the blog's getting stale. maybe i wanna change a new blogg. we'll seee!!

oh well. been following the taiwan drama recently:P
those idol drama but it's really interesting. maybe it's the cast and the plot. been quite some time since i chased after idol drama since wang zi bian qing wa in j1-j2.with my mingdao:P

those were those memories back in jc:P

now,uni year 3.:P
it's ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni!:P fated to love you:)

there's my favourite actor and actress:P the lead: ethan ruan and chen qiao en!:) woo! so double plus to watch the show.but the more u watch, the more characters that u turn out to love: instance: anson and granny. i was even attracted to ji bao bei (that white doggy:)

oh well! watching the show make me feel like im inside the story as well. not as a chracter but then u can really feel what they are trying to express. the disappointment that both leads face from their opposite partner when they stood them up or when they are being thrown behind. oh well. i've done and experienced that before too. guess most of us came across this isn't it.

Well,back to the show.

the post-it girl. will i become one?it's quite sad to see chen xin yi to be treated that way. but if there's a her in such office ( and if im not that person) , perhaps i'll treat her the same way too. ppl like to take advantage of other people.especially when one is really caught up with work. or perhaps the bad habit is difficult to kick.

i guess it's similar to reality ,that u tend to shun away someone or take advantage of someone because all the others are doing the same thing. i guess im guilty of that too. sighs.

The show made me think twice, of what i really want in life,in my partner.Do i behave like ji cun xi ,where i throw/forget about someone when i face something else more exciting (like overseas trip or fun) and only seek solace in the other partner when i'm down...

Like how he felt when he lost Chen Xin Yi, he then realised he did not treasure her, taking everything for granted and only regretted when the person's not around anymore? Especially when unknowinglyy,that someone may have made differences in his life and have impacted yr life in every little thing that he do.but just that he didnt realise it?

Hmm. so do i really act like ji cun xi?
I guess i do at sometimes... especially when things get monotonous and i begin to doubt myself. but then... when im on the verge of losing it. i guess it make me treasure things much more.

I've read my old emails,though i lost a big portion of the mails alr. It certainly reminded me how i got thrown behind and being picked up again. It's nt a fantastic feeling. yr world's going up and down. being there for a person doesnt mean they will reciprocate and being there for u too. but there are too many factors that led to this. so i cant complain.

it does bring back the pleasant memories at certain point but also reminded me of those times where im thrown behind, where there isn't any replies. both of us have moved on. perhaps that it isn't a bad idea to keep a distance away during periods of time.elsewise,i may fall further and deeper... And i always refuse to believe that i'm crushing on someone then. but someone else told me that i did. upon thinking, maybe i did. maybe it's a one sided thingy. but he kept me going when he's there for me.

but all this are things of the past. i've closed the chapters and i wished him well. and i've also moved on to embark on a new journey... and i know that he will always be there for me.

i'll be there for you.somewhere in the night...

it's been a long time since i dropped by!

nth much has changed... perhaps somethings here and there. some things big and somethings small. some things good some things bad.

school is going to start again.groans! time seem to pass pass so quickly! half of 2009 gone alr!!! shucks. im so not looking forward to school! all the projects. all the workload. all the information needed to be processed. SO NOT FUN!:(

what is worse that some are alr graduating ! so sad:( but then i also want to take part in their excitement in planning the grad trip! HAHAA!:)
time to save up to spend for the long-awaited holiday ! ( even though really long...2 years more!) but the thot of it can make us happy alr! yay:)

another week. 1 more week it's the end of year 2.
that's fast.
too fast.
spent time with vela:) celebrated Jenny's bday.before 1 by 1 going for exchange, work and travel. or soon graduating. The thought of the few possibilities of doing a porject as a group toether send shivers down.

will we be able to work in a new group?
i wonder how it will be.

people do change over time too...
seen several cases.
perhaps i did change also...
in terms of attitude, behaviour.
but deep down im still the same person

university indeed is a scary place.
fun at times. stressful at other times.
you wont even know that some people step on top of others so as to get a better grade... i hope this things dun happen to us.

im glad i found several friends.
im happy with just a few friends who really understood me.
than having many many friends who are just there.

perfect cut 2 ended. missed 2 episodes of theshow.
i love it cuase it incorporate surgery scenes with love story . smthng not too draggy and yet its not boring.
just nice. but i wished that it was longer.

plot wise. feel that this time round they used more real life examples in this show. real portrayal of scenes in real life. very meaningful.

do not use words to hurt. use it to say i love u.
the statement may not be accurate. but still the gist is still there.
it does make sense too.

relationship isn't supposed to put to the test.to judge if the feelings for one is real. it needs to be maintained.

number one v.s only one.
i guess that's a meaningful way of looking at things./

being number one means that it can be replaced.
but being the only one means it's irreplaceable.

that's so true...

i wonder what will i be. how will i behave if i lost him. if it's because of anger that we ended the r/s. will i hate myself for it. will i be as upset as her. will i be able to send a sms everyday til the day he returns back.

perhaps it aint always a perfect story that the main lead comes back. but some part it's real. the things u do, the food that u eat. will always bring abt memories of the other one. when the one is missing from yr life, life has to go on. but feel as though the world is crumbling down on u. u will think of him no matter what. the heart isn't there even the body is. u will run towards the phone when u hope tht any msg or phonecall comes from him.

that's so true. not fictatious.

i hope i dun have to been thru all this sorrow though.

back to study for genes and soc test tml
quite dead.
pray for a miracle to happen:)
of course with hard work put in for tonight til test time!, i believe i can do it and i shall do it...

its a dead blog now i guess! with little random updates here and there!:P
but if u -yes u! haven give up trying to find out things via here! im here for a short update!!

the hols have been fun so far. after the exams, my weeknights are outings and outings. even though its not really alot. but i dunno why time doesnt seem enough.
like they say. u gotta book me at least 1 week before or 1 mth before!
HAH!

not because im super busy. because i want to allocate sufficient time for family and friends! and it's isnt easy considering that i need to pack for my holiday trip as well!

the hectic period had gone past. together with the holiday trip...
somemhow i feel that my heart and soul is there. my mind is still thinking about there. only my body and a small part of me is back in singapore.

the only thing that kept me excited coming back is of course nic:)
if not i wont wanna come back! i guess i will want to pick up japanese and go there once more!
i wanna go there to see snow and ice! and the flower blooming season!
the thought of it makes me go YAY!!!

i nvr missed a place that much! perhaps it was fun saying ittekimas and tadayima everytime we get on and off the bus. and screaming ohayo in the cold every morning! hahaa!but it was fun! only hoped that the tour group will be more responsive and caring towards the tour guide and esp the driver! who can only understand minimal english!

we got the son of the boss to be our driver! haha!:) and he's pretty young! 25years old! and he was really careful on the roads and slow driver -perhaps the road is too slippery alr- haha!:) but still! its the very first time we had a young driver.

he reminds me of xiao liu- the guy in korea. i wonder why. perhaps it's their age which are similar and the hairstyle are long and they cant understand english.

and i know if nic is reading this. i'll be in for a hard time! but i never gave in to temptation kaes! not that there is any temptation in the first place.:P i behaved myself in all countries okay!

going there revive the passion of learning japanese once more! especially if i wanna sign up for a free and easy tour ! and nic shall come along with me next time. i wonder when....

i really enjoyed travelling.even though it's a hassle tidying up and washing clothes and packing though.but for this trip. it's definitely worth it!:)
yay!!

only that i wished that i seen falling snow. and thick white snow on the ground1
and wished that the shopping time is much longer!!!boo!

i love hokkaido!:)

- it's the day of results! blogging before that to keep myself calm! im anxious and yet not wanting to know the results. contradicting .wish me luck!:)-

well well! it's the end of the semester.... and it's reading week! gAsp!:P
time really flew past just like that...and i wondered what did i do this semester? hmmmm... i believe that i have become more laid-back this semester.

to be frank... i haven even started any revision. and im gonna start today.
well well! i believe that with the extra effort and time pressure, i'll be prepared to go for exams! even though it's quite late to start my engine!

seeing people staying in school to study... hmm.borrowing books ... photocopying notes actually frighten me out... haha. so now i can understand if i actually freaked someone out before. haha!:)

mid terms have been rather fine for me... and i guess everyone's expectation of themselves are different. even though one's results may be better than the others, it doesn't mean that one may be satisfied of the result. when one knows that one can actually do much better.

However, in the process of being not so excited aboout the grades or not satisfied of the grades, sometimes one tends to hurt the people surrounding it. those who may fared even lower... but i guess one is upset because of failing to achieve your own standards and not of the actual grade itself.

hmmm! so it's actually quite sad to hear people passing comments that "im used to it alr." . oh welsh... perhaps perhaps perhaps one should be more mindful of the people surrounding one. not the one who passed the comment but the one who's disappointed in oneself. cause what u intend to say is interpreted differently to another, mostly in a -ve way.

but this semester been crazy! finally.the last of the first report is handed up. crazy meeting hours and effort spent on project. reports. meetings.tutorials.

and things are always great with my clique of 5! and it's getting more interesting when we include the other 3-5 people who been sitting in front of us!:) and my ES class. was seriously a joy to be the same class as them. perhaps it's our tutor who actually make class a lil more enjoyable than it's supposed to be:)

it's time to study!:)
study study hard!:)

signing off!:)

phew! one major presentation down.even though may not have excelled in it, it's okay! learn from the mistakes and do not commit them again. but sometimes i do wonder to myself whether does that happen frequently...and my answer is yes... so i wonder again why does this happen?
Seriously i got no idea... Not only during presentations,even when im facing outsiders,i talk in the same manner too... hmmm...but i think its a constructive feedback! although my grades may hurt, Ouch! but i will put in more effort in my other components!

and my conclusion is to sleep early and rest enough so that i can remember the points by heart. im starting to like ES more and more... cause i feel that it is one of more useful modules which will help us!

