My dear bloggie~ I woke up at 7 PM today. Heehees. :D Don't sai I pig uhs! LOL! xD As I ton-ed last night nahs. Reached home this morning 8 AM plus going to 9 AM. Woo~ super duper wuper ultra tired lahs! Don't wish to ton anymore. Lols. Talk cock nia. Was supposing to stay at home the whole day yesterday. Gonna be a good girl. So I on my computer & online-ed. Chatted in msn with Jacky Ho, asked him whether coming down to 201 today, he said later. (: Then planned about meeting him in msn, he's off to 201. Went to bathe, I opened my house door once I've bathed okays. Jacky is standing outside my house while waiting for me & Ben. That pig Ben was sleeping like a log for fcuking many of hours already luhs! Still haven't wake up! x) So we asked his mum to wake him up. As me & Ben gotta pei Jacky go 303 eat. Finally, he woke up! He look sosososo blur~ Laughs* :D he wash-up, ate his "mee sua" cooked by his mum and left to 303 for Jacky's lunch + dinner. We chatted quite many things as I didn't meet up with them & slack around for quite a few days or even a week lers. Was gossiping, cocking, laughing, drinking & eating. LOL =X Jacky had his prata & "teh bing". Left 303 after Jacky had finish eating & walked back to 201. On our way back to 201, Jason & his cute lil brother were at Resident Corner. The 3 of us didin't saw Jason & his brother sitting there. Till he make funny noise at us. :D walked over to them, sitted down there with Jason together with Jacky, Ben & me. While James, (Jason's lil brother) was cycling with his small lil bicycle. (: I super duper LOVE kids lahs! So I played with James. He's sososososo super duper wuper ultra cute laas~ ! I'm in LOVE with him! Hahahahahas! ;D He's such a cutie pie nehs! Kawaii! And I do miss'ed & think'ed of him okays?! Laughs* :D Ben & Jacky left to 201 basketball court first while me, James & Jason continue to sit down there. Jason played my handphone games while I sit down there like a idiot seeing his lil brother cycling round & round the same route. Lols. For quite long later, Ben & Jack came to Resident Corner and I left with them to 303 to buy cigratte, while Jason & his lil brother went home. Jason gonna bring his lil brother home and meet his girlfriend and send his girlfriend home. (He's really a nice, good man! = Jason) After awhile, Jason came to 201 & played basketball with Alex, Jacky & a few guys which I don't know who is it. I was at void deck with Ben waiting for mummy to come back from Punggol plaza. Mummy is back and bought dinner for me. (: Ate at void deck and my idiotic, retarded younger sister came down with her basketball and a bottle of water. The water is for me from mummy. And I did share with my younger sister. As she so-called "played" basketball. LOL. xD Went up to Hazel house with Ben & my sister as she's locked inside the house and was really fcuking sian. She tio curfew by her mother. The reason why is because she lost her house key. WTH~ Her mother is really bo liao can?! Chatted for only a few minutes and I wanted to left. Cos I'm really sian standing outside her house! Asked her to take good care & don't think too much. Bye bye-ed and left! It was like; so finally! LOL xD Went up home to ensure that my sister is back home safe and went down to basketball court. Woohoo~ !Lights are finally off! Heehees ;D I like to have those lights at basketball court to be off! As those light are really fcuking bright. I just simply dislike it! x) There's quite many people at there and was all boys. I was the one & only girl. It's okays lahs, anyway I'm already used to it. Hahahas :D There's Alex, xiiao Ben, big Ben, Jacky, Sammi, Lionel, Roy, Jason & me. But Jason went home first. Was chatting, talking craps & cocks, kinda of *havoc-ing* uhs! As I was like a crazy lil girl running & kao pei-ing around the basketball court. I gonna do such thing is because I'm very sure that I'll think of the past & HIM. So I gonna be like a crazy girl playing, fooling around, as to keep myself busy. And maybe I'll stop thinking about the past and HIM. But.. Obviously, I didn't make it. I still can't make it! The method just don't seems to be useful! I still think of HIM! I'm really suffocating lahs. Cry* :( Big Ben & Sammi went home, followed by Alex, then Jacky. Went up to xiiao Ben's house, search home prawn and went down to basketball court. Lionel went home and left with only me & xiiao Ben. Sms-ed him saying that 'someone didn't call me tonight.' A few minute later, my phone ring. It was HIS house calling. I was fcuking happy lahs! Finally he called! Oh My God~ ! I was simply happy lahs! Jump over the moon men~ ! :DDDD HE asked me where am I, told him that I'm at house downstairs & he say he hung up nors. As I'm at outside & he wanted to watch t.v. Was disappointed & sad for sure. :( Tears dropped after putting down the call. Haiis~ Went up to Jason house, Ben borrowed his bicycle and lobang me to "Vari-nice" to have supper. I didn't eat much. I ate a few mouth-ful only. After Ben had finish eating, went back to Jason's house again. Slacked at his house, had much funny jokes, get prepared for those stuff for fishing and up to the bicycle & left for fishing. Jason lobang me this time round. (: Sat on the seat on his bicycle. And it's now 3 AM plus and we are going fishing! :D Hahas. Stayed up the whole night down there, watching Jason & Ben fishing. I got the 'patient, patience' hors! Laughs* :D & I was fcuking fucking cold lahs! (How I wish you were by my side and hug me in your arms. That could really be warm, as your hugs is warm.) Was kinda of cold, sian, bored and tired. Oh-my~ I miss'ed my bed sosososo much. But still gonna stay awake with my big wide eyes open! O.O - my eyes. LMAO! :D Time passes really fast and the sun is rising luhs! I watched the sunrise, (but wasn't with you) :( And (how much I wish that you were by my side & watch sunrise with you) Sunrise is really that nice, that beautiful. (: It's now 7 AM plus and we were packing up things. And got to cycled back home. Back to 201, went to Ben house, waited for his parents to get ready and set off to 303 for breakfast. Thanks aunty for the nooodles! :D His dad drive us back home and he left for work. Right now it's 8 AM plus going to 9 AM and I've just reached home. (: Gonna bathe & go to bed. Will definitely sleep until evening then wake up. Indeed, I woke up at 7 PM. Going to cook dinner. Watched t.v & online! And.. I'm still tired! Going to sleep again. Laughs* :D I'm a piggy~ Good nights wide world! Sweetest dreams! With lots of LOVE -

