Thursday, September 30, 2004

im one happy girl :)
headed straight for sam's place with pem for recording after school yesterday.
and it was realli realli fun :)
we were all realli focused on wat we were doing and i din realli lose my top when we get distracted likei ususalli will.
and so, we did it!
we came out with a good song within an hour and a half :D
am realli realli proud of pem! *grins*
love you guys to bits :)

Tuesday, September 28, 2004

yay! baby matthew hates me no more!
he smiled at me countless times today.
*grins*
sis bought him a inflated spiderman lantern
he dun seem to like it too much tho.
seems to be afraid of it
hur hur.

school yest was... okay.
i passed my c-maths exam for the first time in my life.
guess i shld b happy
but seriously, an E in maths will get me nowhere in the 'A's.
passed my gp too :)
ting got a 33 for her gp p1!
and geline got a c5 overall!
thank God.
pemers rox. :)

went to town after sch for some shopping with slk after that
fun fun fun fun fun.
bought a von dutch top hur hur
its hard to conceal my ah-lian nature
its deep rooted thanx to my 4 yrs spent in kss
wahahaha.
we had jap food for dinner.
sh and shiqi ordered some spicy miso chicken that almost burnt our tongues
the impact was so great on shiqi, she had to dash out of the restaurant with her mouth wide open and her tongue sticking out juz to get some candy to stop the burning spicy taste out of her mouth.
it was beyond hilarious.
mi and seehong had a wonderful time laughing at her.
wahaha...

off to watch southpark
hurhur.
byeeee.

Monday, September 27, 2004

yesterday late night, geline called me and practically begged me to talk to her on the phone b4 she faints of fright from that supposedly scary tv series that seemed pretty lame to me.
WAHAHA.

went for another ktv session with geline today
fun fun fun :)
headed for town after that
then went to sam's when we finally realised the harsh truth that after living in singapore for 18 yrs, even shopping in town lost its appeal.
we are realli looking forward to wed's recording!
ok actualli, i dunno much abt them but im definitely excited :)

geokie's troubled.
hey girl, if things realli get too hard to bear alone,
juz remember that you're NOT alone.
*sings* wu ge ren xing zou, xiao sa you zi you!
*grins*
love you loads and take care!

i
do
not
want
school
to
start
tml.

i
do
not
want
to
get
back
my
results.

sighs.

im hungry.
off to sleep so that i will forget about my hunger and wun eat at one am in the morning and gain ten pounds the next day.
nite, world.

Saturday, September 25, 2004

its amazing how emotional i am.
this day started out realli bad.
REALLI bad.
my sister broke a promise we made
i was about to beg her to go along with our plans but my pride got in the way
there's this realli bad sense of emptiness in me
i think its called loneliness.
sometimes i think im realli greedy
and i yearn for excitement in life all the time
and once there's nothing fun to look forward to
i get all depressed and think no one cares.

but by the time i got to geline's place,
that loneliness i felt seemed like years ago
from my voice in the phone she knows there's sth wrong
and she didnt juz push it to the back of her mind and go ahead to have fun
she went home early after meeting her frens
and called me to ask if i wanna go for a walk
she didnt forget about the phone call we had 3 hours ago
she still cares.
*smiles*
thanx girl.
i love you more than ever.

we had fun together
we sang
we thought of how pem used to hang out when we're off work
how we used to get high at her place
dance to SHE songs
clown around to make each other laugh
settle down for recordings.
its been so long.
but we're still strong together.
*smiles*
and thats all that matters.

geok didnt attend tonight's worship.

hey jos, sorry i missed out on ur lesson for cg today :p
i cant let my sister on the bus alone feeling sickish
i'll nv forgive myself if sth happens to her
hur hur

thank God for today. :)
amen.

hi everyone
im crying right now and its for a realli stupid reason.
ARGH.
i hate myself.

Thursday, September 23, 2004

reply to ur tags:
chenyie! wahaha. finally you can type here. :) its time ur bro change his pc. hur hur. :P
sam! i will NEVER fall in love with jian sheng in my entire life. *grins* i'd love to go for a swim! now now now! and our sleepover! *pouts* i wan pem sleepover! hur hur... we still got sch lah. starting next monday all the way till my bday, which is the last day of sch *grins* :P
edna! hey girl, no prob :) k box here we come! my prelims end le! yay! :)
geok! wahaha, the weeds part is farnie! wei, i first met you all in sec one wat. i nv say we form PM in sec one :P heh heh...

end of prelims today!
im so happy you can slap me right in my face and i'll still grin like kunda juz told me im pretty.
WAHAHA.
went to town for some karaoke singing with SLK.
*grins*
sang from 1 to 7.
6 hrs and its still not enough.
shows how deprived we are eh?
hur hur.
shiqi's singing improved so very much!
*gushes* MY IDOL!
wahaha.
sang a duet with see hong and it gave me goosebumps thruout the song
*shudders*
hur hur.
finally bought the shoes that i've been dreaming of for decades.
and mom says she pay for it :)
*shouts*i love her to bits!

thank God for today.
*yawns* tireeeed.
time for bed!
ciaos. :)

Tuesday, September 21, 2004

i've fallen in love with JS.
** JS = Justin and Sophia, NOT joseph saw.
the girl can sing
the guy can compose
guess it runs in the family.

history paper today
i hope augustine happens to be playing with fire when he's marking my script and burn it beyond recognition.

ktv with my beloved twinnie and mrs kimura wannabe on thurs
then sleepover at ting's with pem :)
that almost make me look forward to the gothic paper
almost but not quite.

was over at ting's yesterday to study
i spent about 45 mins studying and the rest of the time stoning around
sighs.
geline suggusted we permanently move to ting's house after prelims since her parents are no longer there
it got me realli excited b4 we figured it wldnt work out
hur hur
oh well, no harm dreaming about it.

matthew's sick :(
the only person that can make him smile is my dad
i cant even make him LOOK at me.
SOBS. :P

off to stone in front of my jane eyre notes.
tooooodles.

