GLOBAL WARMING AH!!!!!!!!
seriously, what on earth, man... It's getting so warm everday... *faint*
Sunday, March 7, 2010
Tuesday, March 2, 2010
The Version 20 Paradox.
Yup, its that time of the year again. It's my birthday. The beginning of JM V20.0.
Lets recap what has happened during the year of V19.0, shall we?
I found myself in a diploma I very much loathe. I fell in love with World of Warcraft. I made new friends in semester 2, I made enemies in semester 1.
20 Years old.. It's a very weird year, isnt it? Not a teenager, nor an adult. It feels weird not being a teenager anymore... Very different... Realisation has hit that I'm not as youthful as i was anymore. More white hairs are appearing, im facing a hair loss problem. And the threat that is Real Life looms ever closer.
What have I gotten for presents this year? Well, the usual. Dinner with parents. And a watch, split cost between my bro and sis. Oh, and for the first time, a cake given by my sister's mother in law.
A watch. I'm someone who doesnt care about clothes... I don't care about looks or hairstyle. But the one thing i care about is my watch. The watch I got from last year broke, and for a few months i was watchless, naked and alone. So i got a new one this year. It's how i always like it. black leather strap, silver face, simple yet classy design.
Happy birthday, me!
Lets recap what has happened during the year of V19.0, shall we?
I found myself in a diploma I very much loathe. I fell in love with World of Warcraft. I made new friends in semester 2, I made enemies in semester 1.
20 Years old.. It's a very weird year, isnt it? Not a teenager, nor an adult. It feels weird not being a teenager anymore... Very different... Realisation has hit that I'm not as youthful as i was anymore. More white hairs are appearing, im facing a hair loss problem. And the threat that is Real Life looms ever closer.
What have I gotten for presents this year? Well, the usual. Dinner with parents. And a watch, split cost between my bro and sis. Oh, and for the first time, a cake given by my sister's mother in law.
A watch. I'm someone who doesnt care about clothes... I don't care about looks or hairstyle. But the one thing i care about is my watch. The watch I got from last year broke, and for a few months i was watchless, naked and alone. So i got a new one this year. It's how i always like it. black leather strap, silver face, simple yet classy design.
Happy birthday, me!
Sunday, February 7, 2010
The Hols Paradox
The hols are so close... one more week of UT... endure through the chinese new year, get the red packets, then poof. hols..
The one thing worrying me, is of course, will i make it to year 3? Statistics based on my grades suggest that i might not.
Even so, all i know is that I appreciate this holiday... I have not had a very good last few weeks since december... Hopefully, this break is what i need to remedy that, put me in a better mood.
The one thing worrying me, is of course, will i make it to year 3? Statistics based on my grades suggest that i might not.
Even so, all i know is that I appreciate this holiday... I have not had a very good last few weeks since december... Hopefully, this break is what i need to remedy that, put me in a better mood.
Tuesday, February 2, 2010
The Jan Paradox
I've started playing WoW last May... I came very close to quitting around november... But then I discovered the Roleplaying server Sister of Elune. Roleplaying server is basically a server where you act out what you are doing, so for example, I'm a blood elf priest, So i cannot say things like "I went to republic poly today and studied coding" Because there is no republic poly in Azeroth. It's actually a very immersive world, where many can live out the world they want... You can make a living as a bartender... a performer, etc etc...
I met someone called Jan on my first day there. She taught me how to roleplay etc etc. Over the months, we grew very very VERY close.. even closer than some real life friends. We shared some real life problems we have... And she's had a very sad life.. Trust me on this...
On monday, I came home after skipping java, and i got an MSN from Daniel (Not the W64A one, but another guy Jan and I knows from the game) He sent me an offline message Jan had sent him. According to that message, Jan was feeling VERY upset that day and was attempting suicide as we spoke. I was desperate. I contacted Desh, a close friend of ours from the game as well to call her. There was no response.
It's been 2 days and there has been no word from Jan... And she's usually online everyday. I genuinely hope from the bottom of my heart that she did not attempt anything silly...
I met someone called Jan on my first day there. She taught me how to roleplay etc etc. Over the months, we grew very very VERY close.. even closer than some real life friends. We shared some real life problems we have... And she's had a very sad life.. Trust me on this...
