Friday, August 29, 2003

juz got back home from kranji sec... saw so many good frens and teachers there!! haha... realli realli fun... found out that eugene is a good fren of clement's!!! haha... they play soccer every week!! haha... so surprised when i heard that...

first person i saw when i got back to kranji was chang sheng... haha... he's so tall, i look like sum midget beside him... haha... then saw joel and toh... haha... realli missed u guys lor!!! haha... and there's weitien too... she changed so much!!! so many pple i din c for so long... haha... realli miss kranji... pjc never gave mi the homely feeling i always feel in kranji... haizz...

hung out wif chen yie and xinyan and yenting at lot one after that... haha... damn fun... glad to find out we're still frens and not sum stranger now that we seldom have chance tok to each other... they started teasing mi abt sum ancient rumour that got around years back!!! haha... great to tok to them... its as tho im back in sec sch... altho i noe im not and i'll nv b able to... :(

din get to tok to xian zhao and eugene much today... i missed the two of u idiots lor! haha... eugene, u've grown so much taller!!! haha... marina and Lila was amazed when they found out u are taller than them lor!!! haha... remember last time, when i was still taller than u, u always tell mi u will sure grow taller and exceed my height... then everyone will juz ask u no to console urself!! haha... now, u realli are taller than mi!! haha...

went to the nus talentime yesterday... altitude got 3rd!!! haha... congrats!! hehe... u guys were great, esp at the start of the song! hehe... the other pple were good too... there's this two guys whu sang "zuo you wei nan"... i tot they're realli good but they din get anything in the end... haha... there's another grp whu sang "always on my mind"... hehe... not beri good... sam and yenting and geok were saying we can do better... haha... i tot so too actualli... haha... fine lor, im hao lian!

throughout the whole talentime, the four of us plus jian sheng were like listing out the weaknesses and the strengths of all the contestants!! haha... i tink we were quite noisy... but heck lah... fun is more impt!! hehe... we spent so much quality time together... haha... realli enjoyed that day... pem wan sui!!! haha...

going to have dinner with the 2C pple later... happi!! the Lord provides...

Thursday, August 28, 2003

another sad day... failed my maths test AGAIN!!! haha... astro and jamie were trying to guess how much they got for the test... the conversation goes like this:

jamie: i bet i'll get 2
astro: im gonna get four...
jamie: i think mayb can get three...
astro: no wait... i think i'll get five...

haha... dumb as usual... haha... love jamie and astro and karin... the lamest yet funniest pple in maths class... except bk that is... haha... today he was telling us sumthing abt the test then he said "check if ur MIARCKs are correct"... it sounded damn funni at that time... haha... whole class started laughing... haha... then bk got irritated and tried to imitate our laughter ("hahaha" in the squeeky, act cool bk voice)... haha... it made us laugh even more!! haha... funni... maths class is always fun... haha...

val seemed to b better today... hope things get better for her...

God bless...

Wednesday, August 27, 2003

val cried again today... and see hong nv cum sch so mi and shiqi felt quite helpless... being a friend seriously needs skills... im a friend whu can have fun wif u but is hopeless in sharing ur probs and burdens... im a super bad listener... cant console well... wish see hong was here today... she'll noe how to tok to val and make her feel better...

im getting to noe my new frens better... not juz see hong, shiqi and val... getting to noe jia hui and eliza and eugenia more liao... and john khoo the music lover... haha... great to have u in sch when pem's not here... onli one whu can tok to mi abt singing and stuff... and there's jamie and karin and astro, my maths grp cum the anti BK club co-founders... haha... u guys are great fun!! haha... brought mi lots of laughs!! hehe... and also keezah and hidayah... u all r crazy but i still love u aniway! haha... and siti... algin and zhao ling...haha...

hey see hong and shiqi and val... u guys r realli great frens... seriously!! hehe... i have so much in common wif u all... the siaoness, as val would call it, and everything else!! hehe... im thankful we have the same sense of humour! if not no one to laugh at bk wif mi! hehe... i realli feel bonded to u all... thanx for being friends when i need u guys... val, pls cheer up... we'll always b there...

went to this childcare in ang mo kio for chior CIP today... fun!! haha.. the kids were sooooo cute and lovable!!! hehe... got realli attached to them... hehe.. there's this little guy whu stuck to astro and john... haha.. brought out the fatherly figure in them.. haha... i hung around the little girls... they're realli cute... they played musical chairs and there's quite a few whu cried cos they lost... hehe.. i managed to pacify sum of them!! hehe... quite an achievement!! haha... there's this little girl called fatymah... realli cute... short hair, huge round eyes... haha... wish i could c these little children again... brought out the child in mi... haha... felt realli happi when i tok to them... so innocent and sweet... juz a packet of sweets can make them so happi... wish im like that too... haizz... not quite possible tho...

love those kids... God bless them...