Because i seldom receive criticism,perhaps because they wasnt paying attention or wasnt daring enough to voice out, or even the fact that different people have different expectations about the tone. It came a lil hard to me at first.but after a while... i think it made sense:) was a good lesson for me so that i pay mroe attention to it.

and this 2 weeks been pretty hectic.and next week is the mid sem break. followed by my soci term test,es assignment, tr2201 project,re 2801 and 2802 project,soci term paper. OMGOMG! there's so much to be completed. ARghh...! Been attending weddings. one on 2 sat ago,one on yesterday! vone's brother wedding! and was the host with yvonne for that evening.it was an amazing experience. besides screw-ups here and there, but luckily it wasnt as bad as ES. haha:) but it really got me so so so tired having to rush everything out...
and we just came back from MY HUMBLE HOUSE @ esplanade. Where's chef leong ( sam leong,that tv celebrtiy chef).haha... went there to realise they changed the cook...zzz! but it was really a great experience.
the ambience... it was superb. i like the food and the effort spend on decoration.and its amazing how full we were after the 3rd dish even though they look amazingly small. HAHAHA!

but yeappies. we were super fascinated by the desert platter.! 1 huge serving for each individual. they used dry ice to create the smoky effect! boy! it was super gorgeous when u see 5 plates generating the amount of smoke! it is more than the fog we see in genting. haha!:) i commented that it felt like dining among the clouds.

it was a hectic day and my poor feet are screaming in pain.
i got a pair of new shoes since my hgih heels was simply too unbearable. and my new shoes seem a little small too!sighs.maybe i bought 1 size too small or my feet simply swell up after all the walking, climbing...

1st, i need to look for a pair of shoe and daddy's present.
Went to raffles city.robinson,to espirit to guardian to jco for donuts.
before heading to marina square to look for shoes. went to marina mandarin to look for cakes.went back to marina square to look for cakes. went to the oriental to look for cakes( after a flight of stairs). walk back to marina square to guardian but cant find present. went up to pan pacific to look for cake. but still cant find a suitable one. hence, i walked all the way to suntec, first to guardian to buy the present.went to find cake again...finalyl found one at bakerzin. from the fountain terrace. i walked back to suntec busstop before taking a bus to esplanade.the pain was simply unbearable...was limping towards the end of the day when i walked from suntec to guardian...
poor feet....
and the toes are still a lil swollen right now. HAHA
but it made my daddy happy. so! what else matters more?:)

the disappointment i had in the afternoon completely disappeared as i put on my grinny face for the bday celebration. and im feeling totally fine! i can do it for my next presentation. A pity that we wont have another ES presentation becus i want to practise what i have learnt from this experience. guess i need to rememer the lesson for my other presentations then!

yay!:) i had wonderful friends even though they call me aladdin! haha- inside joke- Cheers!

i had the best movie date ystd! :)
perhaps it's been too long since we last saw each other.approx 2 weeks plus :(
and all the disappointment of cancelling the outing last min make us treasure this chance more!!!

while queueing up for tickets at AMK hub!and discussing what to watch...
there's nvr back down,penelope( myshow!),zohan and get smart...
and we dunno what we want to watch..haha~ spoilt for choices..

and nic saw his primary sch mate! haha!
and while they were talking...I saw Sux!
omg..that really surprising! hahaa! cus monday and so unexpected to meet ppl we know there... and we realise that nic chan is coming! haha...
so that means nic will get to meet nic chan! haahaa!

and so happen that nic tan friend turns out to be sux jc freiend and nic chan sec sch fren! haha! what a coincidence...:)and nic saw a couple of his friends which got him really excited. haha...

and after dilly dallying talking to each other... the 4 of us gotta rush to get our dinner. maybe only nic chan and sux need to rush since there movie is half an hour earlier than ours...

so we went to have subway:)
and the 2 lovebirds tabao into the cinema...haha!
lucky we found a seat and can eat peacefully:)

we cant seem to make decisions.
or maybe i cant seem to make decision.
always throw the ball into his court to let him choose..

movie.which sub.which drink.which cookie.
hahaa!!!:):)

but turns out the meatball sub is soso good!!! yummyy!
but it got both of us really dirty...cus the sauce is so watery and thick and the bread is too soft.! maybe the fillings were too heavy that we didnt eat it like a normal sub!-p.s. we added extra meatballs somemore...-

although that means extra $$$$, but what matters most was that we enjoy it. haha!:)
and we ate like lil' kids! haha...cus hands were dirty and perhaps the mouth too! bread crumbs! haha!:)
but we finished the gigantic sub up!:)
and left the 2 cookies to his friends...

date was simple but sweet... good dinner, coupled with a good but lame movie chases the monday blues away!

and he tabao-ed sub for his mates...while we walk back to AJ to meet his friend to go back home!

seeing AJ is a love and hate affair for me.
haha!:) but it certainly brings back good memories for me:)

currently blogging at my workplace!
to those that still think im the slacker and tai tai in training!
u are terribly WRONG.
i gotten myself a job. haha! admin work at some industrial area.
woohoo~
sometimes it get more hectic while other time is more slack...like now. where i can bloggg! haha:)

and i do admit that. time do pass faster when at work...
and i gotta wake up early for work! yikes. earlier than lala! kk
maybe around the same time since she volunteered to be my alarm clock for a few days.
hahaa!!!!

and rarrr! i know nicole biz cell! you are reading this!'
so im waving HELLO to you here!!! hahaa!:)
so lame!
but i believe you will also be that lame to me too!!!
hahaa

many things happened...
year 1 sem 2 came to an end.
tml will be the full stop to the event....
i do hope it will mark a beautiful ending to my chapter as a year 1 student....

Dnd is over...:)
i think i tried my best. a lil kan chiong spider i know... but im learning too...
its a big event. and its my first try as programme head ( minusing pageant). maybe i should have taken on the role too... haha.ambitious eh!:)

dnd is really exciting...i didnt feel the excitement and the nervousness until 4...when we went down to the ballroom...to the rehearsals....to the actual event...

i guess my part went on fairly well..with some problems here and there....
i question myself... isit my fault that the atmosphere wasnt high. the pageant stuff a lil probs. and the miscomm and coordination problem...yada yada.....

i realised...i can do tons and tons of planning....but it isnt sufficient.
especially when the rehearsals arent done... Rehearsals is more impt than planning.seriouslyy...

i think im the kanchiong spider.haha!:) what a way to carry myself in front of the pros and the guests.haha!sadd!:(

but i thank the PDs for giving me a chance to plan and execute the event...

Vday is over. dnd is over...left OGL!:P
but the scariest events are over..ogl is go and play one.haha!:)
im glad i had an enriching year 1 life.
maybe not as much as compared to others. but it's exciting enuff for me.
lots of learning experiences too.which i may have missed out.... if i nvr join de club.

and friends too:) knew i could count on them to help me out in whatever way they can.
really salute them from the bottom of my heart...

im gaining interest in event management.haha!:)
i think its really fun!!!!
i must be crazy!:) heh!:P

wow! its been time to update my blog!
i hear the Smu and ntu people cheering alr!:(cause they ended their exams, for some of my friends.! GRRRRRRRR!

and im going to start this sat! saturday still got exam!:(
this period is rather crucial cause im having 3 papers in 4 days! ZZZZZZZZ! i hate it when it's spaced so near...

hopefully the mods for next sem will be betteR:)
oh welsh!
i got the sick bug with me now! seems to happen every exam period! hah!:)
and it's so irritating!:(

shoo shoo shoo! go away the sick bug!

anyway! im pretty excited on my holidays. or maybe not since there's DND coming up and the FOC! back to sch during the hols! yikes.but im sure it should be fun!

gotta rest alr! :(

i dunch know why.
im distracted...
by the past,the present and the future....

perhaps today i feel a lil emo.
hah!wonder whats wrong with me today.

isit because it's a leap year?
or isit that im just purely thinking too too much.

it's hard to stay focused. but i shall try my best:)

i realised that i got a bunch of really great friends around me in sde.
that's my dearest vela.
although we dun get to meet much with the pfms. but..everytime when we meet each other while we rushed for our lessons respectively...
it's full of joy:)

come to think of it..i miss the pfms.
shopping at bazaar with huiying,nicole and jiahui after econs was really fun...long time nvr caughtup with each other...

what happened to my dearest steph?haven been seeing her for a while too...
HMMMMMMMMM.......

2305.2305.2305.
couldnt make it for marie bday.cus i was busy.
i lost a chance to meet up with some classmates.sighs.

perhaps, i should follow our seniors approach.
meeting our non-nus friends once every holiday.be it mid sem or term break...
spending quality time instead of QUANTITY time together...

i guess it's one good suggestion!!!:)

i miss lala.i miss jan.i miss usual ppl.
and i'll get to see them tml:) wonder how's the turnup!:)maybe it's jsut the 3 of us.
haha!:) a time to catch up i guess...:))

where's my nia-so?:(
Su-ann...sheeenaa....mei er and yeethengg..
RARRRR!

vday has came to a closure.oh boy!
the hours of preparation and the actual nights of wrapping flowers been an unforgettable event.

with just 4 hrs of sleep on 12th night,and 0 hours of sleep on the 13th night... amazingly.i was still alive on the 14th.haha! definitely i almost dieded on 14th morning. where things were slow? Was even feeling a lil sick and cold,perhaps due to the no sleep night and my body is complaining- but after resting my head on the bench for awhile....( seems a while to me) ,phone start to ring..and i know its time to start work again!since it's the actual day of VDAy itself!Rarrr...lucky i had an orange juice for breakfast from huifang.a macds' meal from becca. haha... that was the energy to kept me going all the way...all the way til night time. people came people left. phones rang. i stayed all the way til the last....to clean up the mess in de room,outside de room.

seriously, i didnt know what i was doing on the 14th. i just knew that i needed to keep awake. time really flew past. thank goodness time passed so fast cus i knew its time to close shop and bring vday to a closure....
went back home and i plop myself on the bed for my long awaited rest....ever since the start of pub events took place........

i was woken up by the sunlight... and WOaH! it's the afternoon alr!but still...i feel so tired.no wonder they say it's impossible to catch up on lost sleep....
and i felt that i aged kaes! no kidding. eyebags worsen,complexion worsen.became more yellow than ever. haha...YIkes.ugly ugly ugly...

but it wasn't the end. i still gotta do the accounts with becs. mybe not do but to account for all the money on my hand....HAH!
thankfully,...we settled it quite quickly/hahaa...and i now pronounce that vday is over.:P

there may be several cock-ups here and there but it brought me to the world of reality...where things aint' easy to juggle.esp when it concerns the people whom u know so well...upon knowing that the flowers arent up to their expectation was a lil demoralising. and worse still.when it's my own mistake. sigh...seriously..it's really a battle for us to account to our frens and parents and close ones....

perhaps ppl may say that we should jsut be concerned with what ur scope really is... and i thot that it may be a wise choice to follow that golden rule..this will prevent us from being so stretched...stretched to its full potential,or should i say stripped of all the energy accumulated?