Sunday, September 19, 2004

walking down the memory lane...

when i was 9, i met you - sam and geline and huijing
somehow, we became a tight knitted group
the fun we had was the best in my life
i remember how much we loved double deckers
how we would play catch if there's no one on board
how we laughed at that stupid half man half woman joke so much
life was great then.

now when im 18, im still with you - sam and geline
huijing left us
but we're still together
as close as ever.

when i was 13, i met you - yenting and geok and yu
somehow, we became a tight knitted group
i remember our girl talk sessions
our sharing of thoughts
our clowning around.
the whole cohort knows we're a clique
people come looking for mi if they are looking for ting
people go looking for geok if they are looking for yu
we're like... sisters.
life was great then.

now when im 18, im still with you - geok and ting
yu left us
but she still cares
we're still together
as close as ever.

guys, you make me the happiest girl in the world
you r the only ones willing to spend time
to listen to me
to sing with me
to understand me
to love me
to dream with me
to laugh with me
to cry with me
to act like we're insane in public :)

*shouts* I LOVE YOU PEM!
each and everyone of you.
take care.

walking back to the bus stop at church with jos and geok was realli nice
we sang all the way back
it kinda made mi miss pem
the way we used to sing in public, ignoring all the stares that pple give
the merry-go-round ride in clark quay
singing '1001 wishes' with the top of our voices
you'll nv catch us doing that now
i'll b too embarrassed by the end of the first verse.

everything's changing
and i hate changes.

Friday, September 17, 2004

yesh, due to peishan's curse, my previous blogskin screwed up
go on and LAUGH AT ME cheung pei shan.
HMPH. =P

i juz found out all my photos in online photo server is DELETED
now its totally empty
to that idiot who deleted MY photos in MY snapfish account:
if you think you are realli clever to HACK into my account and ruin it,
think again, you childish FREAK.

sighs.
thank God
if its not for Him, i wld have been realli upset for YEARS.
but having faith in the Lord really helps me get over silly stuff like that pretty fast
yups
so im over it now.
although it still a LITTLE frustrating *winkx*
but its minimal. :)

i slacked the whole day again today
sighs
it seems like prelims are already over
but NOPE
we still have a looong looong way to go
im realli realli dreading gothic.
i already screwed up my pc paper (which was today)
so... yah
an F for lit comin' up.
sighs.
HOW HUMILIATING.
while everyone gets As and Bs for lit,
i score an F.
yay.
suying rocks.

mom's making jelly
yummylicious :)
off to help her eat it wahaha.
ciaos.

Wednesday, September 15, 2004

yups
today's an exam-free day
*grins*
shall get down to study for my maths paper 2
paper one was a killer
sighs.

chang sheng did the funniest thing
he msged mi yest abt midnight
the message says: "hey girl, happy bday. you r old"
i replied: "thanx, you're the earliest person to say that to mi cos my bday is 15 OCT."
then he said: "oops, i forgot today is hwee teng and tian wei's bday, not yours"
and i was like: "NOPE, theirs is LAST month."
WAHAHA.
it was hilarious.

sighs
everyone's busy with our lives now
i misssss kranji.

oh wellll
off to study maths now.
YUCK.

Friday, September 10, 2004

i never knew
it will end.

i never knew
things will turn out
this way.

i never knew
you will turn out
this way.

turn back
all of us
turn around and look
at the smiles
the joy
turn around and listen
to the laughter
the encouragements
turn around and feel
the love
the dream
and dun turn back.

but you know wat?
it is ending
and you wun even turn back
to juz glance at who we were
and find that you cant recognise urself
neither will you look beyond
and find that its a dead end.

you wun even do that
when the others still care
when the others still hold on

i'll miss u.

Tuesday, September 07, 2004

thank God for today
studied with twinnie.
well at least i finished SOMETHING.
thats a big achievement realli.
add mi and see hong together equals everything minus work
hur hur.

i love to c matthew boy smile
its just realli touching to c a smile so innocent and sweet.

am awaiting the coming of geline and ting
im almost starting to regret forcing them to watch conan.
almost but not quite
they r now madly in love with it
and i have to bear the consequences.
hur hur :P

im tired.
hist class tml.
UGH.

thank God for sunday
we found a seat in the library when its realli crowded
it was a realli productive study session
had lots of luff with slk
found a seat fast in a super crowded food court
the food was SO good.
i was realli happy.

thank God for monday
went to sis's for a swim with mumsy
played with matthew baby
actually got down to study for a couple of hours
din shout at dad when he accused mi of not studying
enjoyed dinner with mum and dad
i was realli happy.

im realli scared for prelims.
this one week is def not enuff for mi to even skim thru all my notes.
but thank God nevertheless
for always being there.

geok girl,
dun b sad leh
you've always been strong
jia you :)

wats gg to happen to pem?
i dun even dare to think of the worst.

off to play with matthew boy :)
toooodles.