Tuesday, August 26, 2003

"i have u to b wif
everything will b easy..."

listening to SHE's 'Mo Li' mp3... this song brings so many precious memories... hehe... the first time i heard it was when geok sang it in ktv... i fell in love wif this song the first time i heard it... haha... still love it... everytime pemers go for karaoke, sure to sing this song... then i'll realli feel bonded to these dumbos... haha... miss them... esp sam... but im going to c her SOON!! haha... she's going to the nus talentime thingy together wif mi and geok and yenting!!! haha... IM SOOO GLAD! haha...

SHE cut their debut album when i was in sec 2... a couple of months b4 that, we formed eternity... haha... still remember those days... always go sam house tok crap... haha... den tok till dun wanna go home, so sleep over... haha... those were the days... realli felt so relaxed and happi... until now, SHE's on their 5th album... and pem?? getting nowhere... but we'll get there... sumday...

teachers day's round the corner... dunno wat to get for the teachers... esp BK!! haha... we were debating if we wanna get him a card or sumthing like that... pple seemed to b under the impression that shiqi LIKE bk... pls dun think way!!! shiqi's quite annoyed... if u all tok to her often, u shld noe that she's easily amused by anything, not onli bk... hehe... plus, bk realli is funni lor!!! u all shld c how jamie and karin and basically the whole maths class laughed when bk said stupid stuff like "TADAH!", "SURPRISE SURPRISE!" and "horizontal asymptotes are a pain in the as..."!!! haha... so pls stop saying shiqi like bk... its totalli false...

oh ya, eddie koh say he needs tons of red pens, so if u guys wanna get him anything, get him a red pen...

celerbrated the chinese teacher's bday during chi lesson today!! haha... we were like ten min late for class cos we wanted to surprise her by walking in wif the cake... when we got there, she was so mad cos we were late... then val carried the cake in!! haha... her face instantly light up lor! haha... then the whole class sang her a bday song... hehe... hope she'll like our class more and dun always b so strict wif us after this!!! hehe... oh ya, see hong paid for this cake... so the pple from chi class whu wan to share the cost, pay her the $ kk?? hehe...

Monday, August 25, 2003

haha... think the fotos link can access liao!!! hehe... hopefully can! hehe...

haha... my pc got sum serious prob... sorri to the pple whu wans the fotos!! hehe... will try to get them up asap...

oh man, i found out i nv do my je presentation for tml... im gg to die nice... haha... haizzzz... God HELP!!!

went to town again today => hehe... had much fun!!! sooo long nv go out wif geline liao!!! hehe... went to took neoprints wif her... i was so surprised when she said " lets go take neoprints!"!!! haha... she hates taking fotos!! hehe... but the prints turned out to b realli nice!!! haha...

bought a new bag and a pair of shoes... gosh the guy whu served mi was cute... hehe... but not as good as ENERGY!!!

toked abt bday celerbrations wif her... haha... after see hong's and clem + jole's bday, im getting quite anxious for mine to cum!! hehe... hey pemers, i dun care if its near exams or wat, pls find time to cum out can??? everyone of u!! pls!! mayb we can do sum singing or stuff... hehe... poor geline! her bday lies on the day of our chi exam!!! haha... nvm lah geline, we'll go celerbrate after that...

tired... still haven do je... im going to die good...

Sunday, August 24, 2003

photos of clem and jole's party are up!!! go c go c!!! haha...its under the pic link...

* YAWNZ * im dead tired!! went to song's house for jole and clem's bday celebration, then had to wake early for church... haha... TIRED!!!

haha... yesterday was a blast!! had sooooooo much fun!! haha... started off wif a dumb maths test in sch... nv study... went bowling wif keezah, hidayah and john khoo the day b4... hehe... shiqi did a beri funni thing that day... she saw this guy and girl in pj uniform... we were supposed to meet her so she tot it was us... then she jumped up in front of them and landed wif a lame kungfu fighter pose!!! haha... then reality struck her and she found out its not mi and john khoo... haha... she had to pretend nothing happened and walk away!!! haha... DAMN FUNNI!! oh, so anyway, i cant do the maths test... see hong was as helpless as mi!! haha... we were stoning and staring at each other when everyone else was doing their test... haha...

went to town wif see hong after that... DAMN FUN!! hehe... went to crepes and cream for lunch... YUM!! hehe... that mango crepe was delicious... absolutely heavenly!! went to take neoprints after that!! haha... the whole process of it was hilarious... we went into this neoprint machine called princess or sumthing... then we realized all instructions were in JAP!! haha... then we anyhow press lah... haha... was laughing like mad while taking the prints... got quite a lot of candid shots!! hehe... we had so much fun taking photos, we took it FIVE TIMES!!! haha... damn funni!! burnt a hole in my pocket but quite worth the price!! enough laughs to last mi a lifetime... we took this print wif our fingers crossed to rep the crucifix then wrote BK GET LOST!! haha... FUNNI LOR!! haha...

then val came to join us and we went song's house for the party... got attacked by eugenia several times while getting there!! had so much fun!! haha... jamie and jia hui and eugenia and see hong and val and i were hanging out in song's room while the others were eating downstairs... it was damn comical lor! we started taking photos in stupid poses... haha... jamie did this matrix pose... jia hui put on sunglasses and we took a shot of her acting blind while see hong guided her down the stairs... that one was the BEST OF THE BEST! i couldnt stop laughing lor!! then took gothic shots wif jamie and jia hui taking turns being "vampire" and eugenia and see hong giving a super exaggerated horrified look!! DAMN FUNNI!! haha... we went down for food after all that fooling around... cameron and jamie engaged in the competition of whu is the loudest burper... very predictably, cam won!! haha... mi and jia hui and see hong and jamie and val and eugenia shareda table and talked abt BK!! haha... jolene and PL were amazed how we can always find entertainment in BK!! haha... then see hong and eugenia went home and we all went up to song's room... started chatting... then val keep trying to get mi to sing!! haha... they tuned the radio to 933 and asked mi to sing along wif the songs... but all the song that came up were guy songs so clement ended up singing instead... haha...

hey clem and jole, HAPPI BIRTHDAY!!! haha... see hong, im never going to let u decorate our neoprints again u imbecile!! haha... NEVER!!! and jia hui, say hi to ur hand for mi!!! hee... gosh i love my frens!! haha...

Friday, August 22, 2003

haha... now in sch library wif keezah and qian wen... boring day... Bk wasnt even that funni lor! haha.. still quite funni lah... haha... astro and jamie started their burping contest again and bk stopped them... haha... funni! hehe... pw getting pointless... every lesson we aso tok crap... haha... attacked by see hong in the toilet again... she made mi wet lor! haha... im never going to the toilet wif her again... john khoo helped copy my hist assignment from keezah! haha... thank God augustin cant recognise my handwriting... then see hong called mi and we started chatting on the phone when she's like, less then 2 meters aways from mi... haha... sian leh... wanna go bowling wif see hong and john and keezah and hidayah but got hist at 3 and augustin dun wan to postpone the lesson!!!! soooo bad lor... im dying to go out and have fun... haizzzzzz.... think i'll continue bugging him till he gives in and postpone the lesson... haha... hope he dun get mad and give mi cwo for the rest of my life...

Wednesday, August 20, 2003

hey, haven been blogging for a couple of days... dad's always bugging mi abt stuff like studying... cant blame him though... its been quite some time i haven realli studied...