howeever, i did enjoy this process nonetheless. it gave me a taste of how things work...how vulnerable we are to the mkt. and definitely on how to handle things better.:)

and i knew i worked hard rather than smart... perhaps,it's time to change to working smart...after knowing working hard is really that torturous... but it's not easy to work smart too.haha.experience bahs!:)

thanks to all those who made vday possible. the year 1s,the year2s who wrapped on 2nd night.the fan jian club.my dearest vela( jiahui and beehua and jenny)...hmmm!!!:)
definitely my daddy for securing a big portion of biz for me too.haha!:) and frens who bought to support me!:P

it wasn't a bad decision to join vday...and i hoped that DNd will be a better learning journey for me!!!!:)

back to school work. and it's the mid sem.what does this means?Exams are coming!!! Shrieks!:P

hMMM!its been ages since i blogged.i cant even rmb when was the last entry?i have been feeling really lazy recently. or maybe nothing much to blogg. and when i got things to blog. i got so busy that i frogot abt it.maybe i have outgrown blogging too.since i started it in sec3.when it first started out as a private blog to a public one. changed urls, change a couple of layout.... haha!:) wooo and its 2008 alr!!!

anyway!i been busy with vday publicity recently! finally a break from vday matters. i guess i got no much interest for vday now! cus i been settling stuff abt vday. prices and other not related to pub matters. but i guess i just helped in whatever i can. since im not a useful person in pub! maybe it was wrong for me to take on the pub role initially. ( i didnt choose the publicity path.was conferred to me de)

publicity is something new.totally new! i haven tried it before and i really dislike publicity. but i nvr knew it could be such a tedious job! we shall not underestimate the pub cell in the future.cus it's totally not easy. i better not say too much as i didnt really contribute alot to the team ( in my opinion) ...i wished i could have done more with photoshop and designs. website htmls and more... but i cant do any of the above. so i gotta out-source to my fellow members, my friends,my seniors.... gawdd.... i really troubled alot of ppl for this publicity!

things aint going to well too! delays after delays. cock up after cock ups. changes after changes. and the once 100% enthusiast abt vday became tired.... thankfully, with the people helping me,tolerating me and being understanding got me going.else,i would have collapsed long time ago....maybe i wasn't as productive as in the past. not as independent as in the past... is it me or isit my task? sighs...

perhaps my efficiency dropped....arghh.and resulted in my pub members always wasting their time waiting for me. in orderfor them to cont with the posters. i has seriously failed in working with them. didnt get to spend much time together.to enjoy the pub preparations together. it's not supposed to be like this! arghh...thanks to them. my workload got lighter! oh welsh!

if i have to thank people who helped me thru this period, there will be a really long list! so i shall not thank them yet since the list will get longer til vday! hahaa!but it's amazing too! that i got to know a bunch of really nice seniors and frens who stood by me.

i wonder if i really looked stressed in DE room.haha! and tired?i dunch know... i may be drained out. but i didnt realise til late at night...hahaa...and judging how easily i tend to fall asleep on bus journeys.haha!:) but i dunno why i feel so tired. cus i didnt do much. maybe to liase things btw one and another... haha!im like the phone operator..hhhaa!acting as the connector btw ppl... oh welsh...im really afraid that vday gets screwed up becus of my inefficiency,...

that's my biggest worry for now... :(

back to sch work.
lots of work undone. lectures unread, tutorials untouched. i nvr got a day of peace til tonight.but it's just a short-lived thing. as i gotta start doing other stuff either tml or thursday le.... and all the way til vday ends. i wont mind being busy as long as vday earns money....
then maybe that'll ease a lil guilt in me!
hahaa! see see! im back to vday. seems like i'll nvr get to rest. haha!

for those who haven known, igot a space in hostel.double yeah! otherwise, i wont know how am i going to survive thru this semester when i got so many things to settle!! yawnss...

i stop here for now.... shall rush my econs tut due on thurs!arghhh!

those who are interested to order roses from me ( NUS DE CLUB) do drop me an email or sms!:) help me for this once,pretty please ppl:) hahha!

(dated 29jan)

hmmm!exams are finally over. i know im a lil' slow! but it's better than not updating isnt it!?

papers are a nightmare to me. wonder how i'll fare. be it good or bad. it's already over. definitely, i hope the news will be good on boxing day...!

but for this exam period,i feel tht i haven put in enuff effort...perhaps it's because my bday fall within the period.got me into the jolly mood. time spent on shopping and dining and not so much on mugging. arghh..this is so bad!:(
resulting in the lack of time to study my mods. esp biz and bio.
arghh....

as for now! i;ve been busy shopping and packing!
most of my online spree items haven reached me! left 2 more which is currently still shipping over! hopefully those items are good.
i have been a rather satisfied customer shopping online. haha

but it's super addicitvie! arghhhh!
haha!:) im like hooked to find new stuff everyday!
yikes!!!!

but nth beat shopping in real life. haha!:)far east,heeren,wisma ,taka,bugis,suntec.
i've been them all! but didnt walk in detail n check out EVEryshop. haha!!! but it's enuff to kill me alr! the $$$ spent on the past few days+ online shopping expenses!
argh.

right now,all i wish is that i'll get to meet up with my classmates,vela,v5! and more importantly,my cliques and ahem!

LOL! i have seen someone whom we have waited for 9 months! weeeeeee:)
cute cute!:) beams!
cheerios!:)

hopefully all of yr hols are equally fun!:)
and planning for dnd and vday starts too!
i foresee a busy sem2! but i foresee a girl who is able to handle the tasks!

and i need to do smthng to my hair soon! i know where.
but when and with who?! perhaps alone bahs. booo!

Hmmm! it doesnt feel like a exam period to me.
birthdya during exams and outings during this period
haha!:)) i should haf spent the time to study..arghh...

last sunday was shopping.today went shopping again. ystd met up with lau.last sat also meet up. arghhhh.
no good no good.but it's definelty a good break.

haha!:) just online shoopped too. placed ordeers .haha
another excuse to spend money.
SEems liike im addicted to online shopping too. LOLOLOLOL.

wahhhhhh.......
2 more papers and thats it:)
weeeeeeee

looking forward to that but not my 2 papers!:(

i shouldnt be here...
arghhh...where my friends are studying hard. im still online!:( booo.

hoped those who are taking their A's are still doing well:)
and are confident of scoring well too:)
EG: Thia,royston, wanling and muikoon:) cousin tooo1:) but doubt he read it, haha.
Just wanna say:)
all the best!
remaining 2 weeks, soon it will be over!:) and it's freedom :)
so hang in there and dun give up!

NTU friends too! it's gonna be their turn to sit for their very FIRST uni examination. haha. when they end= when i start. SIghs!:(
this is no good. NO good. BOOO:(

and worse still my bday falls btw 2 exam papers! arghhhh.... for the next 4 years... i will be having my bday during the exam period. aRghhh....

for those who cant rmb my bday:) it's 26th nov:)
seriously speaking, i forgot that my bday is coming soon too.
haha...

i muststudy! study!!!!
but law, bio. ARgh...

i think i need a haircut badly:( hair is getting a lil messy. fringe is abit too long. colour of hair seems to be gone. hair seems to be dry. oh welsh! i just need to visit the hair salon.someday......

need to get my brows trimmed. getting a lil unruly. arghh.but shall not be bothered about it for now.

i got dead pixel on my lappie! gotta bring it down for svc. actually it been there for quite some time alr. but couldnt seem to find a good time to head down.

bOO!

lots of things due this coming week!
Stats test, RE law tutorial , business project ....
arghh arghh...
and it's approaching the end of one semester. HOW time flies isnt it.

right now the alevels and o levels are going on!!!
thank gawd the A's are over one year ago, pretty much a nightmare.

shall go off to do my biz project now. feeling a lil lethargic though....
maybe i;ll head to sleep in the end.
haha!:)

just a quick update of life!:P

AJe outing in dec.
shopping trip with suann and thenger after exams!
holiday trip!!

i cant wait for janice to be back though. it's been so long since we last chatted.
sighs. LALA too:(
missing them badlyy... as much as how i miss someone else too.

i heeard my phone ringing! weeeeeeeeee. LOL

a year has gone by.cheerios:)

oh welsh. did get to meet my usual ppl.hope they understand.:)
i do miss them too.didnt get to see them for perhaps 10months alr!
my gawdd,times flies!
the guys are in army and the girls started university alr... i guess the next meet up will be during xmas bahs..yeappp!

nussu bizcom bash held at zouk last night.
was not really involved in the event. besides taking a peek during 2 times.the rest of the time,we were too busy tyring to push sales up.

saw 2 ajcians ystd too! tse chong and choon yuen,.at least they still rmb me.haha!:P
and got to see how zouk is like. the hype abt zouk in the past.
i left a bit too early.when the crowd starts to arrive. haha!
but i got home by 1145 and taxi fare was $14. but at least i get to nenter to their zouk office to deal with the tickets sales collation.... haha. really a rare opportnity eh.

LOL.

HMM.tummy is really killing me at time. when it starts to ache reall badly.
sighs. i wonder what's wrong with myself!:(
grrr.... luckily got panadol from doc ystd.
else i doubt the fever will be gone and the terrible headache which accompanied the whole day.

Hmmmmmm.....
once again. it's the end of another week.
this week seem to pass alot faster than recess week. haha!
and thats bad news for me!
cus that means!
lots of tutorials due next week. and got FNA test.
seriously aint looking forward to it though!

and my tummy better get well by monday!
no retest and i want to be in the best condition to fight for my 15%!

frisbee... hmmm. i so wanna take part in it.
shall see if my tmmy is feeling better for the game on saturday.
i guess that's abt it!

take care of yrself ppl:)

regrets or no regrets.

wonder too long if i should step out of my comfort zone to lead a prject.
now that everythnig been decided.
i shall not fret abt it anymore!

sch been going well for me.
minus the lectures which i can nvr seem to understand some times
and the frustration that i couldnt conc to study and get those facts into my head!
HMMMPH!

this is bad.BAD BAD!
RARRR

jan's gone. lau's busy.
end of countless shopping trips which i really miss!
sighs.....anybody on enuff to go shopping with me?:((

i miss town
i miss bugis:(
i want my starbucks!

im so so so irritated with my comp.
seriously it spoils the mood for everything tonight when it went wrong.
SEries of emotion
Worried,sad,worried,irritated,angry,worried.

why?
im afraid my laptop got problem in first place and will be unabvle to get a refund/ exchange or warranty does not include the problem. Angry cus must travel to demand and everything= precious time losT!GRRRRR!
seriously irritating cus i onbly used it for 2 weeks. and not everyday!

they better give me an excahnge of the laptop.otherwise my bro will call to get a new one. haha... lol.dunno if it's possible though:( seriously worrying.