Labels: I'm still waitng till now. I just can't put down. I MISS'ED YOU~

Will be staying at home the whole day . Got kinda of staying at home mood . Didn't turn up for Jun hao & co outing day . Actually we are going to watch movie . (: Will make-up with you guys other day . Sorry anyway . I don't feel like going out , got no mood to go out , so I shall stay at home & be a good girl . (: Gonna save money too . Was really fucking tight nowadays . And it sucks okays ?! Really can't survive happily without money ! Fuck !

Labels: I miss'ed you so ~ ):

Yeah, today is the last EOY exams ders paper! (: Drew 3 different expression faces. Its super ugly can? Sure won't get high marks for it ders. (: Went Hougang Point for lunch with Yao hui & co. I sms HIM the long message when I'm eating. Was waiting for his reply of cos. As you know, I'm always waiting & waiting for his sms & call. :( Deon accompanied Yao hui go home change clothes. Then me, Marc, Zi xiang & Yi yang walked over to point basketball court and waited for Yao hui & Deon to come. A few minutes later after they reached the basketball court, saw Wei sheng walking pass, Yao hui & I shouted out for him. (: He walked towards us & sitted down at basketball court with us. Gordon & Leonard came along too. I left there with Marc & co first. Walked over to Buangkok there ders basketball court to meet Ben Tan & co. Sit under the BIG hot sun and see them play basketball and soccer. Its super duper wuper hot lors! Buay tahan~ Its their honour okays? LOL x) Not long after, Gordon called me, asked me where am I. Told him where am I and he said he's coming over to find me with Wei sheng & co. (: Slacked, talked cock and see them play basketball & soccer under the BIG hot sun! They were really funny laas~ ! :D had so much fun with them. But they left around 20 minutes later. Alex called me, asked where am I, told him & he reached a few minutes later. And sky is getting dark, it's going to rain. It rain after awhile later. Ran over to the nearest shelther with the whole group, sitted for a few seconds only & left there. Alex went to Ah yao's house, while Yao hui & co walked to the bus-stop and waited for bus 43 with me. (: *Gentleman* It was raining heavily and the thunder is striking super loud! I was shocked by a super duper wuper ultra loud ders thunder laas! Lols xD Reached home, bathed & on computer. Was actually not going out today except going out for dinner tonight with mummy & sister. But Gordon called, asked for my address. He said he's taking cab over to my house here to find me with Wei sheng. Eventually, I was shocked uhs! Laughs* :D told him my address and awhile later, another call from him, saying that he & Wei sheng reached my house downstairs lers. Opened my house door and saw the 2 of them standing at the rubbish chute there. :D the 3 of us went down, slacked & talked cock. Was laughing all the while, as I look at Wei sheng & Gordon face, I'll laugh like don't know what. Lols xD Gordon was using my phone & zi lian-ing. ;D hahahahahahas! He's sososososo funny-cum-cute laas~ ! And keep asking me to turn aside, don't look at him zi lian. I was trying to peep, but he found out & asked me to turn aside. Hahahaas ;D he sms-ed Jun hao using my phone, di siao siao him. Lol. Gordon is a baddie lahs. Hahas :D i was just joking. Walked over to Compass Point with the 2 jokers. :D we were walking round & round, turning round & round the whole Compass Point like crazy people! LOL! But we were having really lots of fun nahs. x) And I really enjoyed it very very much nahs. x) Hahahas! Met Jun hao outside TIMEZONE, laugh laugh laugh & walked round & round & round from level 1 to level 4 ! Played hide-and-seek around the whole Compass. Hahahahahas! :D i know that we're really childish nahs. Laughs* :D i was like a crazy girl and the 5 guys were like crazy boy lahs! Heehees(: But there's really really much fun at that moment and I bet we're having lots of fun too. Think they agree too. Hahhas. (: & we were enjoying ourselves very very much. ;D i got to go first as I'm meeting mummy & sister at bus-stop to go Punggol plaza to eat dinner. (: The 5 of them walked behind me, Jun hao & his 2 friends walked a side, while Gordon & Wei sheng flag cab and board the cab. They were going to point for sure. (: Bus-ed down to Punggol plaza to have dinner. Gordon sms me when I'm inside the bus and was sms-ing all the while from Sengkang to Punggol, throughout my eating of dinner & on my way home back from Punggol. (: How kind is he uhs. Hahahas. :D walked home, sit infront of the computer when I reached home, was talking on the phone with Gordon, Tricia, Wei sheng & Janna. (: The 4 super cutie pies* Hahas(: It won't be great for Gordon if he saw that sentence. Laughs* ;D on the phone with the 4 of them for 1 hour plus without much talking. -.-"' but it's alright. As I've already used to it. (: HE called me and so I hung up Gordon & co phone. Sorry guys! I wanna be on the phone with him! How realistic am I uhs. Hahahas :D bo bian nahs, it's like that ders. I was sososososososo happy when my phone rang & it was his house calling. :D i'm super happy lahs can? Hahahas! :D although we didn't chat much, but was still really really delighted. :D at least he called. & if that's the only thing he is willing to do and can do for me, it's already enough. Alright? I will try not to ask more. (: I'm super tired now, but I still not going to bed. As I'm waitng for his call. (: I'll go to bed when I'm really buay tahan & fall asleep while waiting for his call. I'm really devoted uhs! (: I'll wait & wait! (: Hahas. A nice day ; filled with joys & laughters. Thanks for those who cheer me up & concern about me! I'll be fine! SMILE! :D

