Wednesday, May 25, 2011
Heart broken
My heart is so heavy right now. Wish I knew how to make things right again. I love this person so much and would do anything for them. I wish they only knew that they are not alone that their family loves them so much!!!! I know I am supposed to give it time but how much can a person take getting ignored and rejected all the time? I will not give up!!! Just want that person to know all they have to do is call, text, send me a message and I would drop everything to be there for them. You are such a inspiration to all of us, your looks are incredible gorgeous, your sense of humor is great, your laugh contagious, along with your beautiful smile, your inner beauty shines like a beacon in the night. I am so sorry for everything. Please know I love you with all my heart and soul
Monday, May 23, 2011
Another busy exciting and sad week..
Jake is the only one who is on Summer vacation right now. Strange thing is he don't want to be. Monday (today) Scott and Tim are supposed to go swimming they read so many books. But its going to rain :( Brandon has a DARE party. Tuesday Scott and Tim are supposed to go to Lagoon, Brandon has Field Day in the morning and swim party in the afternoon (again its supposed to rain) I really hope they have good weather (fingers crossed) Wednesday is Awards Assembly for Brandon and clean out lockers at the Jr high. It is also Payson High's high school graduation :) Thursday is the most important day of the week for me, it is LeeAnn's High School graduation I am SO VERY BERRY PROUD of her!!!! It is also the last day of school over here. The boys will miss their last day of school for LeeAnn's graduation. We are so excited for her!!! It will be a sad but bitter day. I remember her first day of kindergarten seems like it was only yesterday :( Where does the time go???? I would say that I won't cry but I already tear up every time I think about it. I only hope she knows how proud of her we are and how much we love her!!! I know I have made a lot of mistakes and I can only hope that she know that I love her with all my heart and that I am sorry.
I just want to say congratulation to the class of 2011!!!!
I just want to say congratulation to the class of 2011!!!!
Sunday, May 22, 2011
Jake's kindergarten graduation
I can't believe my baby graduated from kindergarten!!! (sniff sniff)
It was an exciting day yet it was a sad day. Before we even left the house to go to the school Jake made me promise that I wouldn't cry. But I couldn't keep that promise as soon as we took him to his class and got him balloons I started to cry. I realized how much he has grown up and I don't have anymore kids that will be in kindergarten :(
Jake looked so handsome all dressed up in his church suit getting his graduation gown on. He was so cute!!! I did video some of it but I was laughing, crying, yelling, and clapping my hands so it is not the best video but it works for us. Every time Jake noticed that I was filming him or when Paul took a picture he got embarrassed his face went red and he would put his head down which made it even cuter.
They sang some really cute songs and had actions that went with them. (Loved it) Out of all the boys Jake was the only one who sang all the songs and did every action. Scott and Brandon would just sit there and Tim would only do half of them. The ones he liked.
They did the pledge of allegiance,this old man, I like being me (Paul's favorite) an alphabet song, (Jake had to hold up a bell with a picture on it for the letter Y) then my favorite song first grade, first grade. Then I was asked to put their little caps on the kids (eyes welling up with tears) they did a video with all the activities and had a picture of Jake in his cap and gown on the screen when Mrs Thomas called his name to go get his diploma. Cried again. Brandon wasn't very happy having mom cry in the school in front of friends. I am going to miss Mrs. Thomas she is an awesome teacher and has helped Jake grown so much in her class.
The next day was kindergarten assessments Jake was a little nervous but he did AWESOME!!!! He only missed 2 questions and that put in above 95% Jake is on level E for reading which is really great!!! He would have been on level F but he had trouble saying the word "making" it don't matter to me what level he is on I am just so very berry proud of him. I can't believe all the things they had to learn in kindergarten! I only remember eating a snack,then taking a nap and playing. I can't believe he will be graduating high school in 2022!! Don't want to think about that I told Jake to go and pick out a BIG rock, he did then he asked why? I told him so I can put it on his head so he won't grow anymore. I laughed he didn't think it was that funny because he wants to be bigger then Scott. Jake I am so proud of you and love you so very berry much!!! You are a good boy who is super smart please continue to keep up all the good work you have and are doing.
Love,
Mom
It was an exciting day yet it was a sad day. Before we even left the house to go to the school Jake made me promise that I wouldn't cry. But I couldn't keep that promise as soon as we took him to his class and got him balloons I started to cry. I realized how much he has grown up and I don't have anymore kids that will be in kindergarten :(
Jake looked so handsome all dressed up in his church suit getting his graduation gown on. He was so cute!!! I did video some of it but I was laughing, crying, yelling, and clapping my hands so it is not the best video but it works for us. Every time Jake noticed that I was filming him or when Paul took a picture he got embarrassed his face went red and he would put his head down which made it even cuter.
They sang some really cute songs and had actions that went with them. (Loved it) Out of all the boys Jake was the only one who sang all the songs and did every action. Scott and Brandon would just sit there and Tim would only do half of them. The ones he liked.
They did the pledge of allegiance,this old man, I like being me (Paul's favorite) an alphabet song, (Jake had to hold up a bell with a picture on it for the letter Y) then my favorite song first grade, first grade. Then I was asked to put their little caps on the kids (eyes welling up with tears) they did a video with all the activities and had a picture of Jake in his cap and gown on the screen when Mrs Thomas called his name to go get his diploma. Cried again. Brandon wasn't very happy having mom cry in the school in front of friends. I am going to miss Mrs. Thomas she is an awesome teacher and has helped Jake grown so much in her class.
The next day was kindergarten assessments Jake was a little nervous but he did AWESOME!!!! He only missed 2 questions and that put in above 95% Jake is on level E for reading which is really great!!! He would have been on level F but he had trouble saying the word "making" it don't matter to me what level he is on I am just so very berry proud of him. I can't believe all the things they had to learn in kindergarten! I only remember eating a snack,then taking a nap and playing. I can't believe he will be graduating high school in 2022!! Don't want to think about that I told Jake to go and pick out a BIG rock, he did then he asked why? I told him so I can put it on his head so he won't grow anymore. I laughed he didn't think it was that funny because he wants to be bigger then Scott. Jake I am so proud of you and love you so very berry much!!! You are a good boy who is super smart please continue to keep up all the good work you have and are doing.
Love,
Mom
Forgot but not forgotten
I know it has been a really long time since I have created a blog. I actually forgot that I even had one. Here we go, there has been so many things that has happened to me and my family since my last update. I will try to fill everyone in without boring you to tears. Please be patient with me I have never been really good at all this writing stuff. I have learned so much and I know with all the experiences that I have had that I will be a better wife, mother, sister, friend, daughter inlaw, and sister inlaw. I am not perfect even though I may think I am at times. Realizing that we never stop learning, if you open your heart and mind you will continue to learn something new every day. The journey begins...
Love,
Misty
Love,
Misty
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