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Wednesday, July 25, 2007 11:05 am
good morning to you! even though it hasnt been too great for me... pfft.
math test this morning was pretty confusing and I shall not elaborate on it. my sole purpose for turning up in school today was to do the test and head home for more due rest. but Mr jackaSS decided to give me a lecture on how IRresponsible I was to turn up and risk the entire lecture theatre of students taking the test. HA! dont blame me if the effin' school's system is flawed. FYI, if I hadnt turned up for the morning test, it's a ZERO for me even if I had an MC to cover or not. get the picture?
jackaSS: my point is, if you're well enough to do the test, you should be well enough to complete the school day.
people believe in things that they choose to believe in whether or not there's proof. then what makes them think it's right just to follow? HYPOCRITES.
oh and before I met mr head-of-a-donkey (HOD aka jackaSS), I was actually queuing up to see that useless P for 10min when some powerless witch came by and told me to shove off just because she wanted to see her first. HELLO? SEE THE QUEUE, LADY? even the IT person was nicer to let me go first. sheesh. oh well, I hope the priviledge of 2 min will get you a ticket to P's good books.
I'm not sorry that I dont worship donkeys and witches. :P
no one could possibly inculcate values cos no one's perfect... otherwise, they simply try too hard.
Wednesday, July 18, 2007 11:43 pm
it's alrdy midweek and I cannot imagine how I wouldve gotten past those days if it werent for God who stood by me. but of course, He's sent me wonderful friends like emm and dawn to hold me really tight when I'm in raging chaos.(: thanks girls!
today, the drink stall vendor in my school asked me why do Catholics say grace and I was stumped when he added in mandarine, "your Father in Heaven obviously didnt bring you food before you. shouldnt you thank your parents who worked instead?" it'll be logical to defend myself by saying that God gave my parents a job so that I can have food before me but I simply doubted the fact that he'd buy such an abstract explaination. :/ or maybe I shouldnt have.
then as I was sleeping,
he-who-should-not-be-named text me. it's been months since I've gotten rid of his number but heck, somethings just have a way of cmg back to haunt you, no? well, just as I came online to blog abt this, I received jie's email. and like I've mentioned before, God has a way of being very specific in His orders.
goos, you've passed on the baton to me. nvrtheless, it's gonna take awhile, perhaps. but I know in God's grace I will
bloom and grow. ((:
O did I mention how excited I am over this friday? haha! I'm sure eunice hasnt been sleeping well cos we've all been highly anticipating to come
together. there's really nothing more praise-worthy than witnessing God's call to our friends yeah? YEAH!!! hahaha.
aiight, that's all for now.
to the
special someone:
I've been desperately trying to get to you but I am so afraid. our courses differ but I'm still the same. call on the winds of change,hang on alil longer to your faith. there will come a day.p/s: power run is not for the faint-hearted!
Saturday, July 14, 2007 6:10 pm
"we will wait upon the Lord..." (:
someone once shared that God will be very specific whenever He speaks to us and now I can testify! take for that line above for example, I've been thinking abt a friend all week and I didnt know what I could do for him so I made a small sacrifice yesterday and just last night, those lyrics came as though they're God's answer to my prayers! coincidental? nah, I doubt it.
I was praying for a quote that best summed up my testimony last week and God SPOKE into my heart and He said, "Job 4:12"! I'M NOT KIDDING! I dont read the bible often enough, and even if I do, I havent read Job at all so how could I have known what was there aye? I say ALLELUIA. ((:
amazing things are happening and I cant contain it! I love surprises and God never fails to light up my heart with His antics! hahaha. talk abt hunky boyfriend! He's even got a sense of humour!
but of course, in His words, "I did not come for the healthy. I came for the sick.". yesterday, an overwhelming anger came over me and I took my leave from school before I got outta hand. haha. so I walked out alone and BITTER then I got on the bus and felt even worse as I recalled what had happened. then I wondered, "why do people change? I hate it when they do!" and He spoke, right next to me, "people change, but I AM the your constant." I began to tear.
"so close, I believe You're holding me now..."(: my God doesnt only come on weekends! toodles!
Monday, July 09, 2007 12:00 am
I know it's alil late but now...
I can
finally blog abt YISS'07!
DID YOU KNOW?#1. God made a way for me
2days of lessons were miraculously cancelled so I could attend YI without having to take leave and risk getting barred from promos. (: ALLELUIA!
#2. "Don't let fear keep us apart," He said.
on the first night, it got me thinking of myself when I was a kid, clinging tightly onto the bed covers over me in tears and sweat knowing that I will eventually have to get out of there when He says, "nothing that you do can make me love you less..."
#3. letting go and letting God
for the first time in ages, I could sleep with a peaceful joy in my heart.
#4. "Once a message came quietly, so quietly I could hardly hear it." - Job 4:12
I was suddenly deaf to the voice I once thought I knew so well and my world crumbled because knowing that God was all around me just wasnt enough. He wasnt
in me. you call it a lesson learnt when parents refuse to give you what you ask for... but what is it, if not rejection, when God doesnt give you what you ask when He said "ask and you shall receive"?
#5. Waiting on Him
"God loves you. trust in Him."
#6. I will be still, know you are God
"do not fear, for I will walk before you, your God who is all powerful"
#7. ALL THINGS NEW(:
I'm a living testimony of God!
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yesterday's session was simply awesome! there's no way to describe God's works of marvel, can you?