RARRRR!

my mood is so affected by my first and new lappiE!
GRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

cant really seem to concentrate on what im doing lahs. sighs....

so many things,so lil time.tutorials all duenext weekk, stats test next week.

with the worry of my lappie and the microsoft office which i just installed on saturday! and some data!:( that's really bad:(

boohoo:(

it's been a longlong time since i last blogged!
o week is over and sch has started! that marks the end of a slackerlife for 10months and a mugging life of 4 years to come!groans. back to lecutres and soon tutorials! double groans! no more waking late and it's time to study and not sleep:(

o week hasnt been really fun.so unlike the sde foc camp! thank goodness i went for that camp,otherwise i'll be like so lost without this group of crazy bunch of ppl.not forgetting union camp mates! didnt really get to meet up with them due to other commitments though. but trying to keep in touch though:)

and thanks to jaren!weee! who pei-ed me to funan to look at laptops and who eventually got his printer there too. even thoguh the shop was abt to close ,i knocked and voila! we were lucky that they haven settle the accounts yet.so managed to get his printer and my printer ink.haha!:P

sort of decided what lappie to buy.still quite interested in toshibas laptop. and not many ppl haf it i guess... out of the 8 ppl who haf laptops in vela, all have different model/brand of laptop! but guess i'll be getting it only during it fair,if not later.hopefully i manage to "tahan" til that period!

we had our dinner together at funana which i think wasnt really a good deal but the ambience and the soupis good:P maybe the food is nie,just that im quite full to enjoy what im eating.lol.

and his parents were nice to send me home,even though it wasnt on the way:(

so they are nice! haha.the conclusion! and sony vaio is realy pretty.would consider that if not becus of the weight:( grrrr......

yeap!went shopping with jan on sunday too! the last day of my freedom.she needs to look for some biz wear.so i tagged along too!i got a g2000 shirt.and teeshirts!:P the sales is simply tooo irresistable to miss. one of my biggest regret is not to get the blazer on the spot,cus when i went back,it was gone:( sighs...

maybe i just wait til november when i get some discount vouchers bahs!yeappies!we got sunglasses too and we ate back the same grilled seafoodwe had last time with lala too!

and lala! my dearest laopo,when are u going to be free!? seems like i haven met u nor caught up with u for a very long time alr:(sad sad and jan is leaving soon. = im friend-less:( booo!

and i saw many foreigners! far too many! especially at PGP!yeaahh:)

suann! remember yr brad pitt and starbucks?haha:P

it's high time to get in touch with jc mates and sec sch frens!
and sch allows me to get back together with peirceans.even though it's just the few of us!:(

how i wish lala,sonia were in nus too, i bet thaat campus life gonna be more vibrant than ever!

for once!:) i turned up for v5 gathering( besides movie). went kbox at marina sqaure!
thought that they haven arrived yet.so i went to walk around the whole marina!walk walk,see clothes,try on clothes!:)haha:)the pleausre of shopping alone.no rush.:) but still shopping with a buddy or 2 buddies are good esp when u wanna decide to make a purchase!
not only u get iscounts,(hopefully),u get opinions.:)
and the fun of sitting down and rest.
chit chat and drinknig/.eating!

saw a couple of favourites:) but i curbed the temptation to buy any!:)
even a 11$ top. i just dunno whehter 1stly,it;s worthit to buy cus of such thin material.and it's abit unlike my style! heh heh!:)
so it's more of looking around before joining them at kbox.

kbox outing isnt smthng i really enjoy going:( since they decided on that place, shall take it as a chance to chill,sit down there.eat peanuts.drink some drinks.listen to ppl singing while looking at the MVs that i nvr seen before.and to enjoy myself in that atmosphere.

however, after a few times, i still aint used to it! i think i just sit down there and chit chat:) haha! i think it's much more fun singing. maybe im just not there yet~:)

but that doesnt mean i didnt have a good time:) chit chatting. getting to know them more. and just relaxing in the atmospehere.photo taking. toilet trips. i think it's okay for bonding!the amount of money i "saved" from previous outing have been spent. haha!:):)

and i got to know one more place to go next time!:)weee! courtest of zr!:) heh heh.shall explore the place next time. and i just realised im a bit diff from other girls! haha:)realized when was talking to zhirong and cindy. yeappies. :) yeah!:) im special:)) woo lala...!i didnt realise.i thot it's pretty normal.apparently not!:)

:):)before and after tht went to meet :):)
was able to eat lunch since he came out for med checkup:) and yeapp...i woke up early to go with :):) too!:) haha:)
and i sent :):) to redhill before taking train back to meet v5. yeappies!

thought we woulnt meet til next next week? due to other commitments and stuff.
but didnt!:) cus at 745 i received a call from :):) informing me that he is released!and so we met to eat supper! = icecream. but i was on my way to plaza sing with V5 to eat cartel.but the queue super duper long eh:( so cant eat with them!feeling quite terrible to pangseh also. haha!:)
:):) over-write everything!:) haha! seems like it didnt happen to me only. but to some others too! but yeappies, they undertand too! like zR say abt cheap thrill.so when meet me should be precious."smthng along that line." hah!

and yeappies!:)can meet jiu meet.dun wait til we got no time then we start to regret... esp we only get to see each other once a weeK! practically not enuff. haha....kk! we met more now than previously.haha:) lol.so i shall not complain!:)

as for my "curfew" ( i refuse to call it a curfew.cus im a good girl.i guess it's just an obligation to return home early) ,im suprirsed that aini's end earlier than mine.i shall not complain and yak about it:) in fact,im glad to have this obligaiton set. even though 18, going 19,a undergrad-to-be has to go home early, i guess it's for my personal safety. and that i wouldnt haf to spend money on taxis!and being reall tired! there's always 2 sides lah!:) im viewing it really optimistically :)) so guys,u dun haf to persuade me to ask for extention:)) cus i know the answer too well alr:)shall not grumble abt my parents who care so much abt me.calling to ensure im on way home and evertyhing. they are not a hindrance.in fact, i kind of appreciated it for them to be concerned of where i am:):)yeappies!:)weee!:) but sometimes, u know lahs.i really wihsed i could stay a lil' while longer, but sighs!

i guess they are starting to watch the midnight movie: ALONE! i guess it;s gonna be reall nice,esp at this hour!and maybe comical too:) but i worry for them on how to get home.haha!:) and i guess if im there, i'lll sleep in the cinema.haha!:):)

im looking forward to more outings to comE! i missed so many!

and VELA!:) u aint forgotten!:))
hopefully night safari will be a yes-yes! cus it's near my hse!!! crosses fingers.

and 2305 gathering. i had to say nO:( cus it coincides with family matters. sighs! another time bahs.when will that day come again!:( i missed 2305.

and LALA and JAN!!! my gawdd... it's been ages since we last met. last went out! not even with them individually lehs. how sad can that be:( oh man:(

deprived of outings. and sch's starting.
DOUBLE GROANS!:(

hmmm! UC CAMP day 2!
day 2 morning was super horrilbe kaeS!
we gotta listen to sponsership talks!
which lasted from morning til afternoon.
worse still,we were sitting on the hard floor.butt aching reall badly and as usual,most ppl ended up chit chatting with one another,i was no exception.haha!:)

after the long talks,we ate and we changed to go to SRC!
once again,it;s the pool games!
only got 4 games for union camp.
the thing is that there's isnt much mass game played.
and once again,we gotta do a short skit,aka advertisement.
and we gotta rack our brains agaiN!
and long long performance time again.

after we presented ours,the girls went to the toilet to change and wash our hair.
the biggest bag out of all contains shampoo and shower gel.
but we concluded to only use shampoo.the most impt thingy and since we will be rather stinky after the end of day.
haha!:) so shampoo provider me provided all the shampoo. and the bottle certainly feels lighter.hah!:) less weight!
woo!:) and we are all smelling good with our new clothes.
so when we came out, the last team was presenting le! haha!:) good timing eh!?hehe!:P but we are so bad audience. but at least we wont haf to queue up in KR. and the short time limit!

HMm....
then we had frightnighT!aka night scrambble.
the pplanning wasnt as well done. or maybe it's their plan that only some pairs get to go in to a station at once. so each pair only get to enter 3-4 stations throughtout the night! which lasted til 3am!
while we were waiting,we played games amongst oursevles.. really really tiring.... to wait and wait.and play so brain games.haha! almost dieded for that! and our stomachs were growling so we ordered macds!:) lazy to walk to fond seng too.ahaha:) macds mcchicken is the best.2$!haha:) filling for the hungry stomachs!:)
the day ended at 445,i rmb clearly cus i wrote my second sp by that time! but it didnt got sent out to SP! GRRR!
was having a short chitchat with lixin too:) haha.while waiting for hair to dry!:) guess we 2 are quite close bahs!:) cus we are buddies for some reason and got to talk quite alot between the both of us.yeappies!

that's the end of day 2.

one of the station that kinda freakedme out was...
the gecko tunnel! it's a new place where i haven been before! and it's full of surprises.haha! heard that my screams could be heard outside the tunneL:)
hehh...

ehh.so i think i only went to 2 stations!?i only rmb the THE RING setup and gecko.
yikes...

but wasnt really looking forward to enter too! haha!:) entering to make myself feel scared only!

day 3!UC.
we woke up later in the morning.at 11,we left NUS! and headed to sentosa! weee!:)we played some games amongst ourselves and then we sat down to eat.after eating was forming up a Z for zebo charity.yeappies a gigantic Z! haha:) then off we went to play gameS!:):) and a mass game in the evening.that was kinda good!:) but messy! maybe too many ppl also bahs! CHAOs!:)

after sentosa,we had our dinner which really was terrible, we went to delifrance and i got my fave butter crossiant. regretted not getting 2lahs! haha:P glutton eh!? but then,the bread tasted heeavenly.
i guess that describes how horrible our food was during the camp...
and i saw JOlene at ben n jerrY:)
yeaa!:P

after that,we went back to NUS after sentosa@
and we had mass dance! my most hated thingy on the list.
haha. dance idiot.
we had salsa dance. and waslike super omg. it's cool.but i just couldnt get the steps after a longlong time.
lol. and we had to change partners every time! wOOO! so everybody knows how bad i am at dancinng.haha! but i doubt they can rmb me! besides my SP! haha!cus 90% of time im facing downwards!:P focussing on my steps. rather than enjoying.until i met this guy who asked me to enjoy and not conc on it.haha!:) yeappies.... so i had fun for the last few parts!:)
yeaaa!:)

cont another day!:)nights

after SDE camp.i hurried to pack for my next upcoming camp! UNION CAMP!:)
was really tired..really tired.my voice haven been good ever since SDE last night.
bag was super duper heavy due to an extra day/night!

looking forward to the camp though:)
but when it's time to go there.then sian 1/2. cos must queue up agaiN! haha!
joined the group quite late. cus i was abit late plus the long long queue that nvr seemed to end!:(

was feeling lonely cus ppl come in groups. be it they know each other from their own faculty camp or know cuase in same sch.

