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Tuesday, February 27, 2007 7:38 pm
wouldn't it be nice...if, in the most difficult times, I could hear my childish voice singing "Jesus Loves Me".
Monday, February 26, 2007 5:30 pm
everything still seems ambiguous although the signs are comin' on strong, hurr. what's that suppose to mean? he's been perpetually on my mind - without a doubt
you know I cant help it! talk abt monday blues, pfft. I wish I had a better look at him in the morning 'cause our breaks didnt coincide for the rest of the day. (I know, I must've forgotten to walk
that pathway on my way to lit lect, haa!) sometimes, it's also hard to tell how I really feel 'cause I find myself running even when the Earth's forces are compelling me to submit.
AND AGAIN, maybe if we were to hang out for the next few weekends when he's not entirely laiden with a choking workload......... argh. as Frank might put it, "an opportunity like this, doesnt come by easily" - haa! how credibl is it when after the statement was made, we went out alone again.
ok, am late for daily mass. ciao.
Sunday, February 25, 2007 3:54 pm
Fallin',
Head over heels
I've fallen,
In love with
you.I've falling...
And I can't get up,
Don't wanna get up,
Because of love.
- Mya
I cant be more thankful for those who've stuck around to listen and encourage all week! (: knowing exactly what I needed was support, you've fled from lalaland just to hear me cry and jump for joy. thankYOU, you. hahaha!
gonna begin worship practs again, soon. :D cant wait! and I know we've all been waiting for this opportunity since our last.
Friday, February 23, 2007 5:10 pm
thoughts of him have been driving me uneasy, and all I need is a peace of mind. cant wait for mass!
Wednesday, February 21, 2007 4:44 pm
3rd day and counting with someone but gen wont forget her penance. ash wednesday marks the beginning of lent and she wants to work for a Glorious Easter to reign with Jesus.
today, steph mike, nat and myself sat down to decide for each other what to sacrifice this lent. sweet! and with the help of one another, I'm sure we'll pull through the next 40days.
- NO more skipping of lectures/tutorials
- NO vulgarities
- NO bitching
- CANNOT say "awwwesoooome" (so laaame la)
- daily mass
cant wait for mass later.
Tuesday, February 20, 2007 1:20 am
IDKWISTDATFFY
GLTTS
Monday, February 19, 2007 12:42 am
xing jia ju yi!here is an annual affair that I havent been a part of since
mama passed away. I miss the booming voices in the livingroom when my relatives arrive and the whole lunar festive mood. it isnt the same when one doesnt witness the preparation that mounts the hype for the season 'cause everything simply seems over-rated from where I stand. there really isnt anything that can bring it all back now, no?
this is what I've been pining to express for so long. you cant understand what it's like to be me until you walk a mile with me. nor can friends be made in a split instant just because we stick around for long enough. perhaps life doesnt begin wherever we want it and we all just have to live with what is done. someone might find this depressing but I know that I'm not feeling anything like it. how can I not feel good in my comfort zone, right?
dont tryda penetrate these walls nor curse them when you cant; 'cause you cant lose what you havent got.
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vday with gfs was awwwesome and I can only wish that I had more time with them. hur!
I still cant believe that I was the last to know?! sheesh. anw, I absolutely love the paragraph joan copied for me:
"Love is a minefield. You take a step and get blown to pieces, put yourself back together again and stupidly take another step. I guess that's human nature. It hurts so much to be alone that we'd all rather get blown to pieces than be single..."well girl, I'm really happy for you from the bottom of my li'l heart! *hugs* can you feel...? LOL! k, gfs! shoosh ah!
Saturday, February 17, 2007 12:26 am
I danced on the morning, when the world was begun,
I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun,
Came down from heaven and I danced on earth,
and Bethlehem, I had my birth.
Chorus:
Dance, then where every you may be,
I am the lord of the Dance said he,
And I'll lead you all, wherever you may be,
And I'll lead you all in the dance said he.
(chorus)
I danced on the Sunday in I cured the lame,
The Holy people thought it was a shame,
They whipped and stripped and hung me high
And left me there on the cross to die.
(chorus)
I danced on the Friday, when the sky turned black,
It’s hard to dance with the devil on your back.
They buried my body, and they thought I'd gone,
But I am the dance and I still go on.
(chorus)
In the danced hay
They cut me down and I leaped up high
I am the light that will never, never die,
I'll live in you, if you live in me,
I am the lord of the dance said he.
(chorus x4)
ending:
In dance said he, in the dance said he.
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:D
wouldnt it be nice..."if we embraced each day with our heart, mind and eyes wide open."
Sunday, February 11, 2007 11:08 pm
me: God! both of you are so understanding, it's making me cry!
gabe teo: huh? what do you mean?
pfft! DANG.
henry, let's fly away to Spain... and nvr come back again. )':
in times like this, I wish I could put henry in my pocket. hurhur!
Wednesday, February 07, 2007 10:23 pm
Earth to Bella (1)
Earth to Bella,
you think you've got it all figured in.
Earth to Bella,
everything you know is wrong. Well, almost.
Earth to Bella
I've seen when you are not listening.
I bear the burden
of being the voice that lets you know
we all grow old,
and before you swim you gotta be ok to sink.
Earth to Bella,
the world can be an unfriendly place.
So hold your head up
and do your best to save some face.
It's not so hard...
just undo yourself and see a second sun ascend.
I'm ok to sink,
ok to sink.
I'm ok to sink,
ok to sink.
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it was such a keraazzy day today, hahaha. nat was asking almost everyone to 'eat fresh' (y'know, subway) with us and despite being a cca-day for everyone, she approached all the wrong people! emms (netball capt), gary (floorball v.capt), vin (IC president) and sarah (tennis capt)! aiyaa. she failed judgement test or what?
when we finally reached but the queue was too long to fetch us our 10-cents-sandwiches, we ended up dining at pasta mania AND cartel. :/ right, it wasnt a fair trade off - not as fresh NOR even close to a balanced diet but I promised that we'll never skip another PE lesson. :D after food-ing, we mambo-ed into sembawang music store and ha, I got myself an OLD Incubus's album, on impulse. they've got funny lyrics and tuneless music from a lay-man's point of view but perhaps when I venture deeper into the field and appreciate this like corny love-me/or-not songs, I'll curse myself. :/
I thought my grp-mates did an awwwesooome job in preparing their materials and delivering it today. :D go
paedophiles X-files!
on the contrary, I wanna slap myself for attempting the poem for the test! why am I sooo ready to fail my first lit paper of the yr...
and if at first you dont succeed, push yourself off and try again. you can dust it off and try again, tray again and again. same goes to gary (if you ever read this, bf!), I'd really like to see TSL's comment on his concluding bit of writing. hehehe.
'til I'm slightly sane enough to blog again, GOODNIGHT ANTONIO BANDARAS! :D (3-1 lehh. lol shiokness!)
Monday, February 05, 2007 8:16 pm
no need for any kind of hypocritical consolation abt what just happened 'cause admitting my fault is the only liberation I can find in a situation such as this.
truth is a double-edged sword and it hurts to learn it.
I've had enough of today.
Saturday, February 03, 2007 8:23 am
guten morgen! seems to me like a feel-good-to-study kinda day and I hope it happens, haha. and I am strangely liberated today... (:
