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Sunday, August 31, 2008 3:09 pm
eye puff.
went to the adoration room last ight and poured my heart out till there's nothing left inside. baren as a desert. I've never felt more like a burden to anyone until now.
then, God seized me. I SAW HIM. I did. and He held me so close, like never before. there was a lady in the room when I entered and started to cry. a voice in my head told me that she's praying for me and she'd give me a word. in the next minute, the lady handed me a book! and said, "I've a msg for you. when you're done, and if you feel that God has more to say, close the book and open it again."
here's the msg that was given to me:
My Child,
Let nothing disturb you. Let nothing frighten you. Everything passes. Only God does not change. Patience achieves everything. He who possesses God wants nothing else. Only God suffices.
- St. Teresa of Avila
My Child,
Only in the fullness of spiritual things can the heartsick and faint and weary be satisfied, healed and rested. Only to the simple and loving heart that walks with Me will I reveal my greatness. I have carefully hidden these things from the wise and prudent and revealed them unto babes.
Unless you become like little children, you will not enter the kingdom of heaven. Seek in every way to become childlike to have the nature of a trusting child. Not only for its simple trust must you copy the child-spirit, but for its joy in life, its ready laughter, its lack of criticism, its desire to share and be friendly and locving towards all.
- A.J. Russel (God Calling)
okay. study time. I dont wanna be stupid anymore.
Friday, August 29, 2008 9:38 am
Global Sounds CafeWOOHOO!
tonight was BLASTASTIC! :D:D:D
thankYOU you von! hahaha.
so Fun, pls!
we were,
hiding under tables, POSING, jumPing, smashing guitars, laughing, running, laughing, and bouncing on the sofa in the other room!
hahaha
classic moment #1: von faked that the manager was cmg up and mag ran like a monkey.
classic moment #2: "hi pasta"
classic moment #3: "hi calamari"
classic moment #4: "CAR-LAR-MAR-RI" -mag
hahahahahahahaha...
to Joan:girl, we'll meet your beau soon (: I had a
smashin' time with you tonight!
to Mag:mag, I swear I've a love-hate relationship with you. but you're still my gf and I love/hate you very much! hugs maggie. I'll always be your listening ear, aiight?
to Teri:momma! upload the photos soon! hehehe. I dont think I'm in a position to comment eh. dont miss bob too much. hehe.
to Von:my emo gf... let's escape to boston. (: settings?
sigh. I miss you girls alrdy!
Tuesday, August 26, 2008 6:54 am
I dont wanna be paraded like a criminal tmr.
I dont wanna be paraded like a criminal tmr.
I dont wanna be paraded like a criminal tmr.
my God will save me
again.
He hears my cries and He will come
at that hour cursed by hell and bless it with all His holiness till the class overflows
with
joy.
a prayer cannot be answered without
faith.
my God
reigns!
over the evil spirit in my econs teacher.
(a budding poet)
Sunday, August 17, 2008 5:35 pm
3.5 hrs to the International History Paper and I dont see the point in memorizing damn essay outlines. hur. yet, so much is at stake. I dont wanna disappoint mrs low or mr ong. I dont wanna screw up paper 2 cos I think I did a fair job for paper 1. I dont wanna fail history and dash my hopes for an 'A' for A levels.
besides, I've already messed up econs cos my brains were jammed the day before. I swear I shouldnt have waited till the last minute. I know what I should do now but I dont get a second chance at prelims. :/
speaking of which, there arent many second chances in life. sometimes it starts getting mundane doing the wrong things.
BLAH.