so i was alone cus SDE OG, no one signed up:( RARRR!

i only met james during mass dance! haha:) - my frightnight grpmate.-
wenbin got stuff on and cantcome.
vone got work and was not able to go for camp in the end:(
sighs. she could have just crashed and stay with me! RARRR RARR!

aights!:) let's start with the UC day 1

the very first person i know is evelyn!cus we entered the group together! equally late.hahha:) but i realise we aint the latest!:) hehee!:P but the group was doing cheers when we joined.so missed out abit and only knew the cheers awhile later.but im still not sure of all the super duper long cheers which they taught.haha! just follow blindly.being a follower seems good for now. when one is depleted of energy from one camp.!

it was seriously tough trying to bond with 26 ppl!freshies.
wah..it's like seriously so tough..to rmb their names,their looks and to really interact with them!

day one was games arnd NUS.still okay lahs.we didnt get to play some games due to time constraint.but it's abit boring when it's the same few important places again.
nonetheless,i had fun during the games!:)cus we had to get some clues top form a story and to act it oout in a skit.(that happened in the night).

bUT the skit was way too boring. preparing it was still okay.we splitted up into various groups. and the not so able to act/sing/dance me, chose to be an "extra".haha!:) but we had fun eating together.the "extras" while the main cast were still practising.all thanks to shaun who came to us and keep tempting us with food.haha!:) but after that,we rehearsed one more time before acting!

the skit for 7 grps were super duper long. i think it dragged too much! and it's really so boring that the groups were acting for just the judges to see and to award points.haha! ithink the poor judges must be damn bored too. the noise that we created was even able to cover whatever the cast were talking. i think we had more fun interacting within ourselves than to see the same old skit repeating and repeating again.ZZZ!

then i got to talk to some of our grooup guys!:)

at night!Secret pal night!:)
we were blindfolded and brought up to the hostel. sat along the corridors and chit chat to someone whom we didnt know. it's really heart to heart talk lahs.no disturbances, unlike SDE fate! haha:) and it's only one to one!!!

and we 2 can really click! cus we nvr stopped talking.haha!enthusiastic!hah.i think it's becus we 2 can really crap lahs!:) and i find out more abt him,he found out more abt me!the information we shared was enuff to allow us to know each other before the revealation night.

so how did we recognise each other and when did we know who are who!?
i'll blogg another day! hahaha!:)

but day one ended with prata at fong seng! the prata is not nice lor... maybe it's just my prata.haha!but hot horlicks is GOOD.awesome!:) but the walk from KR hostel to fongseng is really torturous.haha! unlike eusoff!:) luckily it;s quite near for sDE too.weeE!:)

my gawd! im seriously lagging behind. day 3 and 4 of SDE and the 5d,4n of UNION camp.Somemore got a really bad thoart/croaked for few days and now it's swollen.Oh my!:( that's really bad!:(

kk!i try my very best to recall day 3 and 4!
SDE DAY 3

we had pool games!:)in the afternoon.the games were fun!i didnt participate in the deep pool games.scardey me!:P haha!:) so i only managed to cheer for them.but i had lots of joy during the wade pool games!:) at least i made myself useful during wade pool games.haha:)after that,we went to buy subway cookies cus we were so duper hungry!!haha:P and subway makes our day! did i tell u that we woke up at 11?hehehe!:) good rest!:) weee!:)
after that was mass dance.for nut's sake,i couldnt dance. but it's really enjoyable cause my group was quite happening.LOL. we danced like super enthusiatically! screaming and making ourselves zi high. and i really enjoyed myself during that mass dance!:)esp the presentation!we were so so so nervous k!>tried our best to dance lahs.but when we really forgot...HAHAHA! we substitute the thingy with our own dance. haha.simply hilarious. haha:)but we really enjoyed as a group.that bonded us even furhter!:))but that's wehn my voice starts to disappear bit by bit....and i shifted in to becca room to sleep with beehwa!since she's gone.
but really sad that becca couldnt join us! if not she will haf a smacking good time with vELA!SIGhs.a whole day of enthu-ism with VELA on day3.

DAY 4! SDE LAST DAY!
WOOHOO!it's the last day of the camp!:) kind of looking forward cus i was tired. but sad cus it's the last day! when we really got high on day 3:( sighs.
day 4 was a meet-up with MIES!:) from ID/archi students.went to sentosa!it was freaking hot /sunny kaes. could feel the sun rays piercing thru my skin. :(
oh yarhs!:) we were named VERMIES!:) interesting eh1?:) they are a nice bunch of ppl:) who are quite enthu as us!:) and we do work well together!:)sentosa games went great for us!:)and vermies unleashed our potential as a mighty grp!:)it was tons of laughter and fun:) working with other grp ppl was interesting too.personally i love the pyramid that they made us do.
even thouogh it involves the contact of the sea.but it was fun:) just like how the pyramid game bonded vela togetheR!:))
tiring but fun:)
we went back to sDe to have our dinner! and it was the revealtion night! i got to see my FATE mates!:)
and we had dinner under the candlelight.that's seriously damn fun.but sad cus didint get to eat with OG!:( sighs!:(
and poor huiying shirt got burnt by the candle.A HOLE now.hahaor isit 2 holes?haha:)

exchanged our pressies before looking at the video they made. and VELA,under the leadership of the 4 super active OGLS! led us down to the stage to show them our version of the breakidz cheer!:)

it was our specialty cheer.a cheer that really dun make sense. but it's really funny.imprinted in my head. how enthu we were to showcase our cheer. GOONG dAI DAI cheer:)and we ended with breakidz. haha:) seriously....that left the deepest impact:(

we had a skit performance with mies and that conclude our camp on a good note!:)but seriously,i dun like skit.cus it makes things abit anti climzx.even thoguh vela didnt get the best OG,we had fun:)) if we were to have extra days of camps.... i think VELA will be crowned the champion:) im sure:)

end of SDE CAMP update!:)currently still waiting for pictures!:))

union camp updates on another day!need to rest for QET tml:( wish me luck.it's seirously tough.SIGHS

back from FOC 2007! - Break ID!
:P

let me first introduce you guys to my group!
VELA!:)
- shall put in grp photo next time!:)-

i wasnt supposed to be in VELA!supposedly ARIA.but due to unforeseen circumstances,i was transferred to vela!:)but it was good!:)had tons of fun with my vela grpmates.had the best OGLS who are caring,high,hilarious.which made the entire camp more fun:)i still think we were the most ZI HIGH group!:)even though we only showcase our craziness on 3rd and 4th day!haha!:) but that made us the centre of attraction~:)

lol. even though it's a bit disappointing that we didnt win the best OG!.i guess we performed relatively well:) enthu-ism.sportsmanship.being there for each other.the spirit was there.we had joy iduring our chitchats,small games when we had lots of time!:)

so i gotta thank VELA for giving me such a pleasurable time:)
Stephanie,jenny,nicole,rebecca,zhen ting,huiying,yu tian,bee hwa,khai,henry,jiahui.:) u guys simply rocked!:) by cheering spontaneously.:P all the super lame jokes and fun we had during station games!:)

ERNEST,JOEL,LILY,CHERYL!:)
they are my bestest ogls i ever met throughout all my orientation.
i also haven seen such dedicated ogls in all my orientation camps...
not even myself during peirce can win them:)
and they really brought lots of laughter and joy to not only VELA,but the entire camp!

ONE WORD TO DESCRIBE: FANTASTIC!:)

it's like seriously,where to find ogls who dig out money to buy 6 1.5l of drinks in sentosa,buy us macds,bring us biscuits,provide sunblock and suntan lotion?:))
they rawk. haha.they even go to the extent of buying wigs to wear! HAHAHA!.-
and the effort they put in to make our identity.different identity for each day!:)
wOOHOO!

Camp day 1 was mainly station games.:) running around NUS!familarised with some important routes.eg. to central lib,FASs,biz,engineering!:) we also had takeshi!:)
a SDE(RE/PFM) freshman must go through event!it was abit dirty.i would lie on the mat if my bruise from the fall has healed.HMMM... ya lor:) but i pulled my frens up the slope too!:) weee!:P and we had fate that very night too!

FATE= meeting our 3secret pals!:) but we were blindfolded though:)we were supposed to chitchat but it's too awkward to do so!so we kept quiet.so we played game blindfolded and got smeared by butter,sprayed with water.so we got reall DIRRTY lahs!
but we were considered good til i see my OG MATEs.haha!:)

then we went to haf supper at fong seng prata!:)but we only ordered drinks!so while waiting for our ogls to be free,we were chitchatting amongst ourselves+ the OGLS in some parts too:) got to know them a lil' better too!

after supper= SLEEP!

the hostel is so so so small.soo stuffy! so hot!:(
so everyone didnt have an extremely good night sleep! haha!:P
-end of day one-

day 2!
woke up sleepily!had CLUEDO!:) it was fun. but the activities were abit too hard and i wasnt' very good help.haha!:P and questioning ppl is also tough to me!:(hahaa!:) but it was still good.maybe we are a lil' quiet still i guess!:P

had sponsership talks that almost led us to dreamland!
had mass dance!?the dance was tough lor! haha! too tough for a dance idiot like me!LOL.but it's quite fun. and xue mei really got that groove in dancing!:) haha!:P but it doesnt happen on me lehs.haha!

and had our dinner! before we went for "FAKE FATE" haha!it was frightnight!wOOHOO!the cluedo night.we were reshuffled into groups.my grp had 12 ppl!:)mixture of boys and girls! we had 5 pairs of boy and girl. but only me and yu tian( vELA) were the only female pair!

the starting was damn scary kaes! the first station for the prof! i was scared but yutian was more scared.i nvr screamed at first. but becus she screamed.i got scared and screamed too! apparently we were the most scared judging by our screams which could be heard in campus! LOL! haha!:) but i placed my hand into the vomit" luckily,we 1st grp,so not so smellY!:P HAHAHA!:)

2nd station was at this first floor.inside the exit of staircase. the passageway leading to there was damn freaky cus damn dark with lots of corners. but nth lehs! only the last part. the bang from the gun gave me a shock.but besides that,nth much!

3rd statio was the haunted hse which we gotta travel so so so far away! waiting to enter was really scary!and i had to go in alone! but i wasnt very scared. cus i know they will be nice to a girl entering alone.and im the first girl to enter alone somemore.haha! but i was still shivering in fear! LOL. inside i saw my OGL ERnest. and it's really funnyy.haha:) it ended on a good note with ernest patting my head. like a brother hit my head like that! but it's quite freaky inside.i almost got rooted to the ground.refusing to move! haha!:P

4th station was off to...TOILeT!
once again,we had to enter alone.it's the least scary station out of all!:) maybe i expected a lil; more. and the ghosts were tired and im tired of the ame old thing.

5th station! we went in pairs!
architecture staircase.that's the freakest i say! cus i got grabbed by both ghost! hhaa! and that really scared the wits out of me!

6rth station was the tunnel!:)
it's pitch dark and i almost fell.
luckily got ppl to guide me in and protect me from the ghost.
hahaha! but still it's kinda freaky

didnt haf chance to viist the 7th station-the lift.heard that its one of the more freaky ones.! hmmm:( but no choice lor!:)

and we ended the programme at 3! not inclusive of bthing and everything! so we were dead tired.after everything!i slept at 430 close to 5 though. haha! but at least we woke at 11am the next day!:P heh heh!

-end of day 2,cont tml!:)

i'll be busy for this 2 weeks!
camp and camp!
i'll be off til fri!maybe i'll pigg at homee and sleep til my hearts content.

any words to describe my feeling now!?
apprehensive.

meeting new frens.new environment.
wonder what's the camp gonna be like!
wooo!
and my bag feels as though it's more than 10kg!
CRAP.
heavy bag makes me sian abt the camp:P
hhahaa!wonder what i bring?
just the stated stuff on the item list.
how come it feels heavier than my AB camp bAG~?Hmmm:(

so dun be surprised if u see me offline for the next few days!
and u can still drop me a message when ur bored!:)

rarr!
wed was fun. minusing away the embarassing stuff.
big bruise on left leg:(
ouch!!!
painpain!!:(
after rubbing still one big patch!
sighs:(

at least something else made me happier!
and bearing with the pain a lil' more.
next time no need anasthetic le!
haha:)

tml! going to meet up with the clique.
sentosa.
with my bad bruise.and painful right legg..
RARRR! no water for me.
otherwise,i'll be suffering badly./..

too bad he wont be joining!:((
rarrr!
good girl tml!:)
target to reach home by 10!!!

OPPS!
entry dedicated to ppl who turned up for camp:))
1st batch of SC 2003 : Yiting,lucius,putra,kelvin,janice,lynette,yvonne,me!
2nd batch of SC 2004 : Valencia and valerie
3rd batch of SC 2005 : melissa,Jowell,Agnotti,HonDing,Victor,YeeSiong,Eunice,Alvin.

BACK FROM SC CAMP 2007!:))


kk,it's not exactly SC since prefectorial board resumed it's duty 2years ago!
so fast eh!?:)
For those who didnt turn up for camp,you guys missed out alot of fun eh!!!
too late for regrets anyway!:))

Camp!
A chance to get closer to the SC members.new Peirceans.new leaders.
A gathering for SC alumni!Especially the pioneer batch!:))

We are all busy doing what we need to do.
A levels, Poly projects.our new friends and other commitments.
and we didnt get to meet up to share about what we have done!
futhermore,it provides a platform for ppl like me to step up to the leadership experience!to conquer the fear of making decisions and to lead.
but we got back that feeling very quickly!!!

it's great to meet up with the younger batch.and it's kinda the first time working with them!interesting right?!:)) And allowing all the batches of SC to work together!the impact we created.the enthu-ism.the morale.our passion.

it just seemed as though the flame was ignited again.
INCENDIO GLORIAE ORDINO VEXILLUM- Ignite the FLAme.set the standard.(did i get it right!??)

i think the facils had lotsa fun!getting back together.!
the juniors playing the card game.the seniors playing volleyball/captains ball.
and i loved it because we cheered.we sang.we ate together:))
most importantly, acheiving our goals.

it may be/not be a final change in them:) but let's be positive!:)))
yeah yeah!:))

im so proud of ourselves.We are able to still work like how we used to!We had 0ur Individual Strengths:)was chatting with vone today and realise that we didnt change.our habits,our way of leadership didnt change.Im glad we didnt change for the worse though!:))But there's chance to improve on it further!

Thanks facils for being initiative.
and kudos to all for stepping up to the challenge.
great job seriously guys!:))

FIRST batch of Excos did great:))
Maybe it's our experience.We are able to handle a big group of students at one go.
Eg.motivating them through cheers/teaching them attendance taking.

2nd batch of excos did equally well too!
but u guys still got room for improvement!
Valerie and Valencia are able to coordinate well within their group.
and to facilitate their respective groups and bond with them too!
Perhaps there's not enuff chances for you 2 to talk to the whole batch of leaders!:) but i like yr dedication.Thanks!

3rd batch of excos.
Perhaps the first 2 batch of seniors were around.
so u guys maybe a lil' more shy!?:))
maybe if u step up and talk a lil' more.
have more confidence in yourselves, you guys will be as good as yr seniors!
-not that u guys are lousy!:) but perhaps u may need more exposure!
but u guys got what it takes to be a good facil:)
keep it up!

im seriously proud of ourselves.the facils.
able to switch on and off.
to be serious or be super enthu.
able to survive on limited sleep.
due to one reason or another.
eg.attachment/schs/job/personal reasonS!

but we are old.OLD.haha!:P
war game almost killed us!but it's super hilarious!don't you guys think so?!?
we are evil seniors!haha!!:))

lastly,thank you to all who came for this camp and able to work with each other.With no disagreements and no complaints.Thanks for working hand in hand with vone and i:)
we made it a successful camp,dunch u guys agree!?:))
bring peirce council to greater heights!

SC camp is a good opportunity for us to meet up.Let's hope such camp will exist every year for the old birds to teach the young ones!:) and getting closer!
cheerios!

2 more piggy days!!!
couldnt stop eating...
rarr!
let';s see what i ate!

thurs!
subway!
Fish and CO!:)
yummyumm!

sat!
maggimee!:(
potato chips
chilli tapioca chips
2 kinder bueno!
SUSHi!
SWENSENS!- main dish + desert!-

sun!
OREO!
corn flakes!
NOODLES!(went to da baO!)
dinner!!!- 1.5 servings of gOOD soup
almost 1 serving of my favourite scallops
peking duck!
almost a plate of fried yam chips
appetitisers!
black glutinous rice with icecream for desert...
-i ate half a packet of pocky too-

WOAH WOAH WOAH!
that's alot!my weighing scale not going to show me happy figures this time!:((
im just craving for food...
FOOD!:(
must stop eating that much!
cause no exercise makes me a fat girl!

and THIA! dun encourage me to eat lehs...
SO evil!
u should eat more lor.
so skinny!

JAN!
u can eat less now!
then go hongkong can eat shop work play sleep! X 6months!
hopefully by then u wont complain u feel fat again!!:P


i feel like having deep fried stuff again!!
-pushes it out of my mind!hehee!-

Oh ya!
i saw jason fren! the one we met at ntu. - tiong lee!
and realised he stayed in my estate.
no wonder he looked a bit familiar!
hahaa!!! so kuku!!:P
but considering he got army and is uni now!
i shall not label myself as stupid!:P

im a glutton!

ate alotalot today!
2 servings of mian xian for lunch!
1slice of yakun toast(kaya with butteR!!)
1egg
iced milo.
old chang kee spring roll
Macds large Fries!

dinner home!:)
+ one cornetto icecream!!!
+snacked Cuttlefish!

FAT FAT FAT!:( shakes head!:(

been away from S'pore for a week!
and so many things have happened

the closure of UNSW Asia.
the water thingy at marina.
my application letters.

im driven to a corner. where i have to accept where i have to go.
Wherever i land up in, be it an unfamiliar place, an unfamiliar course,meeting new friends. I shall stand strong.

Time to get out from my comfort zone!
Am i prepared for it?
Hmmmm...

It's hard making a choice.
When i decided and planned my future.
Everything came tumbling down.
Hopes of studying in UNSW crashed.
HOpes of studying what i really want gone.

alternative to sydney campus isn't what i want.
So i got no choice to make do with the alternatives.

One failure doesnt make me a failure:))
Hang hang chu zhuang yuan:))
yeah!:)

POSITIVE MINDSET - CHECKED:))

spree timE!
we placed other for 1 bag that we really really like!
haha!:)
happy happy.but the waiting time isnt happy i guess
haha!:P

i'm busy catching up on old shows shown on tv! (taiwan ,hk,korean shows)
lol!
i feel so tempted tempted to subscribe to mobtv man!
cus got interesting drama serials!
u know those old old shows that we used to watch when we were young?
like yang guang lie che!? and the telemovie.

wait til i finish my da chang jin (at a slow rate)
goong.(stopped somewhere)
save the last dance.haven start
wangzi!some parts nvr watch.
hahaha!!see see!

so many shows.!:P

hmmm....

i dunno what to blogg abt.

i just forgot whatever i wanna rant .

hmmm....

i dunno what to blogg abt.

i just forgot whatever i wanna rant .

weeee!i'm so interested in eye care products nowadays.
and i realised that my face is pretty oily now!
yikes.to think it was dry a few months ago.

so yarh lorr... or isit the weather that's making me this way?cus perspire mahs!
ystd was horrible!cause i almost melted under the sun. haha! and lala and i were baking Muffins for the very first time!:P banana muffins!and it tasted great:)
lol. might consider taking in orders next time! haha!:))

pat our back !

it was only a bit sweet..i think the prob lies in the topping.was basically eating sugar.haha!:P but stll nice lorr:))

weee!

back to my eye care product.
i got so enthu and read the whole forum of 47 pages!haha!:))
and i got myself one small small bottle of clinque eyecream too.
basically i did research for the better products.
haha!:P but hopefully it works for my skin lor:))

hahaa...vainpot:P

a scardy me.that's what i became over the last few days.and the days to come till i receive mails. check my online application status.

but not now.im not prepared.
im worried abt seeing what will appear on my monitor.

other education institutes.
i worry.
money.school reputation.the amount of fun that i may miss out.
or even the gap widening btw our besties.
a common time to meet?

my hostel dream VS what i want to pursue in future.
what's more important.
i can't weigh it. cus there's so many repercussions if i choose either.
my interest.money.

rarrr...who say life is easy.:(

caught wild hogs at GV maX!
the cinema is BIGGG BIGGG BIGG! if onlythey got toilets there...
we reached at a good time cus movie started soon after we arrived.

the show's pretty funny...haha!but ask jan for more details.!hahA!:)

went to eat at the food centre!:) yummyumm!
too bad my throat wasnt feeling good;otherwise i would love to eat fast food or take more chilli!and my choc fondue!:( my icecream!:( my waffles:(

rarrr...but seems like all this gotta wait til weeks later when we get to meet again...sighs.