Labels: I'm still right here waiting.

As usual, its another school day. (: Woke up at 6.30am and called that "you you you you mao." And he's super tired this morning. I wasn't late for school today, and he was also not late for work today. (: Keep it up! LOL xD - A new lady teacher teached us Chinese today. After she left the class, the whole class said that 'her teaching is not good, it makes them sleepy hearing her teaching.' But basically, i don't think so. As i enjoyed her lesson, and i answered every single question she asked even though i don't know the answer. But at least, i entertained her. Hahas :D Somemore, she's a new teacher at Hougang Sec, and she's from China. So.. you guys can't expect her to conduct the lesson like Miss Lau right?! No one is perfect and nothing is perfect. (: During apple chong's science lesson, he sit beside me and talked to me. And i ignored him. Serve him right! (: Hahas. Stomach felt bloated during recess time. Was alright awhile later. -After recess, 2 periods of stupid Home Econ. I simply hate my Home Econ teacher lahs! (Maria Lim) -she sucks lahs! Too many thing to describe her suckness, so i won't post out what exactly she said and she did to me. Don't be curious about it too. LOL xD went to Hougang Point after school with Fang xin, Doreen and company. (: Saw a few idiots and asked me really stupid question! FUCK* ! and made Fang xin mood swing. Hey, those girls out there, stop being childish lahs hors? KNN! Don't think you guys are cool or what lahs! KANASAI LORS! gan pua er xin lahs. act only. For what fuck? DU LAN* ! Some of them asked me to relax, and i'm alright nahs. :D *smile! Saw Zi yi, and she joined us at KFC. Chatted for quite long and we really enjoy ourself lots! (: Took lots of photos too. We are all zi lian queens!!! Hahas. :D Hye in is going back to Korea tonight, and took lots of photos with her. *memories shall be kept and remembered, and not to let it fade away* -Dear Hye in, we'll miss you dearly! Take good care of youself. We'll miss-ed those days and times we had spent with you. LOVES and MISSES* x3 Went back home, bathed and out to my grandma's house! Took bus 87 to bedok (my grandparents house) :D the journey from sengkang to there wasn't long at all. The bus driver drove at a 'quite fast ders speed' and SOMEONE is sms-ing with me. and that's the reason why the journey on bus 87 from sengkang to bedok wasn't long at all. (: hahas. I'm looking super forward as its been a long time since i went to my grandparents house. Reached there before my cousins, and ate dinner with my beloved cousins. (: all of us ate until super duper wuper full luhs! ah ma's cooking is really good! Home-cooked food! simply tasty nahs! hahas. x) and i really misssssss-ed my ah gong and ah ma! i'll pay them a visit as often as i can. (: ah ma and ah gong; you two looks skinnier lers! What happened?! Don't have to bother too much about my problems. It's my problem, i'll handle it myself. I've grown-up! No longer the xiiao mei mei you two used to take care of. I'll study hard and get promoted to sec 3 next year. And i'll be more sensible. no longer that rebelious lers. Don't worry about me. Just have to really really really take good care of yourself. Alright? iloveyou x3 chatted for awhile after dinner, and my cousin-in-law drove me back home. Bathed when i reached home, on the computer and posted this. (: It's really a tiring day! I'm dead beat! But it's worth it. Hahas. :D i miss-ed and loves the times and days being together with my family members. x3 LOVE IS ALL AROUND. THE LOVED WE SHARED--

