Let my lifesong sing to You.

yo peeps.. today i suddenly had craving for cup noodles.. so i bought cup noodles to my workplace and didn't go out for lunch today.. i thank God for the timely craving becos it pour so heavily during lunch.. if i went out for lunch, i would be rather drenched.. haha..
and guess what? Yvonne is still talking to me about SUBWAY!!! she say next time she want to name her children "subway" "subway club" and "cold trio"... crazy von.. and she cut toe nails until the nailclipper dropped into the bin!! haha.. how clumsy can she get...
next up, my neck's progress report:
pain at the neck is getting better.
lower back is very painful today =(
shoulder blade area is very very very numb.
left arm still very weak.
numbness on my face has improved.
tingling feeling at upper arm felt occassionally.

haiz so sian.. when is my neck going to be ok? how many more sleepless nights?

Callista wrote;
4:55 PM

hmm... today i went to work.. haiz.. i think i slept in the wrong position last nite.. today neck super pain.. face numb again.. haiz.. shoulders like want to cramp like that.. God, save me!! chatted with Von on MSN for a while today.. managed to catch up quite a bit.. aiyo, that gal hor keep talking to me about SUBWAY!! she say she wants to eat subway for all 3 meals.. crazy ger..i wanted to go for care group.. but i was almost dead after work.. so i went home.. was feeling a bit giddy.. felt like vomitting when i was on the bus.. sianz... i haven't been ab;e to do any form of sports except the physio exercises i do every nite.. i think i need to start going on diet so dun put on weight in this period.. sports is my passion... HOW CAN YOU DEPRIVE ME OF THAT!! sobx.....

Callista wrote;
8:34 PM

woo.. sunday.. went for service as usual then sang for afternoon outreach.. my neck has not been improving much.. it hurted a lot yesterday and today.. especially after singing.. sometimes i feel knocking my head against the wall to knock myself out haha... but i noe it's not gonna work.. numb, sore, irritated!! then i went to grandma house after afternoon outreach.. wanted to rest.. but in the end got to go to jurong point with javier to buy his new bag.. promised to pay $20 for him... so i went.. and got home at about 8pm.. really really shagged... my left scapula very very numb...sianz....

Callista wrote;
8:43 PM

Last tuesday, ah di and laoniang came to singapore.. i took three days leave to spend time with this two VIPs of my life.. brought them to shop, eat and blah blah blah.. had a good nite of sharing with ah di the nite before he left.. wat you call a heart to heart talk.. it was refreshing.. today is saturday, i went for work.. today's a bit hectic.. plus i slept late yesterday nite cos i was talking to yvonne.. every slot got two patients.. actually quite ok lah.. getting used to it liao.. slowly catching up with the pace.... haiz, i noe people around me do care for me. but sometimes i cannot bring myself to share to you all becos i dun want all the sharing to be from me alone.. i strongly felt that it should be mutual.. that's why i have made a choice to share with someone who shares with me at the same level.. becos if i am the one who is sharing all the time, the relationship becomes lop-sided.. i have a picture in mind.. it's like a person leaning on the lamp-post.. when the lamp post is removed, the person leaning on it falls.. but the lamp post will remain standing even if the person goes away.. the lamp post sort of represents a friend whom you confide in who doesn't lean on you.. friends should depend on each other..

Callista wrote;
9:24 PM