Had PE today!! haha... clement and john almost got mr ang to let us play soccer... siao boh... thank God we nv! hehe... ran two rounds on the track and saw caleb "accidentally" bump into rakeezah!! haha... then she gave a big scream and dashed in front! haha... damn funni can!!! haha... then we played rounders... our class got split into two... val and i tried to stick together but cameron juz had to make a stupid comment abt our grp having more pple! haha... then we got split up and played wif other classes... my grp, jia hui, clement, eliza, jamie, mary ann, esther and mike played realli hard but sadly we lost! but nvm lah... it was a good game and we stayed united!! hehe... mike got kinda buay song halfway though... haha... lost by one point... not bad at all considering how the no. of guys was outnumbered by theirs... haha...

* JOKE OF THE DAY *
the jumbo sale at the canteen was selling this vacuum cleaner and we started toking abt bk buying that vacuum to vacuum away his footprints so that shiqi cant follow him home, now that we noe he live near shiqi... haha... kept mi laughing for a long time lor!

see hong had to take this pills given by the doc that looked like contraceptives... something wrong wif her hormones i think... haha... we started toking abt her hormones being crazy and then mi and shiqi burst out laughing lor! haha... try picturing mad hormones, i bet u'll laugh too...

PC was cute too... got to study stupid poems filled wif pornography... jamie burst out laughing while reading one out loud... haha... see hong and i were busy drawing strawberries... haha... oh ya, she bought a pen a disgusting shade of green... jia hui got a pen similar to it... haha... its an absolutely horrible colour lor! could puke juz looking at it... oh anyway jia hui, say hi to ur hand for mi! haha...

went to that african thingy after sch... fun!! haha... their harmonising is damn good lor! its like flawless!! haha... great performance...

haizzz.... john khoo got into sum trouble at sch today and sort of quarelled wif val... dun stay pissed alrite pple? kailing cheer up!! and val too!! we'll b here when u need us... and see hong, i felt good after toking to u in the canteen... love u!! and shiqi, u made mi laugh the whole day... haha... val, dun stay sad! haha...

dunno y everyone seem to c the world as cruel and gloomy... its not that bad... we still have fun and joy rite?? haiz... trust the Lord...

Sunday, August 17, 2003

emotions are incredible... one moment, u can b so high and happi but the next minute u juz feel so damn sad... its starting to irritate mi...

this mood swinging thingy as always haunting mi nowadays... its killing mi... everytime when i feel like all my probs are solved, my mood changes totalli and i juz feel like life is meaningless... im sick of this feeling... but thank God for always watching over mi! hee... went to church yesterday... felt so much better after that... i love all of my frens but when i realli needed help in my spiritual self, its great hanging around christians... haha... thank Lord...

went to study wif yenting at her place today... practicalli got nothing done... haa... but nevertheless... the effort was there! hee... then went to watch this totalli irritating korean film, my tutor friend... i almost made myself promise i'll nv watch anything korean anymore... there's like, absoluteli no storyline! the onli thing worth mentioning is that the lead actor is so so so so cute! he's damn cool lor! haha... yenting was drooling throughout the whole show! haha... then went to mac wif edmund and ting... had fun!!! spent the whole time there toking crap... haha... so long nv c edmund liao... the sight of him made mi miss kranji pple... haha...

life is miserable... but whatever God brings u to, He'll bring u through... so, i'll trust Lord and have faith! hee...

Friday, August 15, 2003

Siao boh siao boh siao boh!!!! today was so so so so so FUNNI!!! guess wat? mi and shiqi saw BK at the bus terminal!!! siao boh!!! haha... we were toking abt him wif valerie on the bus, thinking how he go sch everyday... he dun seem to own a car and everytime nv c him take bus aso! then we saw him at the bus interchange after that!!! siao boh!! haha... we spent 10 minutes standing there laughing... pple thot we'r crazy lor! haha... and i think BK was embarassed! haha... he ignored us and tried to concentrate on his newspaper... haha... siao boh... damn funni!!! oh and we got to noe how he go to sch... he takes the same bus as shiqi!!! haha... oh man... this is damn funni! haha... shiqi so shocked to c BK lor! she scared to take the same bus as him! haha... shiqi u r a chicken! haha... she waited for the next bus instead... haha... siao boh! haha...

today had maths tutorial... funni as usual... haha... we started calling BK hamburger head... and when jamie had a qn to ask him, astro suggested shouting " one cheeseburger pls!" and mayb he'll stop ignoring us and cum over! haha... that was damn funni lor! haha... and when karin got hungry, she tried to sneak a bite of her bread in her bag, then someone started saying bk will stop karin cos she's eating his fren... haha... siao boh... cant take it... DAMN FUNNI!!!! haha... siao boh! haha...