On monday, I came home after skipping java, and i got an MSN from Daniel (Not the W64A one, but another guy Jan and I knows from the game) He sent me an offline message Jan had sent him. According to that message, Jan was feeling VERY upset that day and was attempting suicide as we spoke. I was desperate. I contacted Desh, a close friend of ours from the game as well to call her. There was no response.
It's been 2 days and there has been no word from Jan... And she's usually online everyday. I genuinely hope from the bottom of my heart that she did not attempt anything silly...
Monday, January 25, 2010
The Public Toilet Paradox
I'm a male. I grew up seeing the insides of the men's public washroom. I'm used to seeing urine on the floor, toilet bowls choked up with tissues, foot prints on the toilet seats ,wads of wet tissue on the ceiling, vomit in the toilet sink and even the occasional shit on the toilet floor.
There is still one thing that I cannot get. And that is what I call, the Snipers. The urinals have flaps of porcelain rising from the side, the purpose is that people using the neighbouring urinals cannot see your junk while you piss.
So why is it that people insist from standing so far away? I understand, abit of distance is okay, cuz the urinal has germs, i got it. But some people are like snipers, shoot from bloody far range away. Then you can see their junk and everything. WTF man. stand nearer please...
That is why i dont use urinals. I only use cubicles ^^
There is still one thing that I cannot get. And that is what I call, the Snipers. The urinals have flaps of porcelain rising from the side, the purpose is that people using the neighbouring urinals cannot see your junk while you piss.
So why is it that people insist from standing so far away? I understand, abit of distance is okay, cuz the urinal has germs, i got it. But some people are like snipers, shoot from bloody far range away. Then you can see their junk and everything. WTF man. stand nearer please...
That is why i dont use urinals. I only use cubicles ^^
Thursday, January 14, 2010
The Care-less Paradox
I could not care less. Seriously.
I can't. It's impossible. If Care had a unit of measurement, lets say, the kiloCare, or the Kc, I would have zero Kc. None at all.
2/4 of my modules are confirm down the drain... 1/4 might fail... the last one is still okay. And you know what? I have zero care for it. I seriously DO NOT CARE. I even missed a UT! I'm getting progressively worse.
Year 1, I partialled lessons.
Year 2 sem 1, I partialled more frequently.
Year 2 sem 2, I partialled even more + absents + Missed one UT deliberately.
Seriously. It's week 12 now, and for one of my module, i have 1 B, 1 C, the rest all Ds and Fs and Xs. And UT1 for that module is F too.
And guess what? I cannot bring myself to care.
Long ago, back in secondary school, my teachers would always tell us, study hard for O levels, get a good grade and choose something you like. While i understood their advice, i thought, "How bad can it be? I don't like maths or geography and i'm still studying it..." Turns out, VERYY BAD.
EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY, I go to school just dreading it. And especially after the 3 weeks holiday. It switched me off. Since coming back for 7 days of studies so far, i've partialled 4 of them.
Seriously, i cannot bring my self to care anymore!!!
I can't. It's impossible. If Care had a unit of measurement, lets say, the kiloCare, or the Kc, I would have zero Kc. None at all.
2/4 of my modules are confirm down the drain... 1/4 might fail... the last one is still okay. And you know what? I have zero care for it. I seriously DO NOT CARE. I even missed a UT! I'm getting progressively worse.
Year 1, I partialled lessons.
Year 2 sem 1, I partialled more frequently.
Year 2 sem 2, I partialled even more + absents + Missed one UT deliberately.
Seriously. It's week 12 now, and for one of my module, i have 1 B, 1 C, the rest all Ds and Fs and Xs. And UT1 for that module is F too.
And guess what? I cannot bring myself to care.
Long ago, back in secondary school, my teachers would always tell us, study hard for O levels, get a good grade and choose something you like. While i understood their advice, i thought, "How bad can it be? I don't like maths or geography and i'm still studying it..." Turns out, VERYY BAD.
EVERY SINGLE DAMN DAY, I go to school just dreading it. And especially after the 3 weeks holiday. It switched me off. Since coming back for 7 days of studies so far, i've partialled 4 of them.
Seriously, i cannot bring my self to care anymore!!!
Wednesday, January 6, 2010
The Sad Paradox.
Watch this till 6:42 and i Gurantee you'll feel at least a spark of sadness. Just listen to it closely. If you played it before, you'll probably feel even sadder.
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