Wednesday, November 30, 2005

i just saw a motorbike overturn right in front of me.
my dad was driving behind it.
it was driving kinda fast on the highway and just skidded all of the sudden.
there were lots of sparks and all and the bike overturned.
he flew up and landed some distance away from his bike.
i kept praying for him.
we called the police.
a couple of cars stopped to help him.
i wept.
partly because i was worried for him.
and partly because we were the first to see wat happened...
but we didnt stop to help.

i lost my hp :(
left it beside a pc i was using at the national library.
by the time i realized it was still there and went back to get it...
sobs.
its already gone.
sighs.
guess its my own fault eh.
was searching for books for my research paper but most arent available
so got really worried abt not finding enough books and forgot abt the phone.

so...
lost all my contacts and stuffff.
so if you see this, leave your number if you dun mind k...

today's not all that bad actually.
found some useful books i can use for the research paper.
am doing on Aesop and his fables.
did you know he was a slave and a deaf mute?
and until now, we cannot be sure whether such a person existed or not?
haha...
i really found him mysterious and intriging.
so decided to research on him...
dunno if it's a suitable topic though.
shall ask my lecturer tml...

faith's researching on different versions of the origins of the world
the genesis and the china story abt pangu and nu wa and the greek story abt chaos and zeus etc.
is really interesting too :)
glad we all found interesting topics to work on.
thank God (the TRUE creater of the world)
haha.

tml's my ugc presentation!
really hope my group can do well...
this is the only module i think i can get an A on.
so shall try my best.

mum's at church camp.
feels a little weird without her at home...
haha...
cant believe im 19 and still get along without my mum yes?
my frens at SIM are thinking of gg over to Buffalo for one semester next year.
say its good experience and will be fun.
im not really keen abt it...
dun think i can handle being away from home for 3 months.
and it'll be a couple of thousand dollars more than our usual sch fees.
but if they allll go, i'll be left alone in singapore!
and i'll have to attend lectures alone and all.
SOBS.
to go or not to go.
that is the qn.

*yawns*
am really tired.
shall go to bed now.
tooodles!~

Monday, November 28, 2005

in school now doin ugc...

got back from church camp yesterday.
fun fun fun :)
but really tiring!
was snoozing all the way from camp back home.
wahaha...
great job camp committee!

am really glad i went for this camp...
got to know more abt some of the brothers and sisters whom i dont know really well
am really encouraged by the new people who came to join us...
its really brave of them to join a camp full of strangers to them eh!
but we can all see effort from each other to make these people feel welcomed :)

my greatest gain:
got closer to God after this camp :)

but sighs.
now that camp is over...
time to get back to all my school work and stuff.
wed's the due date for a heavy reseach paper which i haven even started yet.
exams starting next week.
haven start revision yet.
AT ALL.
HOW?!?!
*breathes deeply*
doesnt matter.
God's with me.
no worries.

Tuesday, November 22, 2005

i've made up my mind nv to leave work till the very last minute anymore.

have been slacking for weeks and am now bearing all the consequences of being lazy.
sobs.

just kill me.