Love is when i remember...
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you are the guy who called me ‘Nu Ren’! and phoned me at the weirdest hours of the night.

you are the guy who bought me the CD by Justin Timberlake just bcos i said the song, 'What goes around comes around’ was nice.

you are the guy whom i got on and sat beside in the cab yet didnt dare to look me in the eye on our first date

you are the guy whom i trashed at 5-10 and downed so much long island tea our first night at zouk

you are the guy who hugged me so tightly till i couldnt even breathe.

you are the guy who brought me home the first time at 3am in the morning.

you are the guy who sang ZhuanShuTianShi and held my hand for the first time.

you are the guy who didnt even ask if i could be your gf and we got together.

you are the guy who could make me fall uncontrollably head over heels in love with.

you are the guy who gave me a cross u bought long ago and told me it was meant for the woman in ur life.

you are the guy who held me in ur arms and asked ur mother if we looked compatible, haha..

you are the guy who bought 3 types of soup when i merely said i felt like eating something soupy.

you are the guy who never failed to make me laugh and also make me cry with tears of joy.

you are the guy who could hug me for a long time in the middle of streets, ignoring everyone else who passes us.

you are the guy who protected our relationship so fiercely.

you are the guy who, very amazingly i dunno how, can feel my heartbeat and feelings exactly.

baby,
and love is when

… there is still so much so much more to say but no words could fully express…

baby.
we are going back to taiwan today.
we are going to fulfill that dream. that wish of going back to our love nest. somewhere we so looked forward to. somewhere we both felt so magical in. On a day that is so so significant to only both of us.
cos it’s the day we first met. the day we felt so shy towards each other. the day we first hugged. the day we started this loving journey together.



As long as there is love between us — The first love, a simple love, that love from God that allowed our paths to cross, and His love for us by blessing us with each other, i know nothing will be too difficult to bear because i have you by my side.
=)

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p.s. pardon me peeps, for being damn mushy. but it's for today niah! haha..
see all 8 days later!

it is not exactly the best place to get to know someone.
online.

but who says u cant meet someone you can call a friend through the net.
in fact, most of my friends, i got to know them online. People like kiyomi, zen, jes, winston, jeff, yasuSenpai, darric and many many more... people i've chatted and gone out a few times with =)

and
who says u cant meet someone u can call the Significant Other through the net.
i met mine online.
and of all websites, some 'party~community' website
-_-

i cant remember when and how to got myself registered there, but i was chionging quite a bit a year back, so occasionally, i would check out the website for the latest happenings.
And, i received a message from him in my inbox.

FYI, if u are some single lady with a decent profile in such a website, private messages sent to u by guys arent rare. Most of the time, i read and i trash them (especially those with a long detailed self-introduction, obviously 'copied and pasted' and mass-sent to all the single ladies out there). Occasionally, i reply with a short "hi, enjoy" back.

jayen wasnt an exception.

except that he asked a funny question, (which i didnt really know how to answer)
"r u a small small size cute cute type of girl?"


-_-''

and i replied with a " nah.. small? hmm.. not very small or short lar, haa"


now i understood why he asked me that. For a while i thought i was tall at a height of 165cm. But when i saw how he towered over me, i could only stare in awe. seriously..

anyway, that was beside the point. The point is, we started msning, chatting on the phone and we met up. I never thought of going into any relationship at that point in time since i was very 'tired' from all the failed r/ss... My mentality was just to find some company, friends regardless of gender.. and if it so happens to be a guy, the r/s to be purely platonic.

I found out it didnt happen that way.

As much as i wanted 'time-off', my heart was obviously going against me.
It fell.

Fell so deeply in love.

maybe i should start packing already.

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got my hair cut today!

i was the first customer at the salon cos i went right after a tuition class in the morning at 10am.

i initially only wanted a trim of the sides of the fringe cos i reckon the top of my head feels very flat. I wanted some airy volume at the top part of my head.
In the end, the stylist said the length is weighing my hair down, so trimming the fringe wont help very much. He chopped almost half of the hair at the back, giving me a little bob at the back of my head, so with proper styling, it's gonna have a more voluminous look.

I was itching for some curls but he said my hair is too damaged at the ends. He continued saying that my hair is just gonna 'disappear' under the chemicals once the perming lotion is applied onto it.
:(
Think i'll be good and stay away from perming or colouring for the time-being :(
haiz

BUT he curled my hair after the hair-cut!!!
Of cos, perming can never achieve this kind of look. I will just have to be disciplined enough to style my hair if i want it to look this good :(

the temporary curls at the back of my hair! I LOVE IT!!!!!

the sides. It's layered once again. ByeBye to defined steps




:)
one day niah...


tomorrow will be back to the orbiang-me again -_-

to look at such good food placed before me, yet..... not able to eat them cos of one stupid ulcer at my tongue :(
ARGHHHHH

it makes even slow biting painful :(

anyway, that's a piece of baked cheese with jam :)
the cheese is really good, but unable to eat it properly halved its delectability. Not to say that 5 pieces of hard toast, biting into them is almost an impossible task for me :(

From TCC.

jayen got his haircut after one month, heh..
he cut away his mane of unruly permed 'fur' finally.

Before..... and After


very nice, haha... :)
pardon my pale face though :(

went orchard, bugis, suntec and marina square to settle some miscellaneous stuff these few days...

