think.

it's been awhile. (sounds like britney shit.)
what can i update you folks? erm. my closest and goodest friend just got married. oh well. a month ago. oh my god! how time flies by. shit. i'm getting old. old. old. gotta repent and re-remember god now. who knows anytime might be my time to go and visit him. you never know. gotta stop all these nonsense shit. i've been doing a lot of thinking nowadays. god. i sound like i'm 45. but. ya know you gotta stop all these sooner or later. you'll never know how long you will live. Life is short. I'm swarmed with events and i gots nos time to blog. arghh! but i love my job. heh. back to work baby.

mine.all mine.

i finally got this.
i love it more than i love my phone.
Sorry phone.
I'm obsessed with it right now.
It's just a phase.

sneaky.sneaky.

Remember the butler from the Adam Sandler's movie, shit. i forgotten the tittle.. oh yeah.. Mr. Deeds! I'm imagining the boyfie going, "I am very very sneaky, sir." I might have guessed that he has something up his sleeve that he's not telling me. and. i think i've sorta spoil the event he's planning. but still i don't know what it is. I tell ya something. It is seriously really hard for someone to throw me a surprise party cause i'll grill that person like the C.S.I people. My friend even told me that i can become a P.I. haha. yeah rite! i'm feeling soooooooooo super bad bout this. haha. oh well. we'll wait and see. anyways going out with my girlies for a girly afternoon on sat! sorta like my pre-birthday celebration! yey! going with tanti (bride to be!sooooooooon!) to a spa for a massage and some scrub and then meeting up with mardy,tintin and kak dd for some 'kalaoke' session then meeting ishy for movie and dinner! Yey! i am so excited for the weekend. You have no freaking idea. hah.

f*cked up.

i'm feeling so f*cked up. I've lost my sense of drive to continue this relationship. Seriously lost it. I'll let it die slowly. No way in hell i'm gonna lower myself down and give in some more. I'm sick and tired of it. I've had it. That was the last straw.

I'm done.

happy birthday to me.

my birthday's on sunday. guess what. my beloved boyfriend just told me he has to practice with his crew. ON MY FREAKING BIRTHDAY. like. WTF? i'm pissed beyond words. after all the sacrifices i made for him. he treats me like a piece of gum stuck on the bottom of a shoe that you find so annoying you wish you could throw that shoe away and walk bare footed. even my theory dont make sense. when u're angry, nothing make sense. fish. i'm so mad.

we love k.l.

These are the K.L pictures! We had serious fun and serious shopping! Take a peek at our holiday. Superstars for the K.L trip : Me + Ishy + Hamz + Rini

Breakfast time!
The wheels on the bus goes round and round.
Finally reached the Hotel.
A lil' R&R.
We're going to Mid Valley Mega Mall.

In the cramped train.

"Alamak.... pintu kat sebelah sana lah.."

Feng Shui ke per?

The ride that bought us to K.L

Ready for a battle, boys?

@ Beach Bar


Before the chaotic shopping @ Petaling Street.

shoe fetish gone crazy.

see what i mean?

aku kaya! aku kaya!


Awesome Foursome @ Genting.

this is the most ex food ever! RM 16.90! and the drink is RM 4!

kishy wishy for ishy.

Yeah! Corkscrew! I like!

picture perfect.

dinner time @ Kenny Roger's!

budak budak kesian..

last day @ K.L

alah... dah last day!

checking out...

bye bye hotel..

my baby.

the rest stop.

the after-math.

next trip... can you guys guess? we're going in Nov! yipeeeeee!

Hong Kong here we come!

oh oh mr postman...

3 holidays in 3 months.
What more could you asked for?
Will post the pictures soon!

approved.

k.l here i come...! ti remember k.l?
good times. good times.

p/s:im going this friday. who wants to kirim? keke..

his response...

"This My Sunshine.. The sweetest gal that I can ask from god is Her.. The greatest thing that have ever happen to me is Her... My world won't ever be complete without Her.. I really thank god that u're here wit me, to be by my side all the way in my life.. Anyways sunshine, thanks 4 the surprise b'day party at butter factory.. I was really touched by all of it.. i really had fun.. thanks sunshine.. i really really really love u so much.. only god knows how much i love u... & god knows that I love u more.. heheee..." - this is why i love this guy so so much.

big boys don't cry.

It took months and months of planning between me and dian.l. But. It was worth every single sweat,penny and LIES. We were like a bunch of liars for the past 5 months trying so hard not to leak info to the 3 bday boys. The venue was booked in March. The 'contract' was signed last month. Everything was settled. We just need actors now. Hehe. Intially, we told the 5 main peeps that our co needs performance for a "staff party" @ Butter Factory. Now, if you were them, you'll be like.. "Why do these people do their Staff Party at another venue when they have thier own venue which is like 35,000 sq feet?" hmm. maybe they need a change of enviroment? but thank god they were just so clueless. Further in the process, we got Hamz + Rini , Dian-B and Cat involved. Props to them for being such good actresses and actor. But. When they practiced their routine for our non-existing "performance"... my heart goes out to them. I was like nearing to cancel the event altogether cause both of us felt soooooooooooo bad. As days go by, we felt like we're nearing our date to death. That was just how nervous we were. When 9th May eventually came around, we were shaken not stirred.heh. Dian-B. Thanks for 'slowing' them down. Ishy kept msging me asking if they could come earlier and so did mud. We were like panicking. Luckily for us, my decieving brain came out with "Tell them we are still having a reception and will not end until 10.45pm." Dian-B did just that. When they finally came, me and Dian.L were nervous-wrecks. Finally, the moment of truth. We bought the cake out and the death note was sticking out like a sore thumb. but. no one read it. until someone pointed out. Then, they got it. Haha. everyone were like laughing at them and they were like shocked for words. shortly after, they went out to have a smoke. but. Rini told me that they actualli went out to cry. hehe. isnt that so cute? they were too touched by us that they were moved to tears. throughout the whole night, ishy actually kissed me and said thank you like 1000000000 times. so. the night actually went far more well than what we expected. happy birthday boys. and a very happy birthday to my baby ishy. love you to bits.

the prankster.

the birthday cake.


our "death-note."

the signages on the cake.

the birthday boys. ishy's staring at me. haha.

the peeps that made it happen.

paparazi's fav people.

my birthday boy. Happy Birthday baby! Hope you had a bash!

phuket.

here are the the long awaited pictures i have promised my viewers - my trip to phuket! wee..

i'll let the pictures do the talking. spent 2 hours loading the bloody pictures. haha. sorry peeps. if you want the story just ask me. haha. *evil laughter*