2weeks passed so slowly..but why does the one day pass so quickly?
so unfair!:((

and it's a boring sunday...Zzz.....

sighs.i ended work way earlier.rarrr..stupid me..

tried to take in too much heaty food within a weeek....

blame no-one but myself.

raRRR!

happyy..i am so happy! (:

cause tml is the day!:)

returning to shore!!!!

wooolala!:)

i should start figuring where to go!:P

helped out in the planning for the sC camp in peirce.
hopefully it works out well and the teachers accept our ideas.
it's good to get involved in such planning again.
make use of my lazy mind!:P

it's quite interesting digressing at certain topics.haha:P
but at least we did have some concrete plans out for games.
but it's still not enuff.must think somemore.

RArrr..when will the next meeting be?i aint sure though...Hmmmm...

anyway,had a great time talking to this old friends again...when was the last time we chatted like this?haha!but it really gets tiring thinking for yvonne u know.im sure mia and jan will agree too.definitely more tiring that thinking abt the camp!

haha..:)and managed to find out more abt their past and my present.LOLS!
grins!

tml is work day!!!another 5 days!:Pseriously,i wish i could help her longer.but due to unforeseen circumstances,i got no choice.haha!need to ensure im healthy and not fall sick mahs...so yarhs!haha:) maybe i'll help her as and when i can!hah:P cus she's nice.

aights...i ate alot this few days.seems like the 1 KG i lost come back!the scales aren't showing me happy readings!haha!but for this 5 days!?we'll see how!:P

no more ice cream!no more snacks at late nights!:P
hopefully i'll see happy readings then! HAHA:)

Much of the time you are preoccupied with things of an intensely exciting nature. You need stimulation and variation with all matters pertaining to your life. You want to be regarded as an exciting and interesting personality being able to charm and influence others. You use powerful strategies with predictable outcomes so as to avoid endangering your chances of success or undermining other people's confidence in you.

In the past there have been - and maybe there still are - many things that you have had to do without. You have now decided to set your sights on a position or situation that could give you greater prestige and which will afford you considerable self esteem.

For some time now it would seem that you have been frustrated and emotionally inhibited. The circumstances which appear to be beyond your control are making it very difficult for you to develop the detached emotional attitude that you seek.

You are holding back. You need to find friends in whom you can trust and once they have proved themselves beyond all possible doubt you will be prepared to give them your all. The existing situation is not of your liking - you have an unsatisfied need for mental stimulation with others whose standards are as high as your own. Trying to control your instincts the way you do restricts your ability to open up to others and the way you feel at this time is suggestive of 'total surrender'. This is not to your liking as you consider such thoughts as weaknesses that need to be overcome. You feel that only by control, controlling your innermost thoughts, are you able to maintain your air of superiority. You want to be admired for yourself alone and not for what you can do or for what you may have done. In essence 'you need to be needed' and at the same time 'you need to need'.

You really like doing what you do and, more than that, you like yourself. Your attitude to work and to life is that 'If its not fun - then don't do it'. You want to be liked and respected, not for who you are but for what you are - and it seems to be working.

wahh..so cheem right.but it's the colorgenics test that i did.haha.i dun really understand.so maybe years down the road,i'll see if it's true:))

today's peirce speech day!caught up with the teachers.many of our teachers got the 10 year,20year teaching awardS:) so fast eh..but they are good.they made an impact in my life.:)) great seeing those who love peirce and goes back:)

even though the no. of students from our batch has generally declined,im still proud that we are one of the majority groups:) perhaps we are good studetns who dont forget our teachers or more importantly,the memories which peirce has left us with:))

great seeing those juniors, those who are alr in j1:) they are doing great i guess:) hopefully,years down the road....they will still rmb peirce and return:))

we had dinner at amk S11.felt so homely!haha:)cus we ordered tze char and shared.just like a family:)) just joked and luaghed.seemed just like ystd...when we were having fun in school ! sec 3 and sec 4.our maddest years. :))

i dunch know how i feel towards AJ.but i just dun like the thought of reutning there.maybe i didnt do much there which makes my life in there pretty boring.lifeless.

maybe the ending wasnt what i hope it will be like.thus leaving behind regrets.and even more dislike for the school.i don't know...hmmm...sometimes i wonder...if going somewhere else,i'll do better. maybe i shouldnt make myself go to a place where i didnt feel homely to begin with.oh welsh.2 years are over. happy moments,sad moments...are all left behind.hopefully i can just erase this ugly 2 years of mine:) minus-ing the friends whom i met there:)perhaps that can make up for it:) and him.

disappointment.

Anyway, I've been tagged. It's troublesome, but I gotta do this. Thanks Jun Wee.

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I'm tagged.

Each player of this game starts off by giving 6 weird things about themselves. People who get tagged need to write in a blog of their own 6 weird things as well as state the rules clearly. In the end, you need to choose 6 people to be tagged and list their names.

1. I like to laugh hysterically for no reason.

2. I can scream as and when i want it!

3. I like to sit at one corner ALONE to feel sad when i feel sad.

4. I'm always trying to be on time but mostly late.

5. My cheeks are rosy even if i don't put on blusher.

6. I perspire even in an air-conditioned room...Is that cold sweat?i dun think so!

i went to check dictionary.com for the meaning of WEIRD...
WEIRD=Of a strikingly odd or unusual character; strange.

So,are those things i listed weird?oh welsh:) who Cares:))

i dunch know who reads my blogg and blogg frequently....so yeappies!:))
- end of weird things which OWQ made jan and me do it!-

Yayness!haha!:P i finally completed the book of driving! wEEE!:) haha...but test date is so SO sO far away...ZZz....and im starting to lose passion in driving.so i cancelled my lessons in the end.didnt know i'll clear them at one shot u see...:)SEeseE!im good!.haha...kk.put it another way,the instructor was nice to let me pass the subject.even though i make some mistakes here and there.which may constitute to an immediate failure...haha!im luckyy...or perhaps,i didnt make any serious/that many mistakes so they decided to let me off.perhaps thats the same for everybody!:)
but im glad im the norm!completed in 23 lessons.i thought i'll need 25-26.cus im slow learner mahs..Surprise surprisE!:)im not that slow after all.

went to AMK to have icecream!weee:)it's good...and it's not very expensive as comapred to gelato icecream...and i think the flavour is better than gelato!:P
2$ per scoop.3$ for double scoops! haha:) the mint was GOOD.i liked it:) not so much for their oreo though,perhaps the mint killed the flavour of oreo.yeappies! but im intending to buy them home next time!cus it simply taste better and looks cleaner than factory made!so yars:)and the man was really nice...hmm:)

i treated my hair!yay!hahaa...i bought this hair treatment cream and decided to DIY.it certainly makes hair softer!15$ for a bigg bottle.worth it i guess...wonder if it's good...:)(as in long-lastinG).

and i didnt get to pick up phone call during driving.SIGHS....missed a chance to talk on the phonee...SIGHS.

but im interested to see how lala and jan hair turned out to be like! i suddenly so feel like pampering myself with a haircut!haha:)perhaps i shouldd...:P and maybe look a lil' different.Even though im happy with how i looked with my not so curly and yet" curly " hair...i just have to make it less dry.i can still see abit of colour...cus it's not as BLACK as initally.... haha!:P

while im blogging.i wonder what are all of them doing!
lala in choir concert.
jan dunno where...
he in army.

RARRRR.... lonely lonely nightt...

i have alwyas been looking forward to phantom.ever since sec 3.when we got introduced to phantom.then oliver.which caused me to have interest in musicals.and thatlove never dies.i think it's pretty amazing for sets to change.for the cast to act and to sing.to expect the unexpected.:)alot of hardwork has to be put by the cast.the backstage and in esplanade,the orchestra too...

it was good.it was amazing.im still wondering how did they manage to come up with the effects.but i got shocked when they fired blank gun shots.haha:)2times in fact...luckily i was reassured and i felt better:)

the music was perfect.the singing was not as good as the CD!(of course lah.cd can sing until perfect.dun need to dance and act somemore)so yarhs.i shouldnt complain:)
the seats i had wasnt too good.but i should ask for so much since i got the cheapest tix.some views maybe blocked.esp when they go to the 3rd storey to sing some songs..but still.i got to see impt parts:)iwas admiring at the chanderlier:)pretty pretty....i was wondering how was it going to crash to the stage.hmmm.and how it gonna be done....

it seemed so magical magical.back to the play.the props were fantastic.the sets were good.now i know why isit so expensive.i think it's mroe worth it than mamma mia and sat night. maybe a lil' better than oliver.and wEST side-forget it.cannot compare.haha.most boring showw man...

oh welsh:)full of praises for phantom.the crazy me wanna watch it again.but i think til the next season.be it 10years down the road.i'll make sure i book early and get the best seats:)hopefully i get to watch with the same person too:)that will round my next POTO musical very well:))

i wanted to cry...but i didnt.later ppl luff at me!but i guess ppl teared still.cus i heard lots of tissuepaper opening sound.plus zipping of bags:P haha:)

i wonder at the end....
if im christine...who will i choose...it's a tough choice...
if im phantom...will i be able to let her go in the end...
so i guess the luckiest is raoul in the show.:P no decisions to make.cus he knew he loved christine from the start.but it's so heart-wrenching to see the scene where "aii i ask of u" is sangg...

phantom looking/overhearing christine and raoul duet... i thinkk i might go crazy if im the phantom... i think i might just commit suicide(kk,just jking).but the emotional torutre.hmmm..makes my heart sore...maybe we gotta be more aware of our surroundings then:))

but im still amzed at how they manoveur the boat.thru strings?hmmm..and how did they create the many candles impression....how did they manage to run up and down...how did the last scene happen...when the OG goes POOFall the theatre tricks...we'll nvr find out:)

i like the dungeon scene the best:)) my gawdd..u guys should watch it at least once.the orchestra was really GOOD.GOOD.and it's a female conductor! OOOO!:P

but esplanade was pretty stuffy that night.hais...:P

but i had a good time.

after that.good or bad time?i dunno..it was a mixture of emotion.happy sad.im happy that i caught a good show.im sad that it ended.im sad that it's the last meet-up.before maybe 1 month later?

it was hard saying goodbye...but goodbye wasnt easy...

and now its april the 13. im feeling weird the whole day!but 1011.i was putto relief mode...cus the call!makes me happy.totally unexpected.so after all the yi ba pi ti,yi ba yan lei, im happy after all.-kk.the las part was totally random-

but im working on april23!til may 4th i think:)same place same shop.same pay.but sighs....no more surprise visits:(

there she goes.... there she goes again:(

lala is gone for another beach trip! rarrr...when she comes back.i may not haf recognised her alr! BLACK lala:P

was looking through the photos...and i had a good time luffing at there.
ESPECIALLY this one



aights...before she left... we were talking online:)
settled my worries. added fuel to my sizzzling passion...
I think too much:) but it makes me happy thinking of it.
but what if i fall from grace and landed on the ground?
i wont wanna think of that for now...

but recollection of certain stuff. whatever said and done.
makes me smile and excited.
and hope things will stay the same for the rest of our lives:)

but when they are gone into an island away from Singapore...
we are gonna be lonely again!
the hated years are here.

many has alr sang this lonely song.
and i guess i will be the last few to sing it !
haha.... i doubt there's anytbody else going in later!
Lol:)

thousands and millions of misses.
wont be able to express how much i'll be missing you.
sighs.

haha..i got nagged so im back to blogg again.

update of my current health status.
STILL BAD!:( Fever gone from afternoon.but every morning,it's the same/ i still got giddy spells. it's either im too weak cus i dun eat much or isit becus of the fever.RARR!

blocked nose too!and my throat...whatever i eat, whatever i drink.there's this bitter bitter feeling.dunno isit because of the medicine which got stuck in my throat or isit becus of the phlegm which produces such funny taste. even those plain water i drink got the taste.yikes....and sweets cant help too...so disgusting lahs.the taste...and i tried to vomit all of the phlegm out.but failed...maybe there's too much alr! but the feeling really sucks:(

i hate falling sick,especially at this time.there goes my seoul garden!:(not that i like to eat BBQ.but at least can spend time chatting mahs...
ZZz...this is really tiring me out!