oh then there's augustin ng, that hist teacher... siao boh he's funni too... he said hi to mi when he walked past but i was trying to concentrate on sumthing so i sort of ignored him... then he made this sad face and said " fine ignore mi!!" and walked off! siao boh... haha....

and then there's eddie koh... we bought kfc from lot one to eat and he happened to "accidentally" walk pass when we were eating... then we "willingly" shared our lunce wif him! haha... siao boh... but we found out he's damn stingy lor!!! all we wanted was higher grades and dun even want to give us! still dare to continue eating my fries after he said no lor! haha... siao boh...

why do i get so funni teachers... haha... siao boh... and stupid frens like shiqi and val and seehong lor! haha... cant stand it... haha... damn funni!

Thursday, August 14, 2003

hey hey pple! went around mani pple's blog and a lot of u pple wrote abt our PE game wif s17!! haha... that game made mi soooo pissed with the s17 pple, esp the guys, but im glad this game happened cos it reallie pulled all of us in a02 together!! haha... kailing and qian wen was screaming and shouting, and mary ann and eliza were playing so hard! jia hui was defending and she tried her best too!!! haha.. the guys were the best lor!! JT u were great!! haha... and clement and john and cam!! jamie caught the ball a few times too!! haha... it was realli fun lor!! haha.. gogogo a02!!! haha...

had a moody day today... val's realli troubled these days... hope she gets better! sort of drift thru this day... cant even remember wat i did! haha... went for teachers' day audition wif john khoo... freaked out!! haha... we sang beauty and the beast and clement said it was very applicable to us!! haha... quite true too!!! haha... dun kill mi john khoo...

hey keez and hidayah! saw ur dance at the audition! cool!! haha... hope u get in!! haha then a02 can b high again on teachers' day and cheer for u pple!! haha...

oh ya, had BK's lesson today!! haha... he used this phrase " the horizontal asymtotes are a pain in the ass" and the whole class cracked up!! haha... even BK smiled lor!!! siao boh!! first time i c him smile!! haha damn funni! oh, and jamie got a new name for him - hamburger head! haha... then karin said in a veri loud voice " lets go to burger king today" and astro said " im craving for burgers" and mi and jamie laughed like siao!! haha.. we were toking abt bubble tea pearls too and that kept karin giggling for the whole lesson!! haha...

Tuesday, August 12, 2003

hate to say this but promos cuming up... i hate that irritating dumbo whu came up with examinations to torture youngsters... he muz have realli hated kids...

everyone look so sad at sch nowadays leh... dun like that leh... haizz... now mi sad too... energy splitting liao... siao boh... i hate their managing agency... haa... im beginning to hate everything...

signed out today to escape PE... haha... had to lie to do that... was so triumphant and smug that i got out of running, then God decided to punish mi for not trusting him and taking my problems in my own hands... the moment i stepped out of the sch it atarted raining... siao boh... haiz... cant blame God... my fault... see hong said half the class fled from PE so i'll probably get into truoble tml... oh man... haiz... Sorri Lord... watch over mi and keep mi close to You... im getting out of hand...

but i have to thank Lord too cos He helped mi solve so many probs in my miserable life... siao boh... tok to shiqi for quite a long time juz now... glad to have this opportunity to chat wif her... helped a lot... thanx ah dumbo... haha...

hey val, dun b sad k? if any prob thats troubling u, muz go tok to us leh... go to that dumbo see hong lah, she will understand how u feel! haha... dun juz keep everything to urself, u'll die from over stress... haha...

saw astro today!! was so happi! haha... astro u idiot, y so long nv go sch??? pls dun go lah, choir needs u!! and maths will b so diff without u leh... i have to spend all the time listening to dumbo jamie and even dumber karin tok abt won bin and how they would love maths class if BK looked like won bin... haha...

im slacking so much lately... think im going to retain... siao boh... cant take it liao...

