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Wednesday, January 31, 2007 7:41 pm
home at last.
went j8 to sushi with nat and we talked. (: it was great company but I didnt feel like spending too much since we did not opt for buffet.
felt shitty again today and I started venting my frustrations on aloy, urgh. really hate myself for that but I'm
not gonna wallow in guilt. it was damn funny when nat pointed out that I was glaring at him and going, "it's ok if you dont wanna go". then afterwards, I asked him to carry my bag and shoes while I visit the loo. lol, BITCH!!!
... on the other hand, I was really at the verge of tears at certain points of today. and if you're wondering if everything's ok, well, it is - more than just fine - actually. there's nothing to let out so I cant call anyone to talk abt anything.
maybe I'm just gonna cry myself to sleep again. pfft.
Tuesday, January 30, 2007 8:48 pm
thought I was in the mood to get a new look for my blog until I got bored of surfing for the ideal which will prolly not be smth that I have in mind anw. gotta learn howda create/design one, someday. O, but I'm not convinced that I will.
after last night's ordeal, I'm feeling alot better. thanks be to God! and daddy who called and listened. we ended up laughing as I shared with him abt school and all the funny things that people do,
I wasnt as sad as you think I was. or rather, they were not tears of melancholy but smth undefined. hm. shan't dwelve any deeper on it.
I wonder should I tell youAbout all the crazy things that I have doneI've been hiding all my lifeWhen I should have stayedI tried to run...
Wednesday, January 24, 2007 9:43 pm
vanity, night embrace
strong arms wrapped around
lies sweet surrender, solitude
finds caven heart, cravin' worth.
Monday, January 22, 2007 9:07 pm
just ali'l down on the moods today and I think I just need to be spiritually in-tuned again. well, anyway, God knew I needed some kinda sympathy of sorts so He got Brendan to call (because he rarely does). it was especially comforting of him to ask if I was doing ok instead of a cold gesture that is often the case or none at all.
there's just so many reasons to praise and worship Him even on a rainy day.
Jesus, take the wheel Take it from my hands Cause I can't do this on my own I'm letting goSo give me one more chance Save me from this road I'm on Jesus, take the wheel
Sunday, January 21, 2007 9:41 pm
GRIDIRON GANG is the shit to watch, you bitches! :D
to keep you hanging on the edge of your seats, I wont post a deal of what the movie is abt but I'll strongly recommend it to all who enjoy inspirational-tear-jerkers. it was an eye-opener to others, like myself, who aren't ardent fans of Dwayne "The Rock" Johnson from raising a brow and growling, "do you smell what the rock is cooking?" to a juvenile prison football coach channelled with zeal and conviction. 4.5STARS!
Thursday, January 18, 2007 3:16 pm
forget the fever.
God, I really wish it meant smth.I'll find you if you grace me with your courage to ask me today.
Wednesday, January 17, 2007 10:19 pm
music box. says:
hahaha
music box. says:
TAKE CARE GEN!
music box. says:
better hor
music box. says:
or else ah
music box. says:
at night
music box. says:
i come to your house and scare you
I cant believe I think it's sweet. (:
Hey, diddle, diddle,
The cat and the fiddle,The cow jumped over the moon.The little dog laughed
To see such sport,
And the dish ran away with the spoon.---
critically examine the lines in bold while I research on
paedofiles.
Monday, January 15, 2007 8:18 pm
urgh... my head's rocking my body.
when God decides to do it His way, there's absolutely nothing that can stop Him. my class was praying for heavy rain so we could execute Plan B (hehe, or was it just me) but despite the downpour, we're told that the activity would still carry on unless there's lightning. sheesh! whatever did we pray for. anyhoo, it turned out that we came in second at the race in the end! haha who wouldve thought that this could be a good start.
...rmtuoytbaknithottonyrtll'i.
Saturday, January 13, 2007 10:49 am
dont make assumptions of me 'cause you aint me!
so mummy thinks I scolded her 'fuck' the other night, hur. what the fuck? am I scolding
you now? she needs to get rid of her current job, join the new firm which hopefully pays her more. as the saying goes, "money makes the world go round", well, I think it'll absolutely change the planet that I live in! she defines me as: RUDE, IRRESPONSIBLE & DISRESPECTFUL when all of that boils down to the fact that I'm contented with what I have and I dont see the fuss that she's making out of our lives. btw, she thinks I'm not gonna take care of her when she gets old. hur! what does she think she gave birth to? a hamster?
dear God, pls give mum Wisdom so that she can better understand me. prayer rejected 'cause God knows what she's like -
Stubborn, with a capitol 'S', darling. as I was just telling ryan, that "my mum's insanity is contagious". trials are FREE until I get married. dont get me wrong, I do
NOT hate my mum but it just that I need my own personal (note what I'm stressing at again) space.
I'm a 20th century MTV kid, let me be.
'cause I'm livin' on just fine.
Wednesday, January 10, 2007 8:22 pm
PAE orientation '07 is now officially over; gone are the days we slack in the council room! the past week had been thoroughly enjoyable and it helped orientate me back in school.
it was my first time sitting in for OG time this morning and
thank Goodness! mr puah made it short. gladly, I sat with a friendly girl who took the initiative to introduce herself before the awkward silence sealed us apart. (: her name is Naomi.
gone off to P28 and I met people whom I alrdy knew in class: rocky, aloysius... blahblah. I guess they could be a really be a fun buncha people to hang around but it's not gonna be the same. ah well, there's still gonna be lunches with dawn, aiks, mary and joshua... so,
be not afraid, gen!lectures will begin tmr.
Saturday, January 06, 2007 10:39 am
jie mentioned in her entry that her trip back had changed perspectives and similarly, it has more or less altered mine as well when we spent those 12 days together. I've realised that so much that occured previously had unknowingly prepared me for the present. it was undoubtly a good holiday without flying abroad but instead, it was the longest slumber party we could ever have.
back to school and I havent really started adapting to the new faces. infact, I had only walked into class twice without taking a good look at anyone but my temp ct. :/ where do I begin when I'm done with ogl-ing? this is prolly as difficult as it gets.
nevertheless, I've been having pretty much fun ogl-ing for the past 3 days. I'M LOVING IT!
<3
