feeling terrible.. jus took a couple of panadols.. think gonna see a doc tomolo.. haven been getting enough rest these few weeks i guess.. throat's sore and the headache's preventing my eyes from opening... experiencing the accumulated fatigue all over my body... went sch early in the morning to invigilate the P6 prelimary listening compre exam, was feeling abit giddy and cold liaoo.. then went over dear's place for lunch.. and i slept all the way till evening.. dear's got to piggy-back me home..but only for a short stretch of road, cos me getting too heavy for him liao, haha.. hopefully tomolo will get well... ...nite...zzzz

Racial Harmony Day in school

in malay traditional costume, the sarong kebaya

yo morning...in the comfort of my cosy corner in the staff room now.hehe.. class starting at 8.. yesterday was racial harmony day..got myself a sarong kebaya to wear, wahaha... post up pics later in the day.. went to "Advertising in the Air" @ Fort Canning Green last nite with dear and his art-school mates.. .. enjoyed ourselves alot.. we sat on the ground sheets laid on the big open field and the world's best tv ads were screened. quite a number were humorous and creative.. tats  why they were voted the best ads.. love this one.. http://www.asiapacificadfest.com/01welcome/tvc_best.htm

sat was burnt.. stayed in school from 9 in the morning till almost 7 in the evening... painting murals.. haiz... my sat wor... D: the only day i can relax myself before the new week starts.. cos i get the pre-monday blues in advance on sundays.. hee.. tats why i woke up at 530 today to prepare my lessons for next week.. in order to enjoy myself as much as i can later, wahahha... wanna look for a national costume..maybe a qipao or a malay kebaya (is tat how u spell tat?) for wed's racial harmony day.. all supposed to be clothed in national costumes, haha.. like during our secondary school days..heee...
life's so busy.. getting used to waking up early, having my 'monsters' appearing in my dreams(nightmares?) and howling at them (reality check!!)... sometimes the admin part of teaching really bogs me down.. but the kids can really make or break ur day.. i love my P5 EM3 students.. althou they may not be academically brillant, they are all very nice children.. humble and willing to listen.. (unlike those smart alecks from EM1s who are arrogant and snobbish, haha... ) i told my EM3s they're the best class among all i've taught.. they couldnt believe it.. all their life they have been labelled as hopeless and 'doomed' to failure..
...but i love them and i believe in them

Workplace in school :D

my desk in the staff room, hehehe...

had a talk with dear last nite (after he came back from the concert..) was soooo relieved he wasnt mad at me for venting my anger on him. he knew i was upset, but he said i could have at least tried listening first before howling at him, cos he initially wanted to help me get to the stadium via another route.. but obviously i didnt give him the chance to.. so he got to hang up and let me cool down first.. he didnt understand why i couldnt act or even think rationally under such circumstances..and i tend to get very gan-cheong and hotheaded.. he also had a hard time trying to explain my absence to his friend (who went out of the way to get the concert tickets for us)
swallowing my pride, i had to apologise to dear.. he didnt blame me.. tat made me feel worse.. i felt so guilty i couldnt sleep.. sigh...
..another lesson learnt liaoo..

Bro's Graduation...

shots with bro and aunt

attended my bro's graduation ceremony...took lots of photos with family.. and had dinner @ Ah Yat.. supposed to meet dear to watch concert @ indoor stadium, but the traffic jam was so bad @ Kallang.. bro sent me half way and the car was literally moving like a snail... everybody was nagging at me in the car... bro said i was wasting everybody's time.... i was very very upset.. i didnt want to miss the concert... i didnt want to miss seeing dear.. i was late for the concert.. i didnt turn up.. dear called.. and i shouted at him.. it wasnt his fault but i shouted... but i really didnt mean it.. i didnt. dear.....

had a long long day in school.... soooo tired.. today took a P6 class.. cheeky kids in there! there's this boy who kept playing with a tennis ball after recess in class and he's so disruptive.. warned him a couple of times but he just turned a deaf ear.. had to raise my voice and i said, "Ben! You better keep tat ball of yours in your bag right now!" ...and some smart-aleck @ the other corner of the room mumbled, "Ben cant keep his ball cos its stuck onto him" .... ... ... ... =X

a day of RUSH... rushed to do my lesson planning, rushed to accompany dear to buy digicam, rushed to meet ex-poly frens for dinner... and rushed home to print our my lesson plans... PHEW.. now i jus need a good good rest to rejuvenate myself before i greet those kiddos (*from hell?) for the new week. hee...
dear bought Canon 500 digi.. for his art works and stuff.. heard tat it was good. he did so much research online! recalling, i dun remember doing any the last time i bought my digi.. hmm, thot it was something i should learn from him, hee... esp with the buying of clothes, bags and shoes, haha...i buy lots of them on impulse.. tats why many have cobwebs growing on them liao..wahaha.
met ivy, charis and fang @ MOS for dinner.. ivy flying off to Queensland for studies this wed, so gotta meet up. we got her a bag...and i couldnt resist....so..i... bought..one too.....HEE... it was drizzling..couldnt get hold of a cab.. standing by the side of the road, drenched..it was terrible...
now i just wan to SLEEP.... bed here i COME!!! :DD

haven been posting any stuff up these few days.. reason being, was too busy with work and (*not forgetting*) enjoyment.. its only when one becomes really busy with work will she be able to be realise how precious time spent with her loved ones is.. today's Youth Day!!!! so happy.. :D not becos im still a youth, but school's having a holiday, so NO WORK today! wahahhaa...
had a whole lot of fun during the weekends, thrusting all work and stuff behind my head. watched SpidermanII with dear on sat.. nice plot, nice action.. some 5 pple booked the tickets and didnt turn up..so one whole row of seats beside us were empty.. how wasted!! dunno how many pple were trying to get tickets last minute but in vain.. anyway not my business also, why am i so uptight?! hee..
dunno why, feeling so disillusioned now.. as if my limbs weigh a thousand tons..dun feel like moving.. so sian.. perhaps having the monday blues..even thou no work.. but gotta plan for the rest of this week.. social studies is killing me.. slowly.. honestly, i have ZERO knowledge cos im not trained in tat.. how how how?? gotta do alot alot of research to be more competent.. so sian... dun wan to say anymore.. jus wan to run away.. heee

made a blunder today..stepped into the wrong class and talked for 10 minutes before realising it!! supposed to go into Hope4 but went into Hope3 instead.. tat was actually my former class which i've taught during my attachment last year, i really missed them.. guess tats the real reason of the slip-up i made 'sub-consciously', haha.. and later in the day, their form teacher came up to me and said "ms liang, they were so happy u went into my class".. *blush* wa~lao, those bigmouth kids..how embarrassing..
tomolo would be FRIDAY!!! hurraaayy!!!!!! but..but still got to do my lesson plans for next week *sulk* hopefully can finish them before the weekends so i can enjoy myself to the fullest..wahahhaa... gonna watch spiderman on sat! looking forward to it :D