Thursday, February 26, 2004

sch seemed realli long today...

tml's the releasing of the o levels results
sam, we noe u can do it!!
xz, chao rui, toh and cheng, you all toooo
all the best for all of u and dun worry tooooooo much =)

went to study after sch wif ting and geline
did quite a lot today =)
sumhow, studying wif them realli helps mi concentrate
and mac's realli the WORLD'S BEST place to study
thanx a lot to ting and geline

AHHHHHH!!!
JUZ SAW KUNDA ON ENTERTAINMENT NEWS
im traumatized by his extreme cutenessssss
*stares in space with a dazed smile*
wahahaha

Wednesday, February 25, 2004

went for the hamlet play today
im seriously not the shakespear type of person ;)
but R & G and polonius were pretty funni
shiqi spent the first 20 mins slping
wahaha
lilah said cameron slept ALL THE WAY till the fighting scene!
wahaha
oh well
im glad to noe that im not the onli one whu cant appreciate shakespearean plays
wahaha
but there's one thing that realli impressed mi abt the play
they've got WONDERFUL singers
their voices blend in PERFECT harmony
they're GOOOOOD =)

jus saw ENERGY ON TV!!!!
*SCREAMS AND DREAMS ABT KUNDA*
wahaha
shuwei was realli funni
shall tell you abt it tml ting!

kunda ROXXXX =D

Tuesday, February 24, 2004

im getting forgetful nowadays
*tries hard to remember wat happened today so that i can blog*
sighs
IM AGING
SOB

finished my source based and gp assignment yest!
first time in years that i've actualli done my hw on time
PLUS i actualli paid attn in history lecture today!!
gosh, im SO PROUD OF MYSELF!
wahahaha
thank God =)

shiqi + see hong + huilan will b joining talent nite!
so are mike + john + clem
and MOST IMPORTANTLY...
*drumrolllllll* YUNUS!!!
wahaha
i can see john rolling his eyes as he reads this
I CANT WAIT TO SEE THEM ONSTAGE
i'll b their loudest supporter when the day cums =)

the pioneer spirit's running high =)
the opening ceremony had a great impact on all of us eh?
wahaha
im proud to b a pioneer together with all of you =)
*sings* WE BELIEVE WHILE WE LIVE WE LEARN!

God's amazing ;)

ciaozz

Monday, February 23, 2004

i wanna scream out loud to the whole wide world that i LOVE MY PJ CHOIR TO BITSSSS
wahaha
the 'o's results are cuming out soon
there's a high chance i wun b seeing my wonderful juniors again
today's their last practice
we had a farewell party for them
ordered LOADS of pizza for the whole choir
took a bunch of grp fotos
we had fun
=)
so i wanna thank all the choir members for starting my year with a BLAST
u'll b in my heart
=)
i'll miss the j1s
alot alot

the design for our choir tee's out!
*screeches with excitement*
cant wait to see it
=)
~pj choir rox~

geok
i thank you a lot alot alot
a lot of times, ur words are provoking and hurtful when i first hear them
but they force mi to ponder and think abt my progress as a chrisitian and my growth in spiritual life
i believe im guided closer to the rite track now
and the credit goes to God for sending you to mi when i realli needed sumone to point out my mistakes
so i thank God for a friend like you
=D

i found it hard to adapt to the regular lessons after missing a week of proper lessons and sch
the fact that im lagging so far behind makes mi even more demoralised to study
argh
God help mi

thank God for everything
and i mean it =)

Sunday, February 22, 2004

it seemed like a long long day

went out wif my parents yesterday
no lil sis, no brother, juz mi and mum and dad
i enjoyed the time spent wif them
thank God for this opportunity to spend time wif my parents
=)

church was fun too
we tried memorising verses during bible study
hanging out in church makes mi feel sumhow...
peaceful
then i find out
it IS impt to have a circle of christian friends
their encouragements can do wonders
thank God

geok slept over
had a short talk with her
yes geok, i AM getting impatient with you all
yes geok, i AM low in my spiritual life
i feel detached frm God
pls pray for mi
im sorri i made you tear
i cant imagine y i acted the way i did
its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself
pray for mi

went over to ting's house
i forgot to bring sth realli impt for ting
and i apologised without any sincerity
the way i acted scared mi
its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself
pray for mi

prepared a fruit feast =)
had a long talk wif geline
mayb it does seem that my stand is always changing
but
deep down, i still hold still to my principles, juz like geline stood by hers
mayb its time i stop expecting too much frm you guys
i shld have stopped long ago
your words start to make sense to mi geok
its scary that sumtimes, i dun even noe myself
pray for mi

i still thank God
i learnt a lot today
thank God.