So what have i been doing since after work! = sun til tues?
i have been sleeping,waking,sleeping,eating,napping,tving and slping again.
boring life eh...but i kind of got used to it.cus i get tired easily now!perhaps its the medicine.or maybe im pure lazy.HAHA...

so tired...i wanna zzz alrr..nightnight!may the fever be gone!and i suddenly feel like vomitting!but i cant!cus i took medicine not long ago!YIKES!

im sicK!::(
running a fever now....feeling quite horrible.but better now!
so all of them are back fromtioman!
and i ended my 5 days work at Square 2.a retail clothing shop! the job scope was rather limitied.and im having a good time..but i dunno why i stil fall sick in the end. HAHAHA..im lousyy....

hmmm.results day! all's over!:) sad or happy?u can view it in 2 ways. just like jan says: ku xiao bu de.

Hmmmm....im still wondering what shall i pursue in the uni,which uni.what route should i go?this isn't easY!!!

but who says growing up was easy?

we realised that we have grown up,the contents of our chat has gone another level higher!from gossiping,complaints,silly jokes... to.... gossiping,sharing of inner thoughts,perceptions,our future...

what will i do without them arnd:)not forgetting others who have played a bigg BIGGG role in my life so far!it's u!:))

who on earth will help to find out course information for u, to ask arnd for u, to think for u, to carry and bring the things for u? But:) there's still such a person around:))


And i found such a person, have u?:))

happy new year ppl:))

happy meeting up with the little cuzzies that grown up so much.no more babies.no more baby-language. good thing is that! no more crying,but more screaming...
Faints!:)

we got to play blackjack too:)once a year pursuit!haha:))
but the stakes are higher now... maybe i have grown up and startedto take higher risks?

hmmm.but i kept getting bombarded of when im getting my results.what i wanna study...

but this gives me more topics to talk to the elders in the family, which is kind of good!:) i realise im not the youngest anymore and i've grown:)Something which i still do is to keep the young ones happy:) peii-ing them... and at the same time take care of them:)even though they need a play-mate more than someone to take care of them:))

lil' children are stil cute in my eyes... so how many kids do i want?? haha:)
as much as i love kids, they can get reall notti and irritating. and it isnt easy to bring one up,let alone many kids!:))so for that,i shall not give a definite answer and let nature takes it course...

im still happy because i kind of got closer to the guys:) just joking with them, talking to them, eating with them:) maybe its also becus they grown up and started to think of other's feelings:) so yeappies:) i'm still glad that i got this bunch of cousins:) and that we are all lucky to be Liau. haha:) we live a better life as compared to the average ppl:):) yeappies!:)

was talking to my cousin online too! we recalled those days when we were the first few grandchildren. the bond between us was stronger too!:P cus we only had that lil' playmates!:P haha:) running at the sandy playground, playing badminton during new year.catching!swings...maybe it was fun becus we were freed from worries,stress. everyttyhing was just so simple and innocent...just like what my lil' cousins are experiencing right now!

we were also calculating the age that we will be in when they grow up to be of our age.... and dawned upon us that we aint young too.. wonder if they will still call us wan su jiejie, wei xiang korkor in the future!

haha:)

perhaps we even need to give them angpows instead of collecting. haha:)i dunch know,that's just a thought...

anyway! happy chinese new year!:) weee...

but that also means that my bro is leaving again! for 1 year... when i got used to him arnd... he's gonna be gone again...sighs...

Your Birthdate: November 26

You love being in love... so much so that it's very hard for you to be single.Unfortunately, it's difficult for you to stay in love over time. Too many people intrigue you!Only your true love will be able to keep you interested over time. Number of True Loves You'll Have: 2 Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 4 You are most compatible with people born on the 8th, 17th, and 26th of the month.

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hmmm:) what am i still doing?
im still slacking but driving do take up a big portion of my time!
cus of the transport and waiting time!furthermore,the lessons in afternoon makes time pass very fast. maybe im trying hard to concentrate on what's happening around me and absorbing the skills.
it certainly makes me feel tired after two sessions and im learning automatic transmission car and yet i feel tired.LOUSY.haha:)

time is passing so quickly that valentine's around the corner!i still rmb spending my last vday with janice!at dino cafe eating laksa i think!haha:) and were complaining abt being the lonely birds.that's when the bird's theory came about.haha:) and lastlast year, i spent it with the choir altus. at Northpoint sakura!haha:))

see see!time flies hor!!!hmmm...and the A's are coming out!is it this week?or next week? im definitely not looking forward to it. No point worrying also...but it's easily said than done.hais...but i do hope that MOE will give us Alevel grads a happy new year by not revealing the results. haha... at least we wont have to "show off" our achievements in our JC school life to all relatives,which can get rather pissing at times. that's when comparison comes in. and makes one feel more dejected than ever.kk..im preparing myself for the worse...

however,hanging out at starbucks.sitting along orchard road certainly bring joy to our lives. I haven been laughing like nuts til starbucks.where we recall our sec4 photos. all things that 4e2 went through together. getting scolded by tons of teachers and yet we always laugh it off and treat as though nothing happened.we may not be that close but we still have those memories. :) that's more impt than anything else.

4e2- WE ARE THE BEST! Nos es optimus. :) grins...-punch fist into the air!-

my feet are tired... im feeling tired...
been busy with driving only..nothing else.
drive drive drive! and it certainly feels better to be just a passenger!
haha:))

wentt to city plaza and got nth much there!
so cabbed to HAJI lane to look at this shop which got featured in URban last thurs.to our surprise....they got no stock left.so they closed the shop.so sad!:( cus its like we purposely make a trip there.but went exploring those shophouses.and their stuff aint cheap too.but it's more unique..
went to concourse! :) met up with su.and walked arnd before going home

and i just ate a bowl of meehoon kuay at 1220! my gawd...im growing fat!:( and i popped new year cookies as though its healthy! but its yummy:)

i know u are READING! mwahhaha:)

dun tempt me with the CHICKY wingS!:P

hey cLASS! i saw this CICAK MAN THE ACTUAL SHOW! hahas..i mean the advertisement on some cinemas like GV.anyone who is like interested to GO!?please leave msg on tagboard/msg the resT!haha:))should be quite fun.

IN addition,to further publicise the free treat from KianLin! BY feb 1st,anybody who wants to find KL will get free KFC.so anybody who's interested,please ask me along.HAHAHA!:) aights. that's all for announcement today!:P

gonna be 3 months alr:( im still slacking.seems like i totally wasted half of my long hols. hais..:( i got a call from popular and they offered me a job.supposed to be happy...but the place is too far. the pay quite low too.and they need me to work til june... so i say no:( but im happy because still got ppl wants this new bird.:)) weee....

i so wanna go out..but the cash is running low. just like a person who wants to drive but the fuel tank is running low.- okay,abit no link.- haha!:P

i guess everyone's wondering what i have been doing for the past few days.
hha!:P

wake up,brush up,eat lunch,do some hsework if there are any for me to do, do packing(abit for everyday).stone.rot.tv.icecream. from 7 onwards = tV til 11pm. i nvr been such a couch potato before.but it's rather addictive.haha!:P
my korean dramas are neglected:(( should watch them soon.+ my mingdao....which i haven really watched the entire show....haha...i have been flipping thru the newspaper too!:P haha!:) for jobs. hahhas...but im no proactive lahs...see see,think think, then thats all abt it. haha!:P

aights. its gonna be dinner time,most imptly,it's TV time!:) so Ciaos ppl. hopefully u arent wasting yr youth.unlike me!:( BOOO!:P
-anyone out there who's willing to treat me KFC with their pay!?heheh:P-

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N {WIshList}

get into Biz course!
new camera:)
book-out day!
fantabulous 19th birthday celebration!
More Musicals!:) (PHantom is heRE!)
ppl to be safe and happy:)
Grow taller
happy together

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tRIp to maLaysIa 2004
Prom night 2004
birthday celebrations at marina 25nov
incredibles class outing. (22 nov2004)
last paper of O’s (19nov)
DeepaVali 2004 (12nov)
graduation day 15102004
NYJCopen house 15 oct
Mr Ong's wedding
MarIna outing
AwWa home and sports meet
BuffET 2003
Urban dream CapsulE
Investiture 2004
Wits 2004
J8 and pastamania(aft wits)
URban Dream cApsule part 2
Modified neoprintS"biggER size"
RaCiaL Harmony PicS 2o04
The gaNg part 2
national Day parade 2004
Spiderman 2!
Spiderman 2!
Altus VCH!
Puden burfday
Ajc family day
last day in 2305
j8 neoprints with gangkhu
normal snapshots in 2305(new!)
Altus to Rickys place(V daY 2005)
xR birthday party!
Orientation last day! (o2)
2305 Normal snapshots
mr gabriel tan last lesson!
NerDs dAY 2305 (BE yourself day)
harmoc cum guitar concert
Jan and ME!
23052nd photoshoot
FIReworks 2005
NDP2005
Bday party BBQ at Jianye place-UsuaL ppl
Enrui bday!
AJ tchers day 2005
SNOW cITY on tCHErs day!

2006!
National day 2006!(NEW)
Others!:)2305!2006!(NEW)

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