Monday, August 11, 2003

its so hard to start this post... haha... i dunno where to start from! hmmm... here goes...

today was... meaningful... haa... yah thats the word... MEANINGFUL!! haha... hey geline and yenting thanx so much...

went to yenting's house for studying supposedly but... when girls get together... haha... we juz flipped open our books and started a conversation that we noe will last for the whole day... haha... that was when i found out i missed pem so much... haha...

yenting started telling mi she counldnt stand life animore... her new friends are... not her type of frens... life got so meaningless... wake up, go to sch, cum home, do work, sleep... ting, im so sorri i nv realized how sad u were... u seemed to get along so well wif them... haiz... she started crying... i felt so guilty... she was so lonely and pem wasnt even there for her... thats when i started crying... i found out my life is going the same way as hers... haa...

but after our talk, i felt so much better... i talked abt music today more than all the days since sch reopened add together... haha... i felt hope for our dream again pemers!!! haha... but pem if u pple are reading this, i realli miss u guys... u pple are the only ones whu noe how much i love music... singing and stuff... u pple are the ones whu made music alive for mi... haha...

sam, i hope u read this cos there are so many things i wanna tell u but nv have the chance to... remember the time, mi and geline went to ur house? it was when we were still working... geline figured she cant cope with both recording and sch together when jc starts so she actualli suggested we stop recording for good... i was already dejected enough that day cos our recording is not realli going very smoothly at that time... haha... when i heard that suggeation cum out from angeline koh yan yan, i realli felt like crying... i din even bother to argue.. i juz nodded... she said if majority of us agree, then thats it... byebye recording... haizz... seriously samantha lee, i've known u for 9 yrs and from my understanding of ur character, i tot u would juz shrug and say " anything is fine with mi"... so when u came into the room and geline popped that qn, i din even try to hope that u will disagree with geline... haha... and if i recall rite, my fren, this is how u answered geline's qn - " actualli, although i have my 'o's this yr, i can still squeeze time out during june to record..."!!! sam, u have no idea how surprised i was... haha... thanx for being so surprising all the time... oh and, all the best for ur 'o's... we miss u!! its been so long... muz get good grades and dun throw pem's face hor!!

hey hey yenting! its ur turn! haha... im glad u and geok came into eternity and formed pem with us... pem would b totalli diff without u... u are the onli one whom i can cry in front of and dun make mi feel uncomfortable and childish... haha... u are the one whu will cry with mi when im sad! haha... u are the onli one whu still remained the way a pemer shld b, enthu and passionate abt everything!! haha... thanx a lot fren, for being bo liao enough to tok cok wif mi and geok, abt our dream house so huge that one end of it leads to china and another end, to india... haha! haha...

geline koh!! haha... throughout the last 9 yrs, u have been one of my closest frens... haha... every clique i've been in, u were part of it too! at first from shi shi's grp, then to sam and mi and u and hui jing, then hui jing went and we formed eternity, then now, pem!! haha... u stayed with mi throughout all this time, even if u have seen the worst side of mi... haha... thanx for not laughing when i told u i wanna sing as a career... thanx for joining mi in this process of realising this stupid dream of mine, alwyas bringing mi new hopes and joy... haha... but i haven been seeing much of u nowadays dumbo... i tot i lost the cheerful and dumb and innocent and simple geline for good... but after today's looooong talk at yenting's, i found out i was wrong!! haha... thanx for being full of crap my dear...

geok geok!! haha... thanx for bringing mi to noe God... i'd still be a christian by name if u haven cum into my life... there are lots of stuff that i can tell u easily but find it hard to even try to tell the others... like how horrible i felt when i was struggling for faith and trust in Lord... like how i hate to grow up... like how much i miss sec sch, where life is juz so blissful compared to now... there was lots of times we made u cry but u still forgave us, and even changed ur speech and actions for us... haha... u are the one i'll love to tok to abt singing and stuff cos our frequency is somehow, always almost identical! haha...

thank God for bringing pem into my life!!

