first day at training.

training day. not even close to being as cool as the movie. i wonder how far i would get trying to glamorize it.

very boring stuff. didn't feel like a great use of time. but then who pays someone else to do something they like doing?

lets see how interesting this can get.

writing rusty

New year for me. Few major changes and I don't know how to respond to them. Mixed feeling which in a way is good. I'm seeing several sides to the picture.

One major concern is that I'm losing my mind sometimes. A few wth was I thinking moments.

Limiting beliefs and internal noise getting the best of me. I keep forgetting to slow down and live in the moment. I keep thinking about the outcome in the moment and not decifering the moment as it unfolds.

Outcome thinking has its place in developing a goal, but responsiveness to the moment is much more crucial to reaching that goal.

Anyways, played a great four set last night. Ended with a number close, because I got lazy and drank too much.