Saturday, February 21, 2004

OPENING CEREMONY WAS FUN FUN FUN
this is the first time im saying this: *SCREAMS* PJ ROX BIG TIME
thank God so much for siao lang keng and mr liew, whu gave mi the beautiful sunflowers
thank God so much for 03a02, whu gave so much support, so many hugs and loads of encouragement
thank God so much for my wonderful pj choir, whu gave their best for this performance
im gg to say it again: *SCREAMS EVEN LOUDER* PIONEER JUNIOR COLLEGE ROX!!

pjc is concentrated wif wonderful teachers whu are oh-so committed and responsible
the lit teachers, mr boh, ms jeanette ho...
EDDIE KOH!!
wahaha

we werent forced to wear the ugly hawaiian shirts onstage
THANK GOD

the finale was AMAZING
the moment i stepped onstage and start singing, i juz let go of all my fears and went all out to have fun =)
and it WAS fun alrite!!
once the fast part came and the choir and the tkd and wushu and band and the cast and even the backstage crew joined us onstage, i was like so high i screamed thru my mic =)
wahaha
it was the moment of a lifetime realli
things realli got crazee when the pa crew played the song for the second time
a02 joined us on stage and we juz went around hugging every single person we noe =)

my parents came for the performance
sumhow, im realli realli happy that they saw mi onstage
mayb that'll show them that i realli have the passion for singing
mayb that'll convince them that i can do it
the minute i saw them after performance, i noe they're proud of mi =)
and that realli made my day
=)

thank God that i still had my voice wif mi even tho i feel a cough and sore throat developing as soon as i woke up today
the cough coincidentalli came rite after the performance ended
the Lord provides =)

God bless my family
God bless a02
God bless siao lang keng
God bless pj choir
God bless pem (yes, no link, but hey, i still love them)

=D
IM HAPPIIIIIIIII

Friday, February 20, 2004

its hard to describe wat im feeling rite now
im scared

this week's gg real fast
opening ceremony kept mi busy everyday
im straying further frm God
i realli am looking forward to church this sat
i realli am

stef chua tried to make the four of us wear recycled costumes (worn by guitar club last yr) that made us looked like carpark attendants
yunus tot i was his TEACHER when he saw mi frm far
i think dennis yeo was freaked out by the rags we were wearing too
he gave us a chance to find our own costumes by today
we went to JP wif keez and hidayah and mariam to shop for stuff to wear tml
my bank's a lot emptier now =(
if dennis yeo DARE to force mi wear the ugly carpark attendant outfit
sighs
i guess i have no choice but to wear it
o.0
PRAY FOR MI

saw chen yie at jp today!!!
MISSED HER LIKE NUTS
her big hugs realli brought mi back to life in kranji
2cians
3cians
we all went seperate ways
and i realli hope our roads will cross again one day
i'll b waiting =)

choir rox =)

nitey.

Wednesday, February 18, 2004

the oc preview was fun fun fun
wahaha
choir was GREAT
i love the pj choir!!
wahaha
(bk was chosen to sing the sch song wif us LOL.)
finale was AMAZING
rakeezah's beautiful in her costume and make up and all
wahaha
if onli i can get down on the stage and stand wif the cast and the choir pple
then i'll realli go CRAZEEEEEE
wahaha

i was ONCE AGAIN knocked out by yunus's amazing voice =)
its not onli his voice that stands out
he sings with his heart
and that makes him sound wonderful

john khoo
you CAN sing ok?
stop being paranoid =)

geline made mi sushi today
it was the onli thing i got to eat from morning till nite
the next meal came at 9pm lah
so geline
thanx for saving my life
=)

received a hand made card from my oh-so-wonderful class
its realli realli sweet a02 =)
hidayah cried when she received her card
thats how sweet it was to all of us =D
thanx so much to a02
you guys are the very very bestest

had a VERY late dinner wif cam, clem, mike, john
gd thing that clem's a half girl
or i'll feel realli werid hanging out wif four guys
LOL.

thank God for my friends
thank God for my love for singing
thank God for everything
amen.
=)

Tuesday, February 17, 2004

seehong dear
i care
we care
and we're worried
so take care of urself girly
and trust God to take care of your problems
talk to us if you need to alrite?
we'll love to lend a ear
take care
God bless =)

im loving our pj choir more and more each day =)

yunos ROX!!!
wahaha
if you are reading this yunos (which is highly impossible)
YOU ROCK!!!
go join sum talent time or sth!!
dun let ur amazing voice go to waste!!
i'll b ur NO.1 FAN!!
i'll be the PRESIDENT of your official fan club
LOL.

rong cong can act man
wahaha
pple in chinese class will noe wat i mean
LOL.

thank God for everything
life's gg UP =)