=) nothing much to do while waiting at the M1 shop.




life-size doll mascots of the Beijing2008 Olympic Games exhibiting @ Suntec!

i like the 福娃欢欢!

still got 3 others besides these two... think got one panda, cant remember already

Night view from the Marina Square's food court! =)

the new camera's night mode is finally not failing me, wheee....

some girl was killed.




totally grossed-out




*diaoz

i especially dont appreciate people who claim to be self-righteous, intelligent and who can predict the future for me.


my boy friend and i have no business of yours whether we last or not.
If you all FEEL that we are probably not meant for each other or we LOOK like we are not going to last, then that's what you think.

so....what's ur motive in telling me all that?

i dont see the need to explain to anyone how blissful i am in this relationship.

If you claim to be my friends, then you would be happy for us.
if not, i dont know you as a friend and i dont need your blessings.

and if you claim you love me this much, you must be even happier for me that i've found happiness.
what makes u so sure i would be happier? with u

love is not selfish.
for i already know clearly what i want.
and i know even more clearly what i do not want.

i hate to turn this ugly. but if it doesnt get to you, i have to resort to this.
never blame the girls for being heartless, because some guys hear but they dont listen.

if only u think i'm this bad, then you would let me go.
so please.

i am the reason You were crucified on the cross.

and for the same reason,
i am given Life when you conquered death.
Thank You Lord

Happy Resurrection Sunday!
aka. happy easter day!

as i was saying in my previous post, i was craving for cup corn so badly..

finally got to eat it today! darn happie*
bought one on my way home

and then
i realised there was no dinner for me at home except one whole pot of corn soup!

-_-

life is just this ironic.


was down with flu and abit of sore throat the last 2 days, coupled with a mild cramp, PMS
and with a rotten face, what could be worse.
haaaa.....
im applying mask every other day, hopefully it would calm my skin abit.

did some retail therapy to soothe the wretched soul, haha



i've been thinking of this for a few weeks already.

seen it when i went shopping with esther the other day but i didnt get it cos i was on a tight budget.
not to say im no longer on a tight budget la, but i cant stop thinking about it lor!


i love every single charm on that bracelet! especially the pearl and the Bling Bling!!!!! :D
very pretty!

got a boyfriend shirt dress in black. hehe
i like the cargo pockets and sleeves =)

it's quite versatile cos i wear jeans under it for work in the day.


either pair it with the black coloured belt that comes with it or ur own =)


hee..
long weekend.. very very long indeed :)

right now,
i'm craving for my favourite cup corn
and
Nachos with loads of warm cheese.


=(
skin is super sensitive and unstable these few weeks and i'm having a major outbreak
it makes me sooooo depressed :(

Friday =)



Okay.. i pulled out all my lash extensions so my own lashes could rest.
Yes, they are ultra short now but mascara still saves the day, haha!
jayen somehow still prefers me with my au natural lashes though cos then he can call me 光头妹
:(


:D


caught 3 movies on scv at his place while he slept after his work and after that, we went Cineleisure for a movie marathon (again!!!)
caught The Spiderwick Chronicles and Evangelion.

Spiderwick is unexpectedly entertaining while the Evangelion movie is the same as their anime series leh.... only shorter :( and i've got their one whole set of vcds at home -_-
Nevertheless, it's still my fave anime!!!! while the guys would love those robots, i only had eyes for their characters because they are very prettily drawn!!!!! I Love Shinji and Rei!! :D

Left town almost 4am only to hit the sack almost immediately.


Saturday
Weather was sunny so we headed to Sentosa to play, YAY!
it's quite last minute so we didnt swathe on any sunblock :(

luckily, the clouds soon covered the sky we were even worried it would rain big time!

took cable car! :D
we damn old school one, haha.. now people already upgrade to take the Singapore flyer liao.


time to 'makeover' ur cable car station leh.. they still using fans and the walls look like they have not been cleaned for a very long time.

we darn high! (literally! haha)


shared a cabin with an elderly angmoh couple together with 2 tour guides.

the old couple very sweet. i wish we would still be this loving when we grow old and grey!


actually sentosa is quite boring lor, haha.. especially if it's already not the first time u are there.
Nothing much to do there except being TOK~ed by the super-expensive tourist attractions; worse still, almost everywhere is under construction.. the view is quite an eye sore :(

of cos, it's not so bad lar..
Other things u can try include
1.) Posing with large reptiles...


2.) Posing with the even larger merlion


3.) Posing with signboards


Okay, i know.. basically it is just taking alot of photos -_-

or u can try ur luck with this


Yes, drop in one dollar and zoom in to this magnificient view.....


.......


Make ur wish here!~ love birds

those white pieces of plastics are what people wrote their wishes on. Most of the time, they wish they will strike lottery.

i wish my stoopid pimples will quickly disappear!

and of cos, a few more noble ones wished for world peace. haha

Imbiah station


walked all the way to some beachy place...



it was very crowded on a saturday afternoon.

bought potato crisps, 2 bottles of our fave hoegaarden from the bar and walked even further to Palawan beach...


very very random indeed...


spotted a very cute squirrel crossing the road!

his tail looks like a feather! heh...


There was this reptile show going on so we popped by the amphitheatre.
but the show ended just when we sat down!
=_-



we reached!!!!!!

beautiful!!

we love looking at the sun rays shining through the clouds!





also nothing to do there, haha..

didnt bring any beach stuff to play :( so we ended up playing with....
coconut trees

that is 贞子 climbing out from the stem -_-

the sand..

this is supposedly me, jayen says.
THANKS AR! i think his sand-impression of me looks DAMN PRETTY lor
-_-


?
2 men 'having fun' at the beach.......... *


=)




i hope :)


WHEEEEEE!!!
THIS MUST BE THE BEST SHOT OF THE DAY!!!!

KUDOS to my humble camera! haha

behind jayen's shades, it looked like this

nice hor?? hahahaa.....



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14more days! YAY