been through worse times, and everytime we become stronger.
we can only thank God for in times of uncertainty like this, we could still put our trust in Him. and we believe God has great plans for us.

Friday, July 03, 2009

i know i haven been blogging, heee...
as my life has been boring lately, haha

everyday is work and school, as the new term has started 2 days ago.
will update soon!!!!
=) stay healthy everyone!