Labels: a tiring day, but is worth it and was happy too.

As usual, a morning call from that "mei you mei you mao" at 6.25am this morning. (: He called me 5 minutes earlier this morning as he scare i will late for school today. (: And i wasn't late for school today. I'm punctual! lols. xD Shui Ching- sorry to turn you down for breakfast this morning. I'll make-up with you another day. (: Felt utterly disappointed early in the morning. As he will definitely be late for work. Indeed, he reached his working place at around 9.30am? Not very sure about it too. Something really really FUCK-UP happened at 8.35am in school / class 2A2 - APPLE CHONG CONFISCATED MY HANDPHONE! This idiot, pervert apple loves confiscating student's phone. So guys, look-out for him. Don't use your phone when he's nearby you. :D laughs* it's quite normal & alright to me when he took my phone away. as it's wasn't the first time he did this to me. The most FUCK-UP thing was; When he took it, he saw the notes on the wallpaper & he starts to talk craps about it! DU LAN! After that, he jolly well read my messages, and the most most most FUCK-UP thing was; he copy down my friend's phone number! WTF~ ! who he think he was? using what status & what rights does he have to read my messages & copy down my friend's phone number?! FUCKING CB LAHS! KNN! super duper wuper ultra du lan lors! and because of this thing he did, i cried for 2 periods! WTF LAHS! waste my precious tears because of him! was really sad. + worried. sad is because: i cannot sms with HIM. and is worried that apple will copy down HIS number. ): what a terrible horrible feeling i had. cries* exams is coming, and i didn't pay attention during his science lesson. and showed him my fucking attitude. he deserve it. He's really cb luhs! KNN! He got no rights to see my messages lors! Somemore copy down my friend's phone number! CCB LAHS! even my mother don't read my messages lahs hors! fuck him lahs. mei you mao ders! cb, teacher nia mahs. BIG fuck mehs?! super pua cb lors. He's really disgusting lors. as he's current hair makes him looks like an idiot, a pervert & even like a drug-addict! hahahas! :D laugh my ass out* ! buy him nice, tasty, sweet, juicy apples when you pay him a visit at IMH or prison. (: hahas. He makes me more & more hate him nahs. and i don't give it a damn~ x) after his lesson had end, borrowed classmate's phone and called HIM. told him that apple chong confiscated my phone. & thanks for those things YOU said. felt concern-ed of cos. (: hahas. SMILE! And mummy, you disappoint me! ): You hack care about it when i called and told you about it uhs?! ): but nevermind. as Fang xin is concerning me too. ily girl* x3 yi sin was together with us too. got no appetite to eat during recess time. and i don't feel hungry either. This shows how important is my phone to me, and the times i spent without sms-ing with you. ): the times i spent without sms-ing with you throughout the school-time was super duper wuper ultra bad nahs! it really sucks nors! one time is of this is more than enough lers. i don't want to have another experience of this. ): went to see Miss Lau after school, wrote reflection form & get my phone back after that. :D i'm really HAPPY when i got my phone back! but i don't know why Miss Lau die die want me to write reflection form. If i insist on not writing, i can't get my phone back. And so.. I wrote it. it's alright lahs. (: smile* called HIM once i got my phone back. and was on my way home after that. last but not least, gonna apologise to HIM. ehs.. -mei you mei you mao, i'm sorry if i've caused you trouble. will get you nice chocolates one day. alright? reached home & post-ed this. (: what a happy yet sad, yet disappointed & angry day i had uhs! but everything is over. And i'll be alright. S M I L E ! :D

Labels: times without sms-ing with you were really bad. and i'm sorry.

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