darn! forgotten all about my tamagotchi and left it in school.. bet it's sleeping with its poop now.. wondering if how many of tat poop's gonna fill up the screen..**evil chuckle** finally figured out how the infra-red thingy worked, my tama made friends with shikin's.. can u imagine? 2 teachers, supposedly matured and fully grown-up, crooning and 'aww-ing' like small kids in the quiet staff room over the thrill of the tamas being connected.. did i forget to mention tat part about how one tama can actually 'transit' over to the other screen to play with the other tama?? wahahaha.... now my Mimco is good frens with shikin's Trix, kekeke..... Trix gave some really nice gifts like flowers, cake and a ball for my Mimco...but the latter actually gave 2 poops to Trix as pressies!! so mean!!!
treated dear to a D-stress massage @ bodyContours RafflesTownClub on Sat.. they actually have this couple room... but i insisted to do it in separate rooms, heh... ANYWAY, it was my first time.. wasn't used to it, got me all ticklish... *hehe* guess i got more tensed rather than relaxed.. haha.. laughed at dear cos he got a middle-aged masseur (those sweet young things were reserved for female customers i suppose! haha..) but he was glad cos he reckon the 'aunties' were much better and experienced, heh
today met again for both our appointments @ NSC.. dunno why he's extremely 'sticky'.. he even asked the receptionist to change my clinic from F to G jus to be able to sit together (even thou both clinics are just opp each other).. i didnt see the need to since it'ld only be for a short while, why the hassle.. but he insisted.. in the end, some nurses and staff have to intervene just to convince him...one even remarked, "aiyohhh, for awhile only lah, later still can be together one mahh.." i was already red in the face, so i quickly thanked the staff and pulled dear away from the reception.. hmmm, sometimes he does silly things like tat which make me want to laugh.. but i told him i appreciated it anyway.. afterwhich went to his place to help him with some illustrations for his project while he snoozed off..overall an enjoyable day i would say, hehe 8)

grandma's radish.. marinated in sweet soy sauce..lightly sautéed..it's perfect all by itself! hehe.. eating it now.. and it just tastes simply heavenly!!! *slurpp* okie, enough of stimulating ur taste buds

met dear for dinner yesterday.. before that we were squabbling over the phone in the morning.. i was the one giving him all the nonsense and stuff lately.. but he never once did raise his voice at me.. i didnt know what came over me.. making me aggravated and unassured..
seeing him, i mellowed. we had a good talk over dinner. he asked why i was giving him the attitude.. but he added something, "..but i kinda like tat attitude! wahahha..." sickening guy!!! but tat made me laugh.
he wasnt sure if there was something fishy going on between me and my CT in school.. he saw the messages the latter had sent me and was taken aback.. but i know myself..i'll never let dear down in any way..
"i know u're very busy lately and have not much time for me.. sometimes i dont even hear from you at all for the whole day.. i tried my very best to be understanding..but.. when another guy came along and showered me with all the care and attention, it made such a stark contrast.. how i wished all that were given to me by you.. perhaps tat's why it made me terribly frustrated.." i explained to him... he nodded in full understanding and agreement... and assured me that all would be back to normal after this stressful week for him.. keeping my fingers crossed..

well, im glad at least he cared enough to ask what was wrong...

finally the long-awaited holidays have arrived.. but tat doesn't translate to having the priviledge of lazily stretching tired muscles in bed on late dreamy mornings... cos have to be up and ready for school by eight :( till evening.. the sch's crazy, one would say.. but there isn't much a choice for us.. all bcos of the opening ceremony in November..so there's a whole lot of things to be done by then.
last wed was teachers' day.. well, i did enjoy myself tat day... we went Sentosa and spent much of our time inside a glass-cable car cabin, Underwater world, on top of the Giant Merlion (hehe) and the muscial fountain.. didnt like the musical fountain.. still prefer the good o'times where there isnt too much of the high-tech laser stuff or the sentosa's mascot--aka crazy monkey.. it's more like a 'laser display' rather than a muscial fountain as the name suggests...
...back home at night, guilt overwhelmed me.. i msged dear, "u are always out with ur frens..today's teacher's day..i had no school.. u had no school too but i didnt hear from u one whole day.. i went sentosa... with a colleague...yes, alone with him....jus the 2 of us.. but do u care even if u knew it?"
dear's busy with his projects and stuff.. i'm so proud of him.. of his work.. and i'm confident he'll shine...