Let my lifesong sing to You.

YAY!! i went cycling today.. with Cyndi and Amos.. i wasn't really feeling well since last nite.. bad headaches and in the morning felt like vomiting after breakfast.. Met amos and cyndi somewhere near bukit gombak MRT at 9am. and off we go!!

we went to explore the new Brickland road.. it started with a DOWNHILL!! so shiok to cycle on a road that is still not open yet.. three lanes all to ourselves.. We met Florence and Vincent on the road.. (sweet sweet couple..)

Brickland road links from bukit batok road to CCK.. somewhere near my church.. from the end of the road at cck, we cycled to keat hong to buy some food.. then proceed back to brickland road to eat..We ate in THE MIDDLE OF THE ROAD.. haha like our fathers' roadlike that.. tell me, how often do you get to do this?!~ hehehe... so fun.. after eating.. we started to observe the ants that were crowding round the little food crumbs we left behind.. oops.. but ants are very interesting creatures.. tiny yet strong.. so many of them yet they are so united.. i think even ants communicate with each other better than human beings sometimes.. they are all very focus to moving that tiny bit of beehoon..when some were tired, the others came and took over.. (so touching~~~ Where has the love gone to?~~~.... THE ANTS!! WHAHAHAHA!!) imagine God's BIG BIG BIG hands creating such tiny creatures with such precision.. God feed even the ants.. Will not He provide for our every need?!!! when we are called His sons ad daughters?

After eating, we went different ways.. i then cycled all the way back from near Choa chu kang back, along bukit batok road to jurong west..There, I met some "friends" along the way home.. I met FOUR chameleons.. ONE BIG BIG BIG MONITOR LIZARD.. about one metre long!!!! I freaked out.. my bike almost went over its tail.. scary =S .. haha.. but nevertheless, i enjoyed myself..

SIANS.. Pictures cannot be uploaded.. will do that another time..

Callista wrote;
12:01 PM

Today so many things happened.. went for interview in the morning.. it went well.. today i resigned from tecman.. I will remember all my friends there.. I am going to venture into something so new to me..I guess i am going to enjoy it.. hope everything will go well for me..GOd.. Will You be with me please?

then met H for dinner. Today marks the end of my sisterhood with H. the goal we set at the begining is cancelled. for good. everything made a U-turn and has gone beyond the starting point.. in other words, we were worst than we first started.. I held back my tears all the way.. till i reached home.. it was tough.. my eyes couldn't hold them for long.. so many flash backs on my way home.. so many.. but now i wish those memories will never come back.. hope this ending will do us good.. all the best, H.. Farewell my dear sister..

Callista wrote;
11:54 PM

Haiz.. the hospital job that i have been expecting did work out.. The hospital will not allow me to help the doctor out at the operating theatre..even after the doctor appealling for me.. actually i kinda expected that...

But! Thank God that i found a job that is looking for sports science students to be part time firness instructor.. pay quite orite.. =) training provided somemore.. that will be a great learning experience for me.. hehe... =) tmr is the interview.. hope everything will go well.. =)May God see me through.. I really can't wait to quit my current job... haiz.. I covet your prayers..

Tmr.. I am going to talk to her.. or actually.. it's she is going to talk to me lah.. dunno wat the outcome will be.. but it can only get better.. becos things will not get any worst than it is now.. (it's already the worst) heh.. God, may every word i say, every response i make, be done with love.. for love covers all things..

Callista wrote;
8:29 PM

woolala.. so long since i last blogged.. kinda miss blogging..
I am now at my friend's house studying and rushing assignment.. finished my part already and am currently waiting for my friend to finish doing her part before we compare our answers and print it out for submission later..

when to see my orthopeadic doctor on tues for my neck mri review.. haha.. the doc freaked me out lah.. he say my neck would be an interesting case for a disc replacement surgery... i went " WHAT?!" literally... haha.. then he say.. " the one hayley did lor.." i was like.. "Huh... must ah...?" then he say no lah.. we will put you back on physiotherapy to see how first.. i was kinda feeling mixed.. on one hand i am happy that i no need surgery, on the other hand i am back into the "see how" phase.. another period of waiting and observation.. feels like i am being kicked back into the wilderness haha...

Pastor's messages last week was so in tune with wat i have been thinking about lately. the five languages of love.. hee... did the test autually.. but........... i forget my results liao lah!! seesh..

Gtg.. ciaos

Callista wrote;
3:24 PM

Today is a sunday.. sunday = busy day! had breakfast with grandma and dad.. then off to sch!! then sch ended at 12.30pm then i went to tiong bahru market to have lunch with dad.. then he sent me to church for worship ministry meeting.. then i stayed for Power night..

Power Night
i went forward for altar call once again. i miss sports sooo much.. no one will understand how i really feel now.. i cried and cried.. I just want to wake up each day with out pain.. i just want to play guitar for as long as i like.. i just want to play basketball again.. i feel sooo lousy.. very very lousy... can't even sit long.. how long? how long more?

After meeting a sister that i prayed for last week came to me and said she is so happy that i prayed with her.. you noe wat? It's been so long people last told me that i am a blessing.. it's been so long since i felt appreciated.. it's been so long since i recieved a sincere hug (not becos pastor ask you to greet the person next to you).

after power night i went for dinner with the usual gang... amos, cyndi, hui chean, sharon blah blah blah.. had beef noodles.. chatted with sharon on my way back..

i am weakened..

Callista wrote;
10:21 PM