Friday, August 08, 2003

today was supposed to be fun... my day started off soooo well! i saw BK in this lame t shirt saying " SINGAORE, I LOVE U!" before flag raising!! hee... the national day celebration was unexpectedly fun!! the dance club came on first and the whole of A02 was like " WOW! AHHHHHHHH! KAILING GOGOGO!!!"! haha... the dance was supposed to be sophisticated and kailing was trying very hard to keep a straight face but i think she failed miserably!!! haha... she was rolling her eyes so much i started to worry if they would juz pop out of their sockets... then came mike and john, wif their self composed national day song!! gosh, i think the whole class went mad when the guys go on stage... we could win the most enthu class award if there was any!! hehe... i was planning to go k box wif shiqi they all but we laughed and screamed so much we even had prob toking... haha... All the way A02!! lets keep it this way!! hee...oh and eddie koh was funni too!! he went on stage singing a CHINESE song, and starting saying " wo ting bu dao!" ( i cant hear u!!) and " gen wo yi qi chang!!" ( sing along wif mi!!)... hahaha... then after that celebration thingy, when everyone else could go home, mi and shiqi had to stay in school cos we have to retest the dumb maths test... we were actualli looking forward to it cos we tot it would b BK testing us!! but no, it was ms wong instead... haha... we were so mad at BK for not testing us, we went to call his extension and asked him to cum out and GUESS WAT??? he answered that phone wif a flirtish voice saying " Hellioow?"!!! hahaha... i wish jamie was there... she'll laugh till she totalli explode!! haha...

after sch mi, shiqi, val, see hong went to town and spent the whole of our time on the bus deciding whether to pig out in marche or nooch... haha, but somehow we ended up in somewhere totally diff... mos burger... haha... after that the day juz seemed to drag on... went for karaoke but my voice suck... broke a cup there and cut shiqi's ankle ( thank God she was wearing pants and onli her ankle got cut! shiqi im sooooooooo sorri...)... then i went home by bus with onli my MD player to keep mi company... that was when i started thinking abt life and dreams and stuff and i realized my life is in a mess... by the time i got home, iwas so down i started screaming at my dad... haix... sorri dad.. din mean it...

this day seemed so long eh... haix... Father be with me and make me the cheerful little girl again...

Thursday, August 07, 2003

HEY KRANJIANS!! i missed u all sooooooo much... i missed kranji too... the life there is juz fun fun fun!! haha... although we all go our separate ways liao but then... still will keep in touch rite?? haha... i noe u all will sure keep in touch wif ME cos im soooooooo cute and nice and wonderful and fantastic and everything!! haha... thanx for being my fren pple... LOVE U!!!!!!!!!! esp weitien, xinyan, chen yie, danielle, peishan, jasmine, huiting, yenting and geok!!! u all are the best!! although all not as GOOD as mi! haha... and eugene and siewyu ans xian zhao and chang sheng and zhong chou and toh wee liang and justin and joel and tian wei and cheng and so many more pple, i miss u all soooooooo much realli! haizz... 2cians and 3cians and 4cians, frens forever!!!

Today was fun! Got BK's lesson!! haha... today almost whole chinese class kanna CWO!! the chinese teacher was soooo mad! then juz when she's flaming, my hp went off! haha... thank God she nv confiscate it! haha... then after that mi, and that dumbo called jamie and rakeezah cum mrs caleb ( gosh keezah, dun kill mi... im juz stating facts!! haha) went to help out in the natonal day thingy!! the sewing part was the best, rakeezah kept emphasising the fact that jamie's not of ordinary height!! haha... that was so fun... but the best part was... i saw BK again after that!! haha... i better end off here b4 i start insulting jamie and keezah again... haha...

Wednesday, August 06, 2003

school's getting tougher... that means spending more time on school work... and that means spending less time on songs and stuff... haizz... i miss singing... but that's God's plan for me and im still thankful for the company of my friends to help me un-stress myself... :)

Tuesday, August 05, 2003

The heavens keep telling the wonders of God,
the skies declare what he has done - Psalm 19:1

Let the Lord lead you and trust him to help.
Then it will be as clear as the noonday sun that you were right.
- Psalm 37:5

You laid aside Your majesty,
Gave up everything for me,
Suffer'd at the hands of those you have created.
You took all my guilt and shame,
When You died and rose again;
Now today You reign, in heav'n and earth exalted.

I really want to worship You, my Lord,
You have won my heart and I am Yours
For ever and ever; I will love You.
You are the only one who died for me,
Give Your life to set me free,
So I lift my voice to You, in adoration...