Monday, February 16, 2004

geok
i love your 15th feb post on ur blog
its so true isnt it?
pple whu claims that they are open to all religion and cant stand christians for being so hostile towards other religions
pple whu claim to b free thinkers and believe all Gods exist
these pple claim to be open
but they are closed to christianity
they hate the rules God set for us
they claim it deprives them of freedom
but yet
its the rules that realli sets them free
anyone whu sees this
anyone whu disagrees wif this
go read geok's blog
and be convinced
for your own good

blessingsssss
thanx see hong, for the energy hp pouch
i realli realli like it =)
thanx rong cong, for that beautiful crystal swans you gave us
it realli very very sweet of you =)
thanx jolene and jia hui, for the photo frame
i love it loads too =)

rehersal was fun today
but we wasted so much time b4 the reharsal actually started
but it was nice toking to algin, siti, john, astro and mike
we sang so much that we lost our voices even b4 the rehersal started
and everyone's voice broke when we sang thru the mic during the rehersal
wahaha
opening ceremony's gg to b great
esp the finale
it rox =)

blessingssss blessingsss blesssingssss
wahaha

Sunday, February 15, 2004

thanx see hong =)
you noe wat?
i realli do love you and shiqi
a lot alot
comparing you guys with pem is not rite becos both grp means juz as much to mi
God sent you guys to mi
and im thankful for that
so now im letting you noe:
i love pem and siao lang keng differently
but i love pem and siao lang keng juz as much
frens forever =)

happy v day and friendship week to all =)

today started great
had fun in sch (see hong, thanx for ur msg =) realli realli sweet)
then had fun at town
i love it seeing so mani couples on the streets today =)
its realli realli sweeeeeett
but on the ride home
...

=(
i was sad
realli i was
mayb all u said were not wat u truly meant but it realli did hurt mi
a lot
A LOT
A LOT

you noe how much this means to mi
you noe ur decision affects everyone
so, are we supposed to succumb to everything u say juz becos you can do that to us anytime?
whuever gave you the rite to rule my life??
rite now, im feeling more anger than im feeling sad
its not fair
thats not how friends behave

but geok pointed out stuff i cldnt see
and that slapped mi awake
i muz have done sth realli wrong to make you do wat u did
im sorri it took mi so long to realise
im sorri for being insensitive
will you share how u feel, friend?
relationships are based on communication
i need to hear you
and i want you to hear mi
becos i cherish you
friend

thank God for geok
you helped a lot, girl
thanx

Friday, February 13, 2004

thanx clem =)
i hope my voice will cum back soon too lah
its irritating to try to sing with bk's voice
=( SOBX...
lol.

my fever's gone for good
but the flu's still here
i realli cant sing now lah
i feel like my voice's gg to break at every note i sing
but
john says i sound better wif a flu
so
when i sing like a chicken, i sound better
SOBX
HOW DEMORALIZING
wahaha
=)

no cross country run for mi tml!
THANK GOD ALOT ALOT
i've been missing pe for like, 2 weeks lah
cross country will b like death for mi

had a nice looong chat with shiqi and rahel today
i love to stay in campus after sch, when the whole sch compound is like deserted and we have the whole place to ourselves =)
the grandstand's a wonderful place to chat =)

i've been placing my books aside for too long
scareded
hmmm...

baked cookies for geline and ting today =)
geok and sam, u'll get urs soon
hehe

im bored

Tuesday, February 10, 2004

im realli sick now
and i realli thank God for that
so many times i find myself wishing to b sick
everything's gg so fast
too fast
i need a break
rite NOW
and the Lord hears me
the Lord loves mi
the Lord provides
Thank God =)

stress is building up fast
so many things are happening at the same time
recording wif pem
praticing for PR wif SLK
school work
opening ceremony
yes, my time is spent on more constructive stuff rather than slacking all day now
but sumtimes
i wish things can juz slow down
so that i can catch a breath
all i want is to get away from the crowd for a moment
to b alone
to enjoy the warmth of the sun
to listen to the song of the wind
to find the peace in mi
and now
God gives mi the chance to
and i truly thank Him
a lot a lot

recording wif pem was fruitful
i see the sam that i remember
the sam that i always loved
the familiar laughter that was lost rang once again
it was still as contagious as ever
i see the sunshine in ur eyes my dear
and i thank God for you
i thank God for pem
my soulmates =)

choir was fun
but it gets tiring sometimes
john's doing a lot of the work yeah?
i noe its stressful
heee
i'll TRY to help next time?
wahaha

it hurts to even talk now
how can i sing tml during oc rehersal?
but i trust God
and i love Him loads and loads and loads =)

Saturday, February 07, 2004

ok, i noe its realli bad to sign out and leave u alone to cope wif the j1s john
im sorry!
REALLI sorry!
and i WAS realli sick in the morning!
and i REALLI felt better after resting!
im realli sorry lah
feel free to pang seh mi since i did it to u twice
hee
but i'll prefer it if u let the past behind and DUN pang seh mi lah
wahaha

siao lang keng ROX
bei ou shen hua is CHICKEN FEED
wahahaha
i love being a hao lian
wahahah
SLK, im realli glad to have known u guys
thanx for brightening up my life =)
so...
lets start autographing out photos shall we?
before we explode ourselves onstage
wahaha
Thank God for SLK =)

recording's been dragged for THREE WEEKS
yes, i AM unhappy
haiz
pls tell mi wat to do
im lost
but as long as we are one
we can do it
i noe we can
but wat if
we're not one animore?
sam's not free on weekends
ting's not free on wed
im not free on mon
geok's not free on tues and thurs?
geline'll b too tired to record on all weekdays
how nice
so lets juz let recording hang around until we can all fit into the same schedule shall we?
that'll prob b NEVER
its tortourous to feel that sth needs to b done but there's nothing you can do abt it
Father, i still trust
Help us

'Latter-Day Evangelists'
wat a synical view of christians
yes, it made mi angry when i first read it
but there IS some extent of truth in it
evangelise for the sake of doing it
evangelise becos we have to
rather than out of love
but still
dun stereotype all christians
dun let bad examples of christians get in the way btwn u and God
sometimes
if christians were very eager to spread the word of God
its bcos they are trying too hard to do it effectively
God, i still trust
Help us

please

Thursday, February 05, 2004

happy qi xi qing ren jie too ting
five as one forever =D

thank God for today
i realli thot i wouldnt survive this day
but God was with mi
God IS with mi
and i pulled thru
like today was any other day
Thank God =)

so ting, can sam make it on sun?
i cant wait for recording =)

my stereo was delivered here today
pem, now we dun have to rotate a set of earphones for five times juz to listen to sth
wahaha
Thank God once again

(quoting geok) blessings blessings blesssssingggggssss
wahaha
the Lord provides
:D

Wednesday, February 04, 2004

caleb's scream amused mi at first
i cant believe it did
as pple grow
it seems like their hearts hardens at the same time
i promised myself so many times to b nice to him
but yes, i failed every single time
he's weird, yes, we all noe
but that doesnt make him less human than we r
that isnt enough to deprive him of the love we all get to enjoy from the pple and frens around us
wat rite do we have to laugh at him?

wat rite do i have to stop pple from laughing at him?

i pray that his faith in God will b strong enough to pull him thru jc
i pray that we'll start to realise how ugly we've been to him
i pray that we realise its time to change

God works wonders
amen.

Tuesday, February 03, 2004

which smilie are you?

another sch day
esther was VERY funni
the joke goes like this:
pointing to the chinese fund, she said "do you noe how much siew mai i can buy wif this? one thousand... two thousand... i can even buy a char shao bao!!!"
WAHAHAHAHAHAHA
she said it with a STRAIGHT FACE
it kept mi laughing for the WHOLE day
if u dun find it funni, u r either too stupid, or u r seriously lacking sum sense of humour
rahel ROX
LOL

we tried to make rahel and rong cong talk to each other today
wahaha
yes john, rong cong alredy noes abt our match making plans
so do esther
wahaha
so we decided to give up on the match making idea
wahaha

sch's getting fun
but i still dread it for sum reason
haiz
pple nv get contented eh?
i'll try to b an exception =)

thru God
we can do all things

Bless us all
thank God
amen.

Monday, February 02, 2004

class outing was fun today =)
i love the ambience of the cafe
"sing in public (even if you dun have a beautiful voice)"
thats painted on the wall
i love that line

food's YUMMY
the brownie was AMAZING
*drool*

im definitely bringing pem there =)

we left our names on the wall
i wrote pem =)
we wrote siao lang keng too =P

took lots of stupid photos there
see hong and i were the "sadako"s
wahaha
eddie koh looks hilarious in every single photo
LOL

there's a pet shop nearby
a bulldog seehong called "huilan" gets jealous whenever see hong diverts her attn to other dogs
wahaha

visited the old "haunted" house on the top of the hill
didnt go in but frm the outside the old house looked realli nice
scary, yes, but nice
it muz have been wonderful when it was new
but i'll hate to b even near it when its nite time
*shudder*

met a owner of a lost puppy while we were heading for the bus stop
we split up and helped search for it
it's called ruiyi
poor owner
she muz have realli loved her dog
she promised the whole class dinner if we manage to find ruiyi
sadly
we didnt =(

siao lang keng got a chance to tok to rong cong
found out he's kinda nice!
he's exactly like rahel!
its match making time
*evil grin*
wahaha

so many things happened in a day

time to hit the books
=(