Wednesday, July 21, 2004

haven update in years...
so many things happened in these 3 weeks

matthew moved home from the hospital and i visited him almost everyday during the exams
he's the sweetest baby i've ever seen
a look of his angelic smile and i forget all abt the exams and all the stress
im so proud of him! :)
matthew - a gift from God.

grandpa went thru a big operation to get his leg amutated
the whole family, all my cousins and aunts and uncles gathered outside the operation theatre and spent forever waiting for it to end
the process of waiting was horrible
i had to stand up and keep pacing around to stop myself from crying
once i sit down i burst into tears
but thank God the operation went well
grandpa's still healthy and all
thank God.

got disastrous grades for all my papers
if i can, i would've quit sch and go get a job
sighs
but if i do that, i'll b the worst daughter ever
so i guess i got to stay in that prison called pee jay and continue being tortured.
thank God for all the frens who go thru all this with mi
made all the torturing a lot easier to bear :)

if onli i can stop time
then i can escape from the 'a's forever
then yenting will never leave for aussie
then pem will never have to be incomplete for the next three years
then i wun lose a best fren
then recording can continue
then i can always b classmates with see hong and shiqi and all of a02
then i dun have to grow up.

Sunday, July 04, 2004

you say:
trust between friends is so very important
and no matter wat we tell you, and how unbelievable it sounds
you will force yourself to listen
because we r friends.

my heart shed tears when i hear you say that
geline.
because i believe you.

you say:
trust between friends is so very important
and no matter wat we tell you, and how unbelievable it sounds
you will force yourself to listen
because we r friends.

my heart shed tears when i hear you say that
geline.
because i believe you.