Let my lifesong sing to You.

i've been very busy!! exams... church.. and BSF started too..
exciting things have been happening to me... last thursday, i was on my way to SGH for physio... and becos i was running late, i decided to take a cab from outram MRT... and guess wat.. i had a free ride.. not becos the cab uncle gave me one, but i picked up $3 worth of coins on the seat.. someone must have dropped it... haha.. God is so good..

Last net meeting was fantastic.. i was so encouraged to see a full turnout for my net.. and God moved mightily in our midst.. worship was powerful, had a great time saying encouraging words to each other, had a great time praying.. one word... and that has gotta be "FANTASTIC!"
my dear net members, i love you all.. and you are all blessings to me...

mentioning exams, last paper was tough.. it was more like an MCQ marathon to me... 140 qns.. (can't believe your eyes? but yes, it's 140 !!) by the time i reach qns #80, i "died".. the room was super cold, and my brain freezed... but i hope in God, God is my deliverer, my refuge, my very present help...

went for prayer meeting today, was on GP duty, and once again, God sent help... becos i got caregroup meeting, i needed a replacement.. and it came just in time.. thanks xiaxia for helping me despite the fact that she wasn't feeling well... i really appreciate it worrs....

2 more papers left!! and... I'M FREE!!!

Callista wrote;
11:10 PM

today i went for the Doug lambert service.. at TPY.. becos he is live there today and i wanted to pass him a birthday card.. so went all the way to TPY.. the journey there was very long... but the journey back is even longer ! I was supposed to take 157 from TPY interchange.. and i took the wrong bus... i took 163.. went on the bus.. fell asleep.. and ended up in sengkang after 45minutes... and when i woke up i felt like an alien in a foreign land.. some deserted part of sengkang!! MY GOODNESS!! why am i so blur nowadays? then took cab all the way back home from seng kang lor... TPE-->SLE-->BKE-->KJE!!! almost travel round singapore in one night! 20 bucks flew away just like that!! *heart pain*

yesterday while worshipping GOd, i dunno why i suddenly sang in chinese.. and when into a time of free worship in chinese... and suddenly, i smell GOd... the smell was sooo refreshing.. it felt like i am laying down on a pasture of flowers... so nice.... i knew it was God becos i live on the 10th floor, and there's no garden anywhere near my house... the smell was so strong... it was simply refreshing..

well, today i had dinner with 3 ppl from my church whom i dun even noe.. haha.. but eventually got to know them after chatting for 1 hour plus.. haha.. nice knowing you all =)

Callista wrote;
11:12 PM

woolala.. yesterday afternoon was disastrous... was not well, almost fainted.. my face was so pale.. double visions.. felt like vomitting.. cold sweating.. heaviness in breathing.. in the end had to give worship ministry meeting a miss... and evening service also... from this incident, i found out who are the ones who care for me.. thank God for you all.. i wouldn't have get well without you all.. but one thing to note... please dun tell the person who is in terrible pain that you will get her the panadol only after you finish your food... GET IT IMMEDIATELY.. hello... it was kinda urgent you noe... luckily JJ got my hint... if not i mati liao...

YAY... Submitted all my assignments already.. Gotten the result of one of them.. 95/100!! Isn't God good? haha... I AM FREE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! haiz.. but that freedom is only short term lah.. exams coming.. well, at least so time for me o catch a breather.. like now... i am here blogging.. heh...

Called sis last nite.. i felt awkward talking about us again.. but i think a little "check up" on each other would be beneficial... I asked her how she feel about the progress of our relationship since our "trashing out" session 4 months ago.... and she said she likes it this way... we are progressing slowly... i've heard how she feels about this.. and since she is alrite with this pace, it isn't important to share how i feel anymore.... so i did not even tell her my thoughts... I dunno if i have done the right thing.. i just dun want to complicate matters.. watever it is, i just take one step at a time lor... i just have to be patient and carry on hoping..

yawn... went to work today.. but left half way becos i was feeling a bit giddy.. saw a doc... and found out that BP was on the low side.. and gastritis.. bloatedness causing some nauseousness... so was given MC.. give sch a miss... reached home, i was soooo drowsy becos of my medication.. some relaxant... so peng on my bed and slept... YAWN~~~~~~~

Callista wrote;
9:38 PM

i said i wanted to do my assignment today... bt didn't do it until now... becos i am so engrossed with my new laptop.. try to transfer all the important documents from my old laptop to my new one.... and afternoon, someone came to repair my kitchen the cooking stove...

aiyah... no mood to do assignment liao.... sians.. but MUST DO!!!!

Callista wrote;
9:41 PM

2 assignments down! 1 more to go! haiz.. left with the one i dread doing the most... lots and lots of reading to do for this one... sian half...

sometimes it's just so hard not to get weary of doing wat is rite. forgiving, loving someone who have hurted you, standing up again from disappointments, blah blah blah... the list goes on...
that's why, i am so in need of GOd... recently keep losing things... on new year's eve, i lost my keys, the next day someone found it and returned it to videoezy becos the membership card was attached to my keychain.. yesterday, i lost my pay cheque.. i was frantic! but i prayed and the Lord said to me "it's alrite, your cheque is perfectly safe.. you will get it back tomoro.." with that word of assurance, i went to sleep... true enough, the next morning, someone called, and said he picked up my cheque... becos i wrote my acc no. and contact no. behind... one thing i noe, and will always noe, JESUS LOVES ME!!!! i have tasted His goodness and His faithfulness... have you?

orites... *sigh* got to get back to my assignment... tmr no work... and i am going to physio... after that, i am going to funan to see laptop!

Callista wrote;
10:52 PM

"wat's your new year's resolution?"
someone came and ask me this question 2hours before 2007 arrived..
"erm.... erm...."
i hesitated....
this question got me thinking... and it acts as a reminder for me to strain towards wat's ahead of me instead of pondering too much over the things that happened in 2006... my mind was too full of the things that happened such that i didn't even have "space" to think of wat's next...
Callista, you've got to move on..

this hymn have been ringing in my head for days.... " tis so sweet to trust in Jesus, just to take Him at His word...." nice hymn... sometimes after listening to so much of comtemporary christian music, it's always nice to have a switch...

Diana left today for KL... i am so gonna miss her... May GOd protect her in this foreign land... and may God draw her nearer to Him like never before...

seesh... wat am i doing here when i am supposed to be doing my assignments? haha... ~ciaos....

Callista wrote;
10:36 PM