Let my lifesong sing to You.

I had my last paper of the year today... studied hard.. but didn't understand what i was studying.. so i decided to pray harder.. haha... and the peace of God just filled me up inside... i suddenly started singing "there is no glory in my own wisdom, there is no power in my own strength....." YEs, i will boast in Jesus! HE is the God of all knowledge. He is the God who knows EVERYTHING.. including the subjects i am studying.. He is the best teacher... I was the only one coming out of the exam hall smiling from ear to ear ! hahaha... God is so good...

2006 has been a trying year for me.. lotsa of things i experienced... looking back, everything happened for a reason.. in my most helpless moments, i found my way back to God's embrace.. in my most joyous moments, i wrote songs of praise to God.. in the silence, i heard God singing a love song over me... In stormy times, I heard God calling out to me thru the rain... hmm.. another big issue... FRIENDSHIPS.... some good friends became strangers, and some strangers became good friends... this year, i discovered my calling... Lord, i am amazed at YOur grace that brought me thus far... hmm... i could go on and on and on... but i guess i shall stop here...

As we usher in 2007, let's set our eyes on new targets, new self, and new beginnings! wishing all of you in advance... HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

Callista wrote;
10:10 PM

MERRY CHRISTMAS everyone... have a blessed 2007 ahead too!!
wow... the musical is finally over.. thank God all went well... all our practising was paid off... and the many received the best gift they could ever received.. they recieved Jesus Christ into their hearts... i believe that their lives would never be the same.. and that was the common reason that all involved in the drama were working hard for.. a job well done, peeps...

woo... it's only like 9pm and my eyes almost cannot open already.. so tired.... been sleeping late writing christmas cards, making gifts... chatting on the phone... hmm... the most sian thing is that after all this fun.... i remember that i've to work tmr... =( sobx.... and i got exams on the 29th.... and i have not touch revision at all!! If i do well this time.. it has got to be God's grace and mercy...

orite... i very sleepy... wanna go rest liao... goodnight everyone!

Callista wrote;
8:59 PM

grace... grace... GRACE... it's so easily said... but so hard to do... love without expecting return.. so hard.. although i constantly tell myself to love becos God tells me so.. to love becos it's God's command.. to love becos God first loved me... but a part of me still hope to be loved the same way.. who doesn't hope for that? if you dun, i want to noe you, cos that's much for me to learn from you.. haha

today has been quite sian.. slept at 2plus last night.. studying for my exam so that i can enjoy my birthday... (my paper is the day after my bday lor!!).. i was on duty for morning service.. someone commented that i got powerful voice haha.. i think she hear wrongly lah.. =P then when for lunch at Lot 1 with the usual gang... had PepperLunch.. yummilicious... *slurp* then when back to the CCK.. and sat at the back of the sanctuary alone studying all the way till evening.. then after evening, tot can have dinner together... then all last minute got something on.. Hayley decided to have dinner with some one else, JJ and Jude decided to go to suntec.. Rich and hilda got family dinner.. so.... i took a cab home , bought a waffle and here i am... blogging my time away... haiz.. wat a day... = /

Some self-check questions i have been asking myself lately:
1) have i changed for the better this year?
2) can i really say that GOd is all i need?
3) do i love God more than i did last year?
4) did i love the people around me more than i did last year?
well, all this is between me and God.. maybe these are questions you should ask yourself too, as the year comes to a closure... if your answers are all "yes", good for you... let's set goals for next year, Goals that will bring us closer to becoming more Christlike.. goals that will bring us closer to God...

Callista wrote;
8:57 PM

long time never blog liao... busy with sch,work , christmas and many other stuff lah...

just came back from choir practice.. went for dinner with two of my other churchmates who blessed me with dinner, a lift to and fro my prac (it's at TAMPINES!!, and i stay in the west..) , and icecream... i'm so blessed man... this few days have been having knee pain.. very sharp pain when i go down the stairs... basically sharp pain whenever i bend it and load on it at a certain angle...it feels very different from my previous injury.. it's a different kind of pain... dunno where i got it from also... i a bit scared it's the menicus.. haiz... oh ya... i had katong laksa for dinner!!! haha.. sinful... i noe...

sam and folks came from batu pahat to singapore yesterday... was so excited for their arrival.. only to noe that we will not get to meet each other.. haiz.. a bit disappointing wor...

sometimes i really wonder to myself when i love other people.. is the love mutual? is the care mutual? do they miss me as much as i am missing them? i noe, love will not expect anything in return.. but that is perfect love.. i am imperfect and therefore my love is not perfect.. sometimes i'll lose the courage to love, the courage to give it all out for people i love.. past experiences still hurt... once bitten, twice shy..

Callista wrote;
9:55 PM

i'm back!! Last few days i was busy with revision and was too sick to blog... had bad flu, cough , sinus headache, and was feeling feverish.. thanks to all who prayed, i am feelin' better...

had my first anatomy prac exam today.. hope i can do well.. at least a B please.. good luck to those who took the test too =)...

haha, can't believe i slept at 8.45pm last nite... was super sick at work.. blow the nose until it's like going to drop out anytime... and cough... the respiratory system went bonkers... haha.. so, i was like so tired after work... had dinner, washed up and fell flat on my bed....zzzz... then sleep sleep sleep until, 11plus at nite, a gangfight broke out at a coffeeshop downstairs my house.. throw chairs, vulgarities, flip tables, throw beer bottles... make so much noise until police come lor... then one guy still dare to shout at the police.. haha... then silas called me... had a good chat with my troubled brother... so end up sleeping at 2.30am... but i woke up late this morning... and i woke up with no voice.. becos this thick thick phlegm stuck ... my voice came only 2hours later after a hard cough... - -"

passed Ah Jia my cabinet today.. hope it will benefit her.. and her room won't be so messy.. haha.. take care sis...

orite... got to say tata to blogspot now... I have an appointment with Jesus... heh... till we meet again... take care, and miss me!! haha

Callista wrote;
11:27 PM

today had my first major paper... i think it was quite alrite.. made some careless mistakes though.. but shouldn't have problem passing it.. the thing is, i may score below my expectation...haiz...

i have been sick for the past few days man... sore throat... feverish... now my nose is a bit blocked... sians... i hope i recover in time for choir practice on sunday.. everytime i got exams sure sick one..

today i took leave to study and rest.. slept till 10 plus.. but my sleep was so disturbed by so many things.. smses coming in, aeroplanes flying pass..

aiyah.. no mood to type more liao.. throat very painful...

Callista wrote